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    updates are now here.

    Update 1414: Just back from grazing Hawty Creek, it continues to be cold outside! I called Peter Brette, the first time we have spoken for a couple of days. Peter appeared fine given the circumstances. I could however tell in his voice that things had been tough for him, but he won't reveal that directly for sure! He did thank me for the site and all it has done ... that was nice. I asked him how Chelokee and Round Pond were after their most recent works, and they appear to be well. Chelokee may be back in the entries soon.

    There are many many articles out there, and it will take me a while to get to them, but I like this as it quotes a couple of other trainers: We'll always remember Barbaro's battle, relevant excerpt:

    "I think we all will remember Barbaro as one of the best 3-year-olds we've seen, and remember his courage for fighting the past several months," Albertrani said. "This is the first time I've been around to see a horse fight for his life for so long, and have had so many obstacles in his way ... he was a fighter. To see that in a horse, well, actually no one's ever seen that before.

    "I think he would have been a great stallion. You normally hope those traits are passed down generation to generation, or at least hope they are to maybe one or two of his offspring. That would have been something special."

    Fellow trainer Graham Motion has an interesting perspective on Barbaro and the late colt's stoic trainer, Michael Matz. Both championship-level trainers work out of the secluded northern Maryland training facility at Fair Hill, which was Barbaro's home for much of his racing career.

    "Michael keeps his thoughts close to him and shows very little emotion," Motion said. "I realized early this morning when I talked to him just how grave things must have become from the changed tone in his voice."

    "Barbaro was every trainer's dream from a racing perspective," Motion added. "And while it's a sad day for everyone involved --- the Jacksons, the people at New Bolton who worked so hard for so long to keep him alive --- it has to be especially sad for Michael. What had to be the best day of his professional life, winning the Kentucky Derby, has turned out to be associated with the saddest of memories with the very same horse. Michael can't ever again recall the happiness of the Derby without the sadness associated with Barbaro's fate."

    Update 1413: I went over to New Bolton at Lunchtime. There are some nice flowers displayed in the lobby area. There were also some flowers placed on the outside fence line. There are still some media there and we went to lunch. Actually six of us went to lunch, but only three of us stayed and ate lunch! Jeannine Edwards, John Hennegan (First Saturday in May) and I had some nice conversations about Barbaro, horse racing in general and John's documentary.

    When we returned to New Bolton I asked Jeannine and Mike Jensen what is was like to cover a story like Barbaro, and both have covered it pretty extensively. Both agreed yesterday was a hard day for them. Jeannine noted that it was tough to have to ask questions of people who are clearly grieving when on a personal level she has a lot of empathy for their situation, and I think, quite frankly likes the horse like any of us and is very sad about this outcome!

    I also ran into Kathy Freeborn and Jennifer Rench of New Bolton. If they are reflective of the entire staffs' mood for the sad loss of Barbaro, then New Bolton is a sad place today.

    Dr. Richardson sent me a nice e-mail this morning thanking me for the work we have done on this site, and I hope we continue. He noted he had read the site, if not very often!

    Update 1412: It was Fair Hill as usual this morning, but of course it was not usual. The atmosphere was a little subdued, and I suspect quite a few people simply had nothing to say. A few riders offered their thoughts, as did a couple of trainers. Mostly they were just sad that this had to happen to such a wonderful horse who had shown great talent determination and will. Many of us have memories of Barbaro from the good days, when he was a runner. We may have watched his final work before the Preakness (he did not look like he was working, just galloping); or simply watched him graze, without a care in the world, in one of Michael Matz's paddocks two days after destroying the field in the Kentucky Derby. Anyway, I am sure we all remembered our moments and memories this morning.

    I rode six, my usual six. They all went well, although it was a bit of a blur. My cell phone rang quite a lot, I talked to a few media people who are becoming friends. Perhaps I should interview them on their attachment to Barbaro. As I was grazing Hawty Creek at the end of the morning a "Fan of Barbaro" stopped by for a chat. It was nice to share a few thoughts.

    Off to New Bolton for an hour or so to see how things are over there.

    Update 1411: Wide media coverage on the internet of yesterday's very sad news. Likely I will highlight a few throughout the next few days, but here are a couple of the articles to start:

    Thoroughbred Times: Kentucky Derby winner Barbaro euthanized, excerpt:

    "We were really lucky, really lucky," Gretchen Jackson said. "I just appreciate the heck out of him, and I think he knew it. He was well loved. Such luck; at least he’s out of his damn stall, and running around with Secretariat, I hope."

    Philadelphia Inquirer: Kentucky Derby champion Barbaro euthanized, excerpt:

    "It is rough, but not to be there is rough," Gretchen Jackson said of being in the stall at the end.

    "He's been a friend or whatever, everything to us... I think we've been concerned about him for a while. We just wanted the right moment where he's still himself. I think it had reached the point where it was timely."

    There will be more activity at New Bolton today I think. I know Jeannine Edwards is planning to return and Good Morning America is planning to do a piece on Barbaro. Flowers were starting to arrive yesterday afternoon at New Bolton. I remember seeing one young girl with her father, they came to deliver some flowers and good wishes. After Fair Hill I will likely return to New Bolton and see how things are.

    Off to Fair Hill, it looks like another chilly morning.

    Comments

    Alex - Thank You!

    Marg

    Posted by: Marg in Maine at January 30, 2007 11:10 AM

    To All of Barbaro's connections and caregivers,

    He was a pure and true spirit. His life revolved around his human loved ones. He tried so hard to please and fight the good fight. Barbaro, please rest in peace.

    Posted by: Trish at January 30, 2007 11:11 AM

    Alex, your heart has to breaking, too.
    We all love you and support you. Thank you
    for your dedication to bringing us the truth all these months. We love you and send our prayers to you, the Jacksons, Dr Richardson, Kennett
    Florist and to each other here on the Barbaro Nation. We now have a special angel watching over us all

    Blessings to the Barbaro Nation
    Harriette Brillianthawk

    Posted by: Harriette Brillianthawk at January 30, 2007 11:14 AM

    Alex, take care of yourself. Thanks ever so much for all you have done. I will miss him so.

    maggiefromMo

    Posted by: maggiefromMo at January 30, 2007 11:14 AM

    Thank you all for being here during this incredible "ride". I haven't posted much but just wanted to say thank you.

    Now, how do we go on without him, without the hope, courage and strength that was Barbaro?

    Or is it for him and because of him that we will go on and have that hope, courage and strength?

    Posted by: Karla at January 30, 2007 11:24 AM

    Alex,
    Thank you for always being here. God Bless.
    Dava R. in Ky.

    Posted by: Dava R. at January 30, 2007 11:24 AM

    I just can't sleep. You took a part of my heart with you, my Brave Champion. I know you are in a better place where there is no pain. You were a Godsend,and your swift life touched millions. You came here for a purpose and you had it accomplished. God sent his son Jesus to save us from sin and you were sent to save the lives of millions of horses that are slaughtered every year, to make people concious about the sad life and poor condition of your kind and what is really happening in the industry of racing. I want to thank the Jacksons for giving us the chance to have more time in your life,to know you better,Dr. Richardson he worked so hard to make you well, this wonderful site, where there is a group of great people,Alex he was our leader and mentor. You will be never forgotten. You are the greatest horse ever!

    Posted by: Delia Shamoon at January 30, 2007 11:27 AM

    CNN is getting ready to run a piece on Barbaro.

    Sharri

    Posted by: Sharri in Ohio at January 30, 2007 11:28 AM

    I have come here everyday checking on our boy but have never written. This morning I didn't know what else to do. I cry everytime I let myself think of him.

    Thank you Alex for everything - you have been a blessing to us all. My prayers are with you and all of Barbaro's people.

    God bless you Barbaro, I miss you.

    Posted by: Christine from CT at January 30, 2007 11:28 AM

    Thanks Alex,
    I know you were still linking articles late last night. Your are one in a million.

    As fate would have it I read this except in Guide Posts Sunday, "when you face the death of someone you love, he said "hold tight to the outstretched hand of God with one hand, and gently let go of your loved one with the other."

    In this case a hoof our Beloved Barbaro

    May the Jacksons, Dr Richardson, Kennett Florist and to each other here on the Barbaro Nation find comfort in this.

    Posted by: Michelle at January 30, 2007 11:30 AM

    I add my sincere thanks as well Alex. With broken hearts we will go on with Mrs. Jackson as our example of strength. My heart aches for how her routine will change now. May we all carry on in Barbaro's honor!

    I believe he runs with angels!

    Posted by: Donna R. ON. Canada at January 30, 2007 11:33 AM

    Alex, Thank You from the bottom of my heart! If you happen to see the Jackson's in the near future, please give them a big hug for me!! Barbaro, I Love You! GO Run and be free with all your buddies! FOB,s- Be comforted that you all are not alone in your sorrow. My heart is breaking!NBC and Dr. Richardson, Thank You for all you did for this Wonderful, Magnificent, and Awesome gift called BARBARO!!!!

    Love and Tears, Betsy from Tampa,FL

    Posted by: Betsy Lowery at January 30, 2007 11:37 AM

    Alex,

    Thank you for providing us a place to be. I would be completely over the edge if it weren't for this family of friends in Barbaro.

    I have found comfort here in the last 8 or so months, but especially in the last 20 hours or so.

    I can't tell you how appreciative I am for this.

    Blessings to all of you, who loved Barbaro so strong. We all have been blessed by this incredible journey, because of love.

    How fortunate we are.

    I particularly loved what Mrs Jackson said, about how grief is the price we pay when we love someone...how true.

    I miss Barbaro.

    Posted by: Therese at January 30, 2007 11:41 AM

    Our dear Alex. I've worried about you as well. I know how close you have been to the situation and you continue to keep us updated and close. I, too, have spent each day, as I work, keeping a close eye on our dear Barbaro and this morning I feel so lost. I know he is no longer suffering and is in a better place, but that "price we pay for love" that Mrs. Jackson talked about yesterday is a very steep one in this case. I hope we can all continue to pull together and honor Mrs. Jackson's wish to continue to honor Barbaro and keep him alive by working for the cause of the horse in whatever way we choose.

    My heart is so broken and I know will be for a very long time to come. I will carry this hole in my heart, this knot in my throat, until the day I die. Amazing what an impact he had on us, isn't it?

    Posted by: Kristina at January 30, 2007 11:44 AM

    I was thinking that this would be the first morning that I won't be able to say "good morning" to Barbaro but then realized that I was wrong in thinking that. It's just different - now the good morning wishes will reach him in a different place. So - good morning Alex, Barbaro and fellow fans

    I'm so grateful to you Alex and to all FsOB that we can share our feelings here on this site.

    I don't know how I'm going to work today.

    Janice

    Proud to be a fan of Barbaro

    Posted by: Janice from Florida at January 30, 2007 11:47 AM

    I had to come this morning, knowing there would be no 'ACN', just to connect with all of you who are the only ones who truly understand my pain and grieving.

    Barbaro is a beautiful boy in heaven -- and we are left on earth to carry on without him. I'm afraid life just won't ever be the same without him.

    Godspeed young Barbaro!

    ALWAYS BELIEVE IN BARBARO!

    Posted by: Susan C at January 30, 2007 11:51 AM

    Good morning to Alex and all FOB

    God Bless Barbaro and the Jacksons.

    cindy a

    Posted by: cindy a at January 30, 2007 11:51 AM

    Alex-

    Thank you.

    Posted by: Christian at January 30, 2007 11:52 AM

    Barbaro
    He is a great champion.
    When he ran the ground shook;
    The sky opened
    And mere mortals parted.
    He met his owner in the Winner's Circle
    Where they put a blanket of flowers on his back.

    From "Dreamer: Inspired by a True Story"

    My heart aches and my eyes hurt from crying.
    I will miss you, dear horse.
    Thank you, Alex, for being my friend and my constant source of news.
    Thank you, fellow FOB's, for sharing this love for a horse that will never be forgotten.

    Posted by: Jenn in Wilkes Barre, PA at January 30, 2007 11:52 AM

    Good Morning Sweetheart. You may be in a different place now but you're still living in my heart. I hope you run to you heart's content today alongside Secretariat, Slew, Affirmed.


    Love Forever,

    Kim
    Kentucky

    Posted by: Kim at January 30, 2007 11:53 AM

    Kristina, you said it best your heart is broken. So is mine. This hurt is so bad I can't believe it. God keep him and give him as much love as he gave us. He touched all of us in such a special way. He was and will ALWAYS be special.

    Posted by: Stu at January 30, 2007 11:53 AM

    Alex thank you for everything.

    I am off to work bur will check in with everyone tonight.

    Thank you FOBs. This is hard.

    Posted by: marie from atl at January 30, 2007 11:57 AM

    Alex, thank you so much for all you've done. I am heading upstairs to see GMA. Is it possible to obtain the following: A) addresses for which to send notes of condolence to the Jacksons, Michael Matz, & Edgar Prado; B) a means by which to release our e-mail addresses to each other; & C) any information about where Bobbey shall be buried? It would be nice to pay a visit to him some day. When I was a girl, I visited Man o' War's grave in KY. Robyn H.

    Posted by: Robyn Hoffmann at January 30, 2007 11:59 AM

    Good morning all FOBS and to our sweet spirit in the sky,

    Alex, words cannot thank you enough.

    Yes, Karla, Barbaro will be our inspiration to go on and fight for horses everywhere, just as Mrs. Jackson asked.

    Posted by: Jane in CT at January 30, 2007 11:59 AM

    Alex,

    Thank you for continuing to share your time with us and help us through the grieving process by keeping us close to Barbaro and NBC and the wonderful Jacksons.

    The adjustment is strange and unwelcome. I miss Barbaro.

    Posted by: Karen, PA at January 30, 2007 11:59 AM

    Thank you, Alex. It's very comforting to come here for updates, rather than search the web for news.

    So very sad, but as we all knew, this day could come and Barbaro is in a better place now and free of pain.

    Peg

    Posted by: Peg at January 30, 2007 12:04 PM

    Good Morning all - I could not sleep last night, no matter what I did. I hurt so badly I really cannot understand it or believe it. I cannot believe our sweet boy is not with us. I wish they had given us more warning. I just feel like it was so sudden, so fast. I am having a hard time dealing with this loss & I know it makes no sense. My husband totally doesn't understand how I could love an animal so much that was not mine. I am grateful for more updates & for the outpouring of support from this site. Please keep it open to allow us to grieve properly. We apparently need it. Everyone, hang in there. It is just going to take us time to heal from this - a long time, but we will get there. Hugs to all, have the best day you can have. Barbaro always held his head up & gave everyday his happiest & best. We must do the same for him too.

    Posted by: Debbie Singer at January 30, 2007 12:05 PM

    I was upset that Barbaro was going to Kentucky. I felt and sent a letter stating that he should be near Dr. R. & the Jacksons and least for 1 year until he heals. When Dr. Morrison came up from Kentucky and put the cast on it seems everything went down hill when he was doing good. (I have no medical background and should not even say that but I just want to say what I feel because I cared so much about Barbaro) I mean it with RESPECT to the Jackson & Dr. Richardson.

    Barbaro will never be forgotton.

    Posted by: Kathy Smith at January 30, 2007 12:05 PM

    I don't know how I am going to get through work today; teaching no less. I have been up all night crying. I know it had to be done; no one wanted Barbaro to suffer, but I am crushed. Even though I never personally met Barbaro, I loved him so much from the minute I saw him. I hoped and prayed so much he would be okay and live a healthy, happy life. I have to accept what's happened no matter how badly I wished it happened. I know the Jackson' and Dr. Richardson loved Barbaro, and I know this has been extremely hard on them. I just pray today that I find peace with what's happened to Barbaro and I feel like Mrs. Jackson- I sure hope Barbaro is running and romping with his other racing buddies.

    Barbaro, I know you are in a better place. I love you so much. I would have given anything or done anything to make you well again. I hope you know how loved you were. My heart will never be the same. I love you, Beautiful Barbaro!!!

    Posted by: Amie at January 30, 2007 12:05 PM

    Thank you Alex and Tim for keeping us informed. My hope is that Barbaro leaves a legacy that highlights the deep consideration for life that the Jackson's and their employees had for Barbaro. In addition I hope that Dr. Richardson and all who helped in the gallant effort to save this champion are able to share what was learned in the process. Rest in peace Barbaro, thanks for the love and hope you allowed us to experience.

    Posted by: Don Culver at January 30, 2007 12:08 PM

    You will forever be in my heart Bobby!

    Susan K

    Posted by: Susan at January 30, 2007 12:10 PM

    Alex,thank you for continuing to update and keep the comments section open. I am sure you must be hurting as much if not more than those of us who followed Barbaro from afar.

    Our mourning will not be over by the end of the week. However, perhaps by next week, we will be able to think a little straighter and decide where we go from here as far as remembering Barbaro and preserving his legacy.

    The Barbaro Nation is a mighty group. While our thoughts and prayers could not save the horse for reasons known only to God, together, we can still move mountains. The commitment and focus of this group quickly proved that.

    Posted by: Vonda in Virginia at January 30, 2007 12:10 PM

    I left out some words. I didn't mean to say how badly it happened. I meant to say I didn't want him to die. Everyone keeps telling me that no one wanted Barbaro to suffer. I know that. I am just so hurt right now. I feel like I have been sucker punched right in the gut. I love you so much, so,so much, Barbaro!!!!

    Posted by: Amie at January 30, 2007 12:11 PM

    Thank you so much Alex, for being here and tirelessly providing us with information. Although my heart is broken and I'm not sure how I'll put one foot in front of the other today, being able to come here has been a godsend. I'm sure this must be unbelievably hard for you...

    Kelly

    Posted by: Kelly at January 30, 2007 12:11 PM

    Behold! I am the Lord thy God, thou shalt have no other gods but me! Thou hast taken up this false idol, and thou hast taken my name in blasphemy. Know this, whores of Babylon, I have taken thine idol and broken it with my hands and cast it into the uttermost pits; as I have done this to thine idol, so shall I do it unto thee. I turn my face from thee and thy kin, I am the God of Israel, I am a vengeful God, and I will suffer none to be raised above me. Thou hast betrayed thyselves, this trick of Satan hast beguiled you, thou didst not cry 'Greed!' and cast them from thy soul, thou didst not cry 'Vanity!' and cast them from thy soul. The tears thou criest now reach me not, they are as grains of sand on the hardest adamant, they touch me not. I hear not thy lamentations, nor shall I hear thy cries for mercy when Judgment falls upon thee and thou art cast down like thine idol.

    Posted by: The Sword of Vengeance at January 30, 2007 12:11 PM

    A repost from earlier in the month...


    Dear Alex and FOB’s
    We have all hear it said “Life is not measured by the breaths we take but by the moments that take our breath away.”.
    When I was a child, I had a toy called a viewfinder, it was like a tiny slideshow, you inserted a round disk into the viewer,clicked and another picture would appear..Think power point Circa 1950’s lol.. In my mind I have so many visual and word images brought forth by all of you and the one who unites us, Barbaro..
    Barbaro eating buttercups on a lazy spring day
    It’s all Barbaro in a sublime performance.
    Edgar’s hand on a vein thickened neck
    A blanket of roses
    A warrior horse standing on three legs
    Edgar’s hundred pounds bracing the weight of an 1100 pound horse
    Dr ., please save this horse
    Butterfly kisses on a velvet nose
    Tears silently falling on thousand’s cheeks
    A thespian turned veterinarian
    A lady, mother, grandmother, wife, businesswoman, horsewoman, horse mom
    Blue plastic tote with green grass
    Lael colors of blue and green
    The colors of Mother Earth
    In the darkness and the light
    A dancer poised on pointed toes
    A veil of protection
    Love and Light
    All the fallen angels and their plight
    Lost in the Fog , we remember with tears
    Doctors speaking in a choked voice
    People around the world praying on bended knees
    Give us this day our daily bread
    Pass the carrots and Praise the Lord
    Prayers lifted on Angel’s wings
    Remembered verses, Jesus Wept
    Hoofray Across America and Why not this horse
    All creatures’ great and small
    Nimble lips picking treats from a stall ledge
    Bouncing in a sling
    Apples, red
    Carrots with green tops
    Green mints
    Pears
    Prayers
    Nightly tuck-ins ever so sweet
    Now I lay me down to sleep
    Soft blanket caressing sick limbs
    Wish on a star and the man in the moon
    A fence line of posters
    A florist delivery van
    Our man on the scene, Alex Brown
    Reiki masters and Navajo chants
    Patron saints and candles glowing
    Non-believers too, lighting candles
    The first step, light from the darkness
    Across the US and desert sands
    Water from the Holy Land
    No horse left behind
    The River Thames, my sweet Baboo
    In Jesus’ name for all time
    God Bless Barbaro


    Love to all
    Harriette Brillianthawk

    Posted by: Harriette Brillianthawk at January 30, 2007 12:13 PM

    Repost from yesterday..


    For All Of Us who Love Barbaro
    I dedicate this story.


    Barbaro was having another bad day, he hadn’t slept well. Even with the pain medicine he still hurt. His legs hurt, all of them, his back hooves hurt. He hurt all over and he was tired. He loved all the people here at NBC, especially Dr Richardson, but he was tired of these four walls, he wanted to go outside and feel the warm sun again. He loved his mom more than anyone, she knew him better than anyone, and bless her heart, she always had the blue tote with the fresh Lael grass. Lately, he didn’t even much feel like eating, but he did to please her, He always tried to put on a show of feeling good for mom, even trying to nip her occasionally to make her smile. He loved to see mom smile.
    But still, the truth was he hurt and he wanted Dr Richardson to make him well, once and for all.

    When Dr Richardson came that morning, he had his “procedure” face on. Here we go again, Barbaro thought. Another surgery, I’ll wake up in the swimming pool. I sure hope Dr R has the cure for me this time.

    When Barbaro started waking up, he felt something tickling his nose and when he tried to open his eyes there was a light so bright it almost blinded him. The light felt wonderful, it was so warm, and it was hard to describe, the light felt like love. It surrounded him and felt so good, like all the hugs his mom had ever given him. When his eyes adjusted to the light more things became aware to Barbaro.

    He wasn’t in a pool ,he was in a field of clover and buttercups and the tickle on his nose was a butterfly!He also noticed he felt no pain, his crooked legs were straight again ,his hooves were well ! Dr R had done it, he remembered now the last thing DrR had said….Barbaro when you wake up you’ll be good as new!
    The Light he felt, he now knew was GOD himself, the Creator of all life.

    God himself welcomed him to Rainbow Bridge. He explained to Barbaro it is here that all animals wait for their human keepers
    So they can cross the bridge to Heaven together.

    Barbaro had never seen so many horses, dogs, cats, animals and birds of every kind, large and small. Everyone got along, no one was sick and all made him feel loved and at home.

    A couple of the horse who greeted him were there by special permission from God, they had already crossed over the Bridge but wanted to welcome Barbaro. Barbaro knew of the legendary stores of Man O War, Seabiscuit and War Admiral, here they were to say hello. There were also a couple donkeys that came to greet him. One once carried pregnant Mary into Bethlehem, the other one had carried Jesus in to Jerusalem.

    Barbaro was so happy to be here. He thought this has to be the greatest place in all the world . He spent the afternoon racing Secretariat to the fence and eating clover with Lost in the Fog. Yes, he was very busy his first day at the bridge, he even learned he could FLY!! He always knew he could run fast, now he’d become a horse angel and he could fly!! He could look down on Earth and see all the people who loved him. He could finally put names and faces together. All the FOB that had faithfully loved and prayed for him, sent him cards and letters , baskets of flowers, apples and carrots, pears and those green mints he loved.
    He was happy but they all looked sad. He wanted to yell to them,
    “Hay, it’s me, Barbaro,I’m well. Your prayers have been answered. Don’t be sad.”

    Barbaro had had a long day. He thought it was time to go to sleep.But before he did he had one thing he had to do.

    Hello Laurie H,
    I know it’s been a long day, you look sad & tired. Why don’t we get your blanket.. Honey, tonight I’m going to cover you with my blanket, the sage cashmere one you gave me, it’s always been my favorite. Don’t be sad, Laurie, God made me well.
    Tonight, We’ll pull the blanket high on your neck so you can feel my love for you. As you sleep the dream angel will come. Guess what, Laurie, it will be me! I’m your dream angel now. Sometimes when you’re just waking up, and you feel a tickle on your nose or a hair across your face,you’ll know I’ve been there to check on you. That tickle is my mane touching your face.
    Shhh time to go to sleep. I’ll be here for you every night when you sleep.

    XOXOxoxo Barbaro


    That being taken care of Barbaro could finally lay down to sleep himself. He wanted to dream about the First Saturday in May,the day he and his pal Edgar had run the very best race. He could still remember Edgar’s hand on his mane, the smell of roses, his mom’s hug and he fell asleep hearing the song thousands sung that day…

    Weep no more, my lady
    Oh weep no more, today,
    We sill sing one song for
    My Old Kentucky Home
    For My Old Kentucky Home
    Far Away………………….


    I love you Barbaro
    Harriette Brillianthawk in Lexington

    Repost from yesterday..

    Posted by: Harriette Brillianthawk at January 30, 2007 12:15 PM

    As I mourn the passing of Barbaro's earthly presence, I am reminded of the stories of two great horses I loved when I was growing up. Two of my favorite books were by Marguerite Henry -- King of the Wind and Black Gold.

    For those of you who have viewed Barbara Livingston's photographs of Barbaro, you will recall one of the white spot on his hind heel. The Godolphin Arabian also had a white spot on his heel....."Suddenly, Agba's heart missed a beat. On the off hind heel there was a white spot. It was no bigger than an almond, but it was there! The white spot -- the emblem of swiftness! ..... Agba wanted to climb the tower of the mosque. He wanted to blow on the trumpet. He wanted to cry out to the four winds of heaven: 'A foal is born. And he will be swift as the wind of the desert'. . . . "

    Just as Barbaro had the emblem of swiftness, we will always recall that giant stride that carried him airborne longer than most . . . indeed, as if he had the wind under his wings.

    The story of Black Gold is about a thoroughbred colt foaled in 1921 who had a heart shaped star on his forehead. Black Gold won the 1924 Kentucky Derby and became a national hero, much like our beloved Barbaro. He eventually developed a quarter crack that compromised his soundness. He was rested and eventually returned to the racetrack for what was to be his final race. Marguerite Henry writes .... "Black Gold third and gaining. . .Now at the head of the stretch he is ready for the rush. The very atmosphere quivers. . .then suddenly the joyousness in the air is torn apart. Thundering down the homestretch, Black Gold bobbles. . . desperately his jockey tries to stop him, to pull him up, but Black Gold drives on. . . .'Black Gold's leg, the horror stricken caller shouts to the crowd. Black Gold's leg snapped above the ankle. . . but he finished his race -- on three legs and a heart he finished it'."

    That's what Barbaro was all about -- heart!

    Posted by: Deb at January 30, 2007 12:16 PM

    ###
    Janice, I agree with you about being able to send good morning wishes to our boy, even though he's in a different place. ###

    Good morning angel boy...

    I just need some more time to adjust to all of this, so I'll be writing to you here as long as time allows. I miss you terribly. Sending you hugs and kisses up in heaven....I love you beautiful boy, and always will.

    All my love,
    Kelly XOXOXO

    Posted by: Kelly at January 30, 2007 12:18 PM

    Alex,

    THANK YOU for all you did to keep us updated throughout this long ordeal! I will keep up with the blog to follow up on your other horses and to see how everything is going.

    I will keep you, the Jacksons, Dr. R and all of the staff at New Bolton and Fair Hill in my prayers.

    Posted by: Chrissy at January 30, 2007 12:23 PM

    It's a little after 4 am here in Oregon and I haven't been able to go to sleep yet. I have the television on in the background for any news story on Barbaro and I have checked every news and horse related site for stories and info. I feel so terribly lost and I just can't stop crying for this amzing creature that I would probably never have had the privilege of meeting, but whose passing is so palpable I feel like I have lost a member of my own family. I also just want to scream at all of the ignorant, meanhearted people who think that Barbaro's passing is funny, something to make jokes about or to make fun of our grieving, because we are the sensitives and they are not!

    Alex, I want to thank you so very much for everything you have done to bring us all of the information on Barbaro; I know that yesterday's postings must have been the most difficult of all. Please accept my deepest condolences and I ask that you, if you have the chance, that you pass them on to Mr. Matz, Mr. Brette, the Jacksons and everyone at New Bolton if you go back up there. I envy you every moment you got to spend around Barbaro.

    To all of the Barbaro Nation and FOB's, one thought occurred to me that because Barbaro was such a wise "old soul" that maybe he was aware of all of us who were praying so hard for him, et cetera and he wanted to be with all of us as much as we wanted to be with him, but couldn't as long as he stayed here on earth, so he went up to Heaven where he will always be young, healthy and strong; where he can be with us all always.

    My Angel Barbaro, you are so very loved and so very missed.

    Posted by: Diana at January 30, 2007 12:25 PM

    Thank you to all who have loved Barbaro. It is so comforting coming to this website to read the heartfelt messages that people have written for Barbaro. I don't know how I will get through the day today, but I will remember your sweet and kind words. We need each other to get through this horrible, horrible time.

    Posted by: Amie at January 30, 2007 12:29 PM

    FOB:

    It was hard waking up this morning and remembering, but I'm trying not to feel sorry for myself and remembering that Mr. B is at rest instead of in pain. I hope you are all doing ok.

    Love, Sandy

    Posted by: Sandy at January 30, 2007 12:30 PM

    I woke up surprised that I am still crying. I think I am still in shock about how strongly I feel about this horse. I ahve no idea how I will get thru today..

    I love you Barbaro. How is heaven? There has to be one because you desreved nothing less.

    Thank you Alex and fellow FOB's for being here.

    Mr & Mrs. Jackson, you are the ultimate role models in class and dignity.

    Dr. Richardson & the staff at NBC, how do we ever begin to thank you?

    Posted by: Mary at January 30, 2007 12:34 PM

    ###

    Jason, please leave us alone to grieve privately and in peace...your opinion, as crude as can be, is not welcomed here...go away!

    Posted by: Therese at January 30, 2007 12:34 PM

    Thank you Alex for all you have done for us these past eight months. The connection you provided allowed us all to become a part of Barbaro's extended family. I'm sure you know just how much that has meant to the world.

    Take care and be well!

    Posted by: judyg at January 30, 2007 12:39 PM

    My Beautiful, Magnificent Angel - Happy First-Day-In-Your-New-Home...I know I can speak to you just like I always did when you were here. It's just that you will be getting your messages in a different place now. I know, my Precious One, that you are well and so happy up there with all the Great Ones that came before you. Now you are one of them. As much as we are devastated, and our hearts will cry forever, I also know how happy you were that your family here saw the message you were giving them that it was time to let you go - and they did just that. How hard that had to be for them, but that shows the depth of love they had for you. And some day, when you meet up with each of them again, I know you will let them know how grateful you were.

    Magnificent Barbaro, you were such a GREAT GIFT from God to all who ever knew you or admired you from afar. Now you are a great gift to the heavens. Rest assured we will continue the work which you began here, as your Mom has asked. I will love you and miss you forever, Precious Barbaro, until we meet again "Up There". Thank you for everything you did in your short life. You will never EVER be forgotten. I will always carry a little piece of you in my heart. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

    Posted by: Karen at January 30, 2007 12:40 PM

    Thanks Michelle,nicely said,we must gently let go
    of our beloved horse.He is in a better place now,and we are the ones that ache.
    Alex,thank you for standing by us,and keeping us informed.
    My heart is heavy,but I will go on.Together we can all make a difference for the next great horse that comes down the Derby Lane.
    Chin up my fellow FOB's.And love to all.

    Posted by: BrendaRyder at January 30, 2007 12:40 PM

    Alex -
    Thank you for all you have done for us over the past eight months.

    For naysayers, if Barbaro meant so little to you, why are you spending your time posting here?

    Posted by: Pam M at January 30, 2007 12:42 PM

    Alex, thank you for everything you have done for FOB. Bless you and Bless all that cared for our Sweet Barbaro.

    Barbaro, may for fine peace and love with the Lord, for now you can be a Great Angel Horse.

    ####
    Jason, I have nothing to say to you but, God knows how to deal with people like you, in he own time and way. You must be a very sad and unhappy person.

    BELIEVE BARBARO IS HAPPY!

    Posted by: Carol Nichols at January 30, 2007 12:45 PM

    Alex, a big thank you for all of your hard work these past several months.

    Mrs. Jackson summed it up when she said it was time. That she wanted Barbaro to be (relatively) his old self.

    Barbaro rest in peace. When you're not resting, I hope you're running around with Ruffian as well as Secretariat and all the other champions. Even though the Triple Crown was not to be yours, you are a champion of the mind, spirit and soul. Your abilities on the track were astounding. Your courage off the track was inspiring.

    Love ya.
    Edie

    Posted by: Edie at January 30, 2007 12:46 PM

    Harriet Brillianthawk - Every word from every one of your messages absolutely touches my heart to the very core. They bring me to tears and comfort me at the same time. You have a wonderful and beautiful gift in your writings. Please continue to share with us - we all need you so much now, more than ever. THANK YOU!

    Posted by: Karen at January 30, 2007 12:47 PM

    Really, Jason, have some decency, and please leave us now. Your time here is up. Please...

    Posted by: Therese at January 30, 2007 12:48 PM

    Sorry my spelling was bad, but I am still crying.

    I sent the post above and then went back and read everyone's comments (except the guy ahead of me who quite frankly doesn't get it and never will, poor soul).

    Ok, I am not alone in feeling so lost and in shock. He was something else and that is why we love him so much.

    Alex, as always you are the best.

    Are they going to have a funeral?

    Posted by: Mary at January 30, 2007 12:48 PM

    I really love all you guys...

    And I am so grateful that we can come and be together in our time of sorrow.

    Barbaro will live on through all of us!

    RIP sweetheart. We all love you so much.

    Posted by: Therese at January 30, 2007 12:52 PM

    Dr. R,

    You may not have been mentioned in my earlier comment, but your incredible intelligence, talent, skill and compassion for animals are second to none.

    Thank you for your dedication to medical science and consideration to allow the general public to know what was happening and when.

    Edie

    Posted by: Edie at January 30, 2007 12:53 PM

    I really can't bring myself to watch the news coverages anymore -- at least not for a while. I watched the press conference for the first time this morning (my computer at home is too hold to handle it). The Jacksons & Dr. Dean spoke from the heart. May God bring comfort to all those who grieve his passing.
    Love, prayers, peace & comfort to all of you.

    Posted by: Cheryl -- NY at January 30, 2007 12:54 PM

    There are not enough thank yous in the world that would be sufficient for my graditude Alex. I hope that under your gently hand you will help lead us through our grief. We need this place now more that ever.

    I still dont know what to do. How much make up is it gonna take to try to cover puffed red eyes?
    Guess I wont even try to hide it. Every muscle in my body hurts.

    Ohhh...sigh...I have just read some of the conversations from last night. Everyone is hurting, but trying so hard to make thier way forward.

    Laurie MN : there is nothing wrong with your self esteem. Take that lesson from Bobby and show'em what youre made of. I know that those were intensly private conversations between you and Barbaro, but maybe they would help the Barbaro Nation heal. Barbaro has given many of us a new voice and I guess we should try to honor him and use it. I know that in these next few days, we are all feeling like we dont know which direction to turn, but I know in my heart we will each begin to pick up the pieces and find our way.

    I can feel him now stronger than ever in my heart.
    Try to find your own Barbaro inside of you. That is what I will try to do.

    This is a difficult day. My friends....soldier on. One day at a time.

    Leslie in MN

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at January 30, 2007 12:54 PM

    Can't agree more: Jason, if you think this is so ridiculous, then get off of our website. You are not welcome here.

    To all of the doctors, staff, Gretchen and Dr. Richardson and his team: Thank you so much for allowing us the privaledge of knowing a true hero and champion, and to witness such inspiring bravery and courage. Through the lives of others--even animals--we can learn valuable lessons about ourselves and how to carry ourselves in the face of adversity and overwhelming odds.

    Thank you Barbaro for teaching us so much about unconditional love.

    Posted by: lisa at January 30, 2007 12:54 PM

    Alex:

    There are no words to convey my thanks to the entire BARBARO FAMILY for allowing all of us strangers to become a part of their life by sharing their greatest possesion with us so openly, lovingly and unselfishly till the end...which was the same way they treated Barbaro!! Thank you all, from the bottom of my heart, I am a better person because of Barbaro!

    Mercy Turano

    Posted by: Mercy at January 30, 2007 12:54 PM

    Apparently the trolls have nothing better to do than spout their ignorance & belittle the grief of their fellow human beings. If you don't care for our cause, you do not belong here. Take your small minds and shriveled, cold hearts elsewhere. Go do something useful, for God's sake.

    That being said, Harriette, you are so eloquent and write so beautifully. I will carry your words for comfort. Thank you so much. I agree with Amie that we all need each other at this time.

    I said yesterday that the human heart has no limit on its capacity to love, and it takes one who is perceptive, sensitive and intuitive to love a courageous, noble, beautiful soul, regardless of the carbon-based form it is given - human or animal. We love Barbaro. We miss him and we grieve horribly for those who were actively involved in his short life. I am thankful that I have this capacity to love what is worthy.

    Posted by: Kristina at January 30, 2007 12:55 PM

    Oh, Harriette....I thought the tears had stopped. What a beautiful way to remember Barbaro. I will keep that with me forever. Thank you.

    Posted by: Therese at January 30, 2007 12:57 PM

    ########
    Karen,
    Thank you, that was beautiful.

    #######
    Mercy,
    When you feel up to it, I would still love to see the pics with Michael.

    Posted by: Mary at January 30, 2007 12:59 PM

    thank you, Alex.
    thank you FOBs
    and
    thank you Mr. & Mrs. Jackson, Dr. Richardson and Team Barbaro, and Mr. Matz.

    what a remarkable gift we have in Barbaro's inspiration and the aspects of our lives that we share with each other. He was, and still is, truly- a gift horse.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at January 30, 2007 1:00 PM

    Thank you, Alex, I know how tough this must be for you, especially when you had so many visits with dear Barbaro in his last months. I awoke with a very sad feeling today, an emptiness. My desktop image on my computer has been a picture of Barbaro, it is very difficult to see it now. God Bless You, Barbaro, R.I.P., you are no longer suffering.

    Posted by: Ruth Ann - NJ at January 30, 2007 1:01 PM

    I'm still in shock but I wanted to alert everyone to the Dead Spin trolls who have been ruining Barbaro's wikipedia page. I've been keeping an eye on Barbaro's page and I suggest others do too. You'll need an established account because wikipedia has locked it for now. The Deadspin blog sports page has been planting various covert links to their nasty and insulting articles on Barbaro for quite sometime. Most of what they write celebrates barbaro's pain and death with low brow, racist, sexist frat boy 'sensibility.' Including a painting of him rising to heaven with elmer's glue angels around him and endless jokes about his death. Please delete anything they leave on Barbaro's article including 'Sports Human of the Year Award' and links to their putrid blogs which they had at the top of Barbaro's external links. They spend most of there day complaining about the people here with lines like "...they have no life."
    Barbaro is all they seem to talk about though.
    http://deadspin.com/

    Posted by: Paul Robeson at January 30, 2007 1:02 PM

    My heart is aching and I can't stop the tears. I went to sleep crying and woke up crying.

    I know everything humanly possible was done for Barbaro. I know he's in a better place and I know the right thing was done to let him go. And yet I keep crying and my heart keeps aching.

    Bobby, you are such a treasure. The last eight months sharing your life - the ups and downs- has been a privilege. You will always be in my heart and a part of my life.

    Thank you to all who love him and have stood by him.

    And so---Bobby, God bless and protect you and those who care for you and as always, I send much love and strength to you.

    Posted by: Barbara Abromowitz at January 30, 2007 1:02 PM

    Unfortunately, posting comments like the ones Jason and the others did yesterday are the only way that they can make themselves feel better by belittling others who actually have feelings and aren't afraid to show them. To them, if they show any emotion toward an animal, or anything they view as lesser then they diminsh themselves and appear weak, but in actuality, it is their actions now that show how weak they are, not grieving for a great horse and all those who cared for him.

    Posted by: Diana at January 30, 2007 1:02 PM

    Like alot of others, I'm still crying today. Even though my head has heard the news that Barbaro is gone, my heart won't accept it.

    Alex - you have done so much every day for all FOB, and been lucky enough to put your hands on a champion, thank you for everything.

    Hope this has not been posted already, but does anyone have an address for the Jacksons or Michael Matz (I think he's still in Florida).

    Posted by: SusanO at January 30, 2007 1:05 PM

    Good Morning All
    A rough night for all....
    The tributes on the morning shows were excellent. The networks seem to understand the momentous effect Barbaro has had on so many.
    Thanks to Alex for keeping the FOBs updated. This has to be so hard...
    Love to all...
    jan

    Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 1:06 PM

    Good morning Alex and all FOB's and to dear Barbaro.
    Harriette, ditto to the above comments. Your writing was beautiful. Thank you for sharing.
    Alex, bless you and thank you as always. We are so lucky to have you and this site.
    Sadness still with me but remembering the good times and what an awesome influence our champion Barbaro is. What great awareness he has given us all.
    We love you Barbaro.
    Go Barbaro Go!

    Nancy in Va Beach:)

    Posted by: Nancy in Va Beach at January 30, 2007 1:06 PM

    Some people think it's silly to get worked up over a 'mere' animal, but I think life must be pretty empty if one cannot open their heart in a way that allows just that. This is so much more than about an animal.

    my mom just called me to say she was sorry to read this morning's news. She just found out.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at January 30, 2007 1:07 PM

    Hello Friends,
    After all this time together I feel that I can call you that. We shared laughter, joy, heartache, and tears. But the most important thing we shared together is a horse named Barbaro.
    We all love him, yes love him, I'm not ready to use the past tense for him yet. He will always be in our hearts and our souls. His passion for life will live forever in our now broken hearts. But we have to take a page from him. We have to learn to heal. In time we will, but I must admit I'm not ready to begin that journey yet.

    So I'm looking at the past. And it makes me smile. Not the Preakness of course but what followed it. Hearing of the stories of him biting when he wanted attention. Or him biting when he didn't want attention...or him biting when the food didn't get in his mouth fast enough..or him biting when he just wanted to bite just for the heck of it...or him biting when..well I think I'll just leave it at that.

    How about when he went nose to nose with the cat, or when Mocha tried to kiss him. He didn't try to bite them, I think he actually liked them.

    We saw his coat glisten, we saw him with straw in his mane, we saw him trying to swat those pesky flies away and we saw him laugh on camera.

    We saw him fight to live and to finally win his last race. Yes, I believe he won. No, it didn't end with our dream of him walking out of the hospital and grazing in the fields. It ended with his dream on his terms. He wanted to run again in green pastures and now he is. He is running again with his mane flying in the wind on four strong healed legs. His beautiful eyes are shining bright taking everything in. He is free.

    It didn't end for him at all, it's just begun for him. Run like the wind baby, run like the wind.

    I'll love you forever. Kisses on your beautiful nose and here's one from Mocha too.

    Posted by: Doe at January 30, 2007 1:08 PM

    I'll miss Barbaro. I'm glad he's not hurting anymore, and that he's somewhere running on 4 good legs. He had the best care any horse could get, and the best owners any horse could have. My thoughts and prayers are with all who helped him and who will miss him greatly.

    Posted by: Cheryl Zirger at January 30, 2007 1:09 PM

    Not sure if this was posted alread, but check out
    UPenn

    http://www.vet.upenn.edu/ home page

    Beautiful picture and great tribue

    "We will remember Barbaro as a beautiful, magnificent, and brave horse."

    Posted by: Michelle at January 30, 2007 1:09 PM

    I had been looking for this all night. To our beloved champion Barbaro........

    COME TO ME

    God saw you were getting tired,
    And a cure was not to be,
    So he put his arms around you
    And whispered, “Come to me.”

    With tearful eyes we watched you,
    And saw you pass away.
    Although we loved you dearly,
    We could not make you stay.

    A golden heart stopped beating,
    Hard working hands at rest.
    God broke our hearts to prove to us,
    He only takes the best.


    Posted by: ShelleyA at January 30, 2007 1:12 PM

    CNN is doing live segments about Barbaro from NBC
    jan

    Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 1:12 PM

    I know we are all hurting with tears running down our faces as we read all the posts. We need to remember that his short time on earth was filled with such good moments, owners, caregivers and loyal fans. We need to gather and grief then get on with the work that is ahead of us as FOB's. We must think of keeping his name in the forefront as we work toward raising the bar of the horse industry.

    Posted by: Lori Mufford at January 30, 2007 1:13 PM

    Force of habit I'm back.

    Just hoping to learn where Barbaro's final resting place will be.

    Anyone have any beauty tips for swollen eyes?

    Marybeth in Massachusetts

    Posted by: marybeth at January 30, 2007 1:13 PM

    I understand Barbaro has a full brother on the way this spring! It isn't important if he becomes a champion race horse...it's just nice to know that the family legacy will live on and, hopefully, the little one will bring as much joy to everyone as did Barbaro.

    Posted by: cheryl at January 30, 2007 1:13 PM

    Alex, Thank you for all you have done to unite so many people for the love of a beautiful race horse. He will be missed but such a spirit never dies. He will be present at the Kentucky Derby this year and always present in our hearts.

    To those whose spirits are just too poor to understand:Barbaro may have been just a horse but why shouldn't we grieve his loss. That doesn't mean we don't grieve the loss of soldiers in Iraq and pray for the brave men and women fighting there every day. It doesn't mean we don't realize there is much human suffering. The human heart has the capacity to love and have mercy for so many. Barbaro deserves our love and admiration as much as anyone. He was brave, courageous, intelligent, beautiful and inspirational. Qualities to be admired and a loss to be mourned.

    Posted by: angela at January 30, 2007 1:14 PM

    I am in a fog. Didn't sleep much last night, woke up crying. Still cannot believe he is gone, nor can I believe the depth of my feelings. I truly feel like there is a hole in my heart. I know that the decision had to be made in light of everything, but I just feel so lost today. He meant so much to me. He still does. I don't know how to channel my feelings right now in a positive way. I don't know what to do without my daily dose of "another comfortable night". I am certain he had a very comfortable night last night, but it's away from all of us. It feels so foreign, so surreal. I cannot bear to watch the media reports, I cannot bear to see his picture. It is tearing me up inside. I miss him so much.

    Alex, thank you for this site. My life has really changed for the better. I know that I will go on, and I vow to continue the good things that have begun here, in the name of Barbaro.

    Rest now, big guy. You are truly home, but we wish you didn't have to leave us so soon.

    Posted by: Sheila at January 30, 2007 1:14 PM

    in an attempt to work through my sadness, I spent last evening preparing my 'postcards' to send out.
    It turned out to be theraputic and the postcards are now ready to be on their way to our senators.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at January 30, 2007 1:14 PM

    Several comments:

    #1) to Jason: each of us is moved by a different need...why some are missionaries to foreign places, or inner-city ministries, or some feel compellled to help animals or special needs children, the list goes on...people are called to serve in different ways.
    With the cruelty in our society to people and animals...anything that helps raise the social awareness and creates an improvement serves the greater good...a nation that respects its animals will also respect its aging, young and helpless citizens.

    #2) to alex...thank you

    #3) to Dr R, the Jacksons you had the courage to make the right (but heartbreaking) decision

    #4) to Barbaro: run free

    Posted by: maria at January 30, 2007 1:15 PM

    Good morning Barbaro, I bet you're already spoiled in heaven by the angels. Now, don't go nipping their wings and end up with a bunch of feathers in your mouth.

    Good morning Alex and FOBs. Sleep did not come easily last night and still dealing with a combo of grief and disbelief. I'm so glad yall are still here.

    http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2007/01/30/SPG8NNRDK81.DTL

    Excerpt:

    Harry J. Aleo, owner of Eclipse Award-winning sprinter Lost in the Fog, who had to be euthanized last year after developing cancer, was also moved by Barbaro's passing.

    "I really feel badly for those people (Gretchen and Roy Jackson). They are very good people, and they sent me hand-written notes every week after Lost in the Fog was diagnosed with cancer," Aleo said. "They'll think all the time about that horse, just like I think about Lost in the Fog. It's heartbreaking."

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at January 30, 2007 1:16 PM

    I have visited this site since I found out about it months ago, (although I think I've only posted here once or twice) it quickly became one of my favorite places because it kept us close to Barbaro. It is devastating that Barbaro didn't get the miracle he so greatly deserved. It is so hard to put into words how sad this all is, so I won't even try. My condolences & prayers go out to everyone who loved and cared for Barbaro and a very special thank you to Mr. & Mrs. Jackson for sharing Barbaro's incredible life with us. Thank you Alex for always keeping us up to date on everything that was happening with our favorite guy. God bless you Barbaro.

    Posted by: Annamarie at January 30, 2007 1:17 PM

    Barbaro, today is a brand new day for you in Heaven. You are now pain free, and with God, he had already given you your wings, you will be the General of all Angel Horses. You can run free and be happy. The warm sun on your back and the fresh green grass under you healed hoofs will feel good today. I know you will always remember your Mom and Dad, and all that loved you. We all wanted the best for you Sweet Barbaro, and now you have a new life. We will honor you everyday with prayers, love, and wonderful throughts of how brave you are, because you gave to us more than we could have ever given back.

    There will never be another you, so my wish and prayers to you is this; all FOB and many others are going to fight to the end to get the anit-slaughter bill passed so we can save all horses.

    BE HAPPY IN HEAVEN BARABARO AND REMEMBER YOU ARE LOVED.

    BELIEVE IN OUR ANGEL BARBARO!

    Posted by: Carol Nichols at January 30, 2007 1:17 PM

    Dear Barbaro Nation,

    I am to heartbroken to write or say much. Just want everyone to know Barbaro and all his connections are in my prayers.

    Thank you Alex.

    You are all wonderful.

    I am so proud of you Angel Horse Bobby.

    Sally in Louisiana

    Posted by: Sally Lawrence at January 30, 2007 1:18 PM

    Bravo, Angela, very well put. So true. We CAN mourn the loss of a great horse AND mourn just as much for all the human suffering in the world. Just because right now we choose to express the grief for Barbaro doesn't mean the other isn't there also.

    Posted by: Diana at January 30, 2007 1:19 PM

    Jason,

    Please, go to Iraq. You are not wanted here. If you can't appreciate or understand the pain people experience during a time of loss, be it human or animal, then you need to get professional help. We don't need your cold-hearted BS here. Go back to 'dumbspin' where you belong.

    Posted by: Joyce Moore at January 30, 2007 1:20 PM

    ####
    Marybeth, swollen eyes are bad, I have them also, take aluke warm teabag and cover them for about 10 minutes. Hope it workd for you, I just live with them when I cry.

    Posted by: Carol Nichols at January 30, 2007 1:22 PM

    Annamarie, he may not have received the miracle we think he needed- but I believe he has been a miracle to us.
    Lord knows, humankind can truly benefit from what he brought out in us when his situation drew us all together. And he did just that...brought us all together.
    And we still have plenty to do.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at January 30, 2007 1:23 PM

    I am so sorry for Barbaro I loved him too. I check this site everyday but this is only my second time commenting. To everyone who took care of the Big Guy God bless you all. Barbaro will never be forgotten. I cant belive how much I cried but now I know everyone else feels the same way. It is just devestating. Barbaro is painfree with his angel wings looking down on everyone. I will never forget you Barbaro you will always be in my heart.

    ps. Jason should be stuck in a pot!

    Posted by: kim at January 30, 2007 1:23 PM

    I HAVE ONLY POSTED ONCE,BUT HAVE BEEN READING
    SINCE THE BEGINNING. ALEX,PLEASE KEEP THE WEB
    SITE OPEN,SO EVERYONE CAN STAY TOGETHER. IT'S A
    SAD DAY TODAY & YESTERDAY. HAVING BEEN THROUGH
    THIS 4 TIMES WITH CATS,I KNOW HOW EVERYONE FEELS.
    THE ONLY CONSOLATION IS THAT BARBARO IS IN HEAVEN
    & NOT DID NOT SUFFER. HOPEFULLY,THERE WILL BE
    SOME KIND OF A PRINT OF A PAINTING THAT WE CAN
    ALL BUY.

    Posted by: trudy coplin at January 30, 2007 1:23 PM

    Alex, thank you again for all of your thoughtful insights and hard work in keeping us informed at this difficult time.

    Posted by: Bonie at January 30, 2007 1:23 PM

    Good Morning, FOB's!

    To the trolls, go elsewhere and let us grieve - and wait until you walk in our shoes. See who you reach out to for comfort when your hearts are broken.

    I went up to the ranch again last night - sorry if I'm being repetitive here. Got to sleep around 2 a.m. and I want to go down to KF and NBC this morning before going out with a friend to lunch (this friend is one of two who called yesterday because she knew I'd be sad. She used to have horses and understands how amazing they - and all life - can be.).

    I have 2 more children's stories in mind (for now). One of them is going to be called "Barbaro's Gift" and will be about the opening of a laminitis research center and an apple grove on the grounds so the horses have lots of treats while healing. The other will be called "Brendan's Smile" and will be about how an autistic boy starts to open his world because of Windy and Stormy.

    If there are any artists/illustrators on the board, I really would want to talk to you about collabatoring on both books and on "Cassidy's Rescue" and possibly (if the Jackson's would not feel it insensitive) "Barbaro's Dream". All the proceeds from "Gift" (and "Dream") would be earmarked for laminitis research. I have enough other children's stories to be the "income". I'm going to get another e-mail address specificially for the writing and will post it as soon as I have it. I have the money to pay for your time and would want a long-term commitment to the other stories as well. I would prefer an FOB be involved with this because you would give it the care and love and respect that it deserves - it would "keep it in the family"...:)

    But the boys were outside last night. Stormy gave me horse hugs. Windy and Ghost (the Paso Fino) were in the upper pasture. Windy is very jealous of Ghost's affection toward me and his owner, but as long as Ghost gives Windy lots of room, all is peaceful (will have pics of Ghost very soon weather permitting). I have to say Ghost with his white coat and black mane in the moonlight is something to see. He's stunning. He just...materializes. Their owner took care of me last night instead of the other way around.

    This has gotten long...sorry to be rambling.

    You are all the greatest. Simply the Best.

    Healing, Love, Peace,
    ONS,
    Lyn Gilbert

    Posted by: Lyn Gilbert at January 30, 2007 1:24 PM

    Good Morning, Our Angel Barbaro.....

    Last night in heaven, I saw the brightest star, and knew it was you...

    I heard you saying, do not worry about me...I am pain free...running like the wind....Take care of my Mom and Dad Jackson...and everyone involved. Please help my brothers and sisters of the horses...finish your work...cross the finish line.

    Yes, we still have Barbaro here..his spirit...and to honor him, and the Jacksons, who open their hearts and privacy to share with us everyday about their beloved Barbaro..Alex, Dr. R. etc...we have a JOB TO FINISH...

    I am not ashamed to be here at work with swollen, red eyes...I am glad that I and we have hearts of compassion and love.

    And with that love...we will endure...we are the family and Fans of Barbaro...Yes...we will grieve and help everyone endure this heartache...but we will fight for a deserving cause...

    Please everyone who has left this board for reasons...plus join back...set all feelings aside...and let us get this bill passed...do it for Barbaro...let us show mankind that we are here and we will not be DEFEATED.

    The killer buyers and the haters want us to go away..and we will not...

    Yes, we will have updates..maybe Alex can help us...there is updates on the rescues..Missouri Rescues, MHR, Indiana, and Joe and tb friends..

    Updates on research...laminitis...updates on what we are doing ourselves...

    And if anyone gets offended...Someone say STOP...Barbaro is listening...He is looking at us with those beautiful eyes...telling us...he needs us more than ever.

    God is in control..and we can ask the ifs, whys, buts...but I think God knew Barbaro had such spirit and loved to run with the wind...He took Barbaro home so that Barbaro can run in lush meadows to do this very thing, Run Barbaro Run!!!

    Look up...God is there...Have a Blessed day..
    Love to Barbaro and all of his family...and we as his family...

    We Believe in Miracles
    We Believe in Barbaro...
    Always the Undefeated Champion in the field and in our hearts...Forever...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 1:24 PM

    Good morning SWEET BARBARO!!! Run free in the winds of heaven beautiful boy. Graze on its lush pasters. Frolic with the fillies. I'm certain that our Barbaro is quite popular with the ladies.

    I will NEVER forget you!!!

    Posted by: Renee at January 30, 2007 1:25 PM

    Give us grateful hearts, O Lord. What Barbaro stirred up in us lives on.

    Guide us as we turn our grief to helping other horses that the miracle may continue.

    Believe in Barbaro
    Believe in miracles


    Marydel in Colorado

    Posted by: Marydel at January 30, 2007 1:26 PM

    Let's everyone remember to ignore the TROLLS. Let them wallow in their own self-importance elsewhere.

    I am going to plant a blue and green garden this spring in memory of Barbaro.

    Today I am going to call my senators to remind them that 90,000 horses never have the chance to say goodbye to this world in the loving, embracing way that Barbaro had.

    Let's use this example to show the contrast between what real humane euthanasia is, and the "humane euthanasia" the slaughter advocates claim is practiced in those hellholes.

    Peace to all today. Bright spirit in the sky, shine down on us all, especially your mom and dad and everyone who took such good care of you at NBC. Their hearts are very heavy today.

    Posted by: Jane in CT at January 30, 2007 1:27 PM

    Good morning, Sweet Prince.

    Well, did you beat them...Secretariat, Man O' War, etc.?

    Marydel in Colorado

    Posted by: Marydel at January 30, 2007 1:28 PM

    Posted by: Trish at January 30, 2007 1:29 PM

    Yes Jason, the horse is dead. Too bad it isn't you.

    Barbaro has been a source of inspiration and hope for a nation desperately in need of both. Thanks to everyone who made this amazing journey with him.

    Posted by: judy davidson at January 30, 2007 1:30 PM

    Hello friends,

    This morning I heard this song by Martina McBride on the radio as I woke up. It's called "Anyway". I thought it might offer some comfort to our Barbaro Nation.

    Here's the chorus:

    God is Great
    sometimes life ain't good.
    When I pray
    it doesn't always turn out like I think it should,
    but I do it anyway
    I do it anyway.


    We will work to get anti slaughter passed. We will work for safer surfaces on racetracks. We will work to raise money for laminitis research, so no more horses will have to suffer this agony.

    WE WILL DO IT ANYWAY, IN BARBARO'S NAME, WITH HIS UNWAVERING SPIRIT.

    Peace,
    Buckeyes for Barbaro
    Kathy from Toledo and the cats

    Posted by: Kathy A. at January 30, 2007 1:30 PM

    Tough day yesterday and to be frank, a tough night for all of us. But, I would be remiss without thanking the Jacksons, the staff at New Bolton, and most especially, Alex for his seemingly tireless efforts to keep us up to date on Barbaro. I have had many horses and I have lost more than a few to illness and just flat... old age. But, I have never been able to sum up as well as Mrs. Jackson did yesterday feelings about situations like this. "Grief is the price of love." It is as true as rain. Anyway..... ya'll all are great folks, it has been our pleasure conversing with y'all on this thing, and I look forward to seeing his -Barbaro's - group continue to fight for Barbaro's legacy.
    Now....run on champ! Just flat turn it on, boy!!! There is a special part of heavan for you and I know you are there. Say hey to some of my old friends until I can get there, would you? Blessings to all from us here at the Gates of Eden Farm. Got to feed the horses, now. I'm late and they know it.

    Posted by: David at January 30, 2007 1:35 PM

    It is so incredible the love I feel for this horse and all of you. I had hoped one day to visit him and see his magnificence in person. We all have to keep going but I never imagined it would be so hard. Today isn't any better. There is a hole in my heart. Alex, not enough words for all you have done for us.

    Deborah

    Posted by: Deborah McCullough at January 30, 2007 1:39 PM

    ALEX, you are on my mind. I'm hoping you're alright and getting through this, after all you've done for us these many months. The grief deepens after the flurry of necessary activity is over. We will get through it, in time.

    my heart goes out to Mama and Pop Jackson, their family, Dr. R, every staff member at New Bolton, Michael Matz (something special there), Peter Brette, Dr. Kathy, Dr. Corinne and Edgar. Also, Barbaro's grooms and walkers. Everyone who loved and took such exceptional care of Barbaro.

    My heart is shattered, in deep grief. To be honest, I do not know if animals go to heaven. I hope and pray they do.

    I love you, Big Boy.

    Posted by: Christine at January 30, 2007 1:39 PM

    Barbaro - A horse that is too good to be forgotten! He will live forever in a special spot in all of our hearts. Barbaro was indeed a true gift horse, a gift to all of us from God.

    Thank you Roy and Gretchen Jackson for sharing this wonderful horse, Barbaro, with us, and letting us in on his life!

    Thank you Dr. Richardson and your great staff at New Bolton Center for going above and beyond the call of duty in caring for this Extra Special Horse!

    And thank you Barbaro for all you have given us, which is a lot! You have opened our eyes to all that goes on in the world of the horse, and have been a great teacher in this process.

    Fare thee well, Barbaro, fare thee well!

    Warmest Regards from Laura S. in Snohomish, WA

    Posted by: Laura S. in Snohomish, WA at January 30, 2007 1:40 PM

    Hello everyone - this may have been broached already but has anyone suggested a gathering somewhere of all the FOB's? Perhaps we can grieve together, get to know each other, and plan some charitable endeavors in the name of Barbaro

    Your thoughts?

    Posted by: Paul at January 30, 2007 1:40 PM

    Good morning..

    Tough days.....Alex thank you so much.

    Barbaro, I have an enormous amount of admiration for you. You are a beautiful champion.

    Thanks everyone for the support.

    Posted by: Debi R-TN at January 30, 2007 1:41 PM

    Good Morning, Sweet Barbaro. No guessing today. We know you had a comfortable night in Heaven.

    Bless you, Alex for all that you have done for us over the past months. I had to log on this morning - it's part of my routine, as I know it is with all FOBs. It is also a comfort to be able to come here and know that I am not alone with my broken heart.

    God Bless Barbaro. God Bless us all.

    Try to have as good a day as you can under the circumstancces, FOBs.

    Love,
    Sue and Walter
    xoxoxo

    Posted by: Sue at January 30, 2007 1:42 PM

    ####
    Jane in CT
    I had to smile when I just read your post regarding a garden.
    I was thinking of the same thing yesterday...This spring I want to plant a garden that will remind me of Barbaro and all that he stands for....
    A place to restore my soul and gather strength.
    jan

    Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 1:44 PM

    Good morning fellow FOB's.... so hard to start the day without greeting Barbaro first!

    Tough day and night for all....

    PLEASE IGNORE THE TROLLS, THEY ARE GOING TO TAUNT US AND WE NEED TO LET IT ROLL OFF OUR BACKS!

    Ro & Brady

    Posted by: Rosemarie at January 30, 2007 1:47 PM

    Good morning FOB's.....yesterday was the hardest day I and I am sure a lot of you have ever had. We all loved him so and will miss him here on earth but we now have a very special angel looking over us.There is no doubt in my mind he wants us to keep fighting for all horses! So in BARBARO'S HONOR we need to get this house's shut down and the tracks safe for all his brothers and sisters.

    Sweet Prince,

    I didn't get much if any sleep last night thinking of you and missing you. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE and WILL NEVER, EVER FORGET YOU! Run free now sweet one, no pain, just fun and happiness forever.

    FOB FOREVER!!

    Karen - TN

    Posted by: Karen at January 30, 2007 1:48 PM

    ###

    Paul...excellent...and we will stay together...in the honor of Barbaro...hopefully we will meet...but we will meet everyday on this website as long as possible...

    Our work has just begun...it is not FINISHED.

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 1:49 PM

    While I never posted here until recently, I was with you everyday. My first thought in the morning was to check on Barbaro, and my last thought before going to bed.

    I find myself here again, lost, but not alone. We grieve the loss of Barbaro together, but don't we also grieve the loss of our like minded family? It's a double whammy.

    Would it be feasible to set up a Yahoo group where we can all go to carry on the good works inspired by Barbaro? I can't imagine the years ahead, wondering if everything carried on, and never knowing.

    Thanks for listening.

    Posted by: Donna at January 30, 2007 1:52 PM

    Alex, thanks for your website. Every morning for the last 7-8 months I have read your updates. I am so sorry for your loss, it must have been something to groom and walk him! He will leave a very special legacy.

    Posted by: Janet at January 30, 2007 1:53 PM

    Does anyone know the name of Barbaro's full brother who was born last March?

    Posted by: doe at January 30, 2007 1:53 PM

    Holding each of you in my heart. To those who had to work yesterday, and today, without privacy to grieve, I am so sorry. Your hearts are held in safety here.

    Woke up and remembered Barbaro. I saw the image of the riderless horse, the one from John Kennedy's last ride in Washington. Walking to help the world say good-bye to one who was taken too young. What do we have to honor the passing of a great horse like Kennedy's horse honored him?

    We owe our horses so much. Barbaro, thank you, thank you. We owe you. God, you were beautiful. Larger than life, and now beyond life. Wish you were still here, big boy, but grateful you are home. We promise to carry on in your honor. If we have to walk down Pennsylvania Avenue to do it, we will make this place safer for your kind.

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at January 30, 2007 1:54 PM

    Hello All, it's been tough going but here we are again all together sharing Barbaro.

    Thank you Alex for allowing us to keep connected.

    Mr. & Mrs. Jackson, words are not enough and so we will have to take up the sword and battle on against laminitis in Barbaro's name.

    Today is a new beginning for us but we will endure.

    Take care all.

    I love you Barbaro.

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at January 30, 2007 1:54 PM

    America saw the extraordinary devotion to the horse by his owners, his trainer and especially the veterinary team in the New Bolton Center in Pennsylvania. Dean Richardson was everything that a human patient could want from his own doctor -- capable, honest, realistic, compassionate and totally dedicated.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 1:57 PM

    To all those proposing ideas to carry on the legacy of Barbaro and both a cyber and physical meeting place - I agree completely. What better way to heal the hurt and pain.

    ######
    Ro

    Thanks for warning everyone to IGNORE those posts that are offensive.

    Janice

    A proud fan of Barbaro

    Posted by: Janice from Florida at January 30, 2007 1:58 PM

    Good Morning Barbaro,

    Hope you are running over every rainbow and enjoying those new wings. Many hearts are aching here for you-- but if they could only see you now. You were the most beautiful earthly creature, but you must look awesome with wings-- and you are running so fast and free.

    I am sure you will keep your angel eyes on Dr. Richardson, the Jacksons, Michael, Peter, Alex, and everyone who worked with you. They are hurting so much, I just cannot fathom the amount of pain they must be in because they worked so closely with you for so long and you were such a good, intelligent, patient with a fabulous personality. (In "people" medicine our caretakers usually spend less time with us, although there are a few exceptions, and very few have charming personalities like you.)

    But the best thing ever is that you are now living all of your dreams and your legacy. How many times have you raced Secretariat up there? I'll bet those were REALLY good races.

    I love you forever. WE love you forever.
    XXOO
    Brenda

    Posted by: Brenda at January 30, 2007 1:59 PM

    Please keep up any news about our beautiful boy and what is planned in the future for the FOBs meeting somewhere. Would love to meet all of you and just talk about how wonderful he was. My heart is with the Jacksons, Dr. Dean, NBC, Kennett Florist all that had a part in his life. Thanks for sharing all these months it has truly been a journey I will never forget. Barbaro run in the lush green hills with your friends. I will miss you terribly. C....

    Posted by: Carol Richardson at January 30, 2007 1:59 PM

    Hi everyone,

    I have followed this site faithfully since I found it in July (and followed Barbaro's story since May) but have never posted. Like all of you, I just fell completely in love with beautiful Barbaro and am absolutely heartbroken. I can't even imagine the grief of those who knew and loved him personally every day. My deepest condolences to his connections - the Jackson's, Dr. Richardson and the NBC staff, Michael Matz, Peter Brette, Edgar Prado, etc. and thank you to Alex and Tim and to all the FOBs for giving me a place to follow Barbaro's story and for teaching me so much about horses (I am an animal lover in general but did not know much about horses specifically). May Barbaro rest in peace and may his connections find much comfort in knowing they did everything possible to save this magnificent horse's life.

    Posted by: Alie at January 30, 2007 2:00 PM

    Jason wrote

    "So what the horse is dead. Ive just seen the tearful owner on TV and she and the horses vet just give me the creeps. ITS JUST A STUPID HORSE FOR GODS SAKE. No doubt both were shedding tears as the death of the animal will have a major financial consequences for both of them.
    They should be shedding tears on the humanitarian situation the Americans have created in Iraq.
    Just stick the horse in the pot and have done with it. Better still stick it in the pot and send it to your brave men and women in Iraq."

    Jason, I would like to stick you in "the pot",
    ALIVE of course, seal it closed, and send you and the pot to our BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN in Iraq. Then they might "accidently" drop you on a roadside bomb and "Have done" with you. You are an evil bastard. When your time comes, your "Creator" will drag you down to the inner depths of Hell.

    Stop messing with these fine, and outstanding people. I hope we never meet. Putred punk!!!!!!!

    God Bless Barbaro, Team Barbaro, and to everyone of you "FOB'S"

    It's been an incredible journey. Sorry to see it end so sadly. LEt us continue on in Barbaro's spirit.

    I appologize to all (except for Jason) for my little outburst.

    Posted by: Cal at January 30, 2007 2:01 PM

    Sweet dreeems mi hansum boyfren in hevvin...i will luv yoo foreffer an effer....missmollyboprissylafoofrumstloooooois yor favrit girlfren

    Posted by: Lindann at January 30, 2007 2:04 PM

    Thank God we have this site to grieve together and hold each other tight.

    But...lookout world...we are here...and going no where...lookout Senate and House...we are here and ain't going no where....

    Lookout...we are here...we will not be defeated..in the name and in honor...of Barbaro..the Undefeated Champion...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 2:05 PM

    I have been to many sites trying to find a way to deal with the grief I feel. Barbaro is in a better place, I know, this is a difficult time for those of us left behind. On one of the sites I visited there was a story about a man and his horse and the devil trying to trick the man into leaving his horse. anyone know this story? I am praying for Barbaro, his survivors, and all animals who suffer.

    Posted by: karin Shenkman at January 30, 2007 2:07 PM

    Good morning FOB's and our angel Bobby. Our hearts are broken with yesterday's very sad news.

    Unfortunately I see the nasty comments have come back today. We FOB's are tenderhearted people toward animals and people. Our hearts are big enough for all. If you could be so cruel about an innocent animal how much could you care about your fellow human's. Our hearts go out to the Jackson's today as well as Team Barbaro. We are all here to support each other. Yes there are people that just don't understand why we fell in love with a horse we didn't even know. Ya know, I don't know why either, but I did.

    Posted by: Sue H at January 30, 2007 2:07 PM

    To all:
    I feel compelled to write today.I had not been a horse racing fan until Barbaro. Sure, I watched an occasional Kentucky Derby, but when Barbaro was injured I followed his updates faithfully, especially on this wonderful site, which gave us the daily unofficial updates. What a charismatic horse he was!

    I have enjoyed reading the responses from all of you who truly cared about this magnificant horse which had so much determination and "heart."

    I now realize that people involved in horses, whether it be racing (trainers, owners, vets) or any other aspect, are truly a caring, passionate people who have a great appreciation for these wonderful animals.

    As I shed my tears for Barbaro and all the people who tried so mightily to save him, I hope that the knowledge gained from all of their efforts will help save horses in the future.

    Posted by: Nancy at January 30, 2007 2:07 PM

    Good Morning All,

    I know I am not alone when I say I did'nt get much sleep last night. Barbaro's passing has put a lot of perspective on things primarily, LIFE!
    Everyday we are here on EArth is meaningful to something or someone and we must never take it for granted, we must do all we can each day. Barbaro did this. He fought each day and gave his all each day, there was never a question as to how it would be for him, always full of life and ready for what ever was throw his way.

    Now it is our turn, the pro-slaughter people will take Barbaro's passing as a sign of weakness in our resolve, but they will be mistaken. Barbaro's passing has energized us even more, and there's is no stopping us now. We will get it done for you Barbaro, our Champion in the sky!!!!!!

    Posted by: Leigh in Austin,TX at January 30, 2007 2:08 PM

    Friends:

    Barbaro's passing took the wind out of our sails for a day or two but he will be our tail wind in the battle to end horse slaughter.

    Please join many other FOBs at the National Equine Rescue Coalition as we work to fulfill Barbaro's legacy.

    We are the Barbaro Effect.

    Steve Rei
    rescuecoaltion@gmail.com

    Posted by: Steve & BDude at January 30, 2007 2:08 PM

    "Good" morning, friends and fans of Barbaro - I am already miserable at my job, but wanted to pop in briefly to see how everyone who belongs here is doing...peace and love to the legitimate Fans of Barbaro!
    Nancy


    And a blessed morning to Barbaro, Champion of my Heart and now Spirit Horse of the eternal skies -my love went with you, and remains with you always. Knowing you and loving you has been a gift, a prize and a dream. I wait with eagerness to meet you on the other side of the Rainbow Bridge.
    Your heartbroken friend, fan and admirer...
    Nancy in CT

    Posted by: Nancy in CT at January 30, 2007 2:10 PM

    ####

    good to see you Steve and BDude.

    I encourage everyone please come back to this site...and let us stand as one...for a Mighty Warrior who we will not let the world forget, Our Beloved Barbaro...get this bill passed....the BARBARO BILL...pass the anti-horse slaugher bill.

    Also, I hope we can like someone suggested get the postal services to print a stamp of Barbaro...

    Always in our hearts...always.

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 2:12 PM

    Good essay by Jane Smiley in the Washington Post

    http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/01/29/AR2007012901004.html

    jan

    Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 2:13 PM


    Yes, Ro, it's so difficult not to say good morning to Barbaro.

    Yes, Barbaro has been on GMA this morning and the Early show- probably the other as well.

    The tears just won't go away. I will always miss our champion and our hero. Reading Mrs. Jacksons, Michael's and Peters words, make me cry again but it does emphasize how lucky we were to have Barbaro in our lives for this short time. He should have lived a long happy.

    My heart is with the Jacksons, Dr R, Peter Michael and the entire NBC staff.

    Michael and Peter want us to remember how briliant Barbaro was on the track as well as off. The world won't forgot how Barbarao was a superstar whether racing or grazing at NBC.

    We love you, Barbaro and always will.

    Love,
    Daphne and Pee

    Posted by: Daphne at January 30, 2007 2:13 PM

    I thought I would sleep last night, being exhausted with the kind of exhaustion only grief can bring. But instead, I slept in bits & pieces with dreams of Barbaro from the triumphant beginning to yesterday's heartbreaking end. Today's editiorial cartoon in the Hartford (CT) Courant is not of political bickering or snide depiction of a local scandal, but of Barbaro; running through a meadow on 4 perfect legs, saying 'I can run! I can run!' Barbaro's magic has touched even the most jaded commentator... Amazing..!

    Dear, dear Alex~ when you are out in the fields today, take comfort that you were blessed to have given Barbaro some of his final outings. He loves you for that, I am sure. You have been our rock, you opened these doors and let us pour in and pour out our hearts. For this, I am eternally grateful.

    Dr. Richardson~ you did a magnificent job of giving Barbaro QUALITY in his final months. He will never leave you. Thank you, good doctor.

    Mr. & Mrs. Jackson~ I don't know where to begin... you 'gave' us your precious colt. You allowed us in and let us get to know him personally. We fell in love with him and we will never be the same. You represent all that is good and kind in this world. It has been an honor and a privilege to have spent these months with you and your magnificent champion, Barbaro. Saying 'thank you' just isn't enough.

    FOBs~ what an amazing group of people you all are! I feel blessed to have been part of this amazing journey. I hope we can stay connected and continue to do the things that need to be done in the memory of Barbaro. And if not, we will still be connected by our love for our miracle. Even the passing of time cannot take that away. I love you all.

    And now, my sweet colt, mio bello bambino cavallo~ You stole my heart, but you already know that, don't you? This world is a better place because of you and now it will never be the same without you. A spirit such as yours comes along once in a zillion years and I thank God I was alive to experience the essence of you. My dream was to meet you one day. Now I know I will. Your 'work' on this earth is not done and I promise you, baby boy, I will do all I can to see that promise fulfilled. When I couldn't sleep last night, I kept thinking of these lyrics and how much they pertain to you, now and when you were still here with us:

    I see trees of green........ red roses too
    I see em bloom..... for me and for you
    And I think to myself.... what a wonderful world.

    I see skies of blue..... clouds of white
    Bright blessed days....dark sacred nights
    And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world.

    Barbaro, I will blow a kiss to the sky each & every morning. I know you will catch it. I love you, sweet colt, per sempre. 'Twas heaven here with you. A domani....


    I am sorry for this long post, but I just couldn't put it in words yesterday or last night.......

    Posted by: Judy in CT at January 30, 2007 2:15 PM

    Thank you, Alex. As many others, I am so sad today. I'm also lifted up by the grace of Barbaro's life and by Mr. and Mrs. Jackson's poise and spirit, Dr. Richardson's commitment and the love of the horse community. Deborah, Winter Park, Florida

    Posted by: Deborah at January 30, 2007 2:18 PM

    Today I am just lost. For the past few months I have come to expect and rely on dear Alex's update of our sweet boy that I would click on every 15 minutes at work just to see the latest. Yesterday, the news didn't really change as just details of the day unfolded. Yesterday was just awful for me, a long dreary day. Everything at work went wrong and the news of our dear Barbaro was just part of dreadful day . My drive home seemed forever as I drove in silence through the dark sky. Barbaro is no longer here, but I know he is where we will see him again and I can see him nuzzling Gallant Secret; what pretty babies they would have had. We were here through all it all and I am deeply touched by all the kindness found here. I would like to hug all of you. I would love to have a cup of coffee with Mrs. Jackson, so down to earth and she loved our baby! Dr. R is the best and I thank you for the months of dedication you gave to Big B. I wish the outcome was different, but that is not our call and given his condition, it was for the best. Thanks again Alex. God Bless you all!

    Posted by: PJ in Indy at January 30, 2007 2:18 PM

    It is such a lost feeling this morning, isn't it? I've always felt, life changes most often in just a blink of time, for good or for bad... And my life feels different now.

    Jane, I love your garden idea. I will do the same this spring.

    I pray the Jacksons and Dr. Richarson are doing as well as can be expected this morning. I pray that Barbaro is running through the clouds of Heaven. I choose to believe he is.

    Posted by: Pam M at January 30, 2007 2:19 PM

    As I sit here in St Lucia on a cruise ship, I can't think of any other place than I would rather be right now than home, in South Jersey, in the cold and in the comfort of my home with our pets ( who understand when we are sad ) to grieve for Barbaro. My eyes are swollen from crying and I did not sleep at all last night. I am just so heartbroken. If I did have have a work seminar to conduct I would have been out of Caribbean no matter the cost. My husband is comforting but, I feel so bad I am ruining this vacation for him. I am thankful for this site and have been for 8 months. I just cannot imagine not saying to everyone " I have to check on Barbaro today"

    I hope you continue to post and keep us informed of your daily ongoings ALex, at least for a while. Like a comfort food, this is my comfort site. You have been the best and I am sure you are taking this hard as well. If I am this upset, I cannot imagine what Barbaro's loved ones are feeling.

    You fought hard Barbaro - if it came down to your spirit and will you would still be here. Your body just could not go on. I am so happy you are free now. How I cannot wait to get home on Saturday and spend the weekend remembering you.

    Shine on above Barbaro.

    Posted by: Danielle from South NJ at January 30, 2007 2:20 PM

    Good Morning FOB's everywhere and Good Morning Alex, you are and have been a blessing to all of us. Good MOrning in heaven to our darling Bobby! Just a horse! Wow some people truly don't get it. People who are so invested in "just a horse" are the type of people who are involved and caring about many things. Human suffering as well as the suffering of animals. To me it's the Jason's who sound callous and uncaring. I feel sorry for him and the others. No time for them, we all get to celebrate the life of an extrodinary champion, both on the track and off, we get to feel each other's pain, but also feel the joy of knowing he is in such a better place now, whole, perfect, and I know that he can feel the love we sent his way.

    Alex I will be forever grateful for all that you have done for us. The times you were with him felt like we all were there. We were all grooming him and through your hands and words we all touched him and were touched by him. The words thankyou just don't seem enough.

    Posted by: Pam at January 30, 2007 2:20 PM

    when the tears are done, and we reach that terrible, deep sigh that says we're ready to accept what has happened . . . .

    what will we do about this immense experience that has changed so many of our lives?

    will it be possible to have an FOB memorial at or near the place where Barbaro is buried?

    will we be able to form a community that lobbies on behalf of horse -- as Gretchen Jackson said yesterday, ALL horses, not just the thoroughbreds that we love so much?

    will we sustain our relationship with New Bolton Center?

    will we find ways to support Alex and Tim so they can keep this amazing board going so we can share and encourage each other in our work and our lives?

    I don't want to imagine days without hearing from Friar Tuck, and Jo from the UK, and Harriette, and Cheryl, and Renee, and Joan, and Chris Byer and mike c and paul and so many, many others.

    what do you think?

    Posted by: Kathy in Northbrook at January 30, 2007 2:20 PM

    SUSAN C and ALL

    There is ACN and ACD ....FOREVER !!!
    The Lord has taken care of that and we do not ever have to worry about that....

    TODAY HE RUNS IN PARADISE....he is even more breathtaking...groomed to perfection...faster than the wind and eternally warmed by the strength and overwhelming magnitude of our love for him

    WE MISS HIM...today he is truly a SUPERSTAR !!!
    HE IS THE UNDEFEATED BARBARO.....
    HORSE of FOREVERMORE

    THERE WILL NEVER BE ANOTHER LIKE HIM !!!

    ..and it was all BARBARO in a sublime performance

    DEAR FOB'S...let's finish his work
    If ALEX will have us???????
    I know that I want to finish HIS business...IT IS ONE SMALL THING I CAN DO TO HONOR HIM !!!!

    Everyone is grieving but what are we doing for the poor people at New Bolton today?????? Have we provided for the staff today???? What are we doing for a memorial....something to give Mr and Mrs J from us...who never got something from Barbaro Nation.....we need to arrange that?????
    Just loose ends to fix for OUR BOY...he had grace and style ...we're his friends !!!!

    "Grief is the price we pay for LOVE "....BARBARO the sheik couldn't afford you...LOL YOU ARE SOOO LOVED SWEET BOY..........

    THANK YOU LORD FOR THE BLESSING OF BARBARO IN MY LIFE AND ALL THE BARBARO NATION...
    GIVE US STRENGTH and COURAGE THROUGH OUR TEARS TO CONTINUE BARBAROS LEGACY
    BLESS ALL THOSE IN NEED OF YOUR HEALING POWER ...
    AMEN

    SPECIAL PEOPLE..I LOVE YOU ALL !!!!!

    Posted by: Maribel at January 30, 2007 2:22 PM

    I too can't fathom quite how much I loved the Big Boss Horse, except that he was a shining example of goodness and joy and wonder and innocence in a world that knows so little of it right now. And if that weren't the case, I'd have loved him anyway, because he was God's great and gallant creation. I can't watch the news any more either, and I can't stop crying. But that's not a bad thing. The Bible says that "Weeping endures for a night and is gone again in the morning."

    Mrs. Jackson asks that we all keep on finding ways to help horses, pretty much as a breed I think she meant, using the word "horse" in the singular. It's hard just now to think of working and campaigning, but it was love of Barbaro that brought us together and it will be love of Barbaro that keeps us going -- for the welfare of the horse and all other creatures great and small. MLE

    Posted by: Mary Evans at January 30, 2007 2:22 PM

    I've logged onto this site everyday since May, no matter where I was or what I was doing. I watch the Triple Crown races every year in honor of my father (who loved the horses) and was captivated by Barbaro. I've never owned a horse and knew little about them, before Barbaro.

    I was traveling on business yesterday when the terrible news broke. I watched the press conference online late last night when I got into my hotel, and shed even more tears.

    This morning, I went for a run and every song that came went through the random shuffle on my Ipod seemed significant. I cried more, and as I was nearing the end of my run, it started raining, washing away the tears on my face. I want to think this is symbolic, that dear, wonderful, majestic Barbaro is in a better place.

    Posted by: Morgan at January 30, 2007 2:24 PM

    Thank you Alex and God Bless. We are still here--still need you and this sight. It's been tough, but it would have been tougher without FOBs and you. Prayers to all and to Barbaro.

    Posted by: Linda at January 30, 2007 2:24 PM

    ALERT EDGAR on MSNBC right NOW LIVE
    jan

    Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 2:24 PM

    I feel sorry for anyone who has never kown the love of an animal. To watch the love therapy a horse can deliver is truly amazing. To witness the bonding between human and horse is a life experience that is truly miraculous. I have seen what two 20 plus year old mares did for a young girl born with a birth defect. I watched the love all three obviously had for each other. When the young girl became a teenager, I saw her, rain, snow, sleet or unbearable July Texas heat, up early at day break caring for her girls. They would nudge her to remind her to then take her own medicine. Medicine she has taken most of her life. She would and then, on warm sunny days, she would return with a bucket and an expensive bottle of the best show shampoo and spend her Saturdays bathing, brushing and loving those old mares. It did not matter that they would never again see the inside of an arena or prance in front of a Polo event crowd. I saw the sparkle in that young ladies eyes leave forever after both of her girls had themselves gone to join Secretariat, Slew and the rest of the mighty, loving, beautiful herd in the heavens. Someday, when another little girl bonds with such a large, kind, caring animal I hope I will once again see that sparkle. Horses truly are the best medicine for sick and lost children. I would like for everyone who loved Barbaro, Secretariat or just that old loved mare in the pasture to volunteer a small part of their time to any equine therapy facility near them. You will be repaid many times over. Your hearts will be much larger. I do not own an equine facility and I was once very terrified of horses. I now, thanks to my daughter and those two old mares, do truly know the emotional and medical benefits horses can and do provide. Yes my daughter, now a young adult, is still sad over her losses but she is strong and determined just as they and Barbaro and all the mighty were. Think what a difference so many could make if you just started with those who truly loved Barbaro.

    Posted by: Peggy at January 30, 2007 2:25 PM

    and Steve and BDude, and Janice and Christian and Stu and Cora and Karen and Dora . . . and so, so many others

    Posted by: Kathy in Northbrook at January 30, 2007 2:25 PM

    I cannot stop crying, thank you for allowing us to greive together. May Barbaro finally be in a place were he can run with his friends. Barabro say hello to my Molly who is waiting for me to join her at Rainbow Bridge. Thanks to everyone the last eight months that keep us updated. It was my daily routine to go out and read about his progress. I feel lost.. GOD'Peace all that took such good care of Barbaro. Blessings Mel

    Posted by: Mel Dundon at January 30, 2007 2:25 PM

    My friends,

    There is a scene in the movie Sleepless in Seattle when Sam ( Tom Hanks) , a recent widower, tells a radio therapist how he is going to survive.

    Paraphrasing, he says, I'm going to wake up , and remember to breathe, tell myself to breath in and out, and I'm going to get out of bed and put one foot in front of the other. Then someday maybe I won't have to remind myself.

    That's how many of us feel, so devastated today. So I remind you, and me, to breathe and put one foot in front of the other.

    Maybe someday soon, we can think of going on , when we get through the grief. And then we'll plan. And God have mercy on the pro-kills because we won't.

    May I repeat that ?
    God have mercy on the pro-slaughters because we
    won't. ! ! ! ! ! ! !

    I love your support , FOBs, I couldn't do this with out you. I feel your many arms around me, as I know all of you feel around you too.

    God bless us all, and God Bless Barbaro.I miss you

    Posted by: Bobbie B. at January 30, 2007 2:25 PM

    Thank you Maribel........ We MUST finish Barbaro's work, we OWE him that much. Hopefully Alex will allow us to congregate here while we forge ahead to End Horse Slaugher in Barbaro's Memory.

    Ro & Brady

    Posted by: Rosemarie at January 30, 2007 2:26 PM

    To everyone, maybe we can all pitch in a couple of dollars and but a Tree for Barbaro and plant it at the NBC in the spring.
    Remembering Barbaro!!!!!!

    What do you think?

    Posted by: Carol Nichols at January 30, 2007 2:26 PM

    I have lit a candle and made a donation to the laminitis fund but there's still an empty spot in me. Which is as it should be. Even though we could see it coming, it still hurts. But it's our hurt. Not Barbaro's. I see him running free and healthy. For me I see him in Summerland; others will watch him run in Heaven or Valhalla or Paradise or... He is free now. No pain, no giddyup in his gait. He's racing with the wind as he always wanted to. For that I'm so glad.

    I also would like to know where he will be burried and if there will be a monument or memorial to him. I've searched but not found that out. I'm hoping Alex will stay with this until at least that much is known.

    When they were giving all those awards, my private one was to Alex for his unswerving devotion to Barbaro and those who so needed to receive his daily dose of information. Thank you, kind Alex. I wish you more than wonderfulness.

    Blessed Be and Peace to you all. And to Barbaro and all who love and cared for him.

    Posted by: Autumnchough at January 30, 2007 2:28 PM

    Doe that was beautiful, as are all the sentiments expressed here.

    I believe we are all "friends", brought together by that silly little horse that we all love so much.

    I think this was Barbaro's way of "Paying It Forward" for all the shattered horeses being abused or waiting for slaughter. He paid for what has been done to help them.

    He woke up a nation to what has been going on in those hell holes. WE owe it to him and to all horses to continue with the anti-slaughter goals.

    We all have to grieve in our own ways, but thanks to Alex, we can come here and grieve together for a horse most of us only know from pictures.

    You're right he made us laugh and he made us cry and now he is gone, but we have some really good memories to look at and for me that helps keep a smile on my face. He's happy now and it was time.

    Thank you to all of his connections that have allowed us to come into your private lives for the past months to share the ups and the downs of your horse. You all made him "OUR" horse. I will keep you in my prayers. You are great people with a great horse.

    Jason: Drop Dead.

    Bernel in Florida

    Posted by: Bernel at January 30, 2007 2:28 PM

    Judy CT - Thank you for your post. You said everything I am unable to write. I can hear the song, "What a Wonderful World" in my ears as I write this. It helps to hear I'm not the only one with more tears today. How could there be more after the oceans of yesterday?

    The posts today are more beautiful than ever. It's as if the light of Barbaro is shining down into our hearts, giving our words wings. May Barbaro's life give us, and Team Barbaro, the Jacksons, Edgar, Michael, Peter, and Alex great comfort. He won the Kentuck Derby!

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at January 30, 2007 2:28 PM

    Carol,

    I love the idea of a planting a tree in the spring, a Barbaro tree!

    Posted by: PJ in Indy at January 30, 2007 2:29 PM

    Harriette Brillianthawk, thank you for the reposts. I was going to ask you to repost your first one today. I had ordered the Kentucky Derby Review 132 and I want to make it into a bookmark because you captured the essence of these past 8 months. I cannot bear yet to read your second repost as the tears flow and I'm teary now just writing this, it's was just so beautiful.

    Thank you,

    Judy


    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at January 30, 2007 2:29 PM

    In my post yesterday I thanked everyone involved with Barbaro from the beginning--except probably the most important people of all, the wonderful doctors, nurses, and other staff at New Bolton Center. Please forgive my omission. Dr. Richardson and his staff were simply outstanding, and I know they learned many lessons that will benefit other animals that come to New Bolton Center in the future.

    And to the Kennett Square Florists--you provided such wonderful support to NBC and reports to us FOBs around the world. Thank you.

    I have watched squibbs of interviews and film footage on ESPN, TVG, and the "tape" that runs across the bottom of the screen on Fox News. I understand there will be a Barbaro tribute on Fandicapping at 7 p.m. PST this Wednesday.

    Mrs. Jackson said it right: "Grief is the price you pay for love." We do not have our animal friends with us for very long. They stay as long as they need to to teach us important life lessons and then they move on. We are a better species because of it.

    The lessons Barbaro taught us--all of us--will be studied for a long time.

    I take solace in that. I also take comfort in the fact--and yes, I truly believe it IS a fact--that when we cross The Bridge, we will see Barbaro and all our animal friends again.

    That makes the grief bearable.

    Posted by: KAY at January 30, 2007 2:30 PM

    Alex:Thank you for this great website. Those from the Vivi (the Lost JFK Whippet) blog grieve with you.

    http://newsday.typepad.com/news_local_flaim/

    Posted by: Karen at January 30, 2007 2:30 PM

    Carol Nichols, that's a wonderful idea. we can coordinate this through our friends at Kennett Florist, and the lovely people at NBC can tell us what would work best, and where to plant it.

    maybe we can make a permanent sign for the fence. so much creativity has come out of this amazing group of people -- we probably have someone among us whom we can commission to make a permanent sign. carved or painted wood?

    Posted by: Kathy in Northbrook at January 30, 2007 2:30 PM

    ####

    Kathy

    I am crying even harder..with your beautiful posting...we are family...I have not met none of you...yet I know everyone of you...FAMILY...FANS OF BARBARO..

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 2:30 PM

    Alex,

    Thank you, dear Alex, for this place where we can grieve and,in time, heal. Thank you for being with us, even in your very personal grief. Words remain difficult this morning, and perhaps few are needed. Today, still, we mourn. But we are Barbaro's legacy, and he lives on through us and the things we will do in his name. And as God is our witness, Barbaro's name and legacy will never be forgotten.

    Rest in Peace, Barbaro, and run with the wind.

    Posted by: Ann (Maryland) at January 30, 2007 2:32 PM


    ALEX

    COULD YOU PLEASE REMOVE JASON FROM THIS COMMENT BOARD ASAP!!!! PLEASE !!!!!!!

    YOU HAVE THE POWER ALEX.....USE IT !!!!!!!!!!

    Posted by: Maribel at January 30, 2007 2:32 PM

    Alex.... Thank you so much for this site. You hae been a champion yourself..... Please just breath breath breath and know that Barbaro loves you soooooo much... That will never change... Not now, not EVER!!!!!!! You will see him again Alex....... Just wanted to pop in here and send you this for the start of my day.......

    Posted by: Nina at January 30, 2007 2:33 PM

    Today, to honor you dearest Barbaro, I will be giving a donation to an equine rescue group.
    I pray that your sweet life will not have been in vain. I pray that whoever reads these words will be motivated to send whatever they can afford to any of the various rescue groups throughout the US.
    Alex, Dr. Richardson, staff of NBC, Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, Peter and Edgar, FOB's and everyone else who loved Barbaro, it is my heartfelt prayer which I now send straight to God's heart, to give you all peace, to smile when you think of sweet Barbaro and to continue our work together to save other horses who so desperately need our help.
    Together we can all do wonderous deeds!!
    I will love you forever and ever, sweet angel.

    Posted by: Michie at January 30, 2007 2:34 PM

    Barbaro started us on our journey, now we have to carry on and never forget. He is now a dazzling star in the sky. He has changed my life and it will be hard accepting this. I love you Barbaro Jen

    Posted by: jen at January 30, 2007 2:35 PM

    ####
    Kathy, I know someone that could made a beautful wood sign for us.

    I think a apple tree would be really nice.
    Anyone else have any ideas?

    Posted by: Carol Nichols at January 30, 2007 2:36 PM

    To all the FOB - It is good we can come together to share our love for Barbaro & our grief in his passing. It is we who are left who are in pain at our loss. Barbaro knows no pain this morning.
    Alex & Tim Wooley Racing - Thank God for giving us a place to come for updates all these months. I know, like most of us, yesterday had to be an incredibly sad day. Alex - you have te memories of visiting him, of grooming him, of seeing his great courage all of these months.
    For any of us who have had to make the decision of when it was time to let one of our pets go; there is nothing more heart rendering.
    The Jacksons are wonderful owners. Through Barbaro we have learned what truly caring people they are. How committed they were to Barbaro in every sense of the word. Even their decision yesterday, was made knowing it was best for Barbaro.
    Dr. Richardson & the staff at New Bolton have shown us their compassion, as well as using their medical knowledge & skills to keep Barbaro with us all these months.
    The pictures, the videos, the signs on the fence, the gifts from the hearts of those who came to see Barbaro as a true hero & champion. They are all memories we will carry with us.
    While Barbaro may not be with us physically, his spirit is ours to share. As we have given him our hearts, so too has he given us a little bit of the magic that always will be Barbaro.

    Kathy

    Posted by: Kathy at January 30, 2007 2:36 PM

    Words can't express my words of thanks to all of you who kept us informed and advised...all the work, dedication and time you devoted out of love. All of our hearts go out to the staff at New Bolton, Dr. Richardson and the Jacksons. We are all with you in thoughts and prayers. During the difficult time our country has been going through, a magnificent horse brought us together in love and hope. I hope beyond hope that Barbaro now has wings to fly..........I will think of Barbaro for the rest of my life.

    Posted by: weese at January 30, 2007 2:38 PM

    Planting a tree in Barbaro's memory is a fantastic idea.... there is a wonderful company in FL called American Forest Historic Tree Co. An inscribed plaque can be ordered along with the tree. Don't know how to do the 'blue letters' thing, but here's the web address to copy & paste.

    http://www.historictrees.org/

    Check it out if you'd like.

    Posted by: Judy in CT at January 30, 2007 2:40 PM

    A very nice well written article in my local newspaper today. I really took comfort in her tag line.

    "Barbaro: The Long Struggle is Over, but the Legacy of Love and Hope Remains."

    Yes....
    Leslie in MN

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at January 30, 2007 2:40 PM

    How about a graden of red rose bushes for Barbaro. maybe we could even ask a grower to name the rose after Barbaro?

    Posted by: lisa morin at January 30, 2007 2:41 PM

    Dear Alex,

    How are you? You have been in my thoughts. I know how much you loved Barbaro and I think he loved you, too. How lucky you were to be able to spend time with him. Those are memories I know you'll never forget.

    Love, Daphne and Pee

    Posted by: Daphne at January 30, 2007 2:42 PM

    To all FOB's on TVG yesterday a lady emailed in her thoughts of Barbaro and she said this, "When you ran the ground shook and now when I hear thunder in the sky I will know it is you up there running once again in Heaven." Some of those words I have heard before but those words touched me and I know now whenever it is thundering outside, I too, will picture him running in heaven!
    Always and Forever in my heart.

    Posted by: Robin Miller at January 30, 2007 2:42 PM

    My condolances to the Jackson's, Dr. Richardson, Alex and everyone involved. You all did everything possible for Barbaro's quality of life and the decision yesterday was the right thing to do. Glad to hear he went peacefully with his loved ones right there!
    I just can't view the Derby tape for a while but I just remember his astonishing race and athletic abilities. Very Very Sad day!!!
    Best Wishes to all of you!!

    Posted by: Jennifer at January 30, 2007 2:42 PM

    4402.20 in reply to 4402.1

    I am just so sad. I think about Barbaro all the time... my heart is so heavy. I just knew he was going to make it. I really believed he would. Then after that cast was put on his left hind leg, then the right hind leg - the setbacks were just too much.

    He gave us everything we asked for... he made us believe and have hope... he showed us courage and strength... He trusted and showed so much love.... He's done more than any other hero of my day.

    I will never, ever forget Barbaro. I never even followed horse racing until his accident...but have followed his progess daily here, sent him baskets of apples, sent carrots, everything. He just captured my heart and I grew to love him as my own.

    I've cried, and teared up so much now.... I just have to trust that he is now with Seabiscuit, picking their own apples from a tree, and that he's found a favorite spot to run.

    God knows how we love him... I will never be the same... and will look forward to meeting him in heaven one day, and looking into his beautiful eyes and heart.

    Peace to all of us who have been lucky & fortunate to love him as we do.

    Karen - Nashville

    Posted by: Karen at January 30, 2007 2:43 PM

    You know, this Jason and the likes of him just make me sick. Ditto to the fact that we are capable of empathy for many...animals and people alike. I truly believe there is something bigtime wrong with people who feel the need to be so crass and rude and insensitiv. These people have very little space in their heart and there's evil there if they can make jokes, etc. Let me remind you, Jason, that soldiers themselves honored Barbaro as the warrior he was by presenting him with a flag. They recognized him as a shining example of spirit and courage that you are incapable of. So, get the hell out of here and go an inflict your cruelty on your own kind.

    Posted by: Ruthie R at January 30, 2007 2:43 PM

    JASON - at the risk of being permanently from my cyberhome and cyberfamily (and knowing I'm giving recognition to a real sicko)...I advise you to get serious professional help because you are one sick f****r!
    Crawl back under your rock and feast on your fellow maggots!

    Posted by: Nancy in CT at January 30, 2007 2:43 PM

    Dear Barbaro Family,
    It has been almost 24 hours since we said goodbye to our beautiful boy. My heart is still heavy. My tears are still flowing. Thank you God for this group of people. Others just never understood the way I felt about this magnificent animal. They never "got it". So they do not understand my grief over a horse I never met. But the F.O.B.s do and I am grateful for that.
    Barbaro was a gift from God. He showed us the true meaning of strength, courage, determination and pure love. No hidden agendas. He is free. No more pain, pins, metal plates. Free to run on four healthy legs. But his spirit is with us. It always will be. That spirit will guide us to complete the work he started on this earth. He has finished his race, now we must finish ours.
    God bless the Barbaro family

    Posted by: Pat Mendiola at January 30, 2007 2:44 PM

    Nancy- You read my mind :)

    Posted by: lisa morin at January 30, 2007 2:44 PM

    I couldn't sleep last night. I didn't want to wake up into a world without Barbaro. I don't even know what to do with all this pain.

    My hour commute became my blessing, an hour to cry. No one understands this pain. No one except you here. I exchange pleasantries with my colleagues in automatic pilot, but the pain collects inside and consumes me.

    Before Barbaro, I had never heard words like "Preakness" or "laminitis" or "fetlock" or countless terms that have become part of my active vocabulary.

    Before Barbaro, I had never known a horse. Inspired by this magnificent creature, I signed up for a beginner's level horseback riding class. For the first time in my life, I groomed a horse, saddled her, rode her. Although I loved the experience, I had mixed feelings and still do about horseback riding. I have the greatest respect for these glorious animals. Each one should be treated as one of God's beloved.

    Like so many of you, I fell in love with a courageous, feisty horse named Barbaro. I followed his progress every day on this site, lit candles, prayed, and hoped.

    I got involved in the anti-slaughter campaign and read about race track surface improvement with great interest.

    Like so many of you, I am devastated beyond words.

    I hope Michael Matz got to say goodbye. Did he?

    God bless Michael Matz, Peter Brette, Edgar Prado, our hero Dr. Dean Richardson and his entire team, the wonderful Jackson family who elected to share his glory with the world, Alex Brown, and all the Fans of Barbaro whose hearts are weighed down with grief.

    Posted by: Cathy Glover at January 30, 2007 2:45 PM

    Alex,

    if we were to make a sign for NBC, a permanent sign for the fence, who would we need to talk to at NBC to make sure it works for them? they might have requirements about its size, where it could be placed, etc -- do you have suggestions?

    I think an apple tree is a lovely idea.

    Posted by: Kathy in Northbrook at January 30, 2007 2:46 PM

    Cheryl You typed this:

    I understand Barbaro has a full brother on the way this spring! It isn't important if he becomes a champion race horse...it's just nice to know that the family legacy will live on and, hopefully, the little one will bring as much joy to everyone as did Barbaro.

    We really need to keep an eye out for this.................... I went to bed crying and woke up with a horrible headach and crying too....... I hope I can make it through the day.... I am thinking of going to the track to see the horses........ take them some candy and hang around there today..... Not sure yet.......

    I love you BARBARO and will NEVER say goodbye to you.... I will only say, see you in a while..............

    Posted by: Nina at January 30, 2007 2:46 PM

    ##Carol, I too think planting a tree (apple sounds good) would be a wonderful tribute to our beloved Barbaro. How can I help? Keep us posted please.

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at January 30, 2007 2:47 PM

    FsOB - Please indulge me reposting this from earlier this morning...

    The tears are drying..ever so slowly. When I looked out at the sky last night, there was only one very bright star. It was Sirius, the Dog Star and it was flashing its bright colors for all it was worth. From now on, Sirius will be Barbaro's Star to me - after all, he was named after a dog in a painting, right?

    Thank you, Big Bay One, for giving me back the world of horses. I will never forget and will work tirelessly to complete your work.

    Marg
    Proud Fan of Barbaro for ever

    Posted by: Marg in Maine at January 30, 2007 2:47 PM

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    I am so sorry for my many postings...

    A garden, a tree...in memory of Barbaro...I am in...

    But, dear friends...do we not have a baby coming up soon...it is not one of our rescues...it is not at MHR...we are suppose to name, etc....just pondering....

    LOVE YOU BARBARO...WE ARE NOT FINISHED...SWEET BABY...WE HAVE JUST STARTED...IN HONOR OF YOU...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 2:47 PM

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    Carol Nichols--I would definitely love to be part of a tree planting...let's get this started!

    Kathy in Northbrook--Many of my questions are the same as yours; I'd like to think that with time and devotion, the FOBs can accomplish all that and more.

    Must get back to work now; the grief is almost consuming me, but I have to hold my head high, just like our boy did.

    Kelly

    Posted by: Kelly at January 30, 2007 2:47 PM

    I wonder if the Jackson & Perkins people know how you go about naming a rose -- I wonder if you need a new hybrid, a color variation, in order to have a name.

    the company in Florida sounds like the perfect place for a tree.

    Posted by: Kathy in Northbrook at January 30, 2007 2:48 PM

    I know that many of us are going through the differnt stages of grief....one of which is anger. But I have to respectfully ask that you not engage with these people. There nothing more than teenage boys. Why stand and argure with a 13 year old?
    When ALex returns from his morning rides, he will take of them as he sees fit. For now, try to just move on. I know we are protective, but in this case, its best to just let it go. We've got far better things to do with our day.
    Thanks everyone.

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at January 30, 2007 2:50 PM

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    Kathy from Northbrook and Carol Nichols
    Love the idea of planting a tree for our boy at NBC as well as putting up a beautiful permanent sign at NBC in honor of Barbaro.

    Daphne

    Posted by: Daphne at January 30, 2007 2:50 PM

    Sally Jenkins writes beautifully about our boy in

    "A Bottomless Heart"

    http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/01/29/AR2007012902109.html

    Posted by: Mary in Iowa at January 30, 2007 2:51 PM

    Maybe NBC could have a small garden with an apple tree (barbaro's favorite), a red rose bush (Kentucky Derby) and some peppermint plants along with a tribute plaque?

    Posted by: lisa morin at January 30, 2007 2:52 PM

    Alex,
    Thank you for being there for all of us, for a long time. My deepest sympathy to you! I hope we can still be in touch with everyone in PA, who loved Barbaro, through your updates here, in 2007.

    Although it is still hard to believe Barbaro is gone, I think all who loved him, will always believe he is the best horse, EVER! His brave fight to live, taught us many lessons for life. I think St. Francis brought Dr. Dean Richardson, the Jacksons, Team B, and Barbaro together for a HUGE purpose. Sadly, Barbaro's work is done on earth, but, those closest to him will continue his fight for a cure for laminitis, better racetracks, more orthopedic options, and more humane treatment of horses and all animals.

    I just mailed another check to NBC for the Barbaro Fund. The "We believe!" slogan continues, related to the Barbaro/NBC Fund and all that will result from NBC's efforts. As sad as I am, I find some comfort that through this fund, Barbaro will NEVER be forgotten!

    Prayers and sympathy to all who loved Barbaro!

    Posted by: Linda at January 30, 2007 2:52 PM

    Alex I wanted to thank you for all these wonderful reports and great news connections I've totally enjoyed. So glad that you had your time with Barbaro. Take care and Thank You!!

    Posted by: Jennifer at January 30, 2007 2:52 PM

    Good Morning my big brown eyed buddy..... Just because your not on planet Earth does NOT mean that your not still getting our hugs and loves. I know you are. Are you happy now with Slew, SeaBiscuit and Secratariat and all the rest? Are you guys racing up there? I would love to see the results on that one!!!!! You know what buddy.... YOU I feel will cross that finish line first.... I love Slew and all of the other horses but you are without a doubt the colt that changed my life....... I need to get over this bump in my life and in the end, I will be able to say that you made me stronger and a better person.......... I can't wait to see you my buddy.... it really won't be that long........

    God don't forget that Barbaro likes the green candy not the red OK? I will see you on the other side my big best friend......... Just relax and enjoy the beautiful place where you are at now.............Love you with all my heart.......... Nina.................

    Posted by: Nina at January 30, 2007 2:52 PM

    Joan Roya -- apologies for postings are OUT! if we didn't have this wonderful place to meet and express our feelings, we might explode.

    but . . . my recollection is: there are TWO full brothers of our Big Boss Horse -- TWO brothers. one should be about a year old by now and he lives in Kentucky with his mother. the other will be born in a few months.

    Barbaro lives.

    He lives through the Jacksons, through Dr. Richardson and everyone at NBC, and through us.

    the only question to be asked is, HOW does he live . . . how do we carry on his brilliant life?

    Posted by: Kathy in Northbrook at January 30, 2007 2:52 PM


    MAYBE....we could all send some seeds to be planted in a garden at Lael Farms to cheer Mr and Mrs J flowers that bloom every year(sorry I'm not a gardener)What do you call them??When they bloom and are beautiful it will make Mrs. J happy!! A tree to plant at New Bolton something beautiful and fragrant perhaps Magnolia in memory of his Derby or ????

    Posted by: Maribel at January 30, 2007 2:53 PM

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    Carol,
    Back again...I love the apple tree idea. Just my opinion. If you need me to check out anything-visit websites, call KF for their advice, please let me know. I'm not a savvy gardener, and I don't know the best time for planting trees, but maybe we can plant it on or near Barbaro's birthday?????

    Kelly

    Posted by: Kelly at January 30, 2007 2:53 PM

    To Alex and all FOBS.

    I too am greatful to have a place to convey my feelings. I hope the love for Barbaro that we have in common will keep us connected always. I would like to honor his memory by getting involved however I can to help horses everywhere; be it anti-slaughter, track surfaces, conditions, etc. This amazing horse deserves nothing less.
    Thank you again to M/M Jackson for allowing me to "share" their beloved Barbaro for a while and thank you to Dr. Richardson for doing all you could.

    Posted by: susan at January 30, 2007 2:53 PM

    Lisa Morin! Cool Idea!!! Leave to you to think of that!! I bet KF Florist would help.
    You Rock as always!

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at January 30, 2007 2:54 PM

    Kathy~ seems like the apple tree idea is a good fit. The tree company has apple trees that are direct descendants of Johnny Appleseed's trees. I believe they have historic offspring of pear trees too. They're not expensive ($50 or so per tree)... maybe a small grove?? I know they do this as well. My sister was VP of this company for many years.

    Posted by: Judy in CT at January 30, 2007 2:54 PM

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    Kathy from Northbrook and Carol Nichols-

    I would love to help with the sign and tree.

    I think a tree is better than a rose bush or did you mean both?

    Thank you
    Daphne

    Posted by: Daphne at January 30, 2007 2:55 PM

    Hello, Alex. Thank you for your careful and dutiful culling and posting of information for us. There was nowhere else I wanted to be this morning, except here.

    Barbaro, I love you, Angel Boy! Since yesterday morning, I have been seeing you in my mind--running like you used to, frolicking, and acting like the young colt you are. I "hear" you neighing, and galloping, and chewing the abundant apples, pears, and grasses all around you. I see you with many other animals, all of you happy, whole, healthy, vibrant, and fully yourselves. The sun is shining on all of you, and the birds are flying and singing.

    ##
    Harriet Brillianthawk, thank you for today's post and for reposting the beautiful story you wrote yesterday. I printed them both out today. Thank you for your inspired writings. They are healing.

    ##
    Susan from Saratoga, unbelievable as it may seem, I too, saw JFK's riderless horse in my mind since yesterday morning. I heard the drumbeats, and saw the silent walkers. Yes, I do wish we could all do something like that for him, for our Dear Boy who was so brave and full of heart and trust.

    I'm sending in a donation to the University of Pennsylvania Laminitis Fund today. It won't be a whole lot, but what I can. I remember how wonderful it felt to send the donation to the Barbaro Fund. I remember how good it felt to send that "Barbaro and Friends" basket to him and his caregivers just last Wednesday. Little things, here and there, just the giving is healing.

    The wonderful rescue folks have it right--following through on the important works that have been begun will be the greatest tribute to Barbaro.


    The Pittsburgh Post-Gazette had a beautiful full color photo of Barbaro on the front page today. His story was on the front page as well. I cut the photo out, and it is on my desk. The photo was taken in September, when he felt well, and seemed to be doing so well. The sun is shining on his glistening coat, and his ears are up, and his eyes are bright. I want to kiss that velvet nose. Someday, in the Sweet Bye and Bye, I will.

    Love to all, and thank you for your uplifting posts. The tears still flow, but that's as it should be.

    Sue M., Pittsburgh

    Posted by: Sue M at January 30, 2007 2:55 PM

    Yesterday seemed like a bad dream, and today it has now sunk in.

    My heart is heavy with grief and sadness. It is hard for me to read all of your posts- the pain is too great and I have to work.

    I want each of you to know that I love you. Special thanks to Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, Dr. Richardson and his team at NBC, Michael, Peter, Alex, and whoever I have failed to mention- you all are in my prayers.

    My hope rests in the promise of Eternity for all of God's creatures.

    Godspeed Barbaro.

    Posted by: Greg at January 30, 2007 2:55 PM

    Does anyone know if you can buy buttercups for planting????

    Posted by: Judy in CT at January 30, 2007 2:55 PM

    Hey all..... Just a thought but I think that if we start talking to Barbaro again we will start to heal........ He will hear us..... He is still very much with all of us.......... I dunno just a thought.................. In a few years, we will all be able to be right there with him...........

    Naaaaaaaaaaaaaa I am not mad at God anymore......... Where is Renee???????

    Love and hugs for ya big buddy..... You will always be in my heart every single SECOND!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nina......

    Posted by: Nina at January 30, 2007 2:56 PM

    Thanks Leslie,

    Maybe we could even do a little bench along with the apple tree , rose bushes/peppermint bushes. Kind of a reflection area maybe for those visiting sick pets? All in Barbaro's honor!

    Posted by: lisa morin at January 30, 2007 2:56 PM

    I too like so many others have turned on my computer (at work) this morning and the first thing was to come here. Why? There will be no more updates on our beautiful Barbaro - he is where no more pain will come to him.

    I think it is because this is the only place where there are people who understand how I feel. How can I feel such a loss for an animal I never saw except for on the television? I think it's because he only did what he was bred to do and got what proved to be a fatal injury doing it. All he wanted to do was run and that ultimately proved his undoing. I cried a lot of tears yesterday and today seems very empty. I feel like I have a hole in my heart.

    I was talking to a good friend about this last night and she said that only people who have a real love of animals could understand this. She said - and I believe she is right - that she couldn't bear living through all the loss if she didn't believe with all her being that our beloved pets, be they dogs, cats, horses or whatever, would not be in heaven waiting for us when we get there. I feel the same.

    So, I guess, the thing is it's goodbye for now Barbaro. We will all see you again someday.

    I hope this site can stay open. I feel like I found some kindred spirits here. It would be a shame if we could not stay in touch.

    I hope the Jacksons, Dr. R and everyone involved with Barbaro know that we understand how devastated they must be at this time. They were with him until the end - I can only imagine the loss they are feeling. Barbaro has been the impetus for many changes and I hope that continues. Thank you for sharing him with us for these months.

    Posted by: Dale in Aiken SC at January 30, 2007 2:57 PM

    Good Morning my handsome boy!!

    I know that you must be all tuckered out from running free in the most beautiful pasture with all of those that went before you. Can you see all of us down here struggling to find a way to move on in your honor? Please know that we will never forget and we will finish the work that you inspired us to start. I will think of you every day just as I always have. You will be forever loved and terribly missed, but never forgotten.

    To Alex,
    Thank you for all of the effort that have tirelessly put forth over the last 8 months - you will never truly know the gratitude and appreciation that we all feel towards you.

    Mr. & Mrs. Jackson,
    Thank you for sharing Barbaro with us. He inspired a nation to do great things and will always be remembered for his bravery, courage, strength, character and heart - as will each of you.

    Dr. R,
    Your gallant efforts will never be forgotten as you fought to save this beautiful creature. I find comfort in the fact that you were by his side each and every day of his fight, right up until the end. I also will always thank you for knowing when it was time to let him go so as to not make him endure anything more than he could.


    Barbaro,
    BIG horsie hugs, kisses, ear scratches, nose rubs and MUCH LOVE!!! Always

    Posted by: TLC (Laura) at January 30, 2007 2:58 PM

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    Thanks Kathy...

    But...did not Stephanie with Miracle Horse Rescue...say that one of the horses we help rescue is about to give birth...and we were asking could we help name he or her....

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 2:58 PM

    Good Morning Friends Of Barbaro,
    It is so comforting to be here with you.

    Good Morning Barbaro, Thank you for the sunshine today. You are shining so brightly. Are you bouncing and boinging on the clouds? Have fun.

    I am still at a loss for words and continue to cry. God Bless his Beautiful Soul. Is there a way we could plant an apple and pear tree side by side, with some roses, he loved his pears.

    Alex,
    We would love to hear form you, so we will know how you are. You are a big worry for us. Hugs to you my friend.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 2:58 PM

    To the IDIOTS who post negative comments here (including Jason, Greg from yesterday and anyone else). I feel badly for creeps like yourself. Obviously never have experienced someone caring about you or the love from another human being, as Barbaro was surrounded by. Perhaps it is something within yourselves - lack of self worth, security or the pain of never being loved which causes you to WANT to cause pain to others. Unfortunately, you have come into a site which knows what human love and caring consists of - what courage, strength and compassion is, and because of this, your words and attempts to hurt people in here don't work. It merely shows your ability to be shallow and well, worthless as a human being contributing to the world around you. As for Greg who posted rude comments yesterday regarding homeless people and people fighting wars and you assume we are in shiny buildings working. Greg, I sit in a trailer at Fort Bragg, North Carolina and have fought in this war so you can have the freedom to try to make others feel bad. I don't have shiny building. I do, however, own two racehorses, fight for YOUR country, love horses and have followed Barbaro since his injury as well as many other horses along the way. Now, I pray for the Jacksons, for Dr. Richardson in hopes his decision will not haunt him for days to come, and to you trolls on this site, I will pray for your souls which lack the sense of compassion and integrity to even remotely be called "a good person". Most importantly, I pray you just "GO AWAY"........because you see, in the world which you described where people are homeless and freezing and fighting wars, Barbaro was the ray of light for thousands of children, adults and even people who had lost hope in humanity. It is people like you which is the reason Barbaro was so well loved. For in this world of negativity including people like you, exists a horse and thousands of people who displayed the most positive trait of all - COURAGE and the ability to put negative things aside.

    GOD BLESS BARBARO AND EVERYONE SURROUDNING HIM....

    Posted by: Deb G. at January 30, 2007 2:59 PM

    Lisa and Leslie: I love the idea...

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at January 30, 2007 3:00 PM

    oh dear Alex,
    i feel for you.
    .your visits to barbaro
    so richly deserved --where you could meet him heart to heart and eye to eye.
    thank you for the updates on the articles.
    i could not see many of the newscasts as i am working.-friends are taping things but i rely here on my updates.
    we have a lot of work to do for barabro..NOW for you to keep on at this painful time, i cant even imagine--
    ,is noble and comforting to me and i am sure, for many others, too.
    how grateful i am to be able to post here and read the beautiful feelings and poetry.. that is pouring out amidst the deep well of our tears..
    the after life.
    .i continue my conversation with you
    dearest barbaro,
    you are so very much alive and all about.
    .through the grief, i feel for all who love you- dr richardson and the night nurses edgar prado..whose heart must be breaking. the lsit goes..on..,all nurses...the jacksons everyrone involved in your life..
    i relaaize you are in a new dimension..there is abundant evidence that there is a world beyond..and you are not separated from those you love.
    .i believe a single reality embraces all worlds,all times and places.
    .at the end of your life here, you crossed over,into a new phase of the same soul journey you are on right this minute.
    .in the here and now you can shape what happens after you die.
    .i will begin a juorney to try and understand the map you may be on.and my onw, too...
    as on earth you informed my life
    ,now a new phase begins and through my weeping
    i calm myself and reflect on your many gifts..to me and to the world..
    ultimately, there is no division between life and death-
    -there is only one continuous creative project.
    ..i look forwaRD TO COMMUNING WIth YOU GREAT BARBARO, AND FOB,and NBC and the butterfly hands -the men -os big and strong. clear and direct in their strength--who calmed you on the track that fatfeul day..when you took yuor assignement..on this earth.
    .those long nine months..for us..to see and feel what is not right..and can not be--
    to become co creators of this subtle realm..
    as i come to understand the one reality,i shed my fearsand step into numinous sense of wonder and power ..as you are doing now ..you lead us..me..
    in the light in the light,
    marita
    '

    Posted by: martita goshen at January 30, 2007 3:00 PM

    I am consumed with what IF. We are only human. I am a christian and I had a pastor tell me that animals do not have a soul so they can not go to heaven. He never knew Barbaro. I am still so heartbroken for all of us and the Jacksons , Dr. R, NBC and all caregivers. I am in on anything you want to do about Barbaro legacy.

    Posted by: LLESLIE at January 30, 2007 3:00 PM

    Thank you Alex, for taking the time to let all of us be a part of Barbaro's life through updates and anticdotes, and for being the "link" for all of Barbaro's fans. I only learned of this site a few weeks ago through a very nice woman whom I bought a Barbaro Breyer horse through ebay. I have visited it daily since. It is so nice and heartwarming to know that there are "others" like me who adored and admired such spirit and beauty that only God alone could create. We will all miss him, but will never forget him. I also want to thank the Jacksons for their love and loyalty for Barbaro, and giving him a chance. And all those at New Bolton, and Dr. Richardson, who, without them, He would have had no chance. God Bless you all. I hope that through Barbaro, the world has learned more compassion and caring toward all of our equine friends.

    Now we all have to buckle down, put all of our love for Barbaro in stopping horse slaughter. And do it in his name.....we could call it the "Barbaro Bill". I have my framed Fred Stone print of Barbaro over my mantle as a daily reminder, and inspiration to educate and motivate others to get involved.

    Laurie (Georgia)

    Posted by: Laurie at January 30, 2007 3:00 PM

    Hi everyone,I just got the phone with Rachel at Kennett Florist, she is going to check with the people a NBC,and the Jackson's to see if we can have the tree planted in Honor of Barabro.
    She is going to get back to me sometime this week.

    Will keep in touch and let you know what is going on.
    Carol

    Posted by: Carol Nichols at January 30, 2007 3:03 PM

    AND JASON YOU ARE A MORON!! YOU ARE NOT MENTALLY FIT TO GO TO IRAQ. YOU WOULD BE A DANGER TO OUR BELOVED TROOPS. YOU NEED TO CHECK YOURSELF INTO A HOSPITAL!!!

    Posted by: Jennifer at January 30, 2007 3:03 PM

    Lleslie,

    your pastor was mistaken. you only have to look into the eyes of your nearest dog or cat or horse to know that animals have souls as deep as the sea.

    they worry less than humans -- but that's not because they have no souls. that's because they are present in the moment, accepting the joys of their lives with their whole beings. by contrast, humans have desperate trouble living in the moment because we can't help worrying about the future and feeling guilty about the past.

    evidence of a soul is in the capacity for joy. animals do this BETTER than humans. say this to your pastor.

    Posted by: Kathy in Northbrook at January 30, 2007 3:04 PM


    EVERYONE....I must go take care of my family Jimmi Hendrix cat and auntie but I will return...ASAP

    EVERYONE STICK AROUND ....DON'T LEAVE YET !!!!

    THERE ARE STILL THINGS TO BE DONE IN HONOR OF OUR
    SWEET BARBARO.....

    WE NEED YOU ALL...LET'S DO THIS WITH STYLE and GRACE
    FOR...OUR SWEET BOY !!!!! LUV YOU ALL !!!!

    Posted by: Maribel at January 30, 2007 3:04 PM

    The Big Boss Hoss Barbaro Certainly Did Bring Alot Of Us Together. We All Need To Keep Up The Work In His Name And Honor To Get The Anti-Horse Slaughter Bill Passed. We Also Need To Remember That There Are Many More Horses And Other Animals That Are Mis-Treated That Need Help. Barbaro Has An Army That Is Going To Carry On The Work That He Has Inspired With His Courage. His Passing Has Left A Hole In Many Hearts But I Know He Fought The Battle With All He Had. He Was Not A Quitter And Neither Are All Of The Fans Of Barbaro. Thank You Alex For Keeping Us All In The Know On What Was Happening To The Big Guy, Thank You To Big B's Mom And Dad - The Jackson's, Thanks To Dr. R For Your Skill And Wisdom, Thanks To All Of The Staff At The Care Center For All You Did For Our Hero. There are Many, Many More That Had A Hand In Making Him As Comfortable As Could Be. Thanks To All Of You. The Expressions Of Love For Barbaro Is Certainly Heart Warming In These Troubled Times. I Think One Of My Favorites In Pictures Of The Big Guy Is A Picture That Shows Barbaro With His Head Sort Of Laying On Edgar's Shoulder Like He is Saying, "It's Okay Pal, It Wasn't Your Fault." God Bless Our Barbaro And God Bless All Of The Fans Of Barbaro.

    Posted by: Ed In Nebraska at January 30, 2007 3:04 PM

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    Judy, yes you can but buttercups for planting.

    Posted by: Carol Nichols at January 30, 2007 3:06 PM

    Harriette, Doe, Judy in CT, Shelley A: Although I have tears streaming down my face from reading your eloquent posts, I thank you.

    Kathy in Northbrook, I agree with everything you said.

    My Sweet Forever Hero, I know you had a comfortable night last night, as you are forever free of all pain and discomfort. Barbaro, I will love you forever, and I will never forgot your courage and strength. The world has lost a treasure!

    Posted by: Amy A in NJ at January 30, 2007 3:07 PM

    Renee~ We are only 15 minutes & 12 miles apart. Let's make a plan to meet. Maybe we could get the CT contingent together as well. Barbaro would like that..... :-) Let me know what you think.

    Have to get ready for work... took the morning off due to a 'death in the family'. I'll be back early this afternoon. Hugs.

    Posted by: Judy in CT at January 30, 2007 3:07 PM

    Good morning FOB's,

    I feel a lettle lost this morning also, so I had to come here to be with others who feel the same way. I want to participate in a tribute to Barbaro. If we collect money for a tree, I think it will become a grove. So many people would contribute.

    Beautiful Barbaro,
    Rest in peace. I love you and will never forget you.

    Thank you. Alex, for continuing to update us even though you are grieving also.

    Posted by: Patty in Dallas at January 30, 2007 3:08 PM

    My son just found this on-line and I wanted to make everyone aware of this. The soon-to-be released 2007 February Beanie Babies includes a Secretariat Beanie Baby.

    I love the idea of planting a tree at NBC in Barbaro's honor. Maybe we could actually plant a little garden, that would include a bench and a plaque honoring Barbaro. It could be a place to go to reflect, renew, and strengthen the soul. Surrounded by either the colors of Lael Stables and/or the flowers from the Triple Crown Races.
    There are many animal lovers that come to NBC for help for their loved ones and this garden could provide an oasis of tranquility.
    jan

    Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 3:08 PM

    Good morning all, It is very comforting to have each other during this hard time. How bittersweet last night, watching Barbaro's races again - smiling and cheering through the tears. Enjoying Sabina's and Barbara's awesome photos where Barbaro is perfectly handsome in every picture. Watching the gracious Jacksons and Dr. R. lay their emotions out for all to see at yesterday's press conference. Sharing those private moments with us all. Our lives will never be the same since we took Barbaro into our hearts. He has wings now and is holding us all within his wings, together in our love for him.

    Posted by: Shelley in Toronto at January 30, 2007 3:08 PM

    I have emailed Jackson and Perkins this morning...I have made a suggestion that a very special rose be named in his honor...

    This special brave colt named Barbaro...

    To all who have ever known what it is like to truly love any animal...May you find peaceful moments with beautiful memories...
    With a heavy heart...

    Laurie A. Barbaro

    Posted by: Laurie A. Barbaro at January 30, 2007 3:09 PM

    I am so thankful to have you all to share our greif together. Mrs. Jackson was so right yesterday. Greif is the price you pay for love. And boy did we LOVE BARBARO!!!!!!

    Posted by: LLESLIE at January 30, 2007 3:11 PM

    I love that picture on NBC's site. It looks like Dr. R is gently closing Bobby's eyes with his healing hands. What a fitting finale.
    The reality of this hasn't hit me yet. I'm clearly a lot slower than many who have posted such comforting words.
    Alex, I have enjoyed starting the frosty mornings with your rides among the deer and foxes in a world I can only imagine. I hope you will continue to share with us the sunnier mornings ahead. To you, Dr. R., the Jacksons, everyone at NBC, Michael,Peter, Edgar, Tom, Eduardo, Dr. Anderson and everyone else who lost a part of themselves yesterday, what you gave of yourselves is still alive and nurturing hope in a world many of us had given up on.

    Posted by: Smitty at January 30, 2007 3:11 PM

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    A few of us...sent baskets to NBC to the donor horses, etc...in honor of Barbaro...

    Family...this is good...all of you are thinking ahead...planning a garden, planting a tree, a Barbaro Bill, helping rescues, volunteering time, passing the bill all in honor Barbaro...

    Out of something bad, there is always good...and planning good makes the bad a little easier... I know...Jan. 31 be 20 years losing my only child Brian at the age of 16...

    Something good always comes out of something bad....

    We are family...we are Fans of Barbaro, today, tomorrow, and FOREVER...NEVER FORGOTTEN...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 3:12 PM

    When I think of the calming and comforting presence of his human "family" that Barbaro had in his final moments of earthly life, and then the misery, pain, and terror of horses going to their death in slaughter facilities...we have to keep after that anti-horse-slaughter legislation, and we have to keep working to ensure that horses less "valuable" than Barbaro are given adequate care and a good end.

    Posted by: Elizabeth at January 30, 2007 3:12 PM

    Sweet Barbaro, I had an ominous feeling about your latest setback...unlike the positive feelings I had after your injury and initial laminitis. Today is my birthday and I had hoped that it wouldn't be the day you were euthanized. Yesterday was the sad day, but it doesn't matter because I had a fitful night of sleep and nightmares and have been crying most of the morning. I feel like I have lost one of my own animals. To see words of you in the past tense is almost unbearable and it was very crushing to look on my computer this morning, knowing that there would be no updates. The scroll on my screensaver still says "Dear God, Please Heal Barbaro". That prayer has been answered although not in the way we all wanted. I wish you peace in green pastures and a giddy-up with no hitch. Run free, Big Boy, and know that you have left an indelible mark on the world! Love You! XOXOXOXOXOXO

    Posted by: Elizabeth at January 30, 2007 3:12 PM

    Paul Moran writes eloquently today on Barbaro in Newsday. You can find it on the web -- www.newsday.com. Ditto Ray Kerrison's column today in the New York Post.

    Alex, we can't thank you enough for all you've done to keep us informed. Some of us will await your postings on Hawty Creek. We enjoy hearing about her exploits and now she is a bit of a star.

    Posted by: Gae at January 30, 2007 3:14 PM

    Good Morning beautiful Barbaro in heaven,I didn't sleep well last nite. I just felt like part of my heart left me. I know you are looking down at us, free from pain and free from being couped up in your stall. You will always be in my heart Big B. Take care of everyone in heaven, Foggy,Saint Liam,Seattle Slew,Pince Island and many more of your furry friends. We shall all meet again in paradise. Hugs and kisses sweet Prince. God Bless you Alex.

    Posted by: Melissa,Pa at January 30, 2007 3:15 PM

    As we all join hands and hearts I pray that God gives each of us the peace that only he gives.

    Know that Barbaro is the happiest he has ever been. The gates of heaven opened wide as he entered. He paused, lowered his head, turned to look back, gave a quick wink and then he raised his head and raced through. And now heaven is even more a place I want to be. Knowing who's there makes it easy to go home.

    Horse Hands Across America and the World!
    Keep the Faith!
    God spoke "Horse" and it was amazing!

    Posted by: Linda Lee at January 30, 2007 3:16 PM

    #######Joan Roya----- You are amazing to still care after what you have been through. I am an only child and so is my daughter. I can only imagine the pain.

    Posted by: LLESLIE at January 30, 2007 3:16 PM

    Dearest Barbaro -
    Had to say Good Morning...I realize it's strange but, nontheless...
    Fly high and run free big guy....

    Posted by: Debra, WI at January 30, 2007 3:17 PM

    Judy In CT,
    I am so sorry for your loss.I hope you are OK.

    Getting together sounds like a good idea.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 3:17 PM

    Laura, I just read your comment about suggesting to Jackson and Perkins to name a rose after Barbaro - absolutely splendid idea.....

    I also would like to contribute to the tree and/or plaque. Just a suggestion possibly a second plaque to the barn at Fair Hill that Barbaro trained... just a thought -

    Posted by: lynnette at January 30, 2007 3:18 PM

    Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, Dr. Richardson and staff at NBC, and all his connections along with my fellow FOB's. Just finished watching pictures of our boy Bucking, Kicking, and Romping in the Paddock -not to forget that Derby Triumph. This is how I will remember him in all his glory. Thanks for allowing us to be part of the Miracle. That was having him here for too short a time. Goodbye Sweet Prince - parting is such sweet sorrow.

    Posted by: Sylvia at January 30, 2007 3:19 PM

    Good morning, everyone -

    I just got back from walking my dog and had to check out whether my friends were here. Like Barbaro's happy surprise when encountering a mint, or a baby carrot, I felt a little bubble of joy seeing they were.

    I haven't had a chance to read this morning's posts yet, but I thank you all for being here. I am so glad I am not alone, and I will be using my breaks today at work to read what you all write. Oh, what a gift we have shared!

    I now have to go scraped the melted tears/makeup off my face, and try to look alert and ready to work in 10 minutes! Yikes.

    My heart hurts.

    Good day to all, and comfort to every being that needs it, two-legged and four-legged.

    Love -

    - Jean

    Posted by: Jean Nolan at January 30, 2007 3:19 PM

    Thought this NY Times editorial from last night was really nice, and a loud and clear message as to where we go from here.

    One Horse Dies

    An excerpt: You would have to look a long, long time to find a dishonest or cruel horse. And the odds are that if you did find one, it was made cruel or dishonest by the company it kept with humans. It is no exaggeration to say that nearly every horse — Barbaro included — is pure of heart. Some are faster, some slower. Some wind up in the winner’s circle. But they should all evoke in us the generosity of conscience — a human quality, after all — that was expended in the effort to save this one horse.

    Let's all remember this as we double our efforts to promote Barbaro's legacy by ending horse slaughter, fighting laminitis, encouraging rescue, and just loving the animals we have personally agreed to care for.

    We have a lot to do. As soon as we can, let's wipe our eyes, and get on with it! As soon as we can.

    Posted by: annie in TX at January 30, 2007 3:20 PM

    RIP sweet Barbaro

    Posted by: Sasha at January 30, 2007 3:20 PM

    Good Morning:

    I have read ALL of the posts from this morning. All of us who have been walking this path for the past eight months, have walked it together.

    We have lost our DEAR SWEET BARBARO this is real. I personally take comfort in the fact that I am GRATEFUL!!! I have established wonderful friendships, valuable knowledge, laughter when I did not want to laugh, hope, and PEACE.

    THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU FOR GIVING THAT GIFT OF SELFLESSNESS TO ME!!!!

    I personally feel rich in the depths of my heart and soul engaging in fellowship with everyone.

    Mr. and Mrs. Jackson: You epitomize humanity in this world in question as of late.
    My deepest appreciation and respect to you.
    GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS!!!

    DR. RICHARDSON:
    I hope to get a message to you at New Bolton.
    From a clinical/human standpoint, you bring to your profession the level of expertise every practitioner should strive to attain. As a nurse, I have watched your approach to this case closely. You have ALL the qualities every healthcare professional should possess. You are an invaluable asset in medicine.
    THANK YOU!!!
    DEAR ALEX:
    Every single day you have provided continuous, complete coverage of Barbaro's updates. You even were fortunate to see Barbaro, racing back to your computer to fill us in on your time with him. I wish to extend my deepest gratitude to you. I will continue to stay abreast of your involvement here at TWR. Please continue to keep us updated on your Fair Hill mornings.
    THANK YOU DEARLY FOR YOU!!!!

    DEAR SWEET BARBARO:
    Sweet Face, you will be missed dearly. I am glad you are no longer uncomfortable.
    Harriette sent her story epitomizing how I felt.
    Thank you for that sweet Harriette!!

    GOD BLESS ALL FOB'S AND LET US CONTINUE BARBARO'S LEGACY OF LOVE, HOPE, AND MIRACLES!!!

    Debber

    Posted by: Debbie Llera (Lake Elsinore, Ca.) at January 30, 2007 3:22 PM

    How did it work at Christmastime, when we had the blanket and halter and the ornaments for the tree? I called Kennett Florist to contribute to the "account" -- but I wasn't involved in making it all happen.

    we're going to need planning and coordination for our Barbaro Garden at NBC -- to work with NBC, and Carol Nichols' friend who can carve the sign -- and maybe make us a bench -- and with Kennett about what we plant . . . rose bushes, buttercups, and . . . won't we need some black-eyed susans?

    Posted by: Kathy in Northbrook at January 30, 2007 3:23 PM

    Alas,
    Some are born to be great, our Barbaro, and some are just natural born losers, the troll Jason. And I agree with Joyce, why isn't he over in Iraq if he is so concerned. Hay, get back to me when I see YOU being praised as a true CHAMPION.

    Then I thought about the imbecile who say we don't care about a paralyzed football player, Hellooooo, what player and I think anyone who plays football chose to play and knew the risks..show me the money, huh? CHOSE to play, nobody forces anyone to play football and besides, they have drunken fans in the stands if they need someone to worry and fret over them.

    Then I thought about the other a** who said the Jacksons were in it for stud value. How absurb and uninformed that idiot was. Angel Barbaro could not cover a mare had he survived, his stud value would be virtually nil because of his injuries. And as for the money spent, it is no ones business, if you ever found it in your heart to love, most would do everything in their power to save what they loved. Jealous because you just don't have any? If you are old enough to file a tax return, hope you get audited for all the phoney charities you probably put down.

    Like I said, go find a Yahoo or AOL message board, trolls do not belong with the family that has been together eight months and will stay bonded forever. And let us grieve in peace before we get back to work as a team and Family.

    Having said all that, I hope our Family got some rest last night. Sweet Angel Bobby J. I miss you and love you, the heartache has not gone away, Guide us in our endeavors to get the Senate bill out of committee, our efforts to save horses and raise money for research.

    ########
    Paul, that is a great idea, and since we are from all over the country, I can think of no better place to gather than Kentucky, and a visit to Three Chimneys, a visit to Dynaformer, maybe during Derby week. Unless it is to Fair Hill, but that is farther away for West Coast Family. Just throwing out some ideas, since I haven't slept in 48 hours....
    Love to Family, Love to our Angel Barbaro, Foggy show him the way.

    Still numb, still in shock, and a very heartbroken,
    Susan

    Posted by: SusanW at January 30, 2007 3:24 PM

    More tears. Such lovely comments and ideas in Barbaro's memory. It is so nice to have friends to help with this hole in my heart. And nice to see some names of those who only lurked--we knew you were there and felt your strength, too. Thank you so much to Tim and Alex and the Jacksons for giving us the opportunity to know and love Barbaro. We will pay it forward in his memory.

    Posted by: Sam I Am at January 30, 2007 3:24 PM

    This will not be Another Comfortable Day, but I shall strive to Be Like Barbaro... that challenge will remain with me forever.

    Alex, thank you for your grace and support through what must be an unimaginable time for you, too, more that we will ever know. You, amazingly trusted to private time with Barbaro... such an honor. You and Barbaro will forever be entwined in my heart.

    And I so wish we could help carry the unbelievable grief which must be surrounding the Jacksons, Dr. Richardson, all the NBC staff, Michael Matz, Peter Brette, and the compassionate Edgar Prado, forever heroes.

    These are days we will not forget... and should not.

    I love you all. Where would we be without each other...

    Posted by: Shelley in CA at January 30, 2007 3:26 PM

    Susan W -- I really like that idea. But unless Three Chimneys would consider doing something special for FOB's, I think they are either already booked or reserve their bookings that week for breeders. Maybe someone has a connection--it really would be wonderful.

    Posted by: Sam I Am at January 30, 2007 3:27 PM

    Wow,I have never posted anything,but I have read many of the postings. I am hoping that by posting something I can better deal with my mourning. I keep trying to tell myself that the right decision was made. Also,this person named Jason that is so unfeeling towards the death of Barbaro. All I can say is that he probably has never had the joy of loving a pet and the grief when it is time to let go. Where can cards be sent? Betsy

    Posted by: Betsy at January 30, 2007 3:29 PM

    Just a thought...Maybe Barbaro is checking on all of us now for ACN's? Just as we did for him?

    Posted by: lisa morin at January 30, 2007 3:30 PM

    An idea...combining all of the lovely ideas being suggested today. How about we gather forces for a garden, or tree planting, or whatever is decided for NBC. And when it is complete, we all meet at NBC for the dedication. And a further thought is that while collecting donations for the planting(s) we include in our contribution enough money that we could also make a donation to the Barbaro fund at the dedication. The one thing I have observed about the FOBs, is when it comes to donating money to a good cause, we usually collect quite alot.
    Love you Barbaro!
    jan

    Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 3:30 PM

    Good mornin my fellow FOBs,
    Twenty four hours ago our champion went to God, and it hurts me so bad to know even though I know that he is happy.
    A prayer for Barbaro and for ALL of you!

    Posted by: Jackie from the Frozen Tundra at January 30, 2007 3:31 PM

    What a wonderful report on NPR this morning... she said, when she saw Barbaro in person, "...he was magnificent,like listening to a symphony, reminding her of Mozart and Babe Ruth and Mohammed Ali and Tiger Woods..." and he had a sense of humor - always leaning close to his visitors for the sweet treat and saying, "the heck with these furrowed brows".

    She says the lessons we learned from Barbaro will long outlive this pain.

    I am sure NPR has this on their site, if it hasn't already been noted. A beautiful and respectful commentary...

    Posted by: Shelley in CA at January 30, 2007 3:31 PM

    What a light going on at the candle site. Over 18,800 candles glowing for our boy.

    Join the light for peace this day. 24 Hours later.

    Horse Hands Across America and the World!
    Keep the Faith!
    God spoke "Horse" and it was amazing!

    Posted by: Linda Lee at January 30, 2007 3:31 PM

    Once a FOB, always a FOB!

    Posted by: Daryl Smoliak at January 30, 2007 3:32 PM


    I am thanking God to the depths of my broken heart for the gift of Barbaro. His miracle continues because the work he inspired continues.

    "People think we found this beat up horse and fixed him. What they don't understand is he fixed us---he fixed each and every one of us---we all fixed eachother." Red Pollard in SEABISCUIT

    I cannot bear to say goodbye dear Barbaro---so I will say "see you later" and until that time, run with Ruffian. Joy you gave, joy you now have.

    I love you forever.

    Melissa K. (Phoenix, Arizona)

    Posted by: Melissa K. at January 30, 2007 3:34 PM

    Yesterday and today have seemed like endless years with endless streams of grieve and tears.

    As soon as I saw the posting yesterday, I left work in tears...not wanting to try to pretend to work. Today, I am home "in pain" trying to deal with losing Barbaro the best I can. How can I feel like this to a horse I've never meet?? How will I deal with losing my own pets? I have lost both my parents and my family has been split up over greed but Barbaro was my family. He was all our family. The Jacksons let him be "Americas Horse". We knew him so well because they were willing to "share" him with us.

    This is a wonderful place with geniune caring people. It is nice to be able to come here to share our grieve and find out about people we may have never crossed paths with.

    Thank you to everyone for everyday remembering that one horse could bring so much good to the world.

    To the people who cared and loved Barbaro --thank you for sharing your special horse with all of us. May his spirit and love live on.

    Nancy - Chic.

    Posted by: Nancy at January 30, 2007 3:35 PM

    24 hours later....

    Still the tears flow.

    Alex, FOBs thank you for being here this morning. I don't know what I would do without you.

    Laura D.

    Posted by: Laura D at January 30, 2007 3:36 PM

    I MISS YOU MR. BARBARO- I KNOW THAT BARBARO WILL WANT US TO GO ON WITH OUR LIVES. I'M USUALLY ONE OF THE ONES TO POST THE BLUE LINKS FOR THE SLAUGHTER BILL. I JUST CAN'T DO IT YET. IF ANYONE NEEDS ANY OF THE INFO, IT'S ON MY WEB PAGE. THE HOUSE & SENATE COSPONSORS ETC...

    GOD BLESS YOU MR. BARBARO- I LOVE YOU!!!
    CHERYL G

    Posted by: CHERYL G NO HORSE SLAUGHTER at January 30, 2007 3:37 PM

    Posted by: Rosemarie at January 30, 2007 3:38 PM

    Just think how much has been accomplished because of BARBARO. I hope and pray that the Jacksons and DR. Richardson and the caregivers at NBC and Alex are doing better today. Sometimes I think I am doing better and then I just break out crying. We are a support team at TWR.

    Posted by: LLESLIE at January 30, 2007 3:39 PM

    The garden/bench/plaque at New Bolton sounds great, if they agree to it. Please post instructions on how to contribute. I thought the halter, blanket, gifts at Christmas were lovely, but had no idea how to contribute to any of it.
    My hat's off to those of you who know how to pull off this kind of thing; I sure would like to be part of this way of honoring Barbaro.

    Sue M., Pittsburgh

    Posted by: Sue M at January 30, 2007 3:40 PM

    A great article in the Washington Post...
    http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/01/29/AR2007012902109.html

    Laurie Barbaro
    Connecticut

    Posted by: Laurie A. Barbaro at January 30, 2007 3:41 PM

    Lleslie, ###

    ##### This is a Christian post.

    an intelligent person can imagine a desert when they see one grain of sand, or an ocean from one drop of water. So... ( I am a Christian too )

    When Jesus returns to earth, the Bible says he will be riding a white horse.
    Notice, he didn't pick millions of other choices he had but chose a HORSE

    We can assume this horse was in heaven because it was near Jesus for him to be able to ride it.
    ( Some contend this is symbolic but that's another argument )

    So, one grain of sand, many
    one horse, many.

    Also the argument is moot, your pastor is talking of souls, equating it with human souls.
    It matters not, Jesus made the animals and of course he would take them to heaven . Why would he waste them after creating them and making them sentient and capable of being our companions.

    Remember how Jesus loved- that is the answer.
    Your pastor is probably wonderful in many ways but his theology in this area is shallow. Don't be discouraged.
    Remember Jesus loved everything but sin, and animals are incapable of sin. They are pure and don't need a soul to be saved. They already are saved. I hope this helps you. love, BB


    Shallow theology is not

    Posted by: Bobbie B. at January 30, 2007 3:42 PM

    Thank You Alex for everything

    East of the Sun
    West of the Moon
    Elbow Room
    Neighs Barbaro

    Posted by: Dale C. / Davis CA at January 30, 2007 3:42 PM

    Daryl Smoliak,

    I couldn't agree more!!!!

    I will continue to wear my bracelets and I am in on any tribute (s) too! We have to keep our BARBARO spirit going in his HONOR!!!

    I LOVE YOU BARABRO, FOREVER!!!

    BLB!!!

    FOB FOREVER!!!

    Karen - TN

    Posted by: Karen at January 30, 2007 3:42 PM

    Alex.

    Are you doing okay??? We worry about you also as we know you got attached to Barbaro also and spent some great times with him.

    Cherish those memories you got to spend with him, and carry those in your heart forever.. He touched your life for a reason, and some day you will find out what that was!!

    We are here for you also!!

    Posted by: kay at January 30, 2007 3:44 PM

    have y'all seen that the University of Florida is offering a Barbaro Scholarship? $20K to high school students entering veterinary education program.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at January 30, 2007 3:44 PM

    WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS THE LOSS OF BARBARO, A MAGNIFICENT CHAMPION; BARBARO REPRESENTED TRUE GREATNESS!

    MY THOUGHTS AND DAILY PRAYERS ARE WITH MR. & MRS. JACKSON, DR. R, "THE NBC TEAM," MICHAEL, PETER, ALEX, EDGAR, EVERYONE WHO WAS INVOLVED WITH TAKING CARE OF BARBARO AND WHO LOVED BARBARO, AND ALL FOBS. MY DEEPEST CONDOLENCES TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU.

    BARBARO, REST IN PEACE, "BEAUTIFUL PRECIOUS ONE;" I LOVE YOU. DONNA L. IN LELAND,NC

    Posted by: DONNA L. at January 30, 2007 3:44 PM

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    KENNETT SQUARE, Pennsylvania: Barbaro's final resting place could be just a few hundred meters (yards) from the scene of his greatest triumph in the Kentucky Derby.

    Officials at the Kentucky Derby Museum, located on the grounds of Churchill Downs, said Tuesday they'd be "honored" if Barbaro were buried in a garden along with four other Derby winners.

    "We've expressed to them how honored we'd be to have Barbaro here," said Lynn Ashton, the executive director of the museum. "We feel like we're bringing horses back to be honored."

    The grave sites of Derby winners Sunny's Halo (1983), Carry Back (1961), Swaps (1955) and Brokers Tip (1933) are located outside on the museum grounds.

    Owners Gretchen and Roy Jackson said Monday a final decision on where Barbaro would be buried had not been made. Another possibility could be the Jacksons' Lael Farm, just a few kilometers (miles) away from the University of Pennsylvania's New Bolton Center.

    Today in Sports

    Horse Racing: Barbaro is euthanized
    Barbaro vet finds it hard to let go
    Soccer: AC Milan is betting on Ronaldo
    Barbaro was euthanized Monday after complications from his gruesome breakdown at last year's Preakness, ending an eight-month ordeal that made him even more of a hero than he was as an undefeated Derby winner.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 3:44 PM

    Please keep me in the loop on any plans for tributes, donations etc. that we FOB are doing.

    I LOVE the garden/plaque idea for New Bolton. A memory garden would be very fitting.


    I WILL ALWAYS BELIEVE IN BARBARO

    Posted by: Cora-IL at January 30, 2007 3:45 PM

    Ps ###3 Lleslie,
    the last line , shallow theology is not , should have been erased . It was not meant to be included. It was from a previous sentence I changed. sorry,BB

    Posted by: Bobbie B. at January 30, 2007 3:45 PM

    #######

    Thanks Bobby B.(I am also a Christian) I want to believe Jesus will be riding Barbaro back. I know it's a white horse, maybe thats B's heavenly body!

    Posted by: Sue H at January 30, 2007 3:46 PM

    I keep thing of the line in Camelot that was used to describe the Kennedy years . Well know I think we can say " For one brief and shining moment there was a horse named Barbaro". We will never forget you. I too think there needs to be a memorial. Will he be buried at the Jacksons? Betsy

    Posted by: Betsy at January 30, 2007 3:47 PM

    SusanW - great idea - anything works for me.

    Posted by: Paul at January 30, 2007 3:47 PM

    Laurie H., Laurie H., where are you? I have looked for postings with your name, but have not seen any; perhaps I missed them.

    Your tuck ins were the sweetest, most tender love poems to Barbaro, and I came to tears reading them, and was so thankful for the gift you have: speaking with deep love from your heart.

    I have been thinking of you since yesterday morning, and praying for you.

    I believe what Harriet Brillianthawk said, Laurie H.--Barbaro is your dream angel now; I know he felt your loving messages to him.

    Sue M., Pittsburgh

    Posted by: Sue M. at January 30, 2007 3:48 PM

    Please Mr. and Mrs. Jackson -

    Allow FOB to somehow contribute to a memorial for our great Barbaro. We would all love to somehow contribute, we want to still feel conected to him on this earth. A memorial where we could all contribute would be somewhat of a healing for us.

    Also, thank you for all your graciousness and thank you for allowing us to feel as if though Barbaro somehow belonged to us as well.

    God bless

    Posted by: Elsa at January 30, 2007 3:49 PM

    Please Mr. and Mrs. Jackson -

    Allow FOB to somehow contribute to a memorial for our great Barbaro. We would all love to somehow contribute, we want to still feel conected to him on this earth. A memorial where we could all contribute would be somewhat of a healing for us.

    Also, thank you for all your graciousness and thank you for allowing us to feel as if though Barbaro somehow belonged to us as well.

    God bless

    Posted by: Elsa at January 30, 2007 3:49 PM

    A nice article on MSNBC.com about Barbaro's legacy to veterinary medicine:
    http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/16876942/site/newsweek/

    I have visited this site every day for the past eight months. It is comforting to know there are so many caring and compassionate people in this world.

    Phil in NY

    Posted by: Philip Ruben at January 30, 2007 3:49 PM

    This website has been such a comfort to all of Barbaro's fans who love him. Every morning for the last 8 months I would log on in the morning to see how he was doing. That habit will not be easy to stop. I admire so much everyone even remotely connected with this horse. It makes me feel a bit better just being able to read that many people feel as rotten as I do today.

    God Bless Barbaro!

    Gayle Lorenzen

    Posted by: Gayle Lorenzen at January 30, 2007 3:50 PM

    Good morning Barbaro,

    My heart is still heavy. However, I can feel your spirit lifting my heart, as well as all the hearts of the people who love you. You know that we need to be strong, to be focused, to continue on the path started by you.

    I friend called me very late last night. She said one thing to me, but I will always remember it. She said, “it is how we treat animals that reveals our souls, how human we are.”

    I’m ready to go to work on your behalf today Barbaro. I’m ready to finish your tasks.

    Posted by: Skyler at January 30, 2007 3:50 PM

    Lleslie, I also do not agree with that pastor. I once had a pastor who prayed for a horse I knew who had been in a horrific trailer accident (the horse survived his injuries). We once had a prayer meeting at our home & everyone prayed for our sick sheltie. Even my veterinarian told us it was a good idea to pray for our sick pets & told us of his spiritual experiences in medical school. Now that's coming from a medical expert.
    I recall how my cat grieved when her companion passed away...she mourned for many months. This can only come from a deep, loving soul. We who have had such close, even spiritual relationships with a member of another species know of the special soul within -- like our boy Barbaro.

    Posted by: Cheryl -- NY at January 30, 2007 3:51 PM

    Barbaro's passing is such a great loss...but bigger things shall come...and we will make it happen...family...

    as Daryl said, "Once a FOB, Always A FOB.''

    God Bless.

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 3:51 PM

    Saw this on the message boards...


    ACN = ALWAYS COMFORTABLE NOW


    So, we have that forever.

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at January 30, 2007 3:51 PM

    Dear M/M Jackson, Dr.Dean, NBC, Alex, and all who cared for & devoted themselves to this very special horse. I'm so sorry for your great loss. I feel an emptiness in my heart and can't stop the tears when I think of him. He touched so many lives. He did only good things in his lifetime and his legacy will live on forever in ours. He was one special horse. Prayers and love to all of you, Jill

    Posted by: Jill Srncik at January 30, 2007 3:51 PM

    Lisa Morin
    Loved your post about ACN, it made me smile for the first time since yesterday, still trying to come to terms with his loss. Thanks for the comment.

    Posted by: SusanO at January 30, 2007 3:51 PM

    Cora,
    It's wonderful to see you!

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 3:51 PM

    Barbaro vet finds it hard to let go
    By Bill Finley Published: January 30, 2007


    KENNETT SQUARE, Pennsylvania: In the minutes before an overdose of an anesthetic was given to Barbaro to terminate his life, Dr. Dean Richardson took a moment to say goodbye. For Richardson, the surgeon who worked so hard to save Barbaro's life and who developed an emotional attachment to his famous patient, it was a final, and intensely poignant, moment.

    As he spoke at a news conference at the University of Pennsylvania's New Bolton Center on Monday, Richardson, the chief of surgery at the Center's Widener Hospital for Large Animals, was clearly upset. He choked up and stopped talking several times, in one instance for at least 10 seconds. He would then take a deep breath to regain his composure and begin speaking again.

    Even amid the tears, the 53-year-old Richardson, who has been an equine surgeon at the New Bolton Center for 27 years, had other work to do. Not long after Barbaro was euthanized at 10:30 a.m., Richardson had to attend to another horse. It was an obligation, he said, that helped take his mind off Barbaro. But as the day wore on, the sadness was there, even outright grief.

    "I knew that if this day came, it would be very difficult to keep my composure," Richardson said. "It is what it is. It's not the first horse I've cried over."

    The decision to end Barbaro's life came more than eight months after he shattered his right hind leg in the opening moments of the Preakness Stakes and was taken to the New Bolton Center. Barbaro's owners, Roy and Gretchen Jackson, were determined to do everything possible to save Barbaro's life, and in the tall, even- tempered Richardson they found an experienced surgeon with a national reputation who would share their devotion to the difficult task. For Richardson, in some respects, it was the challenge of a lifetime.

    Today in Sports

    Horse Racing: Barbaro is euthanized
    Barbaro vet finds it hard to let go
    Soccer: AC Milan is betting on Ronaldo
    In the months that followed, Barbaro and Richardson had any number of good days. In December, Barbaro was doing so well that there was talk that he might soon be released from the New Bolton Center and continue his recovery at a farm in Kentucky. It seemed possible that he would eventually be able to recover enough to move on to a life as a sire.

    Richardson was among those who began saying that a corner had been turned in Barbaro's recovery.

    "I'm human," he said. "There were many times I was optimistic he would make it. But at the same time, I am smart enough to know intellectually that all these challenges were there throughout and remained. But it would be hard to get up and go to work every day if I didn't think this could work."

    By last week, a new set of problems had begun for Barbaro. The condition of his left hind foot, which developed laminitis in July and imperiled his life, was again proving troublesome. As the week progressed, the difficulties mounted. But through it all, to the final moments, Richardson found it hard to give up. A graduate of Dartmouth and the Ohio State College of Veterinary Medicine, the son of a Navy doctor, he battled until he had to surrender.

    "I'm very comfortable we made the right decision, which was something that was very difficult to do," he said. "As your typical egotistical surgeon, I would have loved to prove what I can do on a daily basis. But you have to do what is best for the patient."

    Only once on Monday did Richardson's sadness turned to anger — when he was asked how much Barbaro's care since May 20 had cost. He refused to answer the question and barked at the questioner, "It's not relevant."

    "The only gratification I will get out of this is that this horse had eight, nine months of time, the vast majority of which he was a happy horse," he said.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 3:52 PM

    ##

    THANKS RENEE FOR THAT ARTICLE!! IF THE FREAKING SUPERBOWL WASN'T THIS WEEKEND, THE SPORTS WOULD BE ALL BARBARO. I SHOULD BE HAPPY ABOUT THE COLTS SINCE I'M FROM INDY, BUT I STILL CAN'T HOLD BACK THE TEARS.

    CORA, IT'S GREAT TO SEE YOU HERE, I'VE MISSED YOU!!

    LOTS OF LOVE & PRAYERS FOR MR. BARBARO, THE JACKSONS, DR. RICHARDSON AND ALL BOBBY'S LOVED ONES,
    CHERYL G

    Posted by: CHERYL G NO HORSE SLAUGHTER at January 30, 2007 3:52 PM

    Smitty, where did you see the picture of Dr. Richardson with Barbaro? Can you send a link?

    Posted by: Marilyn Haley at January 30, 2007 3:52 PM

    If we are able to make a garden, wouldn't it be great if we could send plantings from FOB's all over the place? It would be so symbolic of what Barbaro means to us, how we are all different, but have come together to honor him.

    I don't know how feasible it would be, but I would love to be a part of a lasting memory for Barbaro.

    Posted by: lisa morin at January 30, 2007 3:53 PM

    Renee:

    Thank you for the information.

    I was wondering what the Jackson's were going to do for Barbaro.

    This will bring some comfort to many FOB's knowing where his final resting place will be.

    Thanks again and Bless You,

    Debber

    Posted by: Debbie Llera (Lake Elsinore, Ca.) at January 30, 2007 3:53 PM

    PLEASE Does Anyone know where to send cards to Edgar Prado?

    Thanks,

    Ro & Brady

    Posted by: Rosemarie at January 30, 2007 3:53 PM

    Bobby B- That is not my pastor now but is something that has always been on my mind. Thank You so much for the imformation. God Bless Us and our broken hearts. I know my God is a loving God.

    Posted by: LLESLIE at January 30, 2007 3:54 PM

    A few articles in DelawareOnline

    here

    here

    Posted by: lynnette at January 30, 2007 3:54 PM

    Dear Jason,

    I write to tell you that I and, I daresay, everyone on this board grieves for the loss of civilian and soldier alike in Iraq and Afghanistan.

    I find that compassion and understanding for all things human and aninal are a hallmark of the people who grace this site.

    Permit to say as a Canadian, that your nation appeared to have come together and spoken as one given the outcome of the most recent federal election. A change of direction is desired.

    I also wish to tell you that soldiers have visited Barbaro,monitored his progress through sites like this, brought him a special gift (a flag that saw duty in a warzone), acknowledged his warrior spirit and will to live.

    Jason, I think the sad thing about all of this is that we have so much to grieve for and, more important, so many things to have to make right in our own respective countries and around the world.

    But here and now and on this board, we choose to mourn the Sweet Colt.

    Lillian Petroff

    Posted by: Lillian Petroff at January 30, 2007 3:55 PM

    Debbie and Chryl,
    You are welcome.

    I'm rooting for the Colt's with Barbaro in mind of course. The Greatest Colt. I feel a smile coming to my face.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 3:55 PM

    Good Morning Barbaro,

    Hope you are running over every rainbow and enjoying those new wings. Many hearts are aching here for you-- but if they could only see you now. You were the most beautiful earthly creature, but you must look awesome with wings-- and you are running so fast and free.

    I am sure you will keep your angel eyes on Dr. Richardson, the Jacksons, Michael, Peter, Alex, and everyone who worked with you. They are hurting so much, I just cannot fathom the amount of pain they must be in because they worked so closely with you for so long and you were such a good, intelligent, patient with a fabulous personality. (In "people" medicine our caretakers usually spend less time with us, although there are a few exceptions, and very few patients have charming personalities like you.)

    But the best thing ever is that you are now living all of your dreams and your legacy. How many times have you raced Secretariat up there? I'll bet those were REALLY good races.

    I love you forever. WE love you forever.
    XXOO
    Brenda

    Posted by: Brenda at January 30, 2007 1:59 PM

    Posted by: Brenda at January 30, 2007 3:57 PM

    Lisa

    Wonderful idea.

    Posted by: Elsa at January 30, 2007 3:57 PM

    jason needs to be tortured slowly.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 3:58 PM

    Alex, where are you? We are all worried about you. Hopefully your absence is because Hawty Creek is keeping you busy.

    Laurie H. we miss you, I hope you are ok.

    This is such a bittersweet day. The tears still come but there is some solace in knowing all of you are here to share the grief.

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at January 30, 2007 3:58 PM

    just saw this . . .


    Site of Barbaro's greatest triumph could be final resting place
    The Associated PressPublished: January 30, 2007


    KENNETT SQUARE, Pennsylvania: Barbaro's final resting place could be just a few hundred meters (yards) from the scene of his greatest triumph in the Kentucky Derby.

    Officials at the Kentucky Derby Museum, located on the grounds of Churchill Downs, said Tuesday they'd be "honored" if Barbaro were buried in a garden along with four other Derby winners.

    "We've expressed to them how honored we'd be to have Barbaro here," said Lynn Ashton, the executive director of the museum. "We feel like we're bringing horses back to be honored."

    The grave sites of Derby winners Sunny's Halo (1983), Carry Back (1961), Swaps (1955) and Brokers Tip (1933) are located outside on the museum grounds.

    Owners Gretchen and Roy Jackson said Monday a final decision on where Barbaro would be buried had not been made. Another possibility could be the Jacksons' Lael Farm, just a few kilometers (miles) away from the University of Pennsylvania's New Bolton Center.


    ---------------------

    from several of our posts, I have the idea that there are FOBs relatively nearby to NBC (not to mention our own Alex!), in addition to the thousands of us spread all over the rest of the world. maybe those near NBC can guide us about our memorial there . . . for those wondering how the rest of us can participate -- the way it worked at Christmas was to call Kennett Florist. Allie and Rachel and the others were at the heart of the planning and they also collected our contributions.

    Posted by: Kathy in Northbrook at January 30, 2007 3:59 PM

    ####
    Lisa
    I LOVE the idea. I would send carnations from Ohio.(state flower)
    This planning...it helps with the grief....
    jan

    Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 3:59 PM

    Hi, Alex

    Thank you so much. Hope you are doing okay. I feel so very sad for you.

    I'll never be able to thank you enough for being our conduit to our Heart Horse of the Ages. You always have made it seem as though we were there with you, and your updates and sharing your experiences made us FEEL it. I could smell the straw. I could smell that freshly picked Lael grass, and hear hooves and snorts and that distinctive sound of torn blades of grass when you would take Barbaro out for his pick of it. I could feel his warm breath, when you lovingly groomed him. Almost as well as being there myself. I think many of us took those trips to NBC with you, and will never forget those experiences.

    There were lovely tributes on all the local stations today, and the Today show was among the best. Didn't get to see Good Morning America, but would have loved to. It's been taped for me, so I'll watch it later. The front page of our local paper has the most remarkable photo from the Derby. These photos always bring something new to me, and today it is the face of Edgar and the look in the eye of Barbaro. It's as though he's saying "I hear you, I'll do what you've asked me to do..is this okay?" It is the rippling of flesh above Barbaro's neck. It's almost as though he was running so fast, he could run right out of his body. I guess that sort of parallels the event of yesterday. He ran right out of his body that, despite all the best that veterinary medicine, love, hope and faith could do for him, had failed him. The One who "calls" all the races, whether it's for the roses or for life, called him home.

    Will check in with all my beloved friends later. Hope you are well. My thoughts are with you. My thoughts and prayers continue to be with Mr. and Mrs. Jackson and family, with Michael Matz, Edgar Prado, Eduardo, Dr. Richardson and the staff at NBC, the wonderful ladies and gentlemen at Kennet Florists, and everyone who loved this horse for the promise he held, for the spirit he had, and for teaching us so much

    Love,
    Cheryl

    Posted by: Cheryl Jones at January 30, 2007 4:00 PM

    Thanks Jan & Elsa,

    Yes, indiginous plantings related to the FOB's.
    A beautiful patchwork of all of us in an ever growing, life filled memorial!

    This is definitely helping me with my grief as well. Doing something for such a special being.

    Barbaro left this earth knowing only love. We should all be so lucky.

    Posted by: lisa morin at January 30, 2007 4:02 PM

    Renee Antaya: Jason is already being tortured slowly. For him to write such negative comments means his soul is already tortured - poor creature.

    Posted by: Deb G. at January 30, 2007 4:02 PM

    ###
    I'M NOT SURE IF THIS WILL WORK, ESPECIALLY IF YOU DON'T HAVE A YAHOO ACCOUNT. ANYWAY, IT'S A BUNCH OF BARBARO PHOTOS AND ALSO PHOTOS FROM YESTERDAY'S PRESS CONFERENCE.
    LOVE YA ALL,
    CHERYL G

    LOTS OF BARBARO PHOTOS

    Posted by: CHERYL G NO HORSE SLAUGHTER at January 30, 2007 4:02 PM

    SO TRUE! From USA TODAY

    Some wonder whether owners Gretchen and Roy Jackson were wise to pour so many thousands of dollars into a valiant but ultimately fruitless attempt to save a horse who made Derby dreams come true, to keep alive a horse they loved. So many human causes could have been helped.

    It is a legitimate question with one simple answer.

    When racing dreams ended for Barbaro, he was still worth fighting for.
    Posted 1/30/2007 12:51 AM ET

    Posted by: Karen at January 30, 2007 4:03 PM

    Right now, there are 2,089 storied about Barbaro on Google news. That's four times the stories on the Superbowl (777) and way more than stories aboout war (even all the conflicts combines) politics, celebrities or the economy (87)


    Eclipse Awards really missed the mark on this one. Barbaro is the horse of a lifetime. We will plant roses, trees (great ideas, thank you!) fight laminitis, protect horses, celebrate and love the big colt who pulled us into the winners circle in his wake.

    I am so glad Dr. Richardson, the Jacksons and Penn Vet school were able to celebrate at the Eclipse awards while Barbaro was still with us, before they were preoccupied this last week. Barbaro, did you plan it that way, you smart boy?

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at January 30, 2007 4:03 PM

    ###

    Sue M.,

    I am here. But I'm at work.

    I should say, my mind is here, on the board with you guys, but I am physically at work.

    You guys and your words are such a comfort to me. I don't like having to be away but...

    Thank you for your kind words about my time with Barbaro. I appreciate it very much and they help ease the pain by knowing that others share the memories...

    Again Sue, thank you. Take care.

    Posted by: Laurie H. in MN at January 30, 2007 4:04 PM

    It is so wonderful to see you all here this morning, moving forward with so many great ideas. I LOVE the idea of a memorial garden with an apple tree, and hey--don't forget the pears the Big Boss Horse loved so much! It would be wonderful to all get together for the dedication.

    Here's one more thought--with any luck Mike Rea will be getting an Extreme Home Makeover. How awesome would it be if we could get together that week and help build him a new house? So close to NBC and Fair Hill that we could go to all three.

    Bless you all. My heart is hurting along with yours. . .
    I STILL BELIEVE

    Posted by: Dawn in Omaha at January 30, 2007 4:04 PM

    Lisa, I love the idea of a garden from everywhere too . . . I think we should include our international FOBs -- from the UK and Australia and Italy and all the other places we live.

    Posted by: Kathy in Northbrook at January 30, 2007 4:04 PM

    here is an article by the painter of Barbaro,
    John Fawcett,

    http://www.eveningsun.com/localnews/ci_5117917

    called Barbaro's painter recalls horse's strength

    One excerpt is the following:
    The nation's love for Barbaro did a lot to bring attention to thoroughbred racing and to veterinary medicine. Lessons were learned along the way about the publicized procedures to aid him. But the biggest lesson in all of this?

    "The major lesson to be learned is you can't give up," Fawcett said. "Sometimes we don't like the outcome, but we don't know that ahead of time. You just try and not give up."

    Posted by: lynnette at January 30, 2007 4:06 PM

    Great idea Kathy,

    Maybe if we sould do a garden, we could enlist the help of NBC's landscaper so the the plantings would rotate based on the season etc. The garden would always be heathy and fresh and new.

    Just some thoughts......

    I love you forever Barbaro

    Posted by: lisa morin at January 30, 2007 4:08 PM

    Re: Churchill Downs as a final resting place for Barbaro. The Jacksons will of course decide...when they are ready. In my heart of hearts, I'd want him home at Lael. Full circle. If Churchill... Not until they install Polytrack?

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at January 30, 2007 4:08 PM

    ###Marilyn Haley

    The picture of Dr. R. with Barbaro is on the NBC site
    http://www.vet.upenn.edu/

    I love the sun on Dr. R;s face. Such a poignant photo
    Love you always Bobby

    Posted by: Smitty at January 30, 2007 4:10 PM

    Have yall seen the article in the New York Times about Barbaro that quotes Cheryl,NY ? Or am I behind here? It mentions us too and is a great article. By a writer named Drake I think, and is under a picture of Barbaro standing under a big blue sky. I think I found it under " other sports " .

    Posted by: Bobbie B. at January 30, 2007 4:11 PM

    Although Barbaro was not my horse, I would love to see him buried at Lael. However, when the Jacksons decide this, I'm sure they will have to consider the potential crunch of visitors it would mean.

    Posted by: Vonda in Virginia at January 30, 2007 4:12 PM

    ###

    Oh my lovely family...Fans of Barbaro...seeing all of you planning...NEVER GIVE UP...BARBARO NEVER GAVE UP...HIS SPIRIT REIGNS..

    This is so good...all of you are putting your pain into great gifts and ideas...you know we will be heard this year and years to come..the bill will passed...as I said, planning good helps us with the bad...

    PLEASE LORD...LET THIS CIRCLE OF FRIENDS OF BARBARO NEVER BE BROKEN...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 4:13 PM

    SCHOLARSHIP STATED IN BARBARO'S NAME

    Did everyone see this? How great is this, my other FOBs?

    http://www.comcast.net/sports/index.jsp?cat=SPORTS&fn=/2007/01/30/574253.html

    A Florida race track is honoring Barbaro by establishing a scholarship in his name.

    Officials say the award will be worth at least $20,000 and will go to high school students planning to study veterinary medicine at the University of Florida.

    Love, Daphne

    Posted by: Daphne at January 30, 2007 4:13 PM

    Hopefully this will make you smile ...(at least for a second!)
    Remember...
    When we were hearing rumors that Barbaro had been taken outside to graze for the first time? And the thrill when the reports were confirmed and we saw the actual video.

    Remember.....
    The planning and anticipation as we combined forces to celebrate Dr Richardson's birthday? And the thrill of seeing Dr. Richardson post his thanks on this board?
    jan

    Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 4:13 PM

    I wish Barbaro would be buried near his Mom Jackson. I think he would like that. All my animals that have passed are buried near my home.

    Posted by: LLESLIE at January 30, 2007 4:14 PM

    Cheryl G:

    Thanks for the photos. It worked just fine for me.
    They are great..

    Thanks again,

    Debber

    Posted by: Debbie Llera (Lake Elsinore, Ca.) at January 30, 2007 4:14 PM

    Sorry, I mean

    Scholarship STARTED in Barbaro's Name

    Posted by: Daphne at January 30, 2007 4:15 PM

    ###### Cheryl NY
    I don't want you to miss the article in the New York Times that quotes you so I am reposting this.
    The article is by Joe Drake in Other Sports area.
    It mentions Alex and the website also.

    Posted by: Bobbie B. at January 30, 2007 4:18 PM

    Good article from Cecil County local paper, with Alex quoted, background on Fair Hill. Sorry if repeated... Sweet!

    Valiant recovery ends
    *One of our own, Barbaro made locals proud


    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at January 30, 2007 4:19 PM

    apple tree(s), a garden, a sign - what marvelous ideas! I can't read all the posts since they start me on a crying jag and I'm at work. But please post where the money can be sent (several postings on different days) or explicit instructions as to where to go on the discussion board (posted on different days) so that people like me, who can't read all of the posts right now (too emotionally draining), will know.
    Thanks, FOBs, you are the greatest...

    Posted by: Anita MA at January 30, 2007 4:21 PM

    Cheryl NY and Alex ####
    The article mentioning you in The New York Times is

    " After 8 Months Barbaro Loses Battle " by Joe Drake

    Posted by: Bobbie B. at January 30, 2007 4:22 PM

    Jan, thank you for the happy memories. Remember how we planned to get Barbaro a rose blanket when he went home, then learned he hated roses? Resisted wearing his Derby blanket? So very glad we had good things to hope for for so long! We still do, I guess, just different.

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at January 30, 2007 4:22 PM

    **** Laurie H,

    Did you get the email I sent you this morning? My email server went down about the same time I sent it, I'm not sure whether you recv it. Server is still down. Please let me know.
    ((((((((((((Laurie)))))))))))))

    Harriette Brillianthawk in Lexington

    Posted by: Harriette at January 30, 2007 4:23 PM

    I would like very much to be a part of donating to this kind of memorial for Barbaro.

    Alex, please keep us posted on The Jacksons, Dr. Dean and all of you who were right there with Barbaro.

    Donated the memorial number $29 to Laminitis Research Fund and will continue to do so every month.

    Posted by: Karen, PA at January 30, 2007 4:23 PM

    I don't often post here but feeling that the loss of Barbaro is shared by millions I just wanted to be one of them.(That Jason person should be ashamed). thank you Alex for keeping all of us up to date on Barbaro. You have become a friend to all of us. God Bless the Jacksons, Team Barbaro, all of those who attended to that wonderful horse. I think he gave us all hope and we sure did admire him for his attitude. Through it all, he kept on fighting, for as long as he could. Must close now, the tears are coming again.

    Posted by: arlene at January 30, 2007 4:25 PM

    #####
    Susan in Saratoga
    Oh Susan...yes...thank you, I forgot about the blanket!
    I actually laughed........
    jan

    Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 4:25 PM

    Never have posted here, but I could not get home fast enough last night from work to catch the news! TVG was doing every 30 min or so, a VERY nice little (about 5 min.) story on him and ended with a nice picture of him winning the Derby at the end. Very touching!

    Posted by: Kristin at January 30, 2007 4:27 PM

    I like, the rest of you, am very saddened by Barbaro's death. From reading the posts I can see many people are in pain. I was trying to think of what I could do. I am a psychologist. I have 2 offices in Harsdale, NY and Harriman, NY. If any of you live near by, or are willing to travel, I would like to offer a session, free of charge, to help with the grief, if I can. If there is enough interest, perhaps even a group of people. You can contact me by going on the web and typing my name Marina Sud.

    Take care.

    Posted by: Marina at January 30, 2007 4:27 PM

    Its must have been so hard to make the decision to put him down and someone mentioned the money factor they forget it was the horses money. Its very rare that owners come to the aid of this fine animal and the horse new it buy the way he acted. To the Owner,groom, hot walker and the vet I am truely sorry for your loss. Its a once in lifetime that you have a horse that had so much heart and abilty. Its a loss for racing world. My best to you, Jeff

    Posted by: JEFF at January 30, 2007 4:27 PM

    ####
    Karen, PA
    I love your idea of the amount $29 each month
    Wonderful!
    jan

    Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 4:28 PM

    Send Condolences to NBC at
    http://www.vet.upenn.edu/barbaro/

    Horse Hands Across America and the World!
    Keep the Faith!
    God spoke "Horse" and it was amazing!

    Posted by: Linda Lee at January 30, 2007 4:30 PM

    Morning skritches of a slightly different nature to undefeated champion big boss horse of forever,
    Barbaro...

    ####
    FsOB:
    Break up the family? Inconceivable. We have work to do on behalf of our boy.
    [As Mrs. Jackson said yesterday, "certainly grief is the price you pay for love." And as Old Mother Tuck maintained, "with the passage of time even grief can be converted to very constructive energy."]

    Cheers,
    Friar Tuck

    Cheers,

    Posted by: Friar Tuck at January 30, 2007 4:33 PM

    I've never posted a message before. Several times each day I've checked for news of Barbaro. Yesterday tears came down my cheeks when I read he was no longer with us. It is comforting to read the messages of so many of us who were touched deeply by his valor and greatness and the loving kindness of those who cared for him. Thank you, Alex, for letting us post messages in our grief. Just as we came together to celebrate his journey before, we need to be together in our pain with his passing. Let's all take one positive action, no matter how big or small, that would support the efforts of the Jacksons in their work for the welfare of horses.

    Posted by: Marilyn at January 30, 2007 4:33 PM

    Has anyone heard how Mr. Prado is doing? He must be heartbroken.

    Posted by: Julie L at January 30, 2007 4:34 PM

    To Mr. & Mrs. Jackson, Dr. Richardson & Staff, Edgar Prado, Michael Matz, Peter Brette & Staff our hearts go out to each of you. Barbaro was a true champion loved by the world. I one heard Smarty Jones referred to as another Seabiscuit if this is true Barbaro is another Man O War. God Bless each of you.

    Posted by: Ruth at January 30, 2007 4:34 PM

    Beautiful Bobby, Just wanted you to know that because of your inspiration I did something this morning that I had been afraid to do for years! In your honor, Sweet Boy! Thank you for teaching me so much about courage and bravery. I know this is just the beginning!

    Thank you for the memories ... thank you for your legacy ... thank you for being you, Barbaro, and for sharing your short but brilliant life with us. My heart is shattered, but peaceful!

    Kisses on your velvety nose ...
    Your friend always,
    Ruth

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey in Northeast Ohio at January 30, 2007 4:37 PM

    ####
    Julie L
    **Has anyone heard how Mr. Prado is doing? He must be heartbroken.***

    Edgar was interviewed live today on MSNBC via phone.
    I have not checked the MSNBC website yet to see if an audio is available.
    jan

    Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 4:37 PM

    Good morning, sweet Boy. We all miss you so.

    I do not post often, but read multiple times a day, every day. I would love to participate in any way, shape and form to honor the memory of our sweet Boy.

    Posted by: Maria K. at January 30, 2007 4:37 PM

    Jason is not worth a second of my time,but I hope he gets professional help.To be so insensitive and bitter at this time should worry him.Is this the way he wants attention? Extremely sad.

    Posted by: Steve at January 30, 2007 4:38 PM

    Ruth,
    When I was a little girl my Father always told me that Man O' War was the greatest horse to ever live. It fits Barbaro well.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 4:38 PM

    I am so sad. I was in bed with a migraine all day yesterday so the tv was off. I did not hear about our boy until 10 minutes before I left for work today. I cannot stop crying. My sweet co-worker had flowers here for me when I got here today. I put a picture of you in front of the red flowers Beautiful Barbaro. I know you are running around, snorting, whinnying, and having fun with all your buddies right now. Thank you for opening so many peoples minds and hearts. You are a true champion always.

    Posted by: carin in Oregon at January 30, 2007 4:39 PM

    ####

    Harriette,

    Yes, I received your email. I replied in a short note because I am at work ...

    You enlightened me a great deal in your email... and comforted me as well.

    Take care.

    Posted by: Laurie H. in MN at January 30, 2007 4:39 PM

    Good morning, everyone. I woke up so sad, but grateful that at least I did not have to wonder whether he had had a bad night, whether today would be the final day.

    I miss him so much. Thank you all for still being here.

    Posted by: Marilyn/CA at January 30, 2007 4:40 PM

    I have been a daily (several times a day) visitor to this site for months and months. I want to thank everyone responsible for the site and everyone who treated this gallant horse for letting us share in his valiant struggle.
    I own race horses myself (standardbreds). Two horses that I used to own died this year while racing and it was still a personal loss, even though I was no longer the owner. These magnificent animals get into your heart and never leave.
    Thanks to this site, Barbaro got into everyones heart. What an amazing quote from that press conference "grief is the price you pay for love".
    I had resolved today to delete this web site from my favorites list, just too sad, but after reading all the wonderful comments today, I just can't do it. The two horses I lost last year were named Statesmanship and Czar Copek. They weren't famous, they never set records, but they were magnificent in their own way with great personalities and I wanted to mention their names.
    One final thing. Don't even reply to the people that are putting negative postings on this site. They don't get it - they never will. They only gain strength when you mention them. Let them stay in the obscurity they deserve.
    Best to all out that have come to realize what a horse can mean.
    Barbaro, I will remember you.

    Posted by: Jim F at January 30, 2007 4:40 PM

    I just read that Barbaro made be laid to rest at Churchill Downs, the site of his greatest victory. I think that would be a fitting place for champion like he was to be laid to rest, alongside fellow Derby winners.

    Posted by: Buttercup at January 30, 2007 4:42 PM

    Renee, thank you for posting that article.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at January 30, 2007 4:43 PM

    Hi Marilyn/CA,
    Hugs.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 4:43 PM

    Dear Alex:

    I thank you, we thank you, for all your information, and updates on our precious horse, Barbaro. Your kindness to us will forever be appreciated. I pray that you are doing ok under the circumstances.

    Oh how much we enjoyed your updates on Barbaro after your visits with him. How thankful we are that you got to be with him, groom him, and take him outside to graze. I know you must have enjoyed it, and I know he appreciated you for it.

    Please let Mr. and Mrs. Jackson know how much we love them, and understand their aching hearts. How much we appreciate their kindness in letting us share their wonderful horse.

    We appreciate Dr. Richardson's love for Barbaro, and all the things he did to help him. We also appreciate his understanding that we (Fans of Barbaro) needed to know how he was doing.

    To Mr. Matz, Peter Brett, Edgar Prado, the staff at New Bolton, and all those that knew him, and loved him, we send you our love, and appreciation.

    Again to you Alex, you have been the light into Barbaro's life to us. Your words were anxiouly awaited each and every day, and you were so graciously there for us. Thank you again, from the bottom of my heart.

    I send my love to all, and wish our precious Barbaro, God Speed!

    Posted by: Gloria Davis at January 30, 2007 4:43 PM

    I love you Barbaro & miss you so much I can barely stand the pain. You were so brave, so special & life is so not fair. You will be alive in my heart forever sweet boy. You were the best! Tons of hugs & kisses.

    It makes me feel good to know I am not alone in this agony I feel. Thank you for your posts - we are now the Barbaro family. All bound together by our love & devotion to him.

    I don't read negative posts, but if they are there - just ignore them. This is for Barbaro & we cannot let anyone divert our thoughts from him for one second. He is too special.

    Posted by: Debbie Singer at January 30, 2007 4:43 PM

    ALEX
    Thank You!!! Thank you for your time, your tireless vigilance to keep us "informed". YOU have also shown courage. You took a chance with your decision to share yourself with us. This web site I think in some ways made you vulnerable. Your love for Barbaro, and your care for his associates AND YOUR WILLINGNESS to SHARE it, has been a means for ALL of us to do the same.

    FOB's (friends of mine)
    Thank you! You have made a difference in my world. You are making a difference in the world we share. Thank you for your words. They DO mean a lot. Without you, I would feel more alone and misunderstood than I am. As a school nurse, I am supposed to be here to take care of others. I feel so broken right now, yet put on an armour, a "normal" facade just to get through the day. This evening won't be much different - off to a second job at a nursing home. Thank you for sharing so freely. I too, hope we can continue our journey together on this site, at least for a while. I will always cherish the memories of all of you, our ups and downs as I've visited and "looked in" on you, and allowed myself to be touched be you. I haven't often had much time to post but I want you to know I appreciate you.

    BARBARO,
    I love you big guy! Run free!

    And in the end there are three things that last, Faith, Hope and Love...and the greatest of these is LOVE. (from Corinthians)

    Paula from Syracuse

    Posted by: Paula G at January 30, 2007 4:45 PM

    Hola Barbaro Nation

    The grief is still very raw. Yesterday I had to go to work. I have amazing coworkers. They knew what happened and decided to not tell me. They knew I needed to find out at home.

    After I read Alex's update my husband was there to let me cry. After I was composed enough to post he came up with the idea to immediately donate to the laminitis research fund. The tears actually slowed down and a sense of peace came over me as I did it.

    Puttting your pain into action helps. I am so proud that I am a FOB and so proud how the rest of you are puuting your pain into something worthy.

    Alex I will be eternally grateful for what you provide for us. Tim also deserves our gratitude for being such a hospitable host. God bless all who love Barbaro. God bless our champ as he runs with Secretariat, Ruffian, Lost In The Fog and the other champs.

    Posted by: marky at January 30, 2007 4:45 PM

    ####

    Thanks Jan, did you see the video? It must have been so sad... I'll keep checking MSNBC, thanks for the tip.

    ####

    Jim F--my deepest sympathies in the loss of your two horses. Fame and records aside, the love is still just as strong. My cats are all strays/rescues but to me they are champion purebred best friends.

    Posted by: Julie L at January 30, 2007 4:46 PM

    Alex,
    The great people at FairHills hold share their stories with us. It would give us another insight on Barbaro. I feel so bad for you. Please give hugs to the NBC Staff.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 4:46 PM

    Thanks Alex for your comments, It is good to hear from you and I will be waiting for your report when you get back from NBC.

    I have to tell you I have found such comfort here today and I don't know what I would do without you and your website. It has become a support group.

    God Bless Bobby, may you run free forever. Until we met. Love, Marilyn in NC

    Posted by: Marilyn Haley at January 30, 2007 4:47 PM

    Goodbye Barbaro . I will always love you .

    Posted by: Annie Wachtel at January 30, 2007 4:48 PM

    In the New Bolton Garden under Barbaro's apple tree .... a bench memorializing Barbaro; a permanent thank you and expression of gratitude for Dr. Richardson and NBC Staff .... a place of reflection, prayer, and remembrance of what was, what might have been, and the glimmer of hope Barbaro's earthly presence represented.


    Susan

    Posted by: SusaninCO at January 30, 2007 4:48 PM

    Alex,
    Thank you so much for all you've done. Thanks to all F.O.B.'s, for without this place, I would have been completely alone with my grief.
    .....and it's all Barbaro, in a SUBLIME performance... will forever echo in my ears...

    Posted by: Jane in AR at January 30, 2007 4:48 PM

    Hello fellow FOB's. I was worried about all of us, so it is nice and comforting to come here and see everyone.

    Susan in Saratoga, I was remembering the rose blanket, and that B. didn't want to wear it, and I coupled it with the statement last week, "If I can't eat it, I don't want it".

    Even though we have created these things, it sure helps greatly to remember them. And now, these things almost seem real.

    B. took a piece of each of us with him.

    Posted by: Margie at January 30, 2007 4:50 PM

    Barbaro

    I love you, ever and always. You and the Jacksons and Dr. Richardson are a golden light to us all. You will never be forgotten---you have changed the world and our hearts in ways that transcend the racetrack.

    Barb Lucius
    Milwaukee, WI

    Posted by: Barb Lucius at January 30, 2007 4:51 PM

    ## For Jim F - Thank you for telling us about Statesmanship and Czar Copek. The sadness doesn't go away ..... I am glad to remember them with you. I am grateful for my two horses - Warpaint and Dakota - and I can look out my window as I write this and watch them eat. Simple beauty ... out the window !
    I did my usual ..... check the TW site very first thing ... after a nite of on and off sleep - thinking, just maybe, it was all a bad, sad dream .... and alas .......... could not leave ... because of the support offered and work to be done - collectively. Still - there are big empty, sad spaces.

    Sherry - Arizona

    Posted by: Sherry at January 30, 2007 4:51 PM

    Alex, it must be both a comfort and more difficult to be right there close to everything. I am truly sorry for all you must be going through. Please try to remember to take some time for yourself and grieve.

    Posted by: Julie L at January 30, 2007 4:51 PM

    I think that Churchill Downs would be a wonderful place for Barbaro to be buried .. not to mention quite an honor. However, I truly believe in my heart of hearts that to be buried at Lael Farm is what Barbaro wants. I believe that Barbaro let Dr. R and the Jacksons know that HE knew in HIS heart that the only way that he could return to his home at Lael Farm would be to forfeit his life. I personally would love to honor Barbaro HIS final wish. Just my thought.

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey in Northeast Ohio at January 30, 2007 4:51 PM

    I am still here Barbaro, my Big Ole Boy. I am here.

    My heart is quite swollen along with my eyes today. I still find it hard to believe you are gone. I still find it hard not to cry. I still find it hard not to come here looking for news of you. I still find it hard not to await your daily Lael grass update. I will always find it hard to deal with your loss. Prayers for you.

    Posted by: Dora J Crow at January 30, 2007 4:52 PM

    Hi FOBs--An unusual little "tribute" to Barbaro I just learned of. . .
    In my "former life" I worked with black-footed ferrets (not the "pet" ferrets, but the endangered species indigenous to the US) in a breeding and reintroduction program to prevent their extinction. A good friend who is still in charge of the program was so saddened by Barbaro's death, he told me this morning that one of this year's ferret kits will be named "Barbaro". Hopefully a litter will be born on April 29th (or Derby Day) and by next fall a little Barbaro ferret will be running free on the Plains, perpetuating his species! Just thought I'd share.

    (My husband also thinks carrots should be included in our memorial garden.)

    Posted by: Dawn in Omaha at January 30, 2007 4:52 PM

    New York Times - www.Nytimes.com -Has a front page story, 2 stories on Sports Page & an editorial . Alex is mentioned. & a beautiful photo.

    Posted by: egil461199 at January 30, 2007 4:52 PM

    THE DAILY FIX
    By CARL BIALIK AND JASON FRY






    Derby Champion Dies at Age 3,
    Leaving Behind Grief and Hope
    January 30, 2007 11:26 a.m.
    Kentucky Derby champion Barbaro was put to death yesterday by his owners. He was three years old. The thoroughbred won all six of the races he finished, but suffered a career-ending injury in the Preakness last May, breaking his right leg in three places. Over the last eight months, his owners and veterinarian spent tens of thousands of dollars and tried every medical remedy to try to save Barbaro, but a series of setbacks left the people convinced this powerful house couldn't live on without pain.

    Barbaro's persistent but ultimately futile struggle to recover was watched and cheered by racing fans and animal lovers. "Within five months, Michael Matz, his trainer, received a mountain of 43,000 e-mails," Jerry Izenberg writes in the Newark Star-Ledger. "A wounded vet from Iraq sent him an American flag. A doctor named Margaret Goodman, once the medical chairman of the Nevada boxing commission found out what his favorite foods were and sent them along to the New Bolton Center. Elementary school kids wrote letters. Two-dollar bettors, who would step over a prostrate heart attack victim so as not to get shut out at the betting windows, greeted each other in simulcast rooms with 'waddaya hear?' and for once they weren't asking 'whodaya like?' "

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    1. Who will win the game? (40 points)
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    Found a good column or feature from the world of sports? Got something to say? Don't keep it to yourself -- write to us at dailyfix@wsj.com and we'll consider your find for inclusion in the Daily Fix. You can also click here to subscribe to the Fix via email.With hundreds of racehorses dying each year while training or competing, and countless squirrels, deer and other animals killed by cars each year, why should this man-made equine casualty matter so much to so many (including all the participants submitting messages to the Barbaro message board)? An ever-cynical T.J. Simers writes in the Los Angeles Times, "Don't get me wrong, when it comes to horses, I've cried too -- one big lug coming to mind that went off at odds of 3 to 5, the fifth leg in a pick six and all going well, only to finish last. You want to talk about sad stories."

    Other columnists concede that the outpouring for Barbaro wasn't always completely rational, but identify plenty of unique attributes in the late champion. Speaking for casual fans, Washington Post columnist Sally Jenkins writes, "He had both innocence and greatness and it's not often you find those ephemeral qualities alive in the same creature. What's more, anyone who watched Barbaro run in the Derby felt that they saw traces of a distinct character: He was winsome. This gave his suffering specificity. We felt we knew him." And in an elegy directed at horseracing cognoscenti, her Post colleague Andrew Beyer laments, "The injury robbed the sport of a horse who might have been one of the best of modern times, one who had the potential to accomplish feats without precedent. His death cost the thoroughbred world a stallion who might have made a lasting imprint on his species." (For a taste of that brief period when a Kentucky Derby champ's potential seemed limitless, here's Sports Illustrated's article about the Derby and the related Fix.)

    A special racehorse has an outsized effect on people, both in his triumphs and in his pain. Two days before Barbaro died, Los Angeles Daily News columnist Kevin Modesti watched horses "grant new life" to their owners at the Sunshine Millions.

    "At Gulfstream, a filly named Shaggy Mane, whose old owners showed what they thought of her prospects by letting her go for $12,500 at a Northern California fairground, won a $250,000 race," Mr. Modesti writes. "New life. And this was just an appetite-whetter in a banquet of miracles. Fifteen minutes later at Santa Anita, a gelding called Smokey Stover won the biggest race of his career and made a winner again of Harry Aleo, an 87-year-old one-time Dodgers minor league pitcher whose time in the spotlight as a horse owner had seemed to end when the national-champion sprinter Lost in the Fog was killed by cancer. New life. And more to come."

    In bad times, as well, horses can have a profound impact. "Barbaro's story was something nearly everybody understood instinctively," Dick Jerardi writes in the Philadelphia Daily News. "This was a magnificent animal that needed human help." Mr. Jerardi argues that what really drew people in was the human help -- from the owners and vet -- and the compassion behind it.

    If Cincinnati Enquirer columnist Paul Daugherty is right, then compassion for mute, innocent animals makes people better -- and if that makes people more compassionate towards their more-complex, more-needy fellow man, then it will have all made sense.

    "We push beached whales back into the ocean, we rub detergent into the oil-soaked feathers of seabirds," Mr. Daugherty writes. "We'll lie all night by the side of a dog whose arthritis won't allow it any more trips up the stairs. We'll spend eight months trying everything we know, to heal a horse many thought should have been humanely destroyed while still on the track at Pimlico. These are the times that make us proud to be alive, and grateful to be human. We do these things, and realize how much goodness we possess. The nobility in the attempt to save Barbaro uplifts us all."

    There was nobility in that battle, and also futility. The Louisville Courier-Journal's Jennie Rees writes that thoroughbred horses are built for running, not recuperating. "If you chose to design the worst orthopedic patient in the world, it would probably look like a horse," equine surgeon Larry Bramlage tells Ms. Rees.

    Baltimore Sun columnist John Eisenberg says insiders never gave Barbaro much chance, even as they rooted for him and his owners' fight. "While the horse breeders and farm owners weren't encouraged about his prospects, they were thrilled and proud that his owners, Roy and Gretchen Jackson, were endeavoring to save him at any cost -- and quite a cost at that," Mr. Eisenberg writes. "They saw it as a positive development for their industry's image and self-respect that a horse's welfare was being put ahead of all other considerations. It doesn't always happen."

    ESPN.com's Pat Forde hopes the sport will build on that example and try to make itself safer for its participants -- even if it may be true that no measures could have prevented the freak accident that ultimately killed Barbaro. "At Arlington Park in Chicago, the '06 summer race meet was devastated by the catastrophic breakdowns of 17 horses in racing and three during morning training hours," Mr. Forde writes. "In California there were more than 240 fatalities at horse tracks between 2003 and 2005. Those kind of statistics cannot be tolerated in a sport that is at risk of losing even more of its already splintered audience. Neither can the death of the star of 2006, just one race after America got to know him. It's time to question everything."

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 4:52 PM

    Dear Friends:

    Not so long ago, I was involved in an exhibit project called: Growing Cultures: Immigrants and Their Gardens.

    We created a garden that showcased not only lovely flowers, but herbs, and a variety of vegetables. The garden even had some corn, which grew, as the song goes, "as high as an elephant's eye." It was very beautiful and abundant.

    We generated enough produce to send to a food bank. As well, the chef at our Provincial Legislature (Statehouse is the US equivalent)which is located down the street, asked if he could pick some herbs. (The answer was "Yes").

    Wouldn't it be wonderful if a garden was created at NBC that fed the staff, animals, humans, etc.

    Let's think BIG for Barbaro.

    Lillian Petroff

    P.S. Someone asked are there any cures for swollen and puffy eyes. I chose not answer in my earlier post to Jason as it was not the time or the post.

    I would like to recommend the services of those jelly like eye masks. I keep it in the freezer.

    It helped both by eyes and the massive headache I had from a sleepless night.

    Posted by: Lillian Petroff at January 30, 2007 4:53 PM

    Kathy from Northbrook and Carol Nichols,

    Count me in on the tree. I'll give a little.


    Speaking of impending births, My CHUNKY PONY is due soon. NO, I do not expect you all to recognize the foal as "Barbaro." It seems there is just no horse (or pony) who could live up to that name. But I will be entertaining some names that will remind me of Barbaro.

    In tears again this morning and home from work. I just told my AZ FOB's:

    "There is no way on God's green earth I will be going into work today to face a bunch of screaming kids............ I'd be bashing them over the head with my plastic Barbaro."

    So, I'm home here, reading all the wonderful posts. I can't add any more to what you have all said, except to repeat our many thanks to Alex, the Jacksons, New Bolton, and all who love Barbaro so deeply.

    Love to all.

    Posted by: Barb AZ at January 30, 2007 4:53 PM

    Alex - Did I tell you again how much I appreciate you? You have been a lifeline for all these many months and continue to be. Thank you for so many reasons.

    Mary from NC

    Posted by: Mary Allen at January 30, 2007 4:54 PM

    I think the tree,bench,garden ideas are great.Count me in when the plans can be finalized.

    Posted by: Steve at January 30, 2007 4:54 PM

    ##Laurie H. am glad to see you're ok, please lean on us whenever you need, we're here for you,

    ##Ruth Stacey, how are you today?

    ##Jim F., no matter fame or fortune, they were a part of you, I'm sorry for your loss.

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at January 30, 2007 4:54 PM

    Unbelievably (or perhaps believably) the grief is virtually crushing for me today. I hope and pray that this Barbaro Nation, this family, keeps on communicating with and bolstering up each other, regardless of the forum (hopefully Alex keeps this going for us, as it does feel like home, doesn't it?) Today is that awful combination of fresh, raw loss on top of exhaustion from 24 hours of straight bawling/no sleep/trying to live my day-to-day life of work/child/etc., coupled with fear of losing each other and already missing our dear, sweet boy. It was always such a comfort to come here at varying points in the day to check on his status and get a thumbs-up. Even though I knew in my mind that Barbaro's chance of recovery was slim, my heart so desperately believed that he would live.

    We all share the same sentiments, and it is heartening to see us all sharing & supporting each other. Please lets resolve to stick together & do as Mrs. Jackson asked yesterday - to resolve to further the interest of horses everywhere. Alone we can be effective, but as the FOBs, the Barbaro Nation, we are formidable. Please resolve to stick together.

    Love to all of us at this awful time.

    Posted by: Kristina at January 30, 2007 4:55 PM

    Hello FOB friends:

    Thanks for the welcome. We all need to be together-right now, here, today and onward into the future to finish all that we have started. Please put aside anything that has been "wrong" amongst ourselves and focus on the here and now. That is what I am trying to do.

    Everyone is sad, but we can NOT give up the progress we have already made. Doing so would dishonor the Jacksons, Barbaro and all that they have stood for during these past months.

    This is not the end of our fight, it is the beginning, and we are still and always will be FOB's.

    I have not heard Alex say one word about shutting down the boards. Instead, he has commented on what he will be posting over the next several days. If he does make that decision at some point, we will thank him for all that he has given us and we will STILL continue our work. As sad as you are right now, think about it. Do you truly believe it could be any other way?? I for one, will NOT be giving up on all that we have accomplished. Will you?????

    I WILL ALWAYS BELIEVE IN BARBARO

    Posted by: Cora-IL at January 30, 2007 4:56 PM

    ALEX, I am comforted that you pushed yourself through a halfway decent and normal morning at Fair Hill and are now going to New Bolton. I am glad you are getting through this sad day. You, along with all the other members of Barbaro's family, are in my mind and heart.

    Posted by: Christine at January 30, 2007 4:56 PM

    Kathy from Northbrook and Carol Nichols,

    Through my tears and confusion, I forgot my email:

    bkbeck51@yahoo.com

    Thanks.

    Posted by: Barb AZ at January 30, 2007 4:56 PM

    #### Jim F--glad you're here and chose to stay. Bless your horses and you for caring so much.

    Posted by: Dawn in Omaha at January 30, 2007 4:56 PM

    well, that has to go on the plaque, or the sign for the fence, doesn't it.

    and it's all Barbaro . . . in a SUBLIME performance . . .

    Posted by: Kathy in Northbrook at January 30, 2007 4:57 PM

    Thank you Alex for the update. We would be lost without you. You have done so much for us here. When I came home yesterday my husband had heard the news and asked how I was and I just broke down. As I am starting to right now. So sad. Prayers to all of you who knew the wonder horse up close and personal.

    Posted by: Sue H at January 30, 2007 4:57 PM

    Good afternoon everyone, I also have visited this site often, but only posted one or twice. I just want to say Thank you for being here. Like everyone else I'm trying to come to terms with the loss of our beautiful Barbaro. I'm unable to say alot, I just begin to sob. Reading the comments here has been very helpful, we all loved him so much and he had such an inpact on our lives. He just fought so hard and had such a strong will to survive. He has to know how much we loved him and how much joy he gave us. God bless eyeryone connected to him. We can heal together! I love you Barbaro, rest in peace sweet boy.

    Posted by: S. Rocchi at January 30, 2007 4:58 PM

    Harriet Brillianthawk,

    I saw your post yesterday about Barbaro waking up in heaven and his tuck in to Laurie,...but in all honesty, I had to skip past it yesterday because I was not ready to read it. I knew that it would make me cry and I was at work.

    I was just now able to make it through that story and I must say that it is wonderful. Thank you for that simple beauty and for the marvelous, healing, visions that the story inspires.

    I believe that The staff at New Bolton, as well as
    Dr Richardson and the Jacksons would find great comfort in this writing. I hope that it makes its way to them.

    Leslie in MN

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at January 30, 2007 4:58 PM

    It is sad that such a fighter had to see the end in this way. He fought longer and harder than most horses ever could or would. Horses have a very low tolerance for pain, so to see him survive over these months was magnificant. He brought alot of much needed attention to the sport of racing and equine medicine. Laminitis is deadly and hopefully progress can be acheived through his misfortune. In a time when the world has increased in its evil and wicked ways it is nice to see, by the grace of God, humans come together in sacrifice to fight for the greater good. Let's remember that Barbaro was God's creation and we are to worship The Creator not the creation. That means that we give thanks to God for what he gave us in Barbaro and the potential changes that he has brought to the racing industry. God is soveriegn and He has His purposes and that is what I pray that all people come to realize as they put their trust in Him. Trust that he will use this for good and that the life of Barbaro, Kentucky Derby Champion, will not have been lived in vain.
    In Christ
    Brian Smoliak


    Posted by: Daryl Smoliak at January 30, 2007 4:59 PM

    Todays' NY Times has a beautiful color photo of Mr. B. Don't miss it!

    Posted by: lisa at January 30, 2007 5:00 PM

    ####
    Hi Daryl!

    Posted by: Barb AZ at January 30, 2007 5:00 PM

    REPOST

    In the New Bolton Garden under Barbaro's apple tree .... a bench memorializing Barbaro; a permanent thank you and expression of gratitude for Dr. Richardson and NBC Staff .... a place of reflection, prayer, and remembrance of what was, what might have been, and the glimmer of hope Barbaro's earthly presence represented.


    Susan

    Posted by: SusaninCO at January 30, 2007 4:48 PM


    ********

    For some reason, as I visualized Susan's idea, when I got to the word reflection I had an additional visualization of my own.

    May I suggest a small reflecting pool if there is room and if they will allow it??? Perhaps it could be placed in a way to reflect the plaque.

    I WILL ALWAYS BELIEVE IN BARBARO

    Posted by: Cora-IL at January 30, 2007 5:01 PM

    Barb in AZ, I completely understand not being able to cope with screaming kids today. On my drive in this morning, I was cussing at traffic to the point that I scared myself, and checked myself in the rear view mirror to make sure it was just me, and not someone else.

    I laid in bed last night, thoughts running through my head. I felt a fairly cool, very short 'breeze' in my left ear. I laid still, not another breeze was felt. I will appreciate this encounter for what it may have been.

    Posted by: Margie at January 30, 2007 5:02 PM

    ####

    AND BARBARO WOULD SAY: IF YOU CAN EAT IT, I DON'T WANT IT....

    WHAT A MEMORABLE STATEMENT...ALONG WITH MANY...
    WE WILL STICK TOGETHER...ALREADY THE POSTS HAVE STATED THAT OUR CIRCLE OF FANS OF BARBARO WILL NEVER BE BROKEN.

    GOD BLESS YOU ALEX...YOU ARE WONDERFUL PERSON TO KNOW...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 5:02 PM

    GOSH ALEX, MY BRAIN IS FRIED SINCE I'VE BEEN SO UPSET, I KNOW I'VE THANKED YOU, BUT HAVEN'T OFFERED ANY CONDOLENCES TO YOU. I'M SURE THIS IS HARD ON YOU, ESPECIALLY WITH ALL THE MEDIA CONTACTING YOU. ARE MICHAEL & PETER COMING BACK FROM FLORIDA FOR MR. BARBARO'S MEMORIAL? I'M SURE THEY ARE BOTH EXTREMELY UPSET.

    TAKING OFF FOR A WHILE,
    LOVE TO BARBARO & EVERYONE,
    CHERYL G

    Posted by: CHERYL G NO HORSE SLAUGHTER at January 30, 2007 5:03 PM


    OK EVERYONE

    I FOR ONE WOULD LIKE TO START CELEBRATING THE LIFE AND INCREDIBLE JOURNEY OF BARBARO

    BARBARO WAS ALL ABOUT LIFE
    THAT IS WHY WE ARE SO SAD.....
    SO LET'S HAVE A CELEBRATION OF LOVE AND REMEMBRANCE

    LET'S GET LYN ...ALEX...RACHEL AT KENNETT and ANYONE ELSE WHO WANTS TO HELP DECORATE THE FENCE AND TREES AT NEW BOLTON WITH YELLOW RIBBONS and HELIUM-FILLED BALLOONS...signs that say "IN CELEBRATION of BARBARO" ETC

    SOMEONE HELP.....with this !!!!
    LET'S NOT LET OUR BOY GO THIS WAY...
    LET'S SEND HIM OUT WITH LOVE CELEBRATING HIS COURAGE STRENGTH and SPIRIT !!!!!

    Posted by: Maribel at January 30, 2007 5:03 PM

    Just wondering ... if Alex does decide to discontinue this forum, is there any opportunity that we "The Barbaro Nation" could create our own web site with postings and chat, etc. so that we could remain together ??? I am not talented enough to do this, but I am sure there are FOB's out there who are!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey in Northeast Ohio at January 30, 2007 5:03 PM

    I love hearing about the memories of Barbaro from all the people at Fair Hill. I hoped that one day I would get to see Barbaro in person (or I guess in horse). I will always remember how he looked the first time I saw him on TV shortly before the Derby. He definately stood out with his muscles. He was bigger and he had a look about him that said, "hey, I know I'm special". He was a man amongst boys that day and everybody noticed it.

    Ashley

    Posted by: Ashley at January 30, 2007 5:04 PM

    Alex,

    People have Fair Hill must be devastated. They knew Barbaro when he wasn't famous (was there really such a time)and he lived at Fair Hill. My condolences go out to all Barbaro's friends at Fair Hill. How lucky all of you are to have your memories of Barbaro. I love reading your writing, Alex. So touching.. so sweet... so sad.

    Love,
    Daphne

    Posted by: Daphne at January 30, 2007 5:05 PM

    Good morning, Bless you Barbaro, you brought us so much, though you're no longer with us, your spirit remains,you'll always be with us, always in our hearts. ....many months ago, it was mentioned to have a Barbaro garden after he left to go home, now what will be done?? I hope to hear about some plans for that....Bless all here at this site, Thank you Alex. My thoughts are with you all. love, vicki

    Posted by: Vicki Atz at January 30, 2007 5:05 PM

    Alex, Thank you so much for all the updates you have given all of us these past 8 months. It has meant a lot to all of us to be able to keep informed about our beloved Barbaro.

    We had to put our beloved Bubba(Dog) to sleep in Nov., so, now I have 2 special angels in Heaven.

    We will never forget Barbaro. He touched so many hearts and was and still is loved by so many!

    Thanks again, Alex!
    Colleen, TX

    Posted by: Colleen at January 30, 2007 5:05 PM

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    REPOST

    PLEASE Does Anyone know where to send cards to Edgar Prado?

    Thanks,

    Ro & Brady

    Posted by: Rosemarie at January 30, 2007 3:53 PM

    Posted by: Rosemarie at January 30, 2007 5:06 PM

    Good morning, Starshine. I'm going to continue to greet you every morning because you're not really gone, you're just elsewhere.

    Until you came into my life, I didn't believe in that.

    Good morning, my friends. We got up this morning and it is still true....like the rest of you, I slept only fitfully, fighting off thoughts of Bobby...woke to still-swollen eyes.

    And resolve. And determination.

    I love the idea of a memorial garden. May I suggest a pear tree, too? Bobby loved his pears. And if we're doing seasonals...a small patch of carrots. The donor horses and patient horses can eat them; they'll grow faster than the fruit.

    I will read articles later, a bit at a time.

    I'll be back later. There is a donation to make for you, Bobby.

    It's good to be with all of you this morning.

    Alex...thank you.

    Posted by: Susan E. at January 30, 2007 5:06 PM

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    Laurie H! Thank you for responding! I am relieved to hear from you!

    I, too, am at work, and am not allowed to do what I have been doing for two days now--posting. Hope I don't get fired (seriously).

    Kennett Florist has Bernie back working there for a while to handle all the orders. She said that snacks and treats for the Jacksons are a good idea in addition to live plants and the cut flower arrangements. They will be having people visit, hence the need for snacks.

    The $29.00 a month donation to the Laminitis Fund is such a great idea. Can't recall who came up with that, but you are so creative.

    God bless you, Alex, wherever you are. It's a cold snowy day in Pa, and I hope you are keeping warm somewhere. Thanks for all that you have done and are doing.

    Sue M., Pittsburgh

    Posted by: Sue M at January 30, 2007 5:07 PM

    MARIBEL I LOVE THAT IDEA--I am sure it would mean so much to Dr. Dean and the Jacksons...

    What does everyone else think?

    Posted by: Julie L at January 30, 2007 5:08 PM

    Thank u Alex, for your continued compassion.

    Posted by: Michelle at January 30, 2007 5:08 PM

    Alex,


    Thank you so much for your updates.
    While my heart is so heavy today, I know the right thing was done for Barbaro.
    Please take some time for yourself to process what has happened.
    You have been such a dutiful correspondent throughout the last 9 months.

    Posted by: Pam at January 30, 2007 5:08 PM

    I have been to Churchill Downs and know of the garden they speak of. It's is along a lovely pathway. A very inspiration place to stop and say prayers for those champions that have gone on. When we were there, everyone just stopped and took a silent moment.

    Posted by: Pam M at January 30, 2007 5:08 PM

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    Julie L
    I just searched throughout MSNBC website to no avail. I did not see any link yet to the interview with Edgar. I'll keep looking throughout the day and post a link if one becomes available.
    Take care FOBs!
    jan

    Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 5:11 PM

    I like the idea about planting something of some sort for Barbaro.

    Also, www.kentuckyderby.com has something up about him, and the race plays along the side.

    Posted by: Ashley at January 30, 2007 5:12 PM

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    Thanks Jan!

    Posted by: Julie L at January 30, 2007 5:12 PM

    This is a difficult day for all of us. The numbness and grief of loss. I love the idea of a garden and plaque for our dearest horse. He would want us to carry on and fight to get the anti horse slaughter bill passed and better tracks for horses everywhere. My feeling is that since he loved Jacksons he should be buried at Lael Farm. Also they loved him and I know there is great comfort from having them close to you. It helps one deal with the grief. I send all my love and prayers to the Jacksons and Dr. Richardson. Thank you Alex for this site. BARBARO YOU WILL BE IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER. WE LOVE YOU.

    Posted by: hilary at January 30, 2007 5:13 PM

    I have never posted here before, but have been checking the site daily for updates on Barbaro. I recently lost my beloved cat, Lakota, to abdominal cancer (in November) and remember thinking "Thank God Barbaro is still okay." Despite my personal grief, he made me feel better, knowing he was healthy and happy.

    Now he is gone and I feel so bereft and lost. I can only imagine the grief that the Jacksons, Dr. Richardson, Edgar Prado, and Alex are feeling.

    Barbaro was an amazing, wonderful horse with such talent, heart and spirit. He will be remembered, always.


    Kathleen Stewart
    Centreville, VA

    Posted by: Kathleen at January 30, 2007 5:13 PM

    One more thing that I did not mention re: Jason, I have a son-in-law in Afganistan, I worry about him everyday and pray for his safety as well as the safety of all our solders there and in Iraq. I am sure there is a site for those who wish to share their concern on the internet, but this site is for fans of horse racing, and it became a place for FOB's to get updates and share their feelings for Barbaro. I am confused as to why someone who feels Bobby was just a horse would read comments or make a comment, why not share his concern for our solders on a site intended for that purpose. I still feel loving our boy does not preclude us from loving our fellow human beings, or feeling for those who suffer everywhere. Jason must be very young, he seems to feel that issues are black and white with no shades of gray. Bobby made us more human, he opened our hearts and minds to many issues. God intented us to love the animals he created, to protect them, he gave them as a gift to us humans, we should always be grateful and take care of God's gifts. When he saw that it was time for Bobby to go home, he called upon his caregivers to make the right decision and he brought Bobby home to greener pastures. I love Bobby! I believe in Barbaro. I will never forget him. Thank you FOB's reading your comments is such a comfort.

    Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, thank you for sharing your Bobby with us. Thankyou for allowing Alex to groom him, it made us feel so close to him. You did what was right for your boy.

    Dr. R. I read a nurses comment on your professionalism and what a great job you did for Bobby, I completely agree with all her remarks. You did the best job you knew how to do with him. You made his last months more than they would of been ten years ago, he got to meet and be loved by so many. He would of been put down on the track back then. Your love and concern for him was so evident, and thank you so much for not letting him suffer. That would truly have been a tradgedy.

    Care givers at New Bolton - no thank you will ever cover how I feel for the love and care you gave Bobby. I can only imagene how you feel. It must be hard going back to work knowing our brown eyed boy will not be there. Just look into the eyes of your other patients, you will find him there.

    Alex you have a permanent poster on this site, I will visit everyday just as I did before, Bobby and this site brought me back to horses, a childhood love of mine lost in the day to day of raising a family and work, I will check up on all of Bobby's fellow throughbreds here and I will continue to work for the anti-slaughter bill, make donations to the horse's in the accident in Missiouri. I will do whatever I can in my small way to help. Thank you again and take care. Give Hawty Creek a hug from me.

    Posted by: Pam at January 30, 2007 5:14 PM

    MARIBEL's idea is wonderful. It would celebrate Barbaro's beautifully run last race, tell those who cared for him how much we love them and no doubt it would brighten NBC now wrapped in grief.

    Posted by: marky at January 30, 2007 5:14 PM

    Some things I (re)learned from Barbaro...

    Don't be afraid to do what you were born to do.

    The future is uncertain. Face it day by day with courage and strength.

    Everyone deserves a chance... no matter how long
    the odds.

    It's a blessing to be surrounded by those who
    love without reservation.

    Love without reservation.

    Faith, hope, inspiration and love can come from
    anywhere... even a horse. Especially a horse.

    Posted by: Christian at January 30, 2007 5:15 PM

    Barbaro, I see you running in the clouds and there is a brilliant rainbow. I will miss you. You have touched my life so. Thanks to everyone who tried so hard to save him. Love, Maribeth Cato

    Posted by: Maribeth Cato at January 30, 2007 5:15 PM

    Has anyone heard or read any comments from Dr. Morrison? I think not!!!!

    Posted by: LLESLIE at January 30, 2007 5:17 PM

    Christian - Your words are particularly beautiful, concise but powerful. Thank you so much.

    Posted by: Kristina at January 30, 2007 5:17 PM

    It's so nice to see all of the familiar names back here again! There's been so much sadness and loss and here we all are again. Although we are so deeply saddened right now, we must remember that we are still stronger together. What we have all shared here together has been truly wonderful. We all share an absolutely pure love for Barbaro - that's what brought us all here. But through it all, we return to the friendships we've made here. We're still here. Praying, remembering, sadly mourning Barbaro together.

    I found this poem and it just seemed to speak to me, especially since the loss of my Dad last week. I thought maybe you'd all like it too:

    The Broken Chain

    We little knew that morning that God was going to call your name.
    In life we loved you dearly,
    in death we do the same.
    It broke our hearts to lose you,
    you did not go alone;
    for part of us went with you,
    the day God called you home.
    You left us peaceful memories,
    your love is still our guide;
    and though we cannot see you,
    you are always at our side.
    Our chain may well be broken,
    and nothing seems the same;
    but as God calls us one by one,
    the chain will link again.

    Posted by: designgirl7 at January 30, 2007 5:17 PM

    Alex,

    Please have the FOB's check out T.J Simers LA Times.com "Grieving for Barbaro makes no horse sense"
    I would love to start a campaign like the times has never seen. This writer hit an all time low.

    Posted by: tamara grashian at January 30, 2007 5:18 PM


    LET'S HAVE A BARBARO ROSE CREATED ....RED OF COURSE!!SPECIAL ROSES ARE ACTUALLY CREATED....

    THE BARBARO ROSE BUSHES COULD BE THEN PLANTED AT NEW BOLTON BY THE FENCE....A VERY FRAGRANT VERY FAST GROWING VARIETY and THE OBVIOUS....THE MOST BEAUTIFUL ROSE !!!!
    WE COULD ALL THEN PURCHASE ONE AND PROCEEDS COULD GO TO LAMINITIS RESEARCH AT NEW BOLTON
    IT WOULD BE WONDERFUL TO LOOK OUT MY WINDOW AT THE BARBARO ROSE !!!!!!
    IF someone else has had this idea it is a good one!!

    HOW ABOUT FOB'S...purchasing several leather albums ....very beautiful albums for Mrs. J to put all the cards from FOB'S in??????

    ALEX...maybe edit and print with help of FOB'S a selection of inspirational comments from each of us....or perhaps we just make a book of all our favourite sayings ....GROW HOOF GROW.....
    PRAISE THE LORD and PASS THE CARROTS....WE BELIEVE IN MIRACLES!!!! WE BELIEVE IN BARBARO!!!!...IF HE CAN'T EAT IT !!! HE DOESN'T WANT IT!!!!....those wonderful tuckins deserve a special place and I for one would pay to have a book of those!!!!

    SORRY...if anyone else mentioned these already...just my mind wandering trying to find a comfortable spot.....

    Posted by: Maribel at January 30, 2007 5:20 PM

    I just got back from a little walk. Barbaro let me walk him beside me. He was not the Barbaro broken in body but not in spirit; he was the sidestepping, fire-breathing, Kentucky Derby Barbaro. But he walked beside me gently and easily, me on the sidewalk, Barbaro on the green verge . When I got home, I tried to say goodbye at my front steps -- we could walk again tomorrow -- but he did not want to go. He comforted me with his nose and hugged me with his neck. He came in with me. There isn't room in my computer room for a racehorse -- my tax prep is all over the floor; but I suppose he is here wandering around the house someplace. He can stay as long as he wants.

    I think he can be many places at once. Check around -- he may be at your home or office, too.

    Posted by: Marilyn/CA at January 30, 2007 5:21 PM

    One of the best stories I've read about this horrible tragedy is by Sally Jenkins of the Washington Post. It is at washingtonpost.com.
    It was just a warm article about this horse that everyone has come to love. There will never be another Barbaro, at least in my heart. My heart breaks for Dr. Richardson, The Jackson's and everyone that helped with trying to get this horse back on track. I will never forget you. Now you are free. And Dr. Richardson was right, he was good looking.

    Posted by: Monica at January 30, 2007 5:21 PM

    Tamara,

    I saw that article as well, I couldn't even read the whole thing it upset me so. I am with you on this, let me know what I can do to help. His e-mail address was at the end of the article, though I think targeting the times as a whole would be more effective.

    Posted by: christine at January 30, 2007 5:23 PM

    ####

    Judy Ontario, CA,

    I am alright. But like all of you, my heart is heavy and every once in a while, I have to remind myself to breathe...

    Thank you for letting me lean on you. We are such comfort for each other. Not too many around me that understand the pain of losing Barbaro...

    Thank you again. Take care.

    Posted by: Laurie H. in MN at January 30, 2007 5:23 PM

    Cora,
    The money that people would put in it would go to the two funds Barbaro's and Laminitis.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 5:25 PM

    ALL DO NOT CLICK ON THE LINK ABOVE POSTED BY LINDA TIMESTAMP 5:24

    Posted by: Julie L at January 30, 2007 5:25 PM

    LINDA GO THE HE%% AWAY!!!!

    Posted by: Karen at January 30, 2007 5:26 PM

    Julie L,
    What is going on now?

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 5:26 PM

    LINDA AND JASON MUST BE FROM THE SAME BREED!

    Posted by: Karen at January 30, 2007 5:27 PM

    Hi everyone, Rachel at KF did mention that one of the personal there was going to start a bulb garden for Barbaro, so that it would bloom around Kentucky Derby time.

    You can send your bulb to her. When I get any news, I will let you all know.

    Posted by: Carol Nichols at January 30, 2007 5:27 PM

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    Renee, more sad people that obviously don't have anything better to do.

    Posted by: Julie L at January 30, 2007 5:27 PM

    TROLL ALERT!!!!! Time stamp 5:24 p.m.

    Do not click on the Blue Link.

    Ro & Brady

    Posted by: Rosemarie at January 30, 2007 5:27 PM

    Kathy from Northbrook and Carol Nichols

    I agree with the tree idea and whatever else NBC would allow us to do.

    Also for Mrs. Jackson, I have a tradition that whenever a loved one, either human or pet passes away, I get a plant called "forget-me-knot, I'm sure that is not the technical name. But it has pretty blue flowers that come up year after year.

    But whatever u decide count me in. I can be contacted at elk555@aol.com

    Posted by: Michelle at January 30, 2007 5:28 PM

    Renne,

    JUST DO NOT CLICK ON IT!!!!! NO ONE CLICK ON IT!!
    I AM FURIOUS RIGHT NOW AND IF I COULD, GRRRRRR,

    Karen - TN

    Posted by: Karen at January 30, 2007 5:28 PM

    I fail to understand why some assume that caring for Barbaro means not caring about anyone else in need.
    Which is simply not the case.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at January 30, 2007 5:29 PM

    I woke up this morning feeling sad, and then I sort of "heard" a voice coming from far away across green pastures--just an impression like you can get in that half-awake state in the morning. I heard, "Don't grieve! Work!" So I got up and I started working, doing last night's dishes (I was too sad and tired last night to do them) and picking up the laundry and etc. And i felt stronger, like now Barbaro is gone from us on earth he can lend us his strength and courage when we need it.

    I only wish I had found this site earlier, I have only known about it for a week or so, but I guess I found it in time after all.

    Last night there was a short post written ("typed") by Barbaro. If anyone has saved it, would you be so kind as to post it again as i don't know if I will be able to find it again among so many others. I can't always get to the comments sections on my computer at home and I don't have so much time at work.

    Thank you to Alex. Admiration to the Jacksons and Dr. Richardson. Love to all.

    Kathie in California

    Posted by: Kathie at January 30, 2007 5:31 PM

    Alex, you are right...today is a bit of a blur. Foolishly I thought it might be easier to get something done at work today. I was wrong. Thanks so much for all you do...please continue this website if you can....

    Tamara, I saw that article...now I understand why the LA Times is in such trouble. I plan to send a thoughtful email to the author later today.

    Posted by: Donna W at January 30, 2007 5:31 PM

    OK, sounds bad.

    Another piece of dirty trash crawled out of the garbage.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 5:31 PM


    Barbaro

    Grief is the price we pay for love. Gretchen Jackson, 1/29/07

    A lot of people are in intense grief today for a horse that they loved beyond all borders. I am one of them.

    This was not just any horse. This horse was Barbaro. Winner of the Kentucky Derby, and so much, much more. He won the hearts of millions. And mine was one of them.

    Barbaro was our shining light. Our innocence. Our hope. Our reason to cheer. He was one thing that was right with this world that is filled with so much wrong.

    Barbaro left us yesterday, and with him went huge chunks of so many. Of me too.

    He tried to stay, he really did. He carried out his fight with valor and character and unfailing spirit. Barbaro was hope itself. With him as our leader and our mascot, we knew all miracles were possible. Now we’re not so sure.

    Gently euthanized by the most loving and caring people on this earth—his owners and best friends, Roy and Gretchen Jackson, his doctor, Dean Richardson—Barbaro left us as he had always been—head high, a quiet knowingness in his eye. It was time to go, and his people allowed him to go painlessly and with dignity.

    Now we are paying the price of our love for this horse who was so much more. Grief beyond grief. We’ve lost so much…at least I have.

    For some of us, our hope left with Barbaro. Mine did.

    I need to have my hope back….so many things to accomplish in Barbaro’s name.

    Barbaro, when you can, please send us a sign from your new home—we need it to get our hope back. At least I do.

    Posted by: Nancy Babcock at January 30, 2007 5:32 PM

    Anna in TX,
    At least we have hearts, feelings and compassion. They don't. Who would want them anyway. Shallow.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 5:34 PM

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    OMG...
    Why is someone so cruel...i accidentally click on the blue link...

    I hate to be the one who stands before God on judgment day for stupidity like I just saw...

    No respect...crying all over again...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 5:34 PM

    Nancy, you have me in tears again.

    Posted by: Ashley at January 30, 2007 5:34 PM

    BARBARO FAMILY/FOBs:

    Anyone interested in the Barbaro Memorial Bench at NBC (provided NBC is willing to accept a bench on the grounds) please email me. Should there be enough interest, I will run with this and make this happen as our gift to NBC. Limestone bench with an inscription. Limestone will hold up for many decades to come in all kinds of weather. Your thoughts and ideas are most welcome! You may email me by clicking on my TWR Profile.

    Susan

    Posted by: SusaninCO at January 30, 2007 5:35 PM

    Everyone, I must go get some work done, but today I am going to:

    1. Write my $29 check for the laminitis fund in honor of Big Boss Horse

    2. Gather up unused blankets and rugs, wash them and donate them to the local animal shelter


    Hugs to all of you, thank you for your support-- I will check back later. If donations are needed to Kennett Florist for anything, let me know and count me in.

    Posted by: Julie L at January 30, 2007 5:35 PM

    God bless Barbaro and hold him in His hands for all eternity....

    this time yesterday I did not know he was gone....and there was hope...I find myself comforted now by the postings of FOB's ...one FOB described "the gates of heaven opening for Barbaro, and the angels greeting him with 'and here comes Barbaro...it's all Barbaro...in a sublime performance'". Another FOB recalled Seabiscuit, and it goes something like this (maybe someone can find the actual quote) "all the time we thought it was about us fixing the horse when it turns out all the time it was actually about the horse fixing us".

    3 year old of the year? Horse of the Year? It looks to me like Barbaro won these contests "in a sublime performance".

    In the days ahead I am going to find ways to honor Barbaro...I plan to donate to the laminitis fund and then to start emailing/letter writing to congress regarding the anti-slaughter bills...and to keep on sponsoring horses in need of rescue...Barbaro created an army of folks, many of whom like me, did not know a whole lot about horses, but now, when seeing any horse out grazing look with feeling eyes.

    I love Barbaro...and I miss him...my prayers are with him, and the Jacksons, and Dr. R. and the NBC staff, and all the Fans of Barbaro and all those who loved him.

    Claire from WA state

    Posted by: claire at January 30, 2007 5:35 PM

    Oooh Joan.
    Hugs.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 5:35 PM

    ((((Alex))))

    ((((FOB's))))

    Posted by: D'Anne in the beautiful foothills of the Smokies at January 30, 2007 5:36 PM

    Although I am stuck in my grief, I am feeling some strength in the words that replay over and over in my head, "be like Barbaro". Today I will be more productive than yesterday and tomorrow even more so. I will donate today to either the Barbaro Fund or the laminitis research fund at NBC (having a hard time deciding, maybe I'll do both). Since horse ownership is a dream right now, I am thinking about adopting a dog in need in honor of Barbaro and perhaps naming him Bobby if I my heart can stand it. This would be dog #3 in my house and my husband about fell over when I suggested it this morning but I think he is ok with the idea.

    I would like to donate towards a Barbaro memorial too when things are organized.

    Alex....thank you from the bottom of my heart for changing my life. You are as instrumental in this transformation and new awareness as our big guy Barbaro. It would be such a blessing if somehow we could stay together here. The though of losing this site is almost as upsetting to me as losing Barbaro is. The only reason I have not completely broken down is because I can be here to share my feelings with all of you. Thank you.

    Posted by: Sheila at January 30, 2007 5:37 PM

    I sent a message to the sports department of L.A. Times - I let them know how I felt as follows:

    That was a horrible article & unnecessary. It is rude to step all over the feelings of thousands of people just because you do not share their feelings or belief. A man like this cannot possibly understand love. He is a sad and pathetic person to attack the love someone has for another person, animal ... whatever. He should be fired in my opnion as I would hope that his sentiments are not shared by your paper, although they must be if you allow such trash to be written. You set your own Karma & that is nothing but negative especially in light of the millions who are grieving. He said he waited to write this - well he didn't wait long enough. I am very disappointed - love should never be stepped on. How dare he.

    Posted by: Debbie Singer at January 30, 2007 5:37 PM

    Susan- How do we click on your profile???

    Posted by: Ashley at January 30, 2007 5:38 PM

    ((((D'Anne))))

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 5:38 PM

    I have been visiting this site for the past eight months but this is my first time posting.

    Barbaro, I will truly miss you. What a beautiful example for all of us. I know you are free of pain and running through the green meadows with Secretariat, Lost in the Fog, Pine Island and Ruffian. I will always look for that bright star every evening as the skies darken. You will never be forgotten and because of you, much will be accomplished in your memory.

    Thank you Alex for providing this site for all of us. Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, thank you for allowing Barbaro to be America's horse. Your kindness and generosity will never be forgotten. To Dr. R., the NBC staff, Michael Matz, Peter Brett, Kennett Florist and to all who cared so deeply about the "boss horse" - thank you.

    My condolences to all of you. RIP beautiful one.

    smc

    Posted by: smc at January 30, 2007 5:38 PM

    To those who post evil comments here, I truly hope you don't have any pets, be it dogs, cats, horses or whatever. If you do please take them immediately to your nearest shelter or humane society, and never have another.

    Posted by: SusanO at January 30, 2007 5:38 PM

    ##Thank you for the warning, I almost clicked on it.

    I'll never understand people, give me horse,cat,dog,rabbit, etc., anytime.

    ##Laurie H., you're welcome, anytime, we're here.

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at January 30, 2007 5:39 PM

    I noticed a calm here today even with the wickedness from the garbage. POM Piles of Manure remember that one. LOL

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 5:40 PM

    Renee, they are to be pitied. May they find some happiness and be free of their bitterness.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at January 30, 2007 5:40 PM

    I donated to the Laminitis Fund this morning.

    Posted by: Ashley at January 30, 2007 5:40 PM

    Good Bye and God Speed, Barbaro. I miss you so much.

    Alex, thank you for all you've done for all of us.
    I wish there was some way to tell the Jacksons and Dr. Richardson how much I applaud their courage and compassion to end Barbaro's suffering.

    Posted by: Fran at January 30, 2007 5:40 PM

    Alex... please remove this post.

    I'm finding this very comforting right now... I hope you do too!
    Posted by: Linda at January 30, 2007 5:24 PM

    Thanks for all you do.

    Horse Hands Across America and the World!
    Keep the Faith!
    God spoke "Horse" and it was amazing!

    Posted by: Linda Lee at January 30, 2007 5:41 PM

    Just try to remember that however cruel some may be, they do not speak the truth. We all know what the reality of Barbaro is. He lives on in every one of our hearts.

    Posted by: lisa morin at January 30, 2007 5:41 PM

    Debbie

    He's to be pitied!!!! Thank God you and FOB's have concerns and feelings for animals and people. Just think of the emptiness this person and all who agree with him have inside them.... big VOIDS!

    Posted by: D'Anne in the beautiful foothills of the Smokies at January 30, 2007 5:41 PM

    ***Kathy in Northbrook and Carol Nichols***

    Please count me in on the garden idea. I am a landscaper and would come to New Bolton to
    help with the installation GLADLY. An apple tree,
    roses, mint and carrots all sound appropriate.

    Please email me at beachcomberco@earthlink.net and
    lets start planning. Trees like to be planted in the winter...

    Great idea!

    Posted by: Christian at January 30, 2007 5:42 PM

    Last night I donated to the Barbaro Fund and the Laminitis Fund this morning, in his sweet beloved memory.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 5:42 PM

    Empty...heck they are deader than dead.Shame on them.

    Ya know what we are playing into their hands. Lets stop.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 5:44 PM

    Off to lunch I will be back. All of you take care for a while.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 5:45 PM

    The Barbaro family here needs to come together somehow. I would like to keep in touch with everyone as I believe Barbaro brought us all together for some reason. If this website could continue & provide this Barbaro forum we can all stay united and fight for all things that Barbaro would have wanted.

    Posted by: Debbie Singer at January 30, 2007 5:45 PM

    To Friends of Barbaro,
    Everyday I came to this site to feel the love for Barbaro and be inspired. Occasionally, I posted and called my congressman and senators to support ending slaughter. Also sent in contributions. Barbaro and you inspired me to do so. I thank you now for all you FOBs are. Keep his legacy alive and let the inspiration continue.
    Because of Barbaro, I have composed a letter to send to my local papers and one national one calling for an end to slaughter, for committment and responsiblily toward all the animals we own. To also end the euthanization of "unwanted" pets. It is time to carry this forward, for Barbaro.

    Posted by: Denise at January 30, 2007 5:45 PM

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    have not seen mary s...posts...we need her uplifting prayers....

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 5:45 PM

    Barbara - your passing has made me realize how short the time can be that we have to spend with our 4-legged buddies. My 12 yr old cat has gotten tons of extra hugs since yesterday morning, which she is enjoying immensely!

    I know you are resting comfortably now...and in time, our heartache will be eased by our memories of you.

    Posted by: Gail at January 30, 2007 5:45 PM

    ****designgirl7,
    Good to see you back,so many of us posted messages of prayer and comfort for you in your time of loss for your dad. Maybe when you're stronger you can go back and read the love that was sent you way.

    I BELIEVE

    Harriette Brillianthawk in Lexington

    Posted by: Harriette at January 30, 2007 5:45 PM

    Hay (((Renee))) thanks for the hugs.....right back atcha friend!!
    Let the healing process begin!! Aren't there three stages we all have to go through???? I forgot what they are...I think I'm in the denial stage right now.

    Posted by: D'Anne in the beautiful foothills of the Smokies at January 30, 2007 5:45 PM

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    good to see cora, il.. and designgirl...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 5:46 PM


    IN CELEBRATION OF BARBARO....at NEW BOLTON

    WE NEED HELP FROM THOSE IN PA OR CLOSE BY

    I'M TOO FAR AWAY IN CANADA and I DON'T HAVE A PASSPORT YET !!!!!!

    WE NEED A BANNER for the NBC fence....lots of yellow or green and blue ribbons to tie around the trees...plastic so it doesn't weather so easily
    Helium Ballons in bright beautiful colors maybe again the blue and green Lael colors??????

    WE NEED HELP TO DO THIS...who is close by and can do this labor of love???????

    WE NEED SOME MONEY ...not much???? KENNETT FLORIST RACHEL and ALIE might help and guide us !!!
    THINK OF HOW HAPPY IT WOULD MAKE ALL AT NBC TO SEE
    A CELEBRATION FOR OUR BOY....

    HE DESERVES....A PARTY !!!! HE EARNED IT !!!!

    Posted by: Maribel at January 30, 2007 5:47 PM

    P.S. Remember to keep lighting candles for Barbaro. He can still receive their messages. He is watching over us all now.

    Posted by: Debbie Singer at January 30, 2007 5:47 PM

    Although I haven't read the article, I know the columnist that wrote it. I work in sports PR, and have had run-ins with him in the past. The LA Times sports editor has no control over him. I think this time he may have bit off more than he can chew. When people feel a loss, it is never your business to tell them how to feel. It is not funny, not clever and not perceptive. I hope many of you write to the LA Times to express your opinion. I live in the NY area and last night when I was driving home, sports radio WFAN was discussing Barbaro. The host questioned if the horse had suffered all these months and surmised that the owners probably were looking at a lucrative breeding career. I pulled over to the side of the road and called on my cell phone. After trying many times, got through and set him straight. Told him about the daily visits form Mrs. Jackson with the hand-picked grass. That this was a money-losing proposition, that a selfish owner would have put him down when it happened and collected on the insurance money. Others called in after me and expressed similar feelings, many of them also horse owners. Later on the host expressed that he had been educated by the callers and now was coming to realize what a tragedy this was.
    If everyone had the ideals of the owners, doctors and others that loved and worked to save Barbaro, the world would be a better place.

    Posted by: Jim F at January 30, 2007 5:53 PM

    Comments on Barbaro from Peter Brette..

    I don’t think we ever really knew how good he was, that was the most exciting thing about him,” said Barbaro’s exercise rider and Matz’s assistant, Peter Brette. “I could never get to the bottom of him, and I don’t think Edgar [Prado] ever got to the bottom of him. I think that was the most exciting thing about Barbaro, what the future held. I’ve said before that he was the type of horse, I’ve been in racing 24 years and he was going to make all of my dreams come true. He was the one. In 24 years he was the first horse I sat on and said, ‘There’s nothing this horse can’t accomplish.”

    “A horse like that, you weren’t going to be afraid of anybody,” Brette said. “You could have taken him anywhere in the world, and for me, he would have beaten any three-year-old in the world. He would have belonged in any Group 1 in the world, and I still think he could have won an [Epsom] Derby (Eng-G1) as well. That’s how good he was. He won a Kentucky Derby, and I think he probably would have won the English Derby as well, he was just that good.”

    Posted by: Ashley at January 30, 2007 5:53 PM

    It is lunchtime at work and I cannot eat, so I put my jacket on and walked outside. The air temperature is 16 with a wind chill factor of zero. There is a pretty good dusting of snow on the ground and I feel as desolate as the winter surroundings. Then I saw a whirlwind of snow go past me like Barbaro running in the wind and a ray of sunshine broke free and fell upon me and I knew it would be okay. Bobby is free and safe and without pain. I must grieve today and maybe tomorrow and maybe the next day. We will do Barbaro's work but I am not ready for that at this moment. The tears are falling as I write this. It will get better! And when spring comes and the flowers bloom, I will feel the spirit of Barbaro. I miss him. I just pray for
    Mr and Mrs Jackson, NBC, Dr. R, Edgar Prado, Alex, Michael Matz and for all those who came in contact with the great one.

    Posted by: PJ in Indy at January 30, 2007 5:53 PM

    I knew I had to visit Alex's page today-but seeing all of the past Barbaro updates made me start crying all over again. I am going to really miss hearing about this horse. i looked forward to it every day. I cant get anything done at work. So reading all your comments makes me feel like I am not crazy for being so upset about Barbaro dying. It makes me happy to realize that Barbaro affected so many peoples lives and not just my own. I cant believe how upset I am. I think part of it has to do with the fact that we all thought he was getting better and that he was going to leave New Bolton soon and then this terrible disaster happend so fast and now he's just gone. I feel so, so bad for all the folks at New Bolton who worked so hard to save his life. They all must be devastated. I am glad Barbaro got to eat his favorite grass before he passed. That must have been an incredibly difficult decision for the Jacksons. Poor Ms. Jackson she is going to miss Barbaro most of all. My thoughts and prayers go out to you all and to everyone who was connected to Barbaro. He was an amazing horse!

    Posted by: amanda at January 30, 2007 5:53 PM

    To those that come here to belittle us, write posts and sign our names to them--those of us that have been here since late May know better. Please go elsewhere.

    Taking posts from one site and reposting them elsewhere, too make fun of the posters shows how immature and irresponsible you are.


    To those of us that hurt its going too. It has to. This is a part of the healing process. All very natural and normal. Don't get down on yourelves for this. And believe me--I hurt to.

    For Dr R you have been a total God send to all of us. You were there from the onset for Barbaro who was your patient. You were there for Mom and Dad Jackson. I will never forget how you have set aside time everyday to graze Barbaro. You have a hospital to run and surgeries to do. Yet, because of a horse named Barbaro you gave your heart. You gave up your vacation--to at least call if not go in every day to check on Barbaro. That's not just a patient. It's love and commitment. Very very honorable emotions. I too share the grief that you feel.

    To Mom and Dad Jackson words could never convey the dignity and the grace you have shown all of us. You have allowed us to come to know your horse and fall head over heels in love. We have never wanted for an update. This is truly grace and kindness. I remember Mom Jackson when she told us that Barbaro had been out to graze. This was a month after that awful day in July. The tears in her eyes and the joy in her voice as she told us the news. It was beyond wonderful.

    To Michael Matz, Peter Brette and the rest of the gang at Michael's Barn--we love you and share your grief. Your dedication to Barbaro was an example to all of us.

    To Tim and Alex. This was not the end that any of us wanted. How we all wanted Barbaro to walk out of NBC and onto retirement in a field shared with Mocha. Your commitment and love is unfounded. You have been our lifeline these past months. How grateful I am to have found this site. I share your grief that it all ended the way it did.

    To the rest of the FOB's I am grateful to those of you I have come to call friend. Barbaro would be so happy to know that he has brought us together. Together we can mourn his passing, share and rejoice the special moments of the past 8 1/2 months. And now we can support one another as we go through this next phase.

    Finally to my champ. You fought to the end. You never gave up. Even through the dark days of last July you never gave up. At the end you had enough. You told Dr R when it was enough. I know you didn't want to go away. You knew it would hurt all of us so much. We can only pray that you are out of pain, romping in fields of green, racing the great ones of before. I pray only happy days ahead for you. Pain free and a full return of health and strength to your body.

    Barbaro champion of my heart. He will live on in all our hearts forever.


    Michael's Miracle

    Margaret

    Posted by: Margaret at January 30, 2007 5:55 PM

    GOOD FOR YOU, JIM! I am glad you called in and set them straight.

    Posted by: Julie L at January 30, 2007 5:55 PM

    David, Gates of Eden
    So nice to see you here.

    Posted by: Marilyn/CA at January 30, 2007 5:55 PM

    Thank you Alex for keeping us informed for 8 months on how this beautiful animal was progressing on a daily basis. I wasnot familar with horseracing until I fell in love with the 2006 Kentucky Derby winner,Barbaro. May he contunue to run and graze in God's green garden with the other greats in horse racing and Triple Crown winners. My deepest sympathy to the Jacksons,Dr Richardson (who did a marvelous job),trainers and all of the staff at the New Bolton Center. Barbaro will live forever in the hearts of those who loved him. God Bless...

    Posted by: Anne M. at January 30, 2007 5:55 PM

    Alex
    Thank you again for the links and description of Fair Hill this morning. You really allowed us all to feel so much more a part of Barbaro, thank you.

    I pray for peace and comfort for the Jackson, Dr. R., Michael, Peter, all who loved and cared for him.

    I miss you magnificent horse, I wish we'd had a different ending to your wonderful story.

    Posted by: Susan in TX at January 30, 2007 5:57 PM

    Hi All: I think I'm still in shock. I really can't believe he's gone. I'm still crying every time I read something about him or see his face. I have so many pictures of him that I never got to hang. I told my husband, I want them all up by this weekend. I still have my car magnet on the car "Believe in Barbaro". My husband says I should take it down. He thinks someone might try and take it. I'll always believe in him though. He was a true miracle. I've gone through all the what ifs but it doesn't make a difference now. Our baby is gone. It's just so hard right now. I can't believe how bad I feel for a horse I never met. He was just something special and I knew it from the start. I followed him from his very first race and I just saw it in him. I was hooked from the beginning and I will always remember him.

    I love you Barbaro. Rest In Peace. Your free now. Run like the champion you will always be. I'll never forget you.

    Posted by: lorraine S. Staten Island,NY at January 30, 2007 5:58 PM

    FOBs,

    By trade, I'm a "rocket scientist" and generally not able to express my feelings well. Alie posted the following - This fits me exactly - in my grief I don't know what else to say - have been crying for the past two days.

    Alie wrote
    "I have followed this site faithfully since I found it in July (and followed Barbaro's story since May) but have never posted. Like all of you, I just fell completely in love with beautiful Barbaro and am absolutely heartbroken. I can't even imagine the grief of those who knew and loved him personally every day. My deepest condolences to his connections - the Jackson's, Dr. Richardson and the NBC staff, Michael Matz, Peter Brette, Edgar Prado, etc. and thank you to Alex and Tim and to all the FOBs for giving me a place to follow Barbaro's story and for teaching me so much about horses (I am an animal lover in general but did not know much about horses specifically). May Barbaro rest in peace and may his connections find much comfort in knowing they did everything possible to save this magnificent horse's life."

    Posted by: Bob from CA at January 30, 2007 6:00 PM

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    Harriette,
    Thanks for the welcome back. I've been checking in whenever I could, but just couldn't post yet. Then, yesterday, so much more sadness! It's getting overwhelming - so much loss.

    I have read so many wonderful, caring posts from so many friends here. You're right, quite a lot of love was sent my way - and it is all very much appreciated. Quite a caring bunch we are - each of should be proud.

    Posted by: designgirl7 at January 30, 2007 6:01 PM

    What about contacting our representatives and asking that the anti-horse slaughter bill be renamed the Barbaro Bill in his honor? Rather than for his racing accomplishments, this would honor how hard he fought to live and how good people fought to save the life of a horse. Think of how many horses would be saved by this bill, and what a great tribute to him it would be

    Posted by: Jim F at January 30, 2007 6:02 PM

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    SusaninCO ,

    I thought we were dicussing planting a tree and a permanent sign for Barbaro (if NBC goes along with this).

    Is the bench in additon?

    thank you,
    Daphne

    Posted by: Daphne at January 30, 2007 6:04 PM

    Good morning FOB's,I found this article today at www.new.yahoo.com,
    Barbaro Final Finish Line
    With all the the human dramas unfolding these days, it might strike some as odd that so many people around the world care deeply about the life and death of a horse.
    But Barbaro, the thoroughbred who was put down Monday after and eight month struggle for survival, was no ordinary horse. And his fight for life was no small deal, precisely because it provided people with something to root for, unashamedly and unreservedly, in a world where such causes are sometimes hard to find.
    The story of Barbaro was not one of nuance, shades of gray or different perspectives. It was one of a champion horse who shattered his right hind leg during last May's Preakness Stakes, at the very moment he was expected to race to glory. He provided great hope and, ultimately, great grief.His tale was tragedy in its purest form.
    Barbaro's enormous promise was evident at last spring's Kentucky Derby, the first of the three Triple Crown races, which he won by the biggest margin in almost 60 years. By the time of the Preakness, he was seen as potentially one of the greatest ever.
    But it was defeat that he captured the nations imagination. His cruel injury was so severe that, a decade or two ago, he almost immediately would have been euthanized. He benefited from the best of care at the University of Pennsylvania. He also benefited form owners who put aside cost and did all they could to save him. Although that effort ultimately failed, Barbaro's fighting spirit and uphill battle against the odds made a war-torn nation feel better about itself, much as the underdog racehorse Seabiscuit did during the Great Depression.

    Barbaro's injury has already led to some rethinking of the surfaces at horse tracks to try to minimize future accidents. Although he did not achieve the victories of other greats like Secretariat and Seattle Slew, he showed himself a champion of a different sort, one that struck a chord with people around the world.
    That so much effort and emotion was invested in a single animals fate reflects a desire to cling to a sense of humanity in a world where the inhuman too often prevails.
    mary mi

    Posted by: mary at January 30, 2007 6:06 PM

    Morning All,

    I didn't know what to do with myself this morning. I've been here everyday for the past 8 months - I feel so comforted by everyone here. My heart is still broken, but it will heal and become strength instead of ache. So great to see everyone :)

    Posted by: Donna & Cookie- Alberta, Canada at January 30, 2007 6:06 PM

    Laurie H.
    I am so glad to see that you posted. My heart is broken as I'm sure your is also. As much as I feel lost coming on this board and not being able to read about him I believe it has to be so much worse for you. We all love him with all our hearts but you put your heart and soul into his recovery, this is not to say that others didn't also, but I could envision you talking to him and comforting him. It also brought comfort to me knowing that you kept him warm at night and that he always, without fail, had his good night kisses.
    Your words brought me to tears more times than I could tell you. Now the tears won't stop. They just keep coming. I can't leave here. My husband says I'm just torturing myself but I need to feel close to him. This is the only place I can feel that right now...with people who understand.

    So many have asked me why I'm so attached to Bobby. I don't have an answer for them. How do you describe love. There is no answer. I just love him so much. He was, and always will be, everything that is right in the world. He was so innocent, so pure, so beautiful. I will miss him with all my heart. And that's where he will remain for me. He will always be in my heart.

    Please take care of yourself. Barbaro knows how much you love him. He knows how much we all love him.



    Posted by: doe at January 30, 2007 6:07 PM

    I want to thank Alex, NBC, the Jacksons, and all the FOB's. I have never written on this site before, but continually benefit from your counsel, compassion, and knowledge.

    Barbara Walters said something on Good Morning America about Barbaro having sired a foal due soon? Did anyone hear this? Is there any truth to that? I don't want to start a rumor, but was curious if anyone knew the answer.
    Margaret

    Posted by: margaret at January 30, 2007 6:07 PM

    For my fellow FOBs:
    His legacy lives! Since last night here's how The Barbaro Effect goes on:
    Three telephone calls from people in Minnesota who were involved in the call-in campaigns and sent letters to senators. Each one, crying, said, in effect, "I need to do more, where do we go from here?" And I have had three more requests for golf fundraiser events for horse rescues.
    Barbaro touched the lives of so many people. And he will continue to reach new people through us! We are FOBs! We are Barbaro!
    Daryl!

    Posted by: Daryl Smoliak at January 30, 2007 6:08 PM

    I'll do anything I can to help with landscaping, the party balloons, helping funds, etc. I feel very open right now. Numb. It's a nice place to be.
    Yesterday I felt so much pain that I could hardly stand being alive... today I mostly just feel very quiet. Pain can be so staggering at times. I hope we are all slowly, slowly coming to peace with this. It will be okay. We can do much good, Barbaro has taught us the depths of our love.

    Posted by: Jackie from the Frozen Tundra at January 30, 2007 6:11 PM

    hAy, it's me. I'm borrowing this computer while nobody's home, don't tell, OK? Some of you are asking for news. I just wanted you to know that I was the fastest one to the Rainbow Bridge. I broke the track record. The people there handed me some award and said there was a mistake I was supposed to get it last week. I was going too fast to grab it. LAst night I heard some of you crying. I came by you and held you in my heart, really quiet, so I wouldn't scare you. But I was there, in your dreams and in your hearts.


    Through your eyes today I can see you looking at my pictures. Pictures from when I won the Derby - that was the best day of my life! - and pictures from when Dr Dean led me outside of my stall at NBC for the first time. Even I was scared to see me without the casts on. Boy do I love that man.


    As much as I love all of you, and Dr Dean, and the vet students, and Edgar, and Michael, and Peter, and Alex, and most of all my people, Gretchen and Roy, I wanted to be that horse in the running pictures. I hope you understand because I only really understand it all now. I loved every day in the stall -- oh, the treats and my mom with the basket of grass every day -- but I never forgot about running. I didn't want to hurt anyone... I guess I knew it all along but didn't really know it until... hmm... there are no clocks here. I guess I finally just knew. Boy do I love the Jacksons, and Dr Dean, they listened. I trusted them with my life, and they listened.


    Now you're getting this from the horse's mouth: No moss going to grow on me up here. No, sir. I'm the restless type even for an old soul. It was too much fun, even with the last stretch, to miss out on for long. We keep our secrets here, so I won't say another word just yet, except I will be fast. Well, I gotta go. These horse up here are bucking and I can't wait to join them. It's been too long! I hope you feel better soon, and kick up your heels for me.

    Love, Barbaro

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at January 30, 2007 6:12 PM

    I have checked this site everyday for news of our Beautiful Boy, I have cried with all of you & enjoyed all the good days & ACNs but have never posted. Today I needed to hold hands with all of you FOBs. My heart is broken, as is yours, but our Champ is free from pain, in perfect form again and running with the wind in his mane & wings on his hoofs.

    Thank you Alex for everything - you have been a blessing to us all. My prayers are with you, Dr R. the Jacksons and all of Barbaro's people.

    Gods Speed Beautiful Barbaro, you will be missed forever. I love you.
    Bobbye from Jensen Beach, Florida

    Posted by: Bobbye at January 30, 2007 6:13 PM

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    Margaret-He never jumped a mare-how is that possible?

    Posted by: Dora J Crow at January 30, 2007 6:13 PM

    I miss him.

    I'll always Believe.

    Posted by: Kathy J. - Hilton Head Island, SC at January 30, 2007 6:14 PM

    LLeslie
    I know a priest who once told in a sermon of someone asking whether his beloved pet would be in heaven. The priest asked the person, "Do you need him, to be happy?" Yes. "Then he'll be in heaven."

    Posted by: Marilyn/CA at January 30, 2007 6:14 PM

    Barbara Walters probably said that La Villa Rouge is expecting a foal soon that will be a whole sibling to Barbaro.(sire is Dynaformer)

    Posted by: Dora J Crow at January 30, 2007 6:15 PM

    I remember we were talking about this last night: Laurie H., I would be glad to buy a compilation of your tuck-ins to benefit Laminitis research. Heck, I would buy a couple! They are beautiful, and when I am feeling stronger I would like to read them again, the to remember alwayshow supportive and deeply we all were involved in his cause. That is something we can not forget.

    Posted by: Jackie from the Frozen Tundra at January 30, 2007 6:15 PM

    Hi Margaret,

    Barbaro never got the chance to become a sire. His mother, La Ville Rouge has been mated again to sire Dynaformer so there will be a full brother to Big B coming up. He also has a half brother I believe.

    Bless our sweet Barbaro!

    Posted by: Bonnie MacRaith at January 30, 2007 6:16 PM

    Hello All

    Just so heartbroken have not been able to post and you all are so wonderful in saying what I feel.

    It is just going to take awhile BUT please be sure to include me in any plans. I will be honored to contribute.

    I did make further donations to both The Barbaro Fund and The Laminitis Research yesterday.

    Thank you All

    Posted by: jeri at January 30, 2007 6:17 PM

    Jim F--

    Thanks for setting that radio talk show host straight and for the info on the LA Times guy. I guess they let someone like him stay around because he sells papers--to the depraved.

    Anyway, on the Forum, attached to this site, a thread was just started, under the heading of 'Barbaro,' called "In Barbaro's Memory," and the idea there by Betty Cordoza is exactly yours--for us all to wite our Congresspeople to get the new anti-slaughter legisaltion named the "Barbaro Memorial anti-Horse Slaughter Bill"...and when it passes into law, it will be "Barbaro's Law". Check out the thread--lots of people are getting behind it.

    Nancy B in CA

    Posted by: Nancy Babcock at January 30, 2007 6:18 PM

    Barbara Walters got it wrong. Barbaro's dam, la Ville Rouge, and Barbaro's sire, Dynaformer, are expecting a foal this spring -- a full brother to Barbaro. La Ville Rouge is pregnant in Kentucky. I am not sure if the Jackson's own the foal, etc.

    Would it be great if it was named Barbarosa, or some other tribute name? Cannot wait to see this little one.

    Thanks for the feedback about the $29 a month to the Laminitus Fund -- it will indeed console us every month as we honor Barbaro.

    Posted by: Karen, PA at January 30, 2007 6:18 PM

    ALL

    I think renaming the anti slaughter bill the "Barbaro Bill" would help tremendously because not only does it honor a champion, how can you vote against a champion???

    It would give a face to the bill and people would have a harder time resisting it--simply psychology.

    How do we get this done?

    Posted by: Julie L at January 30, 2007 6:19 PM

    Susan in Saratoga - Thanks ......... I loved "getting mail."
    Geesh - what a group of nurturing old souls there are around here ! You all are indeed a blessing.

    Sherry

    Posted by: sherry at January 30, 2007 6:20 PM

    Morning All FOB's,

    It is a difficult time for all of us, but Barbaro has joined together many from all walks of life to carry out his mission. He is watching over each of us, and wuffling in our ears the positive directions we must take to end Slaughter and to aide other horses in need. He is proud of everyone for the accomplishments thus far, and now in his honor we must continue his work as the FOB's can do so much in their sheer numbers alone.

    Additionally, MHR would like to inform all the FOB's that we are on Foal Watch. Rosie, is due anytime as her behavior and her appearance is changing on a daily basis. The foaling pen has been prepared and straw is added daily at this point. We are watching her as she will paw away certain areas of the straw as if preparing a nest. The MHR group which consists of many FOB's have selected the name Bobbie's Lil Angel for this foal. MHR has three veterinarians, and one is less than five minutes from MHR, we are prepared.

    Thank You and Bless All of You

    Stephanie

    Posted by: Stephanie at January 30, 2007 6:21 PM

    Man in Havana(2004) is one of Barbaro's brothers, and there is one unnamed colt(2006) that is a full brother. The other full brother should be near foaldate yeah? Seeyou gals/guys later...

    Posted by: Dora J Crow at January 30, 2007 6:21 PM

    Renaming the bill after Barbaro is even stronger than calling it "pro-horse" Who could vote against it? I imagine the Jacksons will need to be consulted, and so on.

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at January 30, 2007 6:22 PM

    I believe that Barbaro's final resting place should be a private spot and not a public one. I hope he remains in close proximity to those with whom he shared the deepest bonds. Lael Stables, the New Bolton Center and Fair Hill come to mind, each for a different reason.

    Posted by: esbutler at January 30, 2007 6:22 PM

    Stephanie-Bobby's Lil Angel is quite perfect! thanks

    Posted by: Dora J Crow at January 30, 2007 6:24 PM

    Alex can you remove the Linda timestamp 5:34? It is horrible? Thanks

    Posted by: Pam at January 30, 2007 6:24 PM

    Marilyn in CA--

    Thanks for your post about your walk with Barbaro this morning. It helped.

    Maybe I'll go out for a walk, see if he's around to go with me (although I think there's a long line of walkers waiting for their turn with him too)...my situation inside is the same as yours...tax papers everywhere, but they've all been shoved aside for now to make room for Barbaro...and you know what? He's been here all along.

    Thanks again.

    Nancy B in CA

    Posted by: Nancy Babcock at January 30, 2007 6:24 PM

    I am in a great deal of pain, which I know most of you are in too, so I must talk about it. I cannot find much consolation any other way. My eyes are so swollen, I can hardly see to type.
    Unfortunately, I am now a member of an exclusive "club", that I never wanted to join -- the "club" of grief over Barbaro's death.

    I am completely and utterly inconsolable. When the "deck of cards" collapsed for him, it took me with it. My stomach is knotted; my mind is swimming; my heart is heavy. No article written can console me; no TV show can lighten me; no beautiful words written by fellow FOBs can comfort me. I am all alone...and yet I am with all of you -- in a place we NEVER wanted to be in.

    I retrace my thoughts, my feelings, my actions, regarding my prayerful support for Barbaro. At least I seem to be able to find some small help for myself in knowing that in all my efforts, I never gave up. Not once. I never wavered in my prayers and affirmations for him -- even though there were countless times that I could have cried and weeped and thrown myself into the depths of despair had I not witnessed, so many times, people and animals brought back from the brink of death, through prayerful work. So I always had the strength to stay strong for him, and to throw the weight on the positive side for him.

    But from the beginning of Barbaro's breakdown at the Preakness, I became concerned with subtle intimations...intuitions, that I was "picking up", that troubled me. I never discussed them, because as a "student" of spiritual healing, I knew that one must stand guard at the "door" of thought, and not allow the negative thoughts to enter. The problem is, that it's often hard to discern when a thought is truly "negative", or when it is actually a foretelling of what is meant to be.

    In my case, so often in my life, I've had dreams or visions -- usually dreams -- that have foretold the "future" of those close to me, or even about events. I once had a dream, for ex., foretelling of my grandmother's death, which turned out to be exactly true. I also had dreams and visions of my fiance's death, 7 years ago, just days before he dropped dead right in front of me, in my home, from a massive heart attack. But I had dispelled the "premonitions" regarding my fiance, b/c I had recently been doing a genealogical search on my family, which involved collecting death certificates, etc. So I naturally thought that these dreams and visions were simply the result of my subconscious mind playing tricks on me. But as I said above, it's hard to discern which intuitions are true, and which are nonsensical.

    How this ties in with Barbaro, is that just a day or two after the Preakness, when I, along with millions of others, were pulling for his operation to go well, I had a dream that shocked me. The dream was that Barbaro was euthanized. When I lifted my head from the pillow, I immediately reversed that "negative" thought with affirmations of Truth for him. Then, I went straight to my computer to pull up the NBC site and found out that he had come through the operation with flying colors. So naturally I thought that my dream was just a dream... triggered by the fact that I was worried about him. How could I have known that this was, indeed, a premonition. I never had the dream again. But I never forgot it.

    Clearly, it foretold Barbaro's outcome...which I could not accept...and would not accept. Barbaro would be healed. I would not entertain any other outcome for this horse I loved so much!

    I pushed the dream to the back of my mind, and carried on, faithfully praying and affirming the Truth for Barbaro. But one day, out of nowhere, that "inner voice" that we all hear sometimes, whispered a familiar rhyme to me. It was silly on the one hand, but OMINOUS, on the other. It was a paraphrased line from "Humpty Dumpty": "All the King's horses and all the King's men, couldn't put Barbaro back together again." I was HORRIFIED! How in God's name could a thought like that come to me? I IMMEDIATELY reversed that negative thought and flooded my mind with God's Truth. Again, how could I have known that I was accurately sensing what Barbaro's fate would be.

    When I came to this site, which was in the early days following his Preakness breakdown, and saw all the fear and worry about Barbaro, I wanted to post healing thoughts for him. I did not want my dream to be true.

    Then, when his big setback occurred in July, I could not help but remember my earlier dream, so I posted even more fervently and firmly about not letting our guard down. I know that I upset people, but how could I post that in the depths of my being I really knew what the end of the story would be? I couldn't post that, because I refused to accept that horrible ending. But my "inner voice" was preparing me. Although I must admit, I sure don't feel very well prepared, now that I'm staring his death in the face!

    Each time the "Humpty Dumpty" phrase would creep into my thought, I would pray as fervently as one could pray, in order to reverse it with Truth. But now we know... Barbaro's destiny had already been ordered. I'm reminded of these words: "So let it be written, so let it be done."

    My question is "Why"? Yes...all the issues that have come to light because of the spotlight on Barbaro, etc., etc. But that is no comfort to me, because once these issues DID come to light, it did not follow that Barbaro still had to DIE! He could just as easily have LIVED!

    So I cannot reconcile this dichotomy.

    I AM SHAKEN TO THE CORE OF MY BEING, AS NEVER BEFORE, because so many millions of us, all over the world, were praying for Barbaro. I can fully understand anyone who is experiencing the very normal reaction of ANGER, because that is a valid stage of grief. But I am not angry. I am empty. The cloud of sadness, depression, and grief, hangs so heavy over me that I feel as though I will never recover.

    I've had losses very close to me, like many of you, human and otherwise. Why this should slice so deeply into my heart and soul is incomprehensible. The only explanation I can come up with is that Barbaro's death has ROCKED THE WORLD. IT'S UNIVERSAL. I feel as though I'm standing in the middle of an EARTHQUAKE that just won't stop.

    Someone said that it's like when President Kennedy was shot. I also feel that it's like when Elvis died. Two major world figures -- like BARBARO! HIS DEATH HAS SENT A SHOCKWAVE, FELT ALL AROUND THE WORLD!

    We must grapple with DISBELIEF of his death... unwillingness to accept it... even inability to accept it.

    THE WORLD DREW BARBARO TO ITS COLLECTIVE HEART... AND NOW THAT COLLECTIVE HEART IS SHATTERED INTO A MILLION PIECES...maybe never to mend again.

    Some of you have said it was worth it to you to have gone on this "journey". I do not feel that way. I wish that this was a "journey" I never had to take, given the outcome. I will probably never be able to watch a Triple Crown race again. I know for sure that I cannot watch Barbaro film clips or even look him in the eyes in still shots. The pain is unbearable and immeasureable.

    I will never be the same. But I don't know yet if that's good or bad. I wonder now if the "healings" that seem to be "demonstrated" through prayer, are simply the ones that would have occurred anyway. It is true that I have seen remarkable healings of humans and pets at the brink of death, but now I'm wondering if those would have occurred anyway, because they were "ordered" by the universe, rather than having been the result of anyone's "prayers".

    My dream did not lie to me. Barbaro's outcome had been foretold. His fate was already sealed, probably from the moment he was born. It just remained to be played out in the mortal world.

    We cannot presume to know the mysteries of the universe. I have felt in recent years that there is no such thing as the "past", the "present" and the "future" -- that this mortal life is like a three-ring circus, with the "past", the "present" and the "future", all going on at the same time. It's just that the one that the "spotlight" is shining on, is the one we're experiencing.

    But one thing is certain -- Barbaro is gone. Roughly twenty-four hours ago he was alive and breathing; he existed in the "present". Now he's gone, and must be referred to in the past tense. In the "blink of an eye", while we were going about our morning routines, he drew his last breath.

    I cannot find comfort in the "Rainbow Bridge".

    ALL I WANT TO DO IS TO GRAB DEATH BY THE THROAT, SNATCH BARBARO FROM ITS CLUTCH, AND PULL HIM BACK TO LIFE! I want it all to have been a bad dream, from the moment he took his misstep. But sadly, that can never be.

    So I'm left like this... CRUSHED...with no end in sight to my pain.. with an aching heart that will always want him back...with questions in my mind about his last days, which will never be answered to my satisfaction, because no one can read Barbaro's mind... with a sense of futility...that our prayers were all in vain, because his destiny could not be changed.

    And so I must face life without Barbaro now. No more updates on his progress from anywhere. No more ACNs to look for or cheer for. No more hope that the words, "stable, but serious", will change to "stable and out of danger".

    This is the SHOCK that the ABRUPTNESS of DEATH brings. Our daily routine with Barbaro has been brought to a SCREECHING HALT. And one's brain simply cannot PROCESS the ENORMITY of the LOSS that fast.

    Eight months is a long time. But what makes this so incomprehensible...and the grief so unbearable...is that he was SO CLOSE to going home...SO CLOSE to the "finish line"...yet the universe could not even give him that little taste of happiness -- to be back home with the Jacksons, basking happily ever after in the warmth of their love. How cruel a fate!

    It wasn't enough that his bones had been broken and his feet severely diseased... this sweet, innocent baby could not even be granted the simplest of joys...to live out his life in peace and happiness.

    Forgive me, but I am thoroughly disgusted right now with everything. And very frail... in mind, body, and spirit.

    I WILL NEVER LOVE LIKE THIS AGAIN. THE PRICE IS MUCH TOO HIGH.

    Posted by: Spirit Horse No More aka Loretta A at January 30, 2007 6:25 PM

    I just got a break from school and wanted to check in. It's been hard to act normal today when all I really want to do is cry my heart out. I can't watch any media coverage or look at any pictures just yet; so painful right now.

    I am thankful to have you all here that feel the same way I do about Barbaro. I'll be the first to say, I need you all. I am in so much pain right now. It's got to ease up, I know, but I loved/still love Barbaro so much.

    Thanks for letting me share my feelings! God Bless each of you!!!

    Posted by: Amie at January 30, 2007 6:25 PM

    Jim F., I agree. Something should be named after Barbaro. Permission to use his name would need to be acquired. If we look back over all that has been accomplished because of him over these past 8 months, he certainly does deserve a tribute such as what you have suggested.

    It's going to take us all a few days to adjust, (as if we ever will!). Can you imagine what we're going to accomplish???

    Posted by: Margie at January 30, 2007 6:27 PM

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    I have reported that "link" to the blog hosting site, they do have RULES on content and that is a violation of their rules..


    On a good note, Kentucky Derby is offering to have Barbaro final resting place there:

    http://msn.foxsports.com/horseracing/story/6422988

    Posted by: kay at January 30, 2007 6:28 PM

    ##Laurie H., I too would like to see a compilation of your Tuck-Ins, they were so comforting and heartfelt. I hope you will consider this.

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at January 30, 2007 6:29 PM

    Spirit Horse ... Please do not say you will never love like this again. Barbaro would never want you to feel that way.

    Run Barbaro Run!
    Love Spirit Horse Love!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey in Northeast Ohio at January 30, 2007 6:30 PM

    I feel, as most of you do, a big vacuum, a hole in my life with the loss of Barbaro. I want to encourage people who feel they need to talk about this to an understanding person to feel free to ask for your email address or even phone # if so needed. If you feel you have connected to someone here on the TWR site and want to talk one on one ask that person. Most of us here, I believe, are willing to listen. That is what is most needed when grieving is someone to listen to our feelings.

    My feeling is like I fell in love (not like with a human)but with a joyful, life-filled creature. He made me happy! And like Gretchen Jackson I feel fortunate to have had him in my life, in my heart. It's a phenomena that I can't explain to those who didn't gravitate to Barbaro. Those nasty posts are from people who don't understand this, I don't waste my time on them, I would rather talk to someone who really "got" the magic of this animal.

    Grateful, grateful, grateful....................

    Posted by: Bonnie MacRaith at January 30, 2007 6:30 PM

    I have checked on Barbaro here everyday also. It sure was great having a place to go to find out how he was doing at any given time. Thank you for that Alex and to all involved.

    I LOVE the idea of renaming the anti-slaughter bill. Not sure how to get that done but, when you call your reps to have them support the bill mention this and maybe someone will know how to get that done as well.

    I found this poem. I don't know who the author is but, I think if Barbaro could say something to all of us this might be it.

    If BARBARO could make a comment it might go something like this:

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    I'M FREE

    Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free
    I'm following the path God laid for me.
    I took his hand when I heard him call
    I turned my back and left it all.
    I could not stay another day
    to laugh, to love, to work or play.
    Tasks undone must stay that way.
    I found that peace at close of day.
    If my parting has left a void
    then fill it with remembered joy.
    A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss,
    ah, yes, these things I too will miss.
    Be not burdened with times of sorrow
    I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.
    My life's been full, I've savored much,
    good friends, good times,
    a loved one's touch.
    Perhaps my time seemed all too brief,
    don't lengthen it now with undue grief.
    Lift up your hearts and share with me
    God wanted me now:
    He set me free.

    --------------------------------------------------

    I will always love you, Barbaro. Run FREE - Dana

    Posted by: Dana at January 30, 2007 6:31 PM

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    Doe,

    I apologize I only have a second before I'm finished with lunch...
    Thank you for your ever-present kind words. We are here yet for Barbaro and for each other. We understand each other's pain...
    But, I want to know how your daughter is doing with all of this. Is she okay? Does she understand that he had to go to Heaven? But then, children seem to understand life lessons sometimes more than us adults. I hope she understands.

    Take care Doe and again, thank you.

    Posted by: Laurie H. in MN at January 30, 2007 6:31 PM

    Laurie H ... Have you considered continuing your "tuck ins" ... Barbaro could still use the warmth of your love in Heaven! He may be gone from this earthly existence, but he will never truly be gone. I personally will continue to talk to him often and always with much love and gratitude. His spirit lives on!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey in Northeast Ohio at January 30, 2007 6:33 PM

    Dear Spirit Horse No More- We all feel so bad.


    Do not stand at my grave and weep
    I am not there; I do not sleep.
    I am a thousand winds that blow,
    I am the diamond glints on snow,
    I am the sun on ripened grain,
    I am the gentle autumn rain.
    When you awaken in the morning's hush
    I am the swift uplifting rush
    Of quiet birds in circled flight.
    I am the soft stars that shine at night.
    Do not stand at my grave and cry,
    I am not there; I did not die.

    Barbaro will never die- All of us ARE Barbaro

    Posted by: Dale C. / Davis CA at January 30, 2007 6:33 PM

    Life has provided this turning .... this moment when the world held it's breath. My tears and sorrow are with you. I'm sure it was dificult to let Barbaro go, but also difficult to keep him in his condition. You did the right thing at the right time, but the void.......is haunting

    Things will be different at the barn, but the spirit of Barbaro will comfort you the rest of your days.

    Posted by: Debbie at January 30, 2007 6:33 PM

    Just a Suggestion people. One the "blue" links, you can put your pointer over them and on the bottom left of your screen should tell you what the link is.. OR right click and select properties and will tell you what the link is..


    We have "puppets" that are taking good members names and doing this.

    SO for now, Maybe the BEST thing for us to do is not blue link. just post the link for use to c&p, that way we can be assured it is not a "other"..

    Also, email Alex the Post as sometimes he does not read all the messages.. You can find his email under the contacts..

    Posted by: kay at January 30, 2007 6:35 PM

    Thank you so very much Alex for your morning description of life at Fair Hill. It brought me great comfort this morning when I checked in.
    God bless you Alex. You are such a good man.

    Hi Rosemary,

    I’m so glad you wrote. We were just talking about your group and how grateful we are for your support. We are all very sad about Barbaro, too, and know that those of you who have followed the story daily are having a very difficult day indeed.

    So far, the Valentine’s Day fundraiser has brought in $5,035 – thank you so much! We will definitely use this money to continue to care for these horses.

    I also have some good news that I hope will brighten your day, if you haven’t already heard. A little over a week ago, we had an open house at Longmeadow for potential adopters to meet the Horse Heroes, and over 180 people attended! Due to our extremely thorough screening process, none of the horses have gone home yet, but there is definitely a lot of interest in adopting them, which makes us so happy. We will continue to post updates on their progress on the website.

    If it is alright with you, I thought I would post a message on timwoolleyracing.com thanking everyone for their support and expressing our condolences on the loss of Barbaro.

    Finally, I saw on the message board that somebody said they had made a donation to us in Barbaro’s memory. It would be easy for me to set up a form that people could use specifically to make gifts in Barbaro’s memory, if that would make life easier for your group. I could link to it from the Fans of Barbaro site on our website, and we would use the money to care for rescued horses. Just let me know.

    Thanks,

    Jen

    January 30th note

    I linked from the Fans of Barbaro page to a page specifically for gifts in memory of Barbaro. We can still count these gifts toward your Valentine’s Day fundraiser, if you would like, but having people use this form will help us track which gifts came in memory of Barbaro so we can notify anybody they would like us to notify. I hope it helps!

    Jen HSMO


    Barbaro's legacy goes on thanks to all of you wonderful Fans of Barbaro.

    Posted by: Rosemary in NE Ohio at January 30, 2007 6:37 PM

    Dana:

    Thank you that poem really helps.... I am off to the racetrack to see the horses. I have a bag full of peppermint candy for the ones that I know. I'll be back later...... I want to thank all of you on this board for helping me through yesterday and today and the days to come....

    Thank You Alex........

    Barbaro...... Have you raced Secretariat yet????? I am dying to know who won.... I bet you did...... I love him too though........ I know your having sooooooooo much fun now and I will see you for real soon..... You are in my heart always and you always have been and always will be........

    Love Nina...............................

    Posted by: Nina at January 30, 2007 6:38 PM

    Hello FOB's

    I don't post often, however I have been a constant here for the last 8+ months. I want to tell you all what a blessing this site and all of you have been for me, especially this last 24 hours. Although I am completely heartbroken, I am still uplifted by "listening in" to all of your thoughts and feelings and ideas and I want to thank you for that. My husband thinks " I am alittle over the top with this Barbaro thing" and he wants to hear nothing of how heartbroken I am. He thinks I am crazy. It gives me so much comfort to come here and hear expressed the same things I am feeling from all of you. It's just so comforting to know I am not alone in this and I am grateful!

    The tremdous legacy Barbaro leaves will not only be what he accomplished on the track, or his enourmous heart and courage, but also for what was created here at TWR and all the wonderful, compassionate people gathered here left to carryon his "Purpose".

    Alex, thank you for bringing us all together.

    Susan A

    Posted by: Susan A. at January 30, 2007 6:39 PM

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    Ruth Stacey,

    I have considered it. And tonight, if my mind stops 'racing' with all of these thoughts, I probably will. If not, Emma and I will talk to him as we get ready for bed tonight...

    Thank you for the consideration. Take care Ruth Stacey.

    Posted by: Laurie H. in MN at January 30, 2007 6:40 PM

    Loretta,
    I'm sorry you are so down, I am too but maybe not quite as much as you are. Last night I realized that Barbaro's death alone is shattering but for me it is triggering other losses and tragedies. I imagine this is pretty normal! So, I am grieving for Barbaro and am aware that it is more than that, it is also about some other things. I think I need some of Big B's tough attitude! I think I'm going to call my therapist!

    Bless you dear, take care of yourself.

    Posted by: Bonnie MacRaith at January 30, 2007 6:43 PM

    A suggestion as to how we can pay tribute to and memorialize Barbaro and keep his legacy alive ...

    Make a donation in the amount of $29 to The Fund to Fight Laminitis at UPenn in Barbaro's honor and memory. Bobby was born on the 29th of April and "reborn" on the 29th of January.

    It's just $29 ... the cost of a good lunch or inexpensive dinner ... the cost of movies, popcorn, soda, etc. ... the cost of a decent pair of shoes, maybe ...

    Or the cost of a LIFE ...

    Please join me and others in ending this insidious disease and murderer of our Barbaro. I know this is what Bobby would ask us to do and I know that t his is a personal issue for Mrs. Jackson as well.

    Just $29 to honor Barbaro's memory and for a very good cause ... laminitis research and education. And, if you are so inclined, as I am, I will continue to donate $29 per month, each and every month on the 29th day (except February, of course)for this entire year to:

    The Fund to Fight Laminitis at UPenn

    http://www.vet.upenn.edu/giving/laminitisfund_shoe.htm


    Posted by: Linnie at January 30, 2007 6:43 PM

    FOBs,

    You're such a fantastic group of people and a constant source of comfort. I don't think any of us will be the same for having loved Barbaro, but that's a good thing. He's changed all of our lives for the better.

    And like Mrs. Jackson said...I too hope he's up in Heaven racing Secretariat..

    Big hugs to you all!!

    Posted by: Chrissy at January 30, 2007 6:44 PM

    Oh Spirit Horse...your post brings me to tears. Maybe a little because as much as I hate to admit it, I share some of your thoughts. It's very dark and despairing, but to never love again is to never live. Barbaro wouldn't want that for you, or for any of us. Think about all of the love stories he's helped us create. He may have been destined to his fate from the beginning, but his life was so much bigger than the time he spent here, and the races he ran. It is the rescues he's inspired, the bill he's helped us learn about and support with active fervor, the friends we've made, the lessons we've learned about ourselves and the world around us. I write this with a big knot in my throat pushing back the tears, because I wish like you that he could be here.

    Bonnie, I agree that it helps to talk this out with someone who understands. No one in my life but you guys understand. I am fortunate that I have another FOB here locally that I spoke to yesterday and we helped each other in our grief. It did help me.

    Posted by: Sheila at January 30, 2007 6:44 PM

    Spirit Horse -- Your grief and anger are part of your passion, much to be preferred to apathy. It does seem so unfair, how close he got, and yet... He was such a dominant force, how did he not decide? Anyway, this is no time for philosophy, it's time for comfort. I'll try with something I heard when I really needed it. Maybe it will help.


    When things are so that you're sure your light will never shine again, know this: It WILL shine again. Only differently.


    Bet you a basket of apples from the trees we plant for Barbaro that you do love again, and as well! (((SPIRIT HORSE)))

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at January 30, 2007 6:45 PM

    MARIBEL:

    Personally, I think your idea is absolutely wonderful. It can take place very quickly don't you think?

    All of the other ideas for New Bolton are fabulous too.

    I COMPLETELY AGREE WITH CELEBRATING BARBARO'S LIFE.
    This will make all of us feel so great!!

    Everyone try to have a blessed day!!!!

    Debber

    Posted by: Debbie Llera (Lake Elsinore, Ca.) at January 30, 2007 6:45 PM

    Laurie H ... Please consider it! I think Barbaro will be missing your nightly "tuck-ins" as much as we will! Nuzzle him tightly into that blanket and whisper a lullabye into his ear. He will love it!!!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey in Northeast Ohio at January 30, 2007 6:46 PM

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    Ruth Stacey,

    When I said, 'all of these thoughts', I wasn't talking about the ideas from you guys. I meant the thoughts and memories running around in my head. I just wanted to clarify. One of my biggest concerns is being misunderstood...

    Posted by: Laurie H. in MN at January 30, 2007 6:46 PM

    Susan

    That was beautiful and how I hope it's true.

    Posted by: lorraine S. Staten Island,NY at January 30, 2007 6:48 PM

    PS Just noticed somebody posted something from my computer at 6:12 pm. Gosh, I wasn't home, and nobody else was here. Hmmm.... ?

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at January 30, 2007 6:48 PM

    I prayed for Barbaro with all my heart and hoped that this love would allow GOD to save Barbaro. Driving home one night the thought came to me that even though GOD heard all our prayers we as human beings had to understand that certain things had to take place and couldnt be changed even though it would be painful. Barbaro had a certain destiny and it had to be played out. After my dog died I was overwhelmed with grief and then I found Barbaro. Reading every day about him helped and then before I knew it I had fallen in love with him. The grieving process starts all over again. WE MISS YOU SO MUCH BARBARO. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.

    Posted by: hilary at January 30, 2007 6:48 PM

    Renee~ you have such a good heart. My loss is also your loss and the loss of everyone on this site. The death in the family is Barbaro. My home email address is: secondlook1@aol.com. It will be so good to meet you.

    Posted by: Judy in CT at January 30, 2007 6:49 PM

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    Laurie H, Please email at locarumo@gmail.com

    I have a picture I want to send you

    Posted by: Mary L Ohio at January 30, 2007 6:49 PM

    ### Bonnie and Loretta: I so relate to what you are saying - This loss is triggering grief and memory of other losses - My brother's birthday is this week - He died suddenly 3 years ago - His loss was the most devastating thing that ever happened in my life - The emotional sadness I feel for the loss of Bobby opens up all the pain I still feel for my baby brother....add in a dog who died in June, etc., etc. etc....It is tough - But as a smart wonderful womea said: Grief is the price you pay for love

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at January 30, 2007 6:50 PM

    Marilyn/CA (timestamp 5:21)

    Why, yes, I see him right now, browsing in the cookbook section of my library, looking for carrot recipes!

    Marg

    Posted by: Marg in Maine at January 30, 2007 6:50 PM

    Linnie, I think you will be pleased as you read the posts above that the $29 movement has already begun.

    Whoever is mobilizing the fund for a Barbaro memorial bench at New Bolton, or whatever, please let all of us know how we can contribute.

    Perhaps Kennett Florists can be the central location as they know the local artisans, and can tap them (as they have done in the past) to make happen what we donate to.

    Posted by: Karen, PA at January 30, 2007 6:51 PM

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    Linnie - For the UPENN donation, is it the Barbaro Fund or Laminitis Fund?? Or are they one in the same??

    Posted by: Donna & Cookie- Alberta, Canada at January 30, 2007 6:53 PM

    Bobbie's Little Angel

    A fitting tribute. Thank you, Stephanie.

    Trying to get things done but I keep gravitating back here. There is comfort and companionship here.

    My entire life has been turned upside down since November 8, but of all the upheavals and hurts, this one is the most powerful. So close to going home...struggling to understand why.

    Thank you all for knowing and sharing.

    Skyler, I haven't seen you today and haven't heard from you at home. I hope you're doing all right.

    Pammie, Nevada Sally, Marky, Lynda, the rest of the Posse---let's raise a carrot today for our boy.

    Posted by: Susan E. at January 30, 2007 6:54 PM

    To the other Margaret

    Barbaro's full sibling due this spring is not sired by Barbaro.

    In race horse ruling--the horses have to have a "natural" covering . You don't do artifical insemination.

    The full sibling that you are asking about--they share the same momma and poppa. In TB's--you are only related when you share the same momma. You are not related if you share the same poppa.

    Barbaro also has a full baby brother that was born last Apr. If you look on this site under photos--you can pics of the cutest little guy next to Barbaro. That is his baby brother. La Ville Rouge (Barbaro's horsey mom) has the cutest offspring...

    Margaret

    Posted by: Margaret at January 30, 2007 6:55 PM

    Barbaro..... I am going to Portland Medows.... Can you send me some signals on who is going to win the races today??????? :-) I need the money........... I love you big beautiful brown eyes..... I'll be back to check on you when I get home.....

    Renee....... I am much better now.... Thank You....... God Bless you Nina............

    Posted by: Nina at January 30, 2007 6:55 PM

    Thanks Nancy B for mentioning that thread. I really think we should also push for the anti-horse slaughter bill to simply be called the BARBARO BILL. Can you imagine a congressman having to explain to his voters that he voted against the Barbaro Bill? I love all the ideas posed so far - bench, garden etc. This bill would not only make us feel better, but will save horses lives in Barbaro's name. I have already emailed my Congressman and my two Senators about this.

    Posted by: Jim F at January 30, 2007 6:56 PM

    Can someone please tell me about the $29 movement?

    Posted by: Karen in Las Vegas at January 30, 2007 6:56 PM

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    Laurie H. Just to let you know it is ME (since I was puppeted yesterday). The keeper of Hope, and I have a really special picture I want to send to you before I post to the forum.. You have always kept this horse in your nightly postings and prayers, and I want to share this picture with you FIRST before I post on the forum.. I think it will make your day.. locarumo@gmail.com

    Posted by: Mary L Ohio at January 30, 2007 6:57 PM

    Pam,
    thank you for posting that link. That article is lovely. Succinct.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at January 30, 2007 6:58 PM

    Linnie - thanks for the reminder. I've just made my donation - in memory of Barbaro.

    Posted by: Shelley in Toronto at January 30, 2007 6:58 PM

    I'm in on the garden. What a wonderful idea.
    My mother just called and was concerned, I am kind of in awe she realized. Unfortunately she asked me the question...How are you doing. I find that is one question I can't answer without crying.
    Remember, we are all together ((((((FamilyHug))))and will never break up. As Daryl said, Once an FOB, always an FOB...always family.
    Thank you for the warning on the link, luckily I was trying to read and was going to go back to it, but didn't and I don't want to know what was there.
    Send all cards and letters of condolence to Edgar at: The Jockeys Guild
    Post Office Box 150
    Monrovia, CA 91017

    I just called them and they said they forward all fan mail to him, I asked her could we send sympathy cards to him, she said absolutely, we forward all his mail to him.

    Love to family,
    Susan

    Posted by: SusanW at January 30, 2007 6:58 PM

    Pam - thank you so much for the link to the NYT article about Barbaro. It is a kind article, and one I treasure like I do so many others.

    Posted by: Mary Allen at January 30, 2007 6:59 PM

    All my frinds are calling me and telling me how bad they feel for m as they know how much I loved babaro too all people involved in taking care of him ggod bless you.

    Posted by: pat at January 30, 2007 6:59 PM

    Spirit Horse,

    I hate to say it, but I feel many of the things you are feeling. When we grieve, anything goes, and everybody grieves differently. Don't be afriad of your feelings.

    I don't want to say that I am enjoying this, (I'm NOT), but I want to FEEL every heart wrenching moment of despair, for as deeply as we grieve, that is how much we all love Barbaro.

    Posted by: Barb AZ at January 30, 2007 6:59 PM

    Laurie H ... No need to clarify. I understand perfectly what you mean.

    Someone once said to me that as long as we keep our loved ones in our thoughts, they will remain immortal. Barbaro lives on in our thoughts and in our hearts!!!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey in Northeast Ohio at January 30, 2007 7:00 PM

    ####
    Linnie,
    I noticed this morning that the February release of Beanie Babies includes a Secretariat horse.
    jan

    Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 7:01 PM

    here it is again; more legible Cards for Edgar Prado:

    THE JOCKEYS GUILD
    POST OFFICE BOX 150
    MONROVIA, CA 91017

    Sorry for the sloppy way it looked before.
    Tired,
    Love to Family,
    Susan

    Posted by: SusanW at January 30, 2007 7:01 PM

    Last evening, a woman donated $29 at the New Bolton site in honor of Barbaro's birth day (April 29) and yesterday (January 29). Others have continued throughout the day today to do the same thing and I pledged to do it monthly, the $29 in honor of Barbaro. Many herein (and I am sure those who didn't post) and committing to the same type of regular monthly donation in honor of Barbaro. As the Jacksons said on behalf of their boy, "...finish what is left unfinished and in that I will console you."

    That seems to be one of the many movements happening, as so many wonderful people here have been coming up with lovely ideas to permanently honor Barbaro.

    I personally love the Barbaro bench at New Bolton as I can see Dr. Dean taking a moment to sit and just think...

    Posted by: Karen, PA at January 30, 2007 7:02 PM

    To Linda

    You are a heartless piece of crap. That should be you.

    Posted by: lorraine S. Staten Island,NY at January 30, 2007 7:02 PM

    I WAS HOPING I WOULD NEVER, EVER HAVE TO POST THIS. YOU SEE I WROTE THIS ORIGINALLY FOR BARBARO, WHEN HE BROKE DOWN. I REWROTE IT FOR LOST IN THE FOG.

    BUT, IT BELONGS TO BARBARO!

    BARBARO: SECRETARIAT WELCOMES HIM HOME

    SECRETARIAT had called for a meeting.
    All the Horse's in Heaven were there.
    He wanted to announce a newcomer and to tell everyone to prepare.

    "Gather 'round," he said to the crowd. "I have something important to say."
    "A long time ago, when I first arrived, I was told I should wait for this day."

    Legend has it there'd be a great horse, that he'd come from earth down below.
    he'd stay with us to eternity and the leadership crown we'd bestow.

    All the horse's sat and listened in silence, hearts raced with exciting suspense.
    Then SECRETARIAT related this story while speaking with true reverence.

    I had a dream about one year ago, that this Horse was now on his way.
    he'd be our leader this side of the bridge and he'd cross on a crisp winters day.

    Each Winter I'd sit by the Bridge, not knowing which day It would be?
    Get out his crown and a cloud for his nap, for You'll soon meet the Horse they called BOBBY.

    As the horse's sat 'round listening in awe, a sound from below reached their ears.
    Each knew the sound they had all heard before, it was that of a family in tears.

    As they waited in sombering silence, SECRETARIAT whispered "he's here!"
    The Foals all ran to the edge of the Bridge to see the one they had learned to revere.

    Then a spot in the distance got larger. The Great Horse was gaiting with ease.
    BOBBY crossed the Bridge with his head held high and all the horse's just fell to their knees.

    BOBBY now waits at the Bridge where the horse's have set up his throne.
    When all his friends go to Heaven some day, he'll be there to welcome them home.


    RIP BARBARO, YOU BOUGHT US TOGETHER TO END HORSE SLAUGHTER, MAKE HORSE RACING SAFER AND MAKE THIS WORLD A BETTER PLACE FOR ALL OUR EQUINE AND COMPANION ANIMALS.

    WE WILL NOT STOP, WE WILL CONTINUE IN YOUR LEGACY. WE OWE YOU THAT.

    YOUR MOM SAID IT BEST, LET’S CONTINUE TO FINISH WHAT BARBARO STARTED. FOR ALL HORSE LOVERS AND ALL HORSE’S HERE AND AROUND THE WORLD.

    WE WILL CONTINUE, IN MEMORY OF OUR CHAMPION. HE IS WITH US IN SPIRIT, HE DID SO MUCH IN HIS SHORT TIME HERE. SLEEP WELL, SON, YOU WILL BE MISSED BY SOO MANY. RUN WITH THE ANGELS, NO MORE PAIN, NO MORE CONFINMENT. YOU HAVE EARNED IT.

    THANKYOU ALEX, WHERE WOULD WE BE WITHOUT YOU?

    MR AND MRS JACKSON, I AM SOO VERY SORRY, BUT I KNOW IN MY HEART YOU MADE THE RIGHT DECISION. HE FOUGHT SO HARD, YET HE DIDN’T FIGHT AT ALL.
    HE WAS(IS) A TRUE CHAMPION, NEVER LET ANYTHING GET HIM DOWN. BUT, THE WORST HAPPEND THIS WEEKEND AND I KNOW THAT YOU WOULDNT OF LET HIM GO IF THERE WAS EVEN A 1% CHANCE HE COULD MAKE IT WITHOUT PAIN.
    YOU REALIZED YOU HAD TO LET HIM GO. I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL. BARBARO WASNT HAVING ANY FUN ANYMORE. YOU DID THE RIGHT THING.

    MY PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS ARE WITH YOU AND TEAM BARBARO. AS MICHALE MATZ SAID, PLEASE REMEMBER BARBARO FOR HIS WIN IN THE DERBY AND NOT HIS BREAKDOWN IN THE PREAKNESS.. I AGREE, LIKE RUFFIAN BEFORE HIM, NO ONE REMEMBERD JUST HOW GREAT SHE WAS AND SHE TOO UNDEFEATED... THEY ONLY REMEMBERED SHE BROKE DOWN IN A MATCH RACE.

    WHEN I CAN, I WILL START POSTING ON THE BOARDS AGAIN. SORRY, BUT MY COMPUTER AND EMAIL IS STILL ACTING UP.. I STILL AM WORKING ON ENDING HORSE SLAUGHTER, AND ALSO, I AM VERY CLOSE TO OPENING MY OWN RESCUE. JUST A FEW MORE THINGS TO DO.
    HOPEFULLY THIS SPRING, I PRAY THE AMERICAN HORSE SLAUGHTER PREVENTION ACT PASSES SOON, I WILL TAKE IN HORSE'S THAT WERE RESCUE'S FROM THE ASPCA OR THE HUMANE SOCIETY ALSO..
    IF NEED BE, AND I HOPE THE NEED ISNT THERE BY THE TIME I OPEN, I WILL ALSO WORK WITH OTHER RESUCE'S TO SAVE HORSE'S FROM SLAUGHTER. THAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY MAIN GOAL. BUT, MY OTHER GOAL WAS TO ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ALL HORSE'S IN NEED. AND TO GIVE A VOICE TO THE VOICELESS.

    I AM ON MY NEIGHBORS COMPUTER, I HAD TO POST, I HAD TO SAY SOMETHING, I HAVE BEEN HERE FROM THE BEGINNING LIKE ALL OF US HAVE. I OWE BARBARO THAT MUCH.. HE IS OUR SHINING STAR, STILL SHINING BRIGHT, BUT NOW IN HEAVEN WATCHING OVER US ALL AS WE CONTINUE IN HIS WORK.

    HEY BOBBY, SAY HELLO TO COMANACHE FOR ME. HE IS AN EX THOROUGHBRED TOO! SEE IF HE STILL HAS IT? DONT MAKE HIM LOOK TO SILLY, ;-) AT LEAST MAKE IT LOOK LIKE HE "ALMOST" WON OR HAD A CHANCE TO WIN. ;-)..

    I PROMISED COMANCHE, 16 YEARS AGO, I WOULD NEVER EVER LET HIS DEATH BE IN VAIN, IT'S BEEN A LONG HARD ROAD. WE ARE ALMOST AT THE FINISH LINE, WHEN WE CROSS IT, WE WILL GIVE THE WIN TO BARBARO! STILL UNDEFEATED!

    LOVE TO ALL, AND I PROMISE AS SOON AS MY COMPUTER IS UP AND RUNNING I WILL GET BACK TO EVERYONE AND START POSTING AGAIN.

    GOD BLESS AND GOD SPEED

    KERRIE

    Posted by: FOB FIGHTING TO END HORSE SLAUGHTER at January 30, 2007 7:03 PM

    Hello all. You know, I think Barbaro's attribute that I will always remember fondly is his wonderful sense of humor. Now he is making God laugh and smile.

    Posted by: Kathy S. at January 30, 2007 7:06 PM

    Sweet Prince,

    I have to go for now, will be back later today.
    I love you and will never forget you, what you stood for and what a better person you made me.

    PROUD FOB FOREVER!!!

    BLB!!!

    Karen - TN

    Posted by: Karen at January 30, 2007 7:06 PM

    I am deeply moved by how many fans of Barbaro there are all over the world and proud to be one of them. Thanks Alex for always keeping us informed on all news of Barbaro. I will also miss him but smile knowing he is finally running free and beating the "best" of them.
    Once in awhile God sends us an angel and Barbaro was one of them. Just looking in his eyes you could see the knowledge of the ages in them. He truly understood all that was being done for him and let his caretakers know when he had finally had enough. Bless all his medical staff, owners,trainers, and caretakers for caring for him in a humane and honorable way.
    God bless all FOB's

    Posted by: paulette watkinson at January 30, 2007 7:07 PM

    Jim F--

    Maybe you've checked out hat thread I mentioned earlier...if you have, you've seen that this idea has already been mentioned to Gretchen Jackson, as of a few weeks ago (I just learned this when I went back to check it after my previous post addressed to you).

    That thread will likely be the best place to keep up with what's happening with this and how should each proceed to push it along.

    So glad you're here among us. Please stay and help us save the horses for Barbaro.

    Nancy B in CA

    Posted by: Nancy Babcock at January 30, 2007 7:07 PM

    Hi Folks:

    Please light candles for Bobby, Mike, Erin the rescue horses, the unrescued horses and all our human & animal friends who need some extra help.

    #####

    The BDude is bumming today - he senses our grief for Bobby. His condition hasn't improved much. He now has a permanent head tilt and is still wobbly. Glad he and the Big Dudette are still with us. Thanks for the prayers and candles.

    Steve & BDude
    FOB

    Posted by: Steve & BDude at January 30, 2007 7:08 PM

    Some thoughts that have been running through my mind since losing our precious Barbaro. I wished that I had never known what happened on that fateful day, I wish I had not found this website, I wish I could have buried my head in the sand and pretended not to care. But that didn't happen. He sucked me right in with those beautiful eyes, his courage, his heart, his bravery, his determination. As painful as this is, I am a better person for having lived this experience. Barbaro has brought together a group of people who have done great things to benefit horses and the animal world. This was his purpose in life, to bring something positive out of his experience.

    I am not angry at God. We cannot question God's infinite wisdom. God didn't cause Barbaro to break down, contract laminitis, etc. These events are part of life and how we choose to deal with these events is a test of our faith. I truly believe Barboro is in heaven, in the care of angels. He is running free, free from pain and limitations.

    I hurt for all of you here that are hurting. We'll be ok...maybe not tomorrow, or next week or next month, but we will be ok. I believe it.

    Posted by: LindaNV at January 30, 2007 7:08 PM

    I, too, wrote a letter to the Editor of the Los Angeles Times letting him know how discusted I was with reading that article that T. J Simers wrote. Enclosed with my letter I sent a copy of the article "One Horse Dies" from the New York Times to let them know that this is good reading, something that millions of people will print out and keep forever about a great horse that we ALL have come to know and Love. Please, everyone, send a letter to the editor, letting him know your anger with writing such an article! It made me feel at least, alittle better.

    Posted by: Monica at January 30, 2007 7:08 PM

    Ohhh, FOB, I love you all so much! You've made me smile through my tears and grief. Do you realize that we've gone from someone suggesting having a tree planted at NBC in honor of Barbaro to having an entire garden complete with a bench, reflection pool, carrots and roses? It does my heart good to see all the goodness and kindness being demonstrated. Pretty soon we'll have to hire a gardner, pool boy and build a farm stand in front of NBC! LOL! Don't get me wrong, they are all fabulous ideas and I'll donate as much as I can!

    Susan, I too had several family members/friends call me yesterday - making sure I was alright. I really had no idea they knew how deep my "addiction" was - but, they did and took the time to express it to me. I was honored.

    Alex and Tim, thanks for your website - it's been a godsend these last 8 months.

    Thanks to Dr. R and everyone at NBC - you, too, were a godsend. Keep up the good work.

    Mr/Mrs Jackson - thank you for sharing Barbaro. We are grateful for the time we had.

    Barbaro - Run, baby, run.

    Linda R

    Posted by: Linda R in NE at January 30, 2007 7:10 PM

    OH MY GOD.....DO NOT CLICK ON THE LINK "LINDA" POSTED......IT IS SICK.

    I CAN'T STOP CRYING......IT IS SAD WE HAVE TO LIVE IN A WORLD WITH MONSTERS LIKE THIS.

    THEY DO NOT UNDERSTAND LOVE OR KINDNESS OR ANYTHING GOOD. THEY ARE AT THE BOTTOM END OF THE MORAL SPECTRUM.

    SO SAD.

    Posted by: lindann at January 30, 2007 7:11 PM

    Thank you, Alex, for being here today. I knew you would be, but everything has been so surreal since yesterday that I think I actually feared you might not have an update for us. It is so hard letting go and I know there are many, many of us who aren't quite sure how to do just that...let go. Our prayers here in Texas go out to all of you. What strong, classy people Team Barbaro have been. We can never express how much you are appreciated and NEVER have we been so overwhelmed, excited, impressed, grief stricken, elated, giddy, in awe, or in love with such a magnificent animal. God Speed Barbaro! Run like the wind!

    Posted by: Rebecca Winn at January 30, 2007 7:11 PM

    "I hurt for all of you here that are hurting. We'll be ok...maybe not tomorrow, or next week or next month, but we will be ok. I believe it."

    Posted by: LindaNV at January 30, 2007 7:08 PM

    Somewhere, deep in my grief, I believe this.

    "This, too shall pass."

    Posted by: Barb AZ at January 30, 2007 7:11 PM

    Thank you, Alex, for being here today. I knew you would be, but everything has been so surreal since yesterday that I think I actually feared you might not have an update for us. It is so hard letting go and I know there are many, many of us who aren't quite sure how to do just that...let go. Our prayers here in Texas go out to all of you. What strong, classy people Team Barbaro have been. We can never express how much you are appreciated and NEVER have we been so overwhelmed, excited, impressed, grief stricken, elated, giddy, in awe, or in love with such a magnificent animal. God Speed Barbaro! Run like the wind!

    Posted by: Rebecca Winn at January 30, 2007 7:11 PM

    Hello all,
    I was in school yesterday so did not get to see most of the coverage regarding Barbaro's departure from this world.

    I am really interested in seeing Jeanine's coverage. Where might I find those videos?

    God Bless Barbaro. He changed my life forever for the better.

    Posted by: Miss Mish at January 30, 2007 7:13 PM

    Linda, there are no wrods to describe people like you and Jason. Normally I am relatively pro-life but in certain cases, pure evil exists and you are two perfect examples. Obviously to you Race Horses are just for money reasons and when they can no longer make a buck, you say get rid of them. You are an insult to the word human and I hope you never receive the compassion and love this horse felt in the 8 months the world rallied around him. I won't pray for you, you deserve nothing more than eternity in hell for your thoughtless and evil remarks towards my friends here and Barbaro's family. I will hope for evil karma to follow you everywhere.
    Good Morning Alex and my friends. I am at work on on Xanax so I can try an finish today what I didn't yesterday. Our boy had ACN with his buddies and he is running and munching. I hope all of you are well as can be today. Thanks for yesterday, I would not have made it without all of you. Today with the help of my little blue pill I will gather the treats I was to send to Bobby yesterday and get them ready for the horses FOB saved that are Shiloh. I still need all of your imput on the change of wording for the sign from us that is in a few of the discussions. I would love for everyone to become part of it, we are all in this together. More later. Kelli in Nevada

    Posted by: Kelli Hoffman at January 30, 2007 7:16 PM

    I came in for a lunch break. Usually I would post to Barbaro and his caregivers at New Bolton. It just does not seem right anymore. After reading the posts last nite and watching his Derby win I wept so hard. I went to my usual chat room and mentioned my sorrow. Strange how those not part of the Barbaro Nation do not get it. I was asked why all this concern for a horse?...think perhaps Dr. R said it 'his greatness and his bravery.' And then there was his personality he was such a proud boy such a champion. That fateful day in May in MD all he wanted to do was his job and win big. Perhaps also the community of people who love horses and the people who cared for and loved Barbaro. Glad this place is here.

    Posted by: dannie at January 30, 2007 7:16 PM

    I just can't believe he's really gone. It's now been a little more than 24 hours since his passing and it doesn't seem real. I miss him so much yet I never knew him. I hope he knows how much he was loved and I hope he is happy up in heaven with his friends. Do you guys really think he's racing others up there? I hope so.

    Ashley

    Posted by: Ashley at January 30, 2007 7:16 PM

    Sheila,

    Nice to "see" you. Are you the same Sheila that got interested in moving to the country and getting horses? If so I'm glad you're still here! If not the same Sheila, yes we all need each other for support, that's how the world works. Look at horses, by nature they rely on the herd for their well-being, in the wild it's rare to see one off alone, although it does happen. Take care, all the best.

    Viva Barbaro!!!

    Posted by: Bonnie MacRaith at January 30, 2007 7:19 PM

    Waking this morning naturally my first thoughts were of our boy, my sadness and what would become of our wonderful community. Then I thought of Mrs Jackson and how she must be feeling. If I was feeling this enormous void....what must it be like for the woman/mother who stood by her boy's side every day. Who took him fresh picked grass twice a day, and sprinkled holy water on his leg and sometimes just sat and spoke with him. Who knew him probably better than anyone and who knew when it was time to say goodbye. Her grief must be unimaginable. To know that today there would be no visiting with the blue bucket of Lael grass. Yes I grieve for the loss of the magnigicent Bobby J, but I grieve for Mrs J. She loved her boy more than we can ever imagine.

    Posted by: cathy potter/california at January 30, 2007 7:22 PM

    Spirit Horse
    I understand how you feel, checking on his progress became a part of my day. He was doing so well just a month ago. I know the Jacksons made all the right decisions at the right time. But my mind keeps going back to WHY, why couldn't God have given us a long, happy life for Barbaro. Maybe with time this feeling will go away but I think it will stay with me for quite awhile.

    Posted by: SusanO at January 30, 2007 7:22 PM

    I am just so sad today. I miss our sweet angel so much.

    Posted by: Meg from CA at January 30, 2007 7:23 PM

    Here is the article from today's Toronto Star: Barbaro Loses Battle - Too Much to Overcome

    http://www.thestar.com/Sports/article/176152

    Excerpt: There is never solace to be gleaned from a racehorse's death, but it can be said that everything about Barbaro's injury was sad except for the attempt to save him.

    Posted by: Shelley in Toronto at January 30, 2007 7:23 PM

    it appears one of the trolls used the name linda--thats disturbing--but so are the trolls--i am ignoring them

    i have made my $29 donation to the laminitis fund at upenn--i will try to follow up with this monthly

    missing barbaro very much

    linda

    Posted by: linda s nyc at January 30, 2007 7:23 PM

    Thank you Alex for everything you have done these last 8 months for us FOB's. I cannot imagine how everyone at Fair Hill feels right now. My thoughts and prayers for everyone who helped care for this great boy. My heart is breaking and he was not even my horse.

    Posted by: Kathie Franco at January 30, 2007 7:24 PM

    Sorry Guys, my anger got the best of me.

    Barbaro, you are in my thoughts and heart today baby doll. I miss you more than anyone can believe and I love you more than you will ever know. Rest in Peace Baby Boy, we all are better people because you blessed us and we could share your life. You have a permantnt part of my heart for good. I love you. Kelli

    Posted by: Kelli Hoffman at January 30, 2007 7:25 PM

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    Kathy Potter - What you said is bang on - I too grieve for Mrs.J. I know deep down it was best for B and we will miss him, but it's her heart ache that I'm so sad. For Dr. R too. I'm soooo very sad for them. B is happy and that makes me happy (one of these days - just not today)

    Posted by: Donna & Cookie- Alberta, Canada at January 30, 2007 7:27 PM

    DEAREST MARY S

    I KNOW THAT YOU ARE SO SAD

    PLEASE SAY A PRAYER FOR BARBARO FOR ALL OF US

    Posted by: Dale C. / Davis CA at January 30, 2007 7:29 PM

    One of the nicest articles I've read in the press - "Barbaro's life was worth 'all the fuss'"

    It's always hardest when they still want to eat and the body fails. Glad to hear that Barbaro got his last meal of Lael grass. Poor sweet baby.

    My Shanty ("Bearded Lady") couldn't get up at the end, arthritis behind, we actually got her to her feet several times but she couldn't stay up. We fed her watermelon waiting for the vet. (3/3/03 - my worst day until 1/29/07)

    Life is so fragile and precious and fleeting. Don't forget to tell your loved ones, human and otherwise. that they are loved - every day, every way.

    My heart goes all to all his connections, I won't rename them all here and now, we all know who. Bless them all and may their futures bring more wonderful horses to care for.

    Thanks to all the old and new and returning FOBs for being here and feeling as you do for a horse you never knew. In the spirit of this horse and his people:

    Let's get the slaughter ban passed, and keep saving horses.

    ##########
    JOAN ROYA you asked about the impending foal at MHR; yes, MHR is taking FOB suggestions for names and there is a poll at the MHR Yahoo Group site. The pg mare and foal are among the many horses saved because of Barbaro. There's another foal from one of the FOB-rescued mares, due in a few months. Pls email me (click on my name below and scroll down for addy) and I will pass along your request to become a member of the MHR Yahoo group.

    PLEASE EVERYONE redouble your efforts to support the slaughter ban and continue saving and supporting horses in need. Do it for Barbaro - and for Mrs. Jackson.

    Love to Alex, Tim, all Barbaro's people, and last but by far from least, the FOBs.

    LIVING PROOF OF THE LIVING TRUTH

    Hope Peace Love Music & RESPECT - CJ the craziest catlady (Blackie's Mother & Pleasure's Aunt) in Hammond IN, f/k/a CJ of T Bar J (Elgin IL)

    Posted by: C. Jaffe at January 30, 2007 7:29 PM

    The beauty, braverly and courage of Barbaro and the battle to save him by the Jacksons and the entire team have all been inspirational. I've cheered, cried and will always remember Barbaro.

    He and the Jackson's are a true inspiration, even to those of us not involved with horses on a daily basis.

    To the Jacksons especially - may God bless and comfort you and may Barbaro meet you someday at the end of the Rainbow Bridge.

    Posted by: Tammy at January 30, 2007 7:30 PM

    I cannot understand why my grief is so deep. I never knew this magnificant creature; I am not a "horse person", was not raised by "horse people", am not a horse racing fan (other than the three legs of the triple crown), yet my grief is almost unbearable. My friends and family cannot/do not understand. When I told them that "Barabaro was gone" the response was typically "who's Barbaro?". I monitored his progress daily on a couple of websites, mostly in secret because I knew friends and family could not understand how a horse had captured my heart, and how he now refuses to let it go.

    Luckily I have a cold right now so my family thinks the endless nose-blowing is from the cold. I'm sure the cold will be long gone before tears stop.


    Thank God this website exists and I can share my grief with my FOB family. I'm not sure this pain will ever go away and I do not understand why. Two things have helped, though, watching the Kentucky Derby again and again, and reading Harriet's posting again and again.

    Perhaps Mrs. Jackson said it best: "Grief is the price we pay for love".

    Posted by: Tonia at January 30, 2007 7:32 PM

    ALERT
    Coming up on CNN is Barbaro Remembered
    jan

    Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 7:35 PM

    Word is out Barbaro was jumping the Fillies...I knew it. Weeeeeeeeee You go Barbaro. Love ya Honey!

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 7:36 PM

    Tonia,
    Welcome to the house of grief. Anything goes, as long as you love Barbaro.

    Posted by: Barb AZ at January 30, 2007 7:38 PM

    The pain of yesterday just will not ease. At times during the last 8 momnths I imagined him being brought before the crowd at this years Preakness for all to honor. The cheer of the crowd and the tears of joy. It won't be. It's amazing what this horse brought to all of us. The LOVE,COURAGE and SPRIT is just too much to think its been taken away from us here on earth. Believe it or not if God had to choose between Barbaro and myself - I'd go gladly. I wish he had given me that task.

    Posted by: Stu at January 30, 2007 7:39 PM

    Oh my dear Susan in Saratoga,

    Your post from Barbaro has me crying another river of tears. Just beautiful.

    Posted by: Karen in Las Vegas at January 30, 2007 7:41 PM

    Thank you, Alex. Thank you, Mr. & Mrs. Jackson and Dr. Richardson. I wish I could just stop crying. I will never forget Barbaro. Liz

    Posted by: Liz McNamara at January 30, 2007 7:42 PM

    Alex, as always, so glad for your update...Thank you.

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at January 30, 2007 7:43 PM

    Renee ... YOU ARE AWESOME!!! Thank you for bringing some levity into a very sad time in all of our lives! Not only did God give Barbaro to us for a reason ... he gave YOU to us for a reason!

    Thanks for the smile ...

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey in Northeast Ohio at January 30, 2007 7:43 PM

    There is a full brother to Barbaro already, born last spring. His picture is posted on this site, with his mother, and there is video of him also. He is beautiful, has the white markings on his face that his brother had, only a bit wider and more pronounced. Is Lebelle Rouge pregant again?

    Posted by: Pam at January 30, 2007 7:43 PM

    Thank you for posting today, Alex. Like others, I had a strange fear that you wouldn't add a new update. Somehow reading about the morning at Fair Hill and people remembering while slowly but sadly moving forward helps me do the same. It's strange how I turned to your site and post for comfort and news, even when there can be no more good news about Barbaro's health, but I did.

    Posted by: Faye at January 30, 2007 7:45 PM

    I am very excited about a tree at New Bolton (and a bench for quiet contemplation)in Barbaro's honor.

    very very sad today but I believe the Jackson's knew what was the right decision.

    Pain-free and happy in Heaven. Run Barbaro Run

    Posted by: MISSMISH~ future vet techq at January 30, 2007 7:46 PM

    How nice of Dr. R to send Alex an email about our Barbaro Home here at TWR

    Posted by: Donna & Cookie- Alberta, Canada at January 30, 2007 7:46 PM

    ALERT!!!
    CNN juist announced that on Larry King tonight will be an exclusive interview with the Jacksons
    jan

    Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 7:46 PM

    Tonia
    I know how you feel. Eyes are swollen, tears well up and a co-worker says to me "your eyes are red". My response is "allergies" cause I know they just won't understand.
    I got NOTHING accomplished at work yesterday. Just couldn't leave this Board. It's my only link to this familial community. When I got home from work I could not connect. I've been having a chronic DSL issue which has now been diagnosed as modem failure. I was absolutely frantic and not very nice to the support person. I couldn't stand the thought of not connecting with everyone. I needed to be with you all. Finally I connected and just read & read and felt that I was amongst my friends sharing my grief and tears.

    Posted by: cathy potter/california at January 30, 2007 7:46 PM

    Just watched gthr CNN piece - Sounds liek the Jacksons are going to be on Larry King tonight.

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at January 30, 2007 7:47 PM

    I am in pain as many of you are...the emptiness is profound. I even have physical pain as the muscles between my shoulders are in knots. I attempt to carry out my daily duties at work, but my mind is in a garden of the future at the NBC. People are offering their condolences to me, and I try to choke out some response like, "yeh,...he let them know it was time"
    And then that stabbing in my gut starts up again...

    I guess it occures to me though....(I dont know if this will help you Loretta, but it seems to be helping me) It occures to me that for me, it was never about his physical presence. It was always about his spirit and his inspiration and his courage. Oh Sure, I would have loved to stroke his velvet nose someday and say hi, but what drew me to him was spiritual presence. I never saw him or touched him, yet he profoundly moved me. I guess that means that he can live on the other plane, yet still affect me in the same way he always has.

    I dunno, does that make any sense? He "spoke" to me from 2000 miles away in the first place? Why is that any different than now?

    I have much emotional pain for Dr Richardson. He tried so hard to accomplish the Physical healing of Bobby so that he could enjoy a little more time on earth. Sure, that is what we all wanted. Bobby gave so much of himself...we all just wanted to be able to restore him and give back to him the things he gave to us. That is the very very painful part. That is the source of my emptiness.

    But Barbaro has always been inside of us spiritualy...from the get go. And he will always remain there.

    Leslie in MN

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at January 30, 2007 7:47 PM

    ##Tonia, I too understand your grief. I have monitored his day to day progress here alone. I found that no one understood my love for a horse I do not have or met. I don't care, he is and will forever be in my heart. I will continue to come here as long as I can to be with the people who do undertand.

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at January 30, 2007 7:50 PM

    Time to get back to work...but Larry King with have Barbaro family on tonite. Thanks for the CNN alert.
    Also for those involved with the anti-slaughter movement last issue of Texas Monthly had an article on the Kauffman, Texas plant and last nite the new issue of Texas Monthly...A blasting letter to the Editor from the Mayor of Kauffman ...she is very anti-slaughter. Bless her.

    Posted by: dannie at January 30, 2007 7:50 PM

    Hello, all...I am reading some wonderful suggestions here for benches and flowers and carrot patches and monthly donations for laminitis research. Nothing less than I would expect from the wonderful FOBs!

    It's nice to see Cora and designgirl7 back. We missed you.

    This morning when I opened my eyes, Dan Fogelberg's "Run for the Roses" was playing in my head. Somehow the line about "your fate has been sealed..." really got me. I've had to work this morning and again right now, but as I did this totally irrelevant task, I found myself getting angry at Life for how this ended. But not really angry. Just puzzled as to why it couldn't have gone the other way.

    Like you, I feel as if a weight is pressing down on me. Most of all, I can't begin to imagine what it must have been like to work at NBC and walk in there today and see an empty stall. Or to be at KF. I felt so bad for Dr. R yesterday, it was so clear he was struggling to keep his composure.

    Thank you for posting the address for Edgar. God bless you all, God bless the Jacksons and all connected with our boy.

    Alex, thank you for holding up the world for us.

    Posted by: Jane in CT at January 30, 2007 7:51 PM


    ALEX

    WOW WOW WOW....I KNEW IT !!!!

    DR R. was reading this website !!! Hope he got a good chuckle and it helped him relax when times got really tough?????Dr R if you're reading this today ..WE LOVE YOU WITH ALL OUR HEARTS !!!! I'm not easily impressed but YOU ARE PURE CLASS !!! OUR BOY couldn't have done better if he picked you himself!!
    HOPE THAT YOU KNOW everything was in FUN because we admire your abilities and of course YOU SO MUCH!!!
    PLEASE DO DANCING WITH THE STARS....PLEASE!!!!!!
    Hope you are feeling just a little better today!!!

    SMILE IT TAKES YEARS OFF YOUR LIFE ....that's what they tell me??? Are they trying to tell me something...LOL

    REST and HEAL YOUR HEART .....WE ARE TRYING TOO!!

    Posted by: Maribel at January 30, 2007 7:51 PM

    Steve, BDude, Big Dudette: thinking of you.

    Purrs and headbutts,

    Felix and Lizzie

    KERRIE--SO good to see you back!

    Posted by: Susan E. at January 30, 2007 7:52 PM

    Ruth,
    I had to lift my friends up...plus Barbaro made me do it.

    Designgirl,
    Welcome home. I hope you are finding some peace.

    D'Anne,
    I know some of the stages are Denial, Anger and wanting to trade places. I think there are a few more.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 7:52 PM

    Sometimes it doesn't feel real. Then I come here and I feel better. This is so hard - for all of us.

    It is not the end, but just the beginning.

    Posted by: Margie at January 30, 2007 7:53 PM

    Laurie H.
    Thanks for asking about my daughter. She took one look at my face when she came home from school and she knew. We sat together crying and talking about Barbaro and my dog and cat who we lost a few years ago. It makes her feel better thinking they are all together.

    She just kept saying to me "He tried Mommy he really tried" and that "He did good". Instead of me consoling her I think she ended up consoling me.

    She slept with him last night wrapped in a blanket. I checked on her a couple of times through the night and she never let him go. Thanks again for always thinking about her. She's a special girl with a very special love for animals.

    Laurie, you have such a gift for words. I also hope you never let them go. Remember Hope, she still needs your love and comforting words and I think you probably need her too.

    Your "kids" are lucky to have you for a mom. Take care Laurie.

    Posted by: Doe at January 30, 2007 7:53 PM

    See what was posted by Lillian Petroff at January 30, 2007 4:53 PM - the gist is - based on her personal experience:

    Plant the Barbaro Tribute Garden at NBC so that it produces edible products for the patients and staff. I LOVE THAT IDEA. CJ

    Posted by: C. Jaffe at January 30, 2007 7:54 PM

    Judy in CT.
    Please repost Edgar's address. Thank you.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 7:55 PM

    D = Denial
    A = Anger
    B = Bereavement
    D = Depression
    A = Acceptance

    The five stages of grieving.

    Posted by: Margie at January 30, 2007 7:55 PM

    ###

    Mary S...we are missing you and your lovely prayers....

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 7:56 PM

    Leslie in MN ... That is what I have been saying all along. Barbaro's spirit will always be with us. He will always be in our hearts as long as we want him to be. You can call upon him and talk to him any time you want to, and he will respond. Believe it!

    I, too, have never met this horse .. I am not even a horse person. I have no knowledge of any other horse except for Barbaro ... and yet I was drawn to him like a magnet. It is if God put Barbaro in my path for a reason. Barbaro has only been gone for 24 hours, but he has already helped me immensely. I actually did something this morning that I had been afraid to do for many years ... all in honor of Barbaro and his unwavering courage and will. What an immense impact this animal has had upon my life. And this is only the beginning. Please ... keep his spirit alive in your heart. You will only reap the benefits of his tremendous spirituality. He is not gone ... he is alive in the hearts of all of us. BARBARO IS US!!!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey in Northeast Ohio at January 30, 2007 7:56 PM


    CNN LARRY KING TONIGHT...an interview with the Jackson's....LARRY KING I know where I'll be tonight
    THANK YOU CNN !!!!!!!!

    LET'S ALL WATCH LARRY TOGETHER....

    Posted by: Maribel at January 30, 2007 7:57 PM

    Well, I'll be watching Larry King tonight with the Jackson's and my box of tissues. I'm just soooo sad:(

    Posted by: Sue H at January 30, 2007 7:57 PM

    There is one thing that makes me feel a bit better. Do any of you recall the video of Barbaro in a fenced in pen rolling around in the grass and getting up and down and having fun? I used to think that he would never get to do that gain - have fun like that - even if healed. Well, I saw a video on TV last night during one of the tributes to Barbaro that showed him rolling around in his ICU stall just like he was in that pen. It made me feel better that he probably still got to do that and have fun for much of the 8 months he was in the hospital.

    I don't want to miss any FOB reunion or gathering but with work and running around with my wife and three kids I don't get to check this site as often as I would like. How do we plan on notifying everyone of a reunion/gathering, etc?

    Have as good a day as you can.

    Posted by: Paul at January 30, 2007 7:57 PM

    D = Denial
    A = Anger
    B = Bereavement
    D = Depression
    A = Acceptance

    The five stages of grieving

    I'm experiencing the first four all at once, it will be a long time before I get to Acceptance.

    Posted by: LindaNV at January 30, 2007 7:58 PM

    We can all snuggle together and eat apples and make a toast with the apples to the Champ. Every time I eat an apple and a pear he will come to my mind and I will smile for him.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 7:59 PM

    I was beginning to feel better - a shower and a meal will do that -- and come back here to more beautiful words. I feel our spirits slowly inching up again to meet Barbaro's. I see people arranging to stay connected, to work for legislation, to care for each other. For some crazy reason, this is bringing on another river of tears. We have some sorrow ahead still, but it sure feels like the triumph of the human spirit is underway. Something about the miracle of Barbaro.

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at January 30, 2007 8:00 PM

    Hi everyone,

    Getting a little more work done today than yesterday but not much. I feel empty.

    I am going out to the barn tonight and see my horse April. She always makes me feel better but last night I was crying to hard to make the drive.

    I am so glad you are all here with me. Thank you!

    Posted by: marie from atl at January 30, 2007 8:00 PM

    it's a run for the roses
    as fast as you can

    the chance of a lifetime
    in a lifetime of chance

    Posted by: Kathy in Northbrook at January 30, 2007 8:01 PM

    Maribel:

    YOU KNOW WHAT!!! YOU ARE MY KIND OF GAL!!!!

    I think I need to smile for a year solid!!! Think my old age wrinkles will fade a little?

    Thank you for your encouragement. VERY VERY MUCH APPRECIATED!!

    Debber

    Posted by: Debbie Llera (Lake Elsinore, Ca.) at January 30, 2007 8:01 PM

    Alex,
    Have you heard how Dr. R. and the Jackson's are holding up? Please, if you talk to them give them our love. That of course goes to Michael, Peter, and everyone else involved with the care of Barbaro.

    I also hope you are holding up okay Alex. I know it hasn't been easy on you. Thank you for everything. It's been very much appreciated.

    Cheers to you Alex and Cheers to Barbaro

    Posted by: doe at January 30, 2007 8:01 PM

    Pam I believe she is in foal again with another full sibling to Barbaro. Boy are those colts going to have some big shoes to fill!

    Posted by: Ashley at January 30, 2007 8:03 PM

    I'll even eat a stud muffin and drink a glass of carrot juice in his honor.

    Posted by: Margie at January 30, 2007 8:04 PM

    #####
    Maribel - do you have the picture of us together? Can you send it to me?? It will make me smile :) - I met you because of our love for our Boy.

    Posted by: Donna & Cookie- Alberta, Canada at January 30, 2007 8:05 PM


    STU...I had that dream too !!! Barbaro doing his victory walk with Edgar and all of us cheering him..it would have been so grand!!!!! Maybe the LORD would have been more receptive if I had offered to go????? I'm probably banged up a bit more than you??

    I FEEL WHAT YOU FEEL........WE ALL DO !!!

    Posted by: Maribel at January 30, 2007 8:05 PM

    Thanks for letting me know about Larry King. I, too, will be there with my box of Kleenex!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey in Northeast Ohio at January 30, 2007 8:05 PM

    VIGIL at 7:00 pm, anyone? We have some very special humans, the Jacksons, Dr. R, Alex and the staff, who may benefit if many hearts supported them at this time. We could also include the spirit of Barbaro in our prayers. I somehow feel our work with the vigils isn't done.


    LARRY KING LIVE is on at 9:00 (eastern time) CNN in my area. Live interview of the Jacksons.

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at January 30, 2007 8:06 PM

    Christmas came a little late at my house this year. My husband kept fussing over a package that didn't get here on time. Things like that happen. The package came last week. It was a beenie baby of Barbaro with his Kentucky Derby colors on and a shirt that says Lael farms on it. I cried when I saw it and my husband didn't quite understand why I would react this way over a very small stuffed animal. It sits on my desk at work. Today I'm going to make wings for my Barbaro and somehow find a way to attach them to him. We all saw how fast he flew here on Earth. He now has Angel's wings to fly in Heaven. OH how I miss him.
    Marci in Indy

    Posted by: Marci Taylor at January 30, 2007 8:06 PM


    ''NOTHING AT ALL
    BUT A CALM HEART
    AND COOL AIR....''

    zen monk

    ---------------------------
    thinking of all distraught hearts..
    for barbaro
    today
    is not in his stall
    but flying all about..fresh grass and no problem in his magnificent
    four legs..
    in the light,
    martita,
    ________________________________

    Posted by: martita goshen at January 30, 2007 8:07 PM

    Beautiful Barbaro - this was written for you..

    What though the radiance
    which was once so bright
    Be now for ever taken from my sight,
    Though nothing can bring back the hour
    Of splendour in the grass,
    of glory in the flower;
    We will grieve not, rather find
    Strength in what remains behind;
    In the primal sympathy
    Which having been must ever be;
    In the soothing thoughts that spring
    Out of human suffering;
    In the faith that looks through death,
    In years that bring the philosophic mind.

    Poem William Wordsworth

    Posted by: Julie J at January 30, 2007 8:07 PM

    Hello Champ - I hope your fields are green and lush, that the sun is shining warmly, and that you are enjoying a wonderful romp with many friends whom we all miss.

    I love you, and I miss you terribly.

    Posted by: Mary Allen at January 30, 2007 8:07 PM

    Maybe we can do a Run for Barbaro to benefit Upenn, Horse rescues etc.

    Since Barbaro cannot run here, we could run for him!!

    Posted by: Lisa Morin at January 30, 2007 8:07 PM

    Dr. Richardson is one courageous human being himself. From what I understand, he called the Jacksons or was it Michael Matz when Barbaro broke down to say he would do surgery on him. Dr. Richardson was on a plane the next morning to literally SAVE Barbaro. If it were not for Dr. Richardson's extensive efforts over the past nearly 9 months, we would not have had Barbaro AT ALL, nor would we have all met here, nor we would have known to band together and fight so hard for horse slaughter or all the other causes, nor would I have named that little rescued colt "Salvation" or even have known about him, nor would all of the extensive research have come, the scholarships, the funds, the positive energy on a daily basis - Good Lord - the list goes on and on......Dr. Richardson performed miracles on Barbaro, a horse who nearly all agreed should have been put down on that fateful day in May. Dr. Richardson worked his magic, and all the way making a connection enough with this magnificent animal to show his feelings, even tears at the Press Conference yesterday. Dr. Richardson gave us Barbaro to love, to learn from and to never forget, to never forget all the good he has done for us, the courage he showed us and the lessons we all learned.....

    Dr. Richardson is an American Hero as well - he never gave up on Barbaro - ever. His decision yesterday to end the pain of our magnificent boy was very difficult for him, but in the end, it was Barbaro's legs which relayed the message to all - "it's time for me to run again, to be free, feel no pain and to leave an entire world with the lessons I taught, the love I showed I felt and the humanity which still exists".....yes, Barbaro is free and Dr. Richardson gave him a nearly 9 month period of pure effort, love, caring, medical treatment, all the carrots he could possibly eat, mints, pears, grass and there is no doubt that Barbaro completely trusted this wonderful doctor - Dr. Richardson, THANK YOU FOR GIVING US BARBARO AND FOR BEING ABLE TO HOLD ONTO THE WONDERFUL MEMORIES FOR A LIFETIME AND FOR ALLOWING ME AND THE REST OF THE WORLD TO WITNESS HUMANITY AT ITS GREATEST......

    Posted by: Deb G. at January 30, 2007 8:08 PM

    I wonder if Larry King Will read this site? It would be great if they saw some of things that are posted here like Harriet Brillianthawk' story or all the poetry and videos. It would be nice for the world to get a real look at the kindness and humanity that exsits here

    Hmm...do you think we should invite them here to look.
    I wonder who will call in tonight?

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at January 30, 2007 8:09 PM

    ####

    martita, you are amazing.

    Posted by: Julie L at January 30, 2007 8:09 PM

    Hi everyone . . . I'm here with you all . . . hugs, hugs and more hugs all around and holding hands, paws, hooves with all our four-legged FOBs, too.
    Nice to see all the familiar names.

    Yes, the earth has a huge empty void this morning, but even though I know Barbaro is just over the Bridge, just on the other side, running free in the wind, grazing in the perpetual sun, learning all the good spots with Secretariat, Seabiscuit, Ruffian, Pine Island, all his equine friends, I think he is still close to us, too. Knowing what we know of Barbaro I think he is going to remain very close to Mom Jackson, his special friend, Dr. Richardson, Edgar, Alex, those with whom he shared a special bond, and probably even many of us. . .

    I, too, thought this morning of the horse, was it Black Jack??, who processed at President Kennedy's funeral . . . I saw some others of you had the same thought - we the Barbaro Nation are in mourning for a Great One. . .

    Also, I love the idea of the memorial garden with apple tree and bench, a tribute to Barbaro and his friend, Dr. Richardson, I would like to contribute, too. Please keep us posted, thank you.

    I had to make a quick trip to our small town post office this morning and the clerk there was in tears over our dearest one . . . we shared. I don't care if other people give strange looks, I will always be an FOB forever.

    I am adding many of your words and tributes to my memory album dedicated to Barbaro, thank you for sharing.

    I need to leave for the college shortly, hoping I can get through class . . . but having just sat with you all now and feeling together with you well it really feels like a big hug.
    (No mascara today.)

    Keep thinking of Alex, you are being very stalwart and brave Sir Alex, bless you. . .

    Warmest hugs and all my love to Mr. and Mrs. Jackson and Dr. Richardson, you are the very finest people and you, too, are in my heart.

    I'm going to send another note to Mike Rea, this has to be difficult for Mike as well.

    Last, does anyone know where we can send condolences to Edgar Prado?

    Thank you for being here . . . more hugs . . . .
    and please please hug your pets, too.

    My heart beats for your heart, Barbaro, now and forever! I love you! Run with the angels, honey!

    with love, Lou Ann in Pennsylvania

    Posted by: Lou Ann, Pennsylvania at January 30, 2007 8:10 PM

    ###
    JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 5:45 PM
    have not seen mary s...posts...we need her uplifting prayers....

    Joan Roya,

    I think Mary S is in need of uplifting prayers for her. I think she took Barbaros death very hard.

    Posted by: Judy in WA at January 30, 2007 8:10 PM

    Kathy in Northbrook - is that Northbrook, Illinois?

    Posted by: Paul at January 30, 2007 8:11 PM

    " then New Bolton is a sad place today "
    Thanks Alex for the update from NBC.
    It's a very sad day in the world right now!

    Posted by: Debbie L.A. at January 30, 2007 8:11 PM

    If this site has been shared before;it is worth sharing again.I keep it on my desktop so everytime I think of one of my animals who have passed on I can click on it.It was obviously created for dogs and cats; wish they would have included horses, but I still watch it whenever I think of my beautiful, kind horse I lost a couple years ago. Barbaro will meet his family there too.

    http://www.indigo.org/rainbowbridge_ver2.html

    Posted by: yoshi at January 30, 2007 8:14 PM

    ####

    okay...then we shall light candles for mary s...and all the fans of Barbaro...

    we will overcome...
    we will triump
    We Believe in Miracles.
    We Believe in Barbaro...

    Always...
    we are family, friends, and fans of Barbaro...always...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 8:15 PM

    Renee:
    Edgars mailing address

    THE JOCKEYS GUILD
    POST OFFICE BOX 150
    MONROVIA, CA 91017

    I called them this morning and they forward all mail to all jockeys, since they go from track to track...Just a hunch, but she said, yes, that's what they do.

    Love to Family,
    Susan

    Posted by: SusanW at January 30, 2007 8:15 PM

    I'm finding this very comforting right now... I hope you do too!

    Posted by Linda at January 30, 2007 5:24 PM

    The bluelink in the above post is to one of the horrible bloggers. Please do not click on the link. CJ (am sending this info to Alex)

    WTF IS WRONG WITH [SOME] PEOPLE????

    Posted by: C. Jaffe at January 30, 2007 8:16 PM

    Thanks for the post about Larry King Live tonight...

    Posted by: lynnette at January 30, 2007 8:16 PM

    I think one of the most amazing things said yesterday at the press conference was when Dr. Richardson said he LEARNED from treating Barbaro. Imagine the medical knowledge gained from treating Barbaro, and then know that Dr. R may be able to save even more horses due to his experiences with Barbaro. Yet another way more horses will be saved in his honor.

    Thank you, Dr. Richardson, for your excellent care
    Thank you, Mr. and Mrs. Jackson for sharing Beautiful Barbaro
    Thank you, Mr. Prado, for saving Barbaro and for your respect for the horse
    Thank you, Alex, for EVERYTHING

    My heart breaks for not only Barbaro but for all of you.

    Posted by: Julie L at January 30, 2007 8:17 PM

    I want to share something I have never mentioned before. When Barbaro foundered in July I sent a letter to Michael Matz expressing my love for the horse and offered some encouraging words. Then one day I receieved a letter in the mail. Michael had written me back thanking me and even answered some horse racing questions I had. It was hand written. I'm telling you all this now because that letter from Michael is probably one of the most sacred things I have in my possesion. It means the world to me and I feel as though it's my own little piece of Barbaro history. Someday when I have kids and tell them the story of Barbaro, I can show them the letter his trainer wrote me.

    Posted by: Ashley at January 30, 2007 8:18 PM

    Hopefully this link will work. You can send an email to Larry King with questions for his guests.


    http://www.cnn.com/feedback/forms/form5.lkl.html/

    Posted by: LindaNV at January 30, 2007 8:18 PM

    Grief is an interesting thing. Eighteen months ago I lost the love of my life.... also on a Monday morning.

    The grief has not gone away and I don't believe it ever will...you see, what happens is you slowly get used to the physical absence of the loved one, the talks, the laughter you shared, so on.

    This will be true with Barbaro for all who loved and cared for him that includes us FOB's.

    Trust me Barbaro's Spirit is with us all.

    Ro & Brady

    Posted by: Rosemarie at January 30, 2007 8:18 PM

    While reading many, many articles today on Barbaro, I came across one written a few weeks ago by Bernie Lincicome of the Rocky Mountain News about what an unblemished, pure athlete Barbaro was. I read one paragraph that I think is particularly meaningful now.

    "Barbaro will never disappoint us. He never can. He will either die a dignified and gallant death, or he will recover to remind us that courage and a positive outlook can prevail."

    How true that statement is.

    Posted by: Deborah Heath M.D. at January 30, 2007 8:19 PM

    After having visited this site hundreds of times these last 8 months, I just can't stay away. Thank you, Alex.

    Posted by: JoEllen at January 30, 2007 8:21 PM

    Dr. R is having a hard time too.

    http://www.fortwayne.com/mld/newssentinel/sports/16581341.htm

    Posted by: PJ in Indy at January 30, 2007 8:21 PM

    MRS. JACKSON SAID THAT BOBBY IS OUT OF HIS STALL AND RUNNING WITH SECRETARIAT, SHE HOPES. WHAT A WONDERFUL THOUGHT. GOD BLESS OUR BEAUTIFUL BOY WHO NOW IS FREED FROM HIS FETTERS AND RUNNING WITH FOUR PERFECT LEGS.

    TO ALEX AND ALL OF THE PEOPLE HERE, I AM SO THANKFUL TO HAVE YOU TO GRIEVE WITH. IT HELPS SO MUCH. THANK YOU.

    WE LOVE YOU, BOBBY. WE ALWAYS WILL. WE SHALL NEVER FORGET YOU. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE OUR MAGNIFICENT CHAMPION.

    LOVE,

    ADRIENNE

    Posted by: ADRIENNE IN UPSTATE NY at January 30, 2007 8:24 PM

    I just got into it with friends on another forum, who were all being sniffy about Barbaro being called a hero, and "all the fuss." It's hard to stay reasonable on the day after. I'm afraid I was a tad sharp with some of them.

    Sometimes I feel estranged on all sides. I think of horses as horses, not surrogate people...the great ones are great *horses*, and the best I can do for them is recognize their horse-ness. And I think of them as individual horses, thinking and feeling animals whose cognition and styles of communication are different than ours, but still valid for them.

    My two geldings, not ever having met Barbaro, are supremely unconcerned except that they wish I'd spend the entire day doing things for them, instead of anything else, like, um....posting here. Explaining that I spent most of the morning at the feed store doesn't cut it...they want it NOW. The carrots, the pellets, the treats, and by the way, how about scratching that itch *right there.* Now. Not him, ME! (they both make very clear.) I'm torn between the horsewoman's joy at seeing both of them healthy, and the wish that their health could have somehow become Barbaro's.

    Oh, well, time to unload feed, straighten up the feed room, dump stall sweetener on the stinky spot (the red one insists on peeing right in front of the gate into the barn...) There's nothing like sweat to get rid of bad feelings.

    Posted by: Elizabeth at January 30, 2007 8:24 PM

    Hello fellow FOBs. I've been a infrequent poster, but frequet reader of this site and the message board for 8+ months. When my beloved dog passed away in August, you all provided soothing words of comfort and support, that I will never forget.

    I'm saddened by the turn of events, but believe with all my heart and soul that Barbaro was given to us for a higher calling. WE must move forward in our effort to ban slaughter. We must make racetracks safer. God Bless you all. God Bless Dr. Richardson, the NBC Staff, the Jacksons, TWR, Alex.....

    I'll make a wish for you
    And hope it will come true
    That life would just be kind
    To such a gentle mind
    If you lose your way
    Think back on yesterday
    Remember me this way
    Remember me this way
    Hmm……….. this way

    I don't need eyes to see
    The love you bring to me
    No matter where I go
    And I know that you'll be there
    Forever more apart of time, you're everywhere
    I'll always cares

    And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
    I'll be standing by your side and all you do
    And I won't ever leave
    As long as you believe
    You just believe

    Posted by: Monica at January 30, 2007 8:24 PM

    I only found your site today. I'd been going to the hospital site for information on Barbaro. Your postings have been a great comfort to me today. I, too, felt as if I knew Barbaro. But I learned so much more today as I read your postings. I also know Barbaro is in heaven, as are my own pets of days past, and that God has special love for all animals, who ask nothing but give only love. Bless you, Sweet Boy, we will see you again. Run fast and free through the meadows.

    Posted by: Sara at January 30, 2007 8:25 PM

    "I've been getting up before six every morning for the last eight months to look at the horse," said Richardson, pausing to collect his thoughts. "And he's not there. It's kind of tough."

    This quote from Dr. Richardson breaks my heart.

    Posted by: Ashley at January 30, 2007 8:26 PM

    Precious Barbaro: Just came from lighting a candle for you......I miss you so much but I know that you wouldn't want to come back now that you are the "perfect" creation again like our Father made you. How happy you must be in His presence and I know He is very happy to have you home. Until we meet again, beautiful boy, I will hold you in my heart and memory forever. P.S.: Watch out for the fillies....especially Gallant Secret. We always thought that you two were a "match made in Heaven" and now both of you are.

    Father, thank you for the "Miracle of Barbaro"

    Lost in the Fog: My angel horse....now I have 2 angels in heaven. How happy are you having our Precious Barbaro with you. Both of you running happy and in a "perfect" body. No more pain or suffering....I'll see both of you someday.

    Father, thank you for "Foggy"

    Barbaro Family: Just dropped in the say "Hello"....been very busy at work since I didn't get anything done yesterday. I want you to know that I have all of you in my heart and am thinking and praying for you 24/7....and of course, the "furry" ones, too. It's hard to believe that our Precious Barbaro has gone over the Rainbow Bridge and yesterday I had to compose myself at work until I got home and then I fell apart. I don't think I slept at all and the headanche I have today is a testament to that. Anyway, I just came back from lighting a candle for our beautiful boy and just felt such a sense of "peace" come over me. I just pictured Barbaro so happy now and free to run and play in our Father's kingdom. I don't think he would want to come back but I know we will see him again. And I thought, with how beautiful I read that our Father's Kingdom is, just think how much "more" beautiful it is now with Barbaro's presence. I hope that I will continue to feel this "peace" that's come over me because yesterday I didn't know what to expect today. We just have to pick ourselves up and move on. Barbaro would want us to do this for him. We must continue what he started. He brought us together for a purpose...to help his "horsey" family. If God needed to choose specific people to help His magnificent horses, He sure knew what He was doing when He sent Barbaro. He created a "Barbaro Nation" of animal lovers from everywhere to carry out our Father's cause to "save the horses". The Barbaro Effect moves on!!!!!


    "Please Pray for the Horses"

    "No Horse Left Behind"

    Posted by: Jeanette Cavalier at January 30, 2007 8:26 PM

    ####

    Ashley, me too. I cried when I read it.

    Posted by: Julie L at January 30, 2007 8:27 PM

    Betcha Barbaro would be so proud of us! Instead of being defeated by our grief at his leaving us, we are discussing productive things to do to honor him and his memory--and help other horses. He was a winner, and he would like the idea of forging ahead toward new finish lines. I love the idea of a beautiful, tasty apple tree planted in his memory at NBC, with a bench there for staff and owners of patients (or anyone)to rest and reflect. If they aren't worried about setting a precedent, the NBC powers-that-be would probably grant permission for this. As a gardener and maintainer of my own rose garden in Ohio, let me advise that it takes a LOT of care and maintenance! Maybe it would be best to keep the memorial simple, but still lovely and peaceful with just the tree and a bench, and maybe an adjacent bed of black-eyed susans, which are perennials and wouldn't require that much care. (The black-eyed-susans, of course, make up the winner's mantle at the Preakness, and they should have been his last May.) Thanks, Carol, for suggesting this wonderful idea. Can you take the bit and run with it? I'll certainly contribute to the tree, it's planting, the plaque and bench. (A concrete bench holds up well in all weather--there is one at the pet cemetery where Dylan, my Welsh terrier, was buried ten years ago, so I know.)

    Mary S, who led us in the prayer vigils and was so faithful in daily posts, I am concerned. We haven't heard from you. I sense that you are taking this particularly hard. Are you OK? (Of course not, who of us is yet? But, you know what I mean.)

    Thanks, again, as always, Alex, for this site and the healing it's now allowing us to do. You deserve a trophy inscribed with something like "The most generous bloke and best breezer ever!" (Maybe we should get working on that,too, FOBs.)

    Peggy in AZ (for the winter)

    Posted by: Peggy at January 30, 2007 8:28 PM

    Alex, good of you to 'take us with you', so to speak.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at January 30, 2007 8:30 PM

    I will be watching Larry King Live tonite. Maybe th Jacksons will say where Barbaro will be buried. I hope close to them. God Bless all of them.

    Posted by: LLESLIE at January 30, 2007 8:32 PM

    Ok I emailed the Larry King show and invited them to look us up...so behave yourself everybody..LOL!

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at January 30, 2007 8:33 PM

    Dear Beloved FOBs,

    There is a comforting article recently posted on thehorse.com
    at the link below.

    www.thehorse.com/ViewArticle.aspx?ID=8802

    Peace to each of you & may we all do great things in Barbaro's name.

    -Lisa S.

    Posted by: Lisa S. in Miami, FL at January 30, 2007 8:33 PM

    Paul -- yes, Northbrook Illinois.

    for everyone here -- I've sent a message to Dean Hendricks at NBC asking for guidance about our gifts - a permanent sign for the fence, a garden.

    as soon as I hear back I will of course copy all of you -- and we can begin planning and getting our resources together.

    Posted by: Kathy in Northbrook at January 30, 2007 8:33 PM

    Rosemarie,
    My Dad passed away twenty years ago and Mom still misses him and cries. True love is a very special gift.

    We all fell in love with true love. Barbaro

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 8:33 PM

    have all of you noticed . . . how many messages on this board yesterday and today say "I've been following but I never posted until now"

    I love it that our community has been even larger than we imagined.

    Posted by: Kathy in Northbrook at January 30, 2007 8:36 PM

    ....the tears continue to flow...my heart is broken....I miss you so much Champ...


    (((Alex))) The FOB's "Jewel in the Crown"...thank you from the bottom of my heart for all you have done and continue to do for us.


    More later...


    Pat G
    Proud Member
    Fans of Barbaro.


    "Grief is the price you pay for Love" Gretchen Jackson

    Posted by: Pat G San Jose, CA at January 30, 2007 8:37 PM

    I cannot put into words the depth of my sadness so I will use the words of Helen Keller. "What we once enjoyed and deeply loved we can never lose, for all that we love deeply becomes part of us".

    On Sabina's website there is a wonderful pix of her, Dr. Dean & Barbaro on New Year's Eve 2006 (in happier times I guess you would say). The pix is at the bottom of the page. Link is below.

    http://www.sabinalouisepierce.com/Barbaro.htm

    Alex, I don't know if there is any way to thank you or repay you for all you have done for us. A million thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    With great sadness,

    Jeannette, West Chester, PA

    Posted by: Jeannette at January 30, 2007 8:40 PM

    Mary S. please come back to us, we all realllllly
    miss you!!!!!!!!!!

    I don't think my heart will ever feel the same, at the bottom is will always be heavy, for the Love of Barbaro.

    Posted by: Carol Nichols at January 30, 2007 8:40 PM

    Oh my Lisa S. Just when I thought I couldn't cry anymore. That article is one of the best!

    Posted by: Ashley at January 30, 2007 8:41 PM

    I go back to work and then a few minutes later I am back here and connected with those that love Barbaro. It helps to ease the grief. I just wish we were so close that we could hug one another. Thank you Alex for this site. I know it must be very difficult for you also. No new words can change what happened but somehow typing and knowing that there are others out there helps. MAY YOU REST IN PEACE BARBARO. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU

    Posted by: hilary at January 30, 2007 8:42 PM

    Thanks Kathy - I grew up in Morton Grove but now live in Virginia.

    Thanks in advance for keeping us updated

    Posted by: Paul at January 30, 2007 8:43 PM

    Someone said there was a site with pictures and video of Barbaro's full brother who is a yearling now. Where can I find it? I would love to see it. Anything to feel closer to Bobby.

    Thanks.

    Posted by: Dale in Aiken SC at January 30, 2007 8:43 PM

    Thanks to those who updated this site so regularly with news on Barbaro. I also want to send my thanks and prayers to everyone at the New Bolton Center for their love, hope and caring for not just one, but ALL animals. I am not a horse racing fan, but I do love animals and I always kept praying for him to recover. In the end, what we wanted as his fans didn't happen, but it was for the best.

    The very best news is that Barbaro's spirit will live on in all of us. :)

    Posted by: Mikhaela H. at January 30, 2007 8:45 PM

    Great horse I truly miss you, you have left a void whioh will be there for a very long, long time. I will always remember your greatness, your strength and you tremendous will....
    I am PROUD to be now and forever A FAN OF BARBARO..

    Posted by: mike c at January 30, 2007 8:47 PM

    Dale- they are here. Scroll up to the top and click on pictures.

    Posted by: Ashley at January 30, 2007 8:48 PM

    The picture of Dr.R, Barbaro and Sabina is just beautiful. Tears streaming.

    Her trubute is beautiful like her.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 8:48 PM

    If any Fans of Barbaro would EVER like to meet at a track in the east(delaware, philly, monmouth etc) I would be glad to do that.
    Also I will be at Keeneland in April for the Blue Grass and would be glad to meet any from there..


    LETS KEEP HIS MEMORY ALIVE FOREVER..

    Posted by: mike c at January 30, 2007 8:50 PM

    ##Ashley, that quote by Dr. Richardson just breaks my heart all over again. What a special, special man he is. Here come the tears again, can't help it.


    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at January 30, 2007 8:50 PM

    The pics of Barbaro's litle brother and his dam, La Ville Rouge, are here on Tim Woolley. Go to the navigation bars and click on PICTURES. Then scroll down until you see a rambunctious, beautiful little thing with his and Barbaro's elegant dam. Note the markings on la Ville Rouge's forehead and on the little brother -- his nose also has white markings.

    Posted by: Karen, PA at January 30, 2007 8:51 PM

    #### Peggy in AZ, I have already already talked to Rachel at KF, and she is going to check with the school and the Jacson's to see if would be ok.

    When she gets back to me, I will let everyone know what is going on. Keep your fingers crosses for a bench and a tree.

    We can do this for Barbaro!!!!!!!!!

    Posted by: Carol Nichols at January 30, 2007 8:51 PM

    Lisa Morin, what a great idea to do a "Barbaro Run"!

    Posted by: Susan E. at January 30, 2007 8:51 PM

    Well said Mike C.
    Barbaro has enriched us all.

    Posted by: PJ in Indy at January 30, 2007 8:52 PM

    Barbaro I still can't believe you left us. I know you had to reunite with Foggy,Pine Island,Saint Liam,Seabiscuit,Seattle Slew and many more. You will always hold a special warm place in my heart. Thank you Dr. Richardson,the Jacksons and all the Barbaro Family for sticking together for this horse called "BARBARO". One day we shall all be reunited. Thank you God for Barbaro.
    Thank you Alex from the bottom of my heart. You are a life full of treasure.

    Posted by: Melissa,Pa at January 30, 2007 8:52 PM

    Still can't believe he is gone, the empty feeling and tears won't go away. Last night on TVG they interviewed Dr. Larry Bramladge and he said Dr. Richardson told him Sunday night was the first time he saw the "hollow" look in Barbaro's eyes and Monday the same. God bless Dr. Richardson and Mr. and Mrs. Jackson for making the hardest decision. He was ready to go home and as he has done for the past 9 months, he let them know. I found comfort in this.

    Animals are so in-tune to us, I had to put my rabbit Oreo, 8 years old to sleep yesterday, he had a stroke. My Nala (with all her problems) has not left my side and is still trying to dry my tears.

    After a few days to grieve, we will pull together and finish everything Barbaro inspired us to start. Long may you run in heaven, precious boy.

    Barb m in Florida

    Posted by: Barb m in Florida at January 30, 2007 8:53 PM

    Idea...
    It might be nice if alot of us e-mail a message to the Jackson's via the Larry King Show for tonight
    I just sent an e-mail......
    Go to www.cnn.com
    At the top of the main page, you can click on Larry King Show
    Through that link, you can send a message to the Larry King Show
    jan

    Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 8:54 PM

    Please God, please gently take care of Barbaro for all of us, and please send your comfort and healing during this time of loss to all affected so greatly by this beautiful animal. We were blessed to have known him on earth for as long as we did, and we thank you. thank you to all the caregivers, the Jackson's, Dr. Richardson, Peter, Alex, and and everyone here and those that were even closer (in spirit or otherwise). I can not stop the tears from coming. For some reason, today is worse than yesterday. I love you and will always remember you and hold you in my heart, dear Barbaro, until hopefully, one day, I have the privilege of one day meeting you in another place.

    My condolences....

    Lisa Weaver

    Posted by: Lisa Weaver at January 30, 2007 8:57 PM

    I think Churchill Downs would be a perfect resting place for Barbaro, simply because Barbaro belonged to the "People" and this way all people could come and pay homage to him. Maybe I am wrong. I know his home is actually Lael Farms, but. of course, Lawl Farms is private. I have read some lovely memorials to Barbaro on this site. Gosh, I loved him SO much.

    Posted by: Barbara Peterson at January 30, 2007 8:59 PM

    THANK YOU ALEX.....YOU HELPED MAKE HIM A PART OF OUR LIVES!

    TO DR. R, THE JACKSONS, MICHAEL, PETER, EDGAR - YOU CARED ABOUT HIM ENOUGH TO ALWAYS DO WHAT WAS BEST FOR HIM......MAY YOU FIND COMFORT AND PEACE IN KNOWING THAT.

    Posted by: GINNY S at January 30, 2007 9:00 PM

    Barb M in FL ... That is exactly why I hope the Jacksons bury Barbaro at Lael Farm ... it is Barbaro's home and he knew that the only way he could ever get back home was to forfeit his life. Now he is where he wants to be! I take comfort in that.

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey in Northeast Ohio at January 30, 2007 9:00 PM

    #####
    Pls see Post by Stephanie [of MHR] at January 30, 2007 6:21 PM

    I hadn't yet read Stephanie's post when I erroneously wrote in my post at January 30, 2007 7:29 PM that a name for Rosie's imminently impending foal is/was being voted on; at this point, because of the recent turn of events, the name "Bobby's Lil Angel" has been selected for Rosie's foal. The name for the other expected FOB foal (Misty's, due in a couple of months) still has not been selected and will be voted on soon. Again, to join the MHR group pls email me and I will forward your info to MHR. Thanks. CJ

    Posted by: C. Jaffe at January 30, 2007 9:01 PM

    First of all, I am amazed at how many messages we have here today; to get to this point to post was a long way. Alex, I hope we are providing comfort to you too and I can see from your ties with New Bolton that they will need our sympathy and support the way they supported Barbaro. None of us are handling this well but what a class act Dr. R is to email you and thank you. Perhaps he will find comfort (and tears) from reading our posts. With sympathy and caring, Deborah

    Posted by: Deborah McCullough at January 30, 2007 9:02 PM

    I emailed Mary S yesterday, she is suffering, no words was her quote. I am posting her prayer for Barbaro, God answered, he is whole, he is healed.
    Praise God
    Harriette Brillianthawk


    Thank you God for Barbaro's right and perfect healing, and for his complete recovery. Thank you God that miracle follows miracle, and wonders never cease.

    Magnificent Steed!
    Another day closer. We hold the vision of your wholeness and your balance - hind legs restored, perfect and complete - in vibrant good health.

    The Light of God surrounds you
    The Love of God enfolds you
    The Power of God Protects you
    The Presence of God watches over you
    Wherever you are Barbaro, God IS.
    Thank you God for the presence of Barbaro in my life.

    Barbaro is protected. He is surrounded by a veil of protection - out from the front, out from the rear - out from the right side, out from the left side - protected from above and protected from below. All around he is protected. Only that which is for his highest good - only that which is of love and healing - only these things penetrate the veil of protection
    .
    Love, Light and Protection for Barbaro

    posted by Harriette for Mary

    Mary, we love you

    Posted by: Harriette at January 30, 2007 9:02 PM

    Oh God I wish it would stop hurting. Or that I'd wake up and find it was all a dream. Or that I could really KNOW that his life energy was still somewhere, anywhere, that he was not really lost. But I just keep crying. And wishing for it to be last week. I feel empty, lost, and have a very big knot in my stomach. I can't even look at his pictures, he was so beautiful and pure and innocent, it just hurts so so much. Thank you all for being here. Love to the Jacksons, Alex, Dr. R, Michael, Peter, Edgar, and all of you!

    Posted by: DJoAnn at January 30, 2007 9:03 PM

    Jan,
    I sent them an email already. I had to.

    That quote from Dr.R broke my heart. I love that man, and feel so sad for him. He did better than good with his care for Barbaro they were best friends with a special bond.

    Did anyone notice he never took credit, he always passed it on to Barbaro...I did nothing the horse is doing it all. I loved the horse.Always made me laugh.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 9:04 PM

    ###MIke C. you and I both had a common wish for xmas. I did not come true but at least we had him for this long. I also will be at keeneland for the Bluegrass. E-mail me Picsbyjen@yahoo.com jen

    ##Deb G. Good to see you again- may your horses stay safe. Alot of people have missed you.

    Let me say that I have not felt so alone throughout this because I have had everyone from this site. That is comforting. We all loved that horse and will carry on in his name in good faith. Jen

    Posted by: jen at January 30, 2007 9:05 PM

    Dear FOBs,

    I am so heartened to see how so many of you have already begun to process the grief we all feel into such productive and inspiring action ( not that you weren't already doing so much)! I am grateful to you and especially to Alex and Tim for providing this place of peace and comfort. We will carry on the fight to create much good in Barbaro's name.

    I am particularly touched today by Dr. Richardson's email to Alex. I think that the press conference yesterday showed everyone that he is not only a great surgeon but a great humanbeing as well.

    My condolences to all who feel the pain of Barbaro's loss, especially M/M Jackson. One of the greatest things we can do for any of our furred friends is to be with them to ease their transition at the end of their lives. My deepest respect goes to them.

    Posted by: Terri C at January 30, 2007 9:05 PM

    If losing Barbaro is this hard on us, I can't even imagine what it must be like for the Jacksons and Dr. Richardson. Then I think about Michael and how he must still have to continue to train horses even when he feels so rotten. I don't know how they are getting through this.

    Like MikeC said, we will keep his memory alive.

    Posted by: Ashley at January 30, 2007 9:05 PM

    DJoAnn ... As Mrs. Jackson said, "Grief is the price we pay for love."

    It is okay to grieve!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey in Northeast Ohio at January 30, 2007 9:06 PM

    Stu - I had a version of that dream. It was about a press conference, a totally different press conference from yesterday's, the one I have dreamed of for the entire 8 months of Barbaro's treatment - Dr. Richardson and the Jacksons are there - and then someone leads in a completely healed Barbaro to a standing ovation!

    Posted by: Barbara A. at January 30, 2007 9:07 PM

    I too have eagerly checked this site for updates several times a day for the past 8 months but has never posted a comment until today.

    Barbaro exemplified strength, courage, and dignity. Barbaro taught me about the plight of horses in America today. I have always been an animal lover who gives to help cheetahs, cougars, etc. Not until Barbaro, did I know that countless horses are slaughtered each year in America and certainly did not know that one such slaughter house is 30 minutes from my house! I have called and written Congressmen and Senators to have legislation passed. I am reading up on the recent Texas court decision and will be calling my state representatives soon to shut down the slaughterhouse in DeKalb.

    Thanks to Alex for all that he has done for us. Thanks to the Jacksons, Mr. Matz, and Edgar for their class and for treating Barbaro so well. Thanks to Dr. Richardson for being an inspiration. Thanks to all you Friends Of Barbaro: you Affirmed my faith in humanity.

    My wife and I had a toast to Barbaro last night with Woodford Reserve (as they do at Old Friends). I also read some Yeats:
    "The wind is old and still at play,
    While I must hurry upon my way,
    For I am running to Paradise."

    Keep running Barbaro!

    Posted by: Tom (Geneva, Illinois) at January 30, 2007 9:08 PM

    Dr R was so cute yesterday when he said he "was good looking". Yes he was, yes he was.

    Posted by: PJ in Indy at January 30, 2007 9:08 PM

    ##Thank you Harriette for posting Mary's prayer, it has always been calming for me.

    Mary, we're here when you're ready, we understand, truly.

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at January 30, 2007 9:10 PM

    Barbaro

    A Stairway to Heaven

    If Tears Could Build A Stairway
    And Memories A Lane
    I’d Walk Right Up To Heaven
    And Bring You Home Again

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 9:10 PM

    Thank you Alex for all you have done these past eight months. Friendships were forged, animal causes were united, this was and is a journey I will never forget,

    Coming to this site today was so hard knowing no update or ACN awaited me. I know I'm in the right place as we're all deeply saddened about the loss of Barbaro, and I can grieve here with you all.

    Nancy Johns

    Posted by: Nancy Johns in Campbell, CA at January 30, 2007 9:11 PM

    Alex, thank you for all you have done to keep all of us informed about Barbaro the past 8 months. Your heart is surely pretty heavy today, too. Thank you for continuing on despite the sorrow.

    Do you think you would like to keep the site going for some time? It would be comforting to get your updates about the anti-slaughter legislation as well as continue to get your insights about the racing world. You have such a solid network established now, and it's one that could continue to link us, the general public, with the horse breeding and racing industry, providing us opportunities to continue to work to improve the lives of horses. This work will surely be Barbaro's living legacy and as well as our gift to him.

    After the grief has passed, let us not forget the energy and determination that was Barbaro!

    Posted by: Cindy at January 30, 2007 9:11 PM

    I felt so sad, waking up this morning knowing that Barbaro no longer graces this world. I truly feel as though I've lost a very dear friend or family member. I really feel alone and empty.

    Does anyone know of a website that carries video replays of all of Barbaro's races? I would really like to have that.

    TVG will be airing "Barbaro Remembered" tomorrow night at 7 PM Pacific Time. I'll be watching, but it will be heart wrenching, as just looking at pictures of him starts the tears flowing and right now it feels as though they will never stop.

    I didn't think I would be able to post here again after yesterday - I thought it would be too painful as I usually kept my comments directed to Barbaro and really didn't "talk" all that much to everyone here. I've always been better with animals than I am with people. I have always been comforted by the postings of everyone here though (especially Laurie H's nightly tuck ins) and I'm glad I'm posting today, even though I'm absolutely lost and devastated that our precious boy has left us.

    Has anyone heard how Michael Matz is doing? I'm sure he's devastated too. It was hard to listen to Edgar...he loved Barbaro so.

    I love you Barbaro...I always have...I always will.

    Posted by: Sandie at January 30, 2007 9:11 PM

    ###

    Thank you Harriette...I needed Mary S. prayers...

    Goodnight Sweet Angel Barbaro...
    Goodnight you wonderful friends/fans of Barbaro.

    I have decided every morning and every evening I have done this, and will because Barbaro hears us...

    We know you are happy in God's holy land...running free, pain free...now Barbaro help us...send us signs from God how and the will to finish the final stretches...all because of your love and inspiration.

    Everyone on here hurts with grief and heartache...and we know time is a great healer...but all the time in the world will we never forget a Magnificent Horse...a Wonder Horse..a Courage Horse...whose name is Barbaro.

    I thank everyone for the love, care, and support and together we stand as one fighting for Barbaro's sisters and brothers...

    Mrs. Jackson has asked us to finish...and we shall and we will...

    May God send his comfort to Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, Dr. R, Staff, Kennett Florist, Alex, Michael, Edgar, and Everyone Involved...May He Hold Us In The Palm Of His Hands.

    I pray for a better day....

    God Bless Each Of You...and Barbaro I will look for you tonight as the brightest shining star...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 9:12 PM

    Thank you Harriet and Mary S. "He is whole. He is healed".

    Good Night everyone. Be good to yourselves tonight. If you weep, we will be weeping together.

    Good Night Big B. Be a good boy, as you always are. We miss you. But you have fun with all of your new friends.

    Posted by: Margie at January 30, 2007 9:12 PM

    Can you imagine that some numbnut asked about the cost. Dr.R. barked at him, and gave a harsh look. Good Job Dr.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 9:13 PM

    Hello to All:

    The sadness and sorrow of losing our beloved Barbaro is overwhelming. For all of us to give our love back to him in ways that have been suggested (garden, plague)- what an honor to bestow upon our champion.

    I too want to help and participate in the tree planting, plaque, fundraisers that have been mentioned. Another idea to raise funds for the Barbaro Fund and/or Laminitis Foundation: at the Derby this year ( to honor Barbaro one year later) and Preakness could FOB volunteers set up a donation site/table for people to stop and donate to either fund in Barbaro's memory and sign a book to be presented to M/M Jackson.

    I am also going to send a letter to two television
    personalities (Ellen DeGeneres,she loves animals and Oprah)for help in getting the word out about "Barbaro's Bill" and helping people understand our love and continued devotion to him.

    I will be visiting my riding stables where I live and ask for their support in whatever way they can. My local Congressman (Ohio) is a supporter of many worthwhile causes and has a local office in town. I will get the word to him about the "Barbaro Bill" and enlist his help.

    Please, Please keep us together on this site; as said we need each other- we have a lot of good work to do for Barbaro - make him proud of us.

    How about a general listing of all the states/cities we are from so we can mobilize our efforts together in great numbers (e-mails if you want)

    Thanks to all for the caring and wonderful tributes to our greatest love Barbaro.

    I am new to posting but have been with you all from the very beginning.

    "Love will keep us together"

    Count me in on whatever memorialis decided on.

    Marcia from Northeast Ohio

    Posted by: Marcia S. at January 30, 2007 9:14 PM

    Barb M

    I am so sorry for you, losing your Oreo. She is with Barbaro now. He finally has his "biggur" farm that is large enough for all of his "frens" forever and ever.

    Posted by: Susan E. at January 30, 2007 9:15 PM

    Alex - the amount of effort you have put into keeping us updated throughout the past 8 months has been astounding and, as you know, certainly has not gone unnoticed. If I have not yet personally thanked you in all of my periodic posts I apologize.

    Thank you from the bottom of my heart - I really do not know what I would have done without this web site.

    Posted by: Paul at January 30, 2007 9:16 PM

    ###Vigil @ 7:00 sounds good to me

    ###jan thanks for the head-up on LK live on Cnn,
    I moved from tissues to a whole roll of toilet paper....

    Dr. Dean, thanks again for loving our Big Boss Man.

    Alex, thanks for keeping this forum open.

    Posted by: Michelle at January 30, 2007 9:17 PM

    I had to look this up and read the words ---- it is our Barbaro to a "T". He certainly danced didn't he?

    Born in the valley
    And raised in the trees
    Of Western Kentucky
    On wobbly knees
    With mama beside you
    To help you along
    You'll soon be a growing up strong.
    All the long, lazy mornings
    In pastures of green
    The sun on your withers
    The wind in your mane
    Could never prepare you
    For what lies ahead
    The run for the roses so red --
    And it's run for the roses
    As fast as you can
    Your fate is delivered
    Your moment's at hand
    It's the chance of a lifetime
    In a lifetime of chance
    And it's high time you joined
    In the dance
    It's high time you joined
    In the dance --
    From sire to sire
    It's born in the blood
    The fire of a mare
    And the strength of a stud
    It's breeding and it's training
    And it's something unknown
    That drives you and carries
    You home.
    And it's run for the roses
    As fast as you can
    Your fate is delivered
    Your moment's at hand
    It's the chance of a lifetime
    In a lifetime of chance
    And it's high time you joined
    In the dance
    It's high time you joined
    In the dance --

    Posted by: Kathy in Colorado at January 30, 2007 9:17 PM

    Dear Alex, I hope that you will continue your daily attention to this web site. You have awaken my interest in many of the horses that will be racing this year and I want to keep up with them. Your personal comments make this site a treasure for us horse loving non-racing people

    Posted by: Gayle Hair at January 30, 2007 9:17 PM

    Hola Barbaro nation

    Barbaro I miss you fiercely. Selfishly I wish you were in your stall. However I know you are now whole and at peace. God bless Barbaro

    ###
    JAN

    thank you for the CNN info. I just emailed the Larry King show. Mr. and Mrs. Jackson exemplify what good owners are and how they act.

    FOB's I have never been prouder to be a member of this community. This has become an international story of courage, determination and how some human beings can show dignity by their compassion and care for an animal. We are blessed to have this site. Alex I will be eternally grateful.

    Posted by: marky at January 30, 2007 9:18 PM

    Sandie-
    You can watch all of Barbaro's races (except for his maiden) at www.kentuckyderby.com

    Click on his post #8 along the top of the screen and then it will take you to Barbaro and links to all his races. Have tissue ready

    Posted by: Ashley at January 30, 2007 9:19 PM

    ######

    Marky,

    I so much feel like you wishing Barbaro were still in his stall. You live in the Atl. area, we can get together and cry and have Bobby talk.

    Posted by: Sue H at January 30, 2007 9:21 PM

    IMPORTANT! EVERYONE PLEASE READ:

    My heart is filled with gratitude and love that the $29 Movement in Honor of Barbaro is taking off with great success! Thank you so much.

    For those who need more information .... here it is:

    I posted last night a "challenge" to everyone to donate $29 to The Fund to Fight Laminitis at UPenn in honor and memory of Barbaro. Why $29? Because Bobby was born on April 29 and he was REBORN on January 29th, so that number becomes very significant to me.

    So, for the price of a good lunch or inexpensive dinner ... for the price of a movie, popcorn, soda, etc.... for the price of a decent pair of shoes .... maybe! OR ...

    TO SAVE THE LIFE OF A HORSE AND ETCH THE LEGACY OF BARBARO FOREVER, Donate $29 to The Fund to Fight Laminitis at UPenn:

    http://www.vet.upenn.edu/giving/laminitisfund_shoe.htm

    And, if you care to carry it farther, as I am, I will continue to donate $29 per month, each and every month on the 29th day of the month (excepting February, of course) to The Fund to Fight Laminitis in honor and memory of our Beloved Barbaro.

    Please join this effort and let's raise enough money to slay the killer of Secretariat, Barbaro and so many other horses, and let's save their lives for the future.

    Posted by: Linnie at January 30, 2007 9:22 PM

    If I don't just stop reading, and post, I'll never get anything written! I keep refreshing, and every time, there's a ton more...

    Jane in CT and jan - Yes. I've been thinking about my garden, as well. I want a splash of pink, too, for that saddle cloth!

    Donna - Yes. I want to know that there will be a place we can come...(though Mr. Brown, as yet, shows no signs of shutting us down?) I want a website...please.

    Lilian Petroff - I love the development of the garden idea.

    Robyn Hoffmann - You are just so civilized, and you always make me feel better. Thank you.

    Renee Antaya - You are a beautiful spirit.

    Joan Roya - I can't imagine your loss. Time makes those pains bearable, but they never entirely go away.I lost two baby boys, only a few days old, 30 years ago, and it was crushing. I will keep you in my thoughts always. Thank you for the goodness you bring.

    Jim F - I honor you for honoring your horses, and I will think of you, and them. We're glad you're here.

    Dawn in Omaha - I love the idea of the little ferret!

    Maribel - (And everyone else who's posted re:celebrating the boy instead of mourning) - I think that's terrific!

    Kathleen Stewart - Sorry for the loss of your Lakota, and comfort to you.

    Designgirl7 - So happy to see you, and so sad for your double loss. Thanks for being here!

    Marilyn/CA - Lucky! I hope the Boss Hoss will visit me and my old dog one morning. We're up pretty early. And I always, always love your posts.

    Kathie in California - If you haven't gotten the answer yet to your question about the message from Barbaro, go to the site main page, check out the discussions - "Hay, it's me! bArbaro!". No matter how much you hurt, they can make you smile.

    Susan in Saratoga - Beautiful, as always. Funny you were at The Parting Glass last night. I am trying to rework the words of the song, "The Parting Glass" for B.

    Bobbye - Welcome.

    Bonnie McRaith - You are so right on.

    Mary S. - We miss you, and are worried about you. Please, when you feel strong enough, come back! I'm going to light a candle for you.

    Spirit Horse No More - I won't presume to say I know how you hurt. One of the hard things in life is that we are all trapped, to some extent, in the bubble of our own pain. I wish you well in finding your way through the maze. Just keep walking. That's what Bobby did.

    Joyce Moore - I have a headache this morning. But it was worth it. Still...an Irish wake on a school night!

    Rosemary of the Valentine Project - Thank you for holding my hand and walking me through. Thank you for posting that letter that gave us something to say "YES!" about. You are so kind.

    And so is everyone else. More later. They think I'm working, but...

    ...I didn't get much done yesterday. When I called someone today, whom I was supposed to have called yesterday, and was asked why it was a day late, I immediately replied, "I had a death in the family."

    Love all around.

    - Jean

    Posted by: Jean at January 30, 2007 9:22 PM

    ####

    ASHLEY: Go to the threads under "Memorial Bench".


    Susan

    Posted by: SusaninCO at January 30, 2007 9:22 PM

    Alex --- thank you again for your wonderful insight. Your comments reflect everyone's feelings, and you truly have been able to let us all inside. Thank you and - again - our deepest condolences to one and all at Fair Hill, NBC ..... and on and on.

    Posted by: judyg at January 30, 2007 9:23 PM

    We will continue for you, Barbaro, even if it is through tears. I love you, Barbaro.

    Posted by: Barb AZ at January 30, 2007 9:23 PM

    Precious Barbaro ... I must leave this site and say goodnight for now! I pray that you are in a far better place where you have room to run free and frolic with the fillies and eat as many carrots, pears, apples and spearmints as you want. I know in my heart that you are.

    Talk to you tomorrow, Big Boss Horse. Until then ... thank you for your presence in my life. I miss those soulful big brown eyes, but you will always live on in my heart!

    Horsey Hugs and Kisses!
    Ruth

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey in Northeast Ohio at January 30, 2007 9:23 PM

    I see there aren't many men on here. I'm a 49 year old man and proud horse owner. I've followed Barbaro with a heavy heart every day since May. I've shed heavy tears of grief now for the past two days. I'm starting to choke up right at this moment and my eyes are watering. i can't believe how hard and deep Barbaro has touched me. I know he's in Heaven now, happy and loved, and even though I've never met him, one day I will. Gretchen is right...grief is the price we pay for love.

    Posted by: Joe at January 30, 2007 9:24 PM

    Jean,
    You are an angel for saying waht you just did.I'm glad you are here with us.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 9:26 PM

    Yesterday was surreal but I cried my eyes out anyway. Today it's sunk in that our beautiful boy is no longer living on this earth and there will be no more updates about him - no more structure to our long journey with him. I feel just awful, and I can't imagine how the Jacksons and Team Barbaro are managing their terrible loss. I really believed he'd make it and hoped one day to see him gleaming in the sunshine in a lush meadow in blue grass country. That dream is so hard to let go of.

    Take care, all of you. Thanks for being here.

    Posted by: Mirth at January 30, 2007 9:27 PM

    Alex, what a wonderful person you have been through all of this, and I know your heart must be broken too,you were fortunate to be right next to B, what an honor..
    Barbaro has affected the world in a way that will never go ebb,the Jacksons,Dr R, Michael Matz, Peter, Edgar and all the NBC staff are such a class act, only surpassed by the horse himself.
    God bless you all, my heart is broken with grief, this horse was such a part of all of us.
    We need to keep that spirit going...
    Rest well my friend, I so dreamed of the day I would see you, and I will at that Rainbow bridge
    when the time comes...
    I know I am rambling but for the tears I cannot see....miss you much Barbaro!

    Posted by: ELLEN at January 30, 2007 9:28 PM

    Dear Joe,

    We are united in our love for Barbaro and our grief. I'm glad you're here with us.

    Posted by: Karen in Las Vegas at January 30, 2007 9:28 PM

    What an emotional roller coaster all of us are on...and all for the love of a horse that most of us have never met face-to-face....yet, we feel as if we know him...and we do know him because people like the Jacksons, Dr. Richardson, Alex, Mike and Edgar gave us what we needed to get close to and love Barbaro. Thank you, for this special gift of courage, strength, determination, and most of all, love. I was checking the New Bolton website every day for updates since Barbaro's surgery after the Preakness, then a friend shared this site with me a few weeks ago. I was so grateful the past few days to have this connection to Barbaro. Thank you, Alex for the updates. Reading your experiences with Barbaro was like being there with him. I really think it has kept all of us going. And what can I say about Dr. Richardson?.....he is a Rock Star! It is people like him who are the true heros of the world....not overpaid atheletes with big egos...Dr. Richardson has been so humble from the beginning and yesterday he showed the world how special he really is.

    Rest in peace, beautiful, sweet Barbaro...you are sadly missed, but it is a comfort to know that you are whole again.

    Bonnie C. from Oxford, PA

    Posted by: Bonnie at January 30, 2007 9:30 PM

    I wish we could rewind life and Barbaro would still be here. It is like a bad dream that I want to wake up from. Thanks to all of you for being here. Friend of Barbaro Forever.

    Posted by: PJ in Indy at January 30, 2007 9:30 PM

    Thank you Ashley. I'll always treasure the videos of Barbaro's races. He was magnificent, wasn't he? You're right...reaching for the tissues, again.

    Posted by: Sandie at January 30, 2007 9:30 PM

    Joe,
    The men that are here are some of the best guys on the planet. The site is run by men. Now youre here too. Welcome!

    Leslie in MN

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at January 30, 2007 9:31 PM

    From AOL Sports section:

    "You have to be impressed with the number of right moves Dr. Richardson made. They got close, and if not for a little bad luck they would have made it." --

    [Dr. Larry Bramlage, a veterinarian at Rood and Riddle Equine Hospital in Lexington, who said Barbaro lived as long as he did because of Richardson's solid decision-making.]
    -----------------------------------
    I know Dr. Bramlage is a good man and was very supportive all along, but this quote nearly did me in completely.

    DR. RICHARDSON, my heart goes out to you. You have our undying admiration and love, for all that you did. It was excruciatingly tough on you, these last 8 months, although you had many good times with your special Barbaro and you kept him happy and comfortable. You always put him first. Our deepest gratitude..

    Posted by: Christine at January 30, 2007 9:31 PM

    This thought came to me today between my crying spells:

    A US POSTAL STAMP
    HONORING BARBARO

    The Citizens Stamp Advisory Committee issues new stamps and semipostal stamps each year and the criteria for a new stamp is posted on their website.
    Check it out and let's see what we can do. What do you think??

    Posted by: Pat in Roanoke, Va. at January 30, 2007 9:31 PM

    I don't know what I'm going to do without coming to this website 3 times a day for my morning, afternoon and evening updates on our beloved Bobby. I miss him so much and yet I never even met Bobby or saw him race in person. He was such an amazing and inspiration spirit to me. Here's a quote from a beautiful movie called "Phar Lap": "He wasn't just a horse. He was the best." That's who Barbaro was and will always be.

    Alex I don't know if you will ever know just how many people are so grateful to you for posting all of these updates. You were such a great comfort for all of fans and I don't think you'll ever just realize how many us of you personally touched. Thank you for everything.

    And thank you to Dr. Dean and Mr. and Mrs. Jackson. Your love for Bobby is what kept so many of going for the past 8 1/2 months. There are literally so many people who you will never meet or know of who are truly blessed to have been touched by your devotion to Bobby. You gave us all hope in a world filled with hopelessness. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for doing something that so many others wouldn't have, you believed in Barbaro and you are the reasons he lived for as long as he did. Thank you and God Bless You.

    Posted by: Allison at January 30, 2007 9:33 PM

    I was raised in the old school, "life doth go on, don't give in to your grief, be productive." You know what, I'm tired of being so adult about this! I'm going to take as much time out now as I need to just cry and feel terrible. Still don't understand how I could love a horse I never met so much and miss him so awfully. Suddenly, just can't stop crying.

    Peggy in AZ

    Posted by: Peggy at January 30, 2007 9:33 PM

    Joe- its good to know that there are men out there like you. Jen I think MIke c. is also like that.

    Posted by: jen at January 30, 2007 9:34 PM

    I'm sorry, everyone. I posted misinformation earlier about the 5 stages of grieving. The correct order is Denial, Anger, BARGAINING, Depression, and Acceptance.

    My head is in the clouds today, with you know who.

    Good Night. XXXOOO

    Posted by: Margie at January 30, 2007 9:34 PM

    Bonnie - yes I'm the same Sheila with the same dream! I never really left here, but didn't post quite as much. My heart is broken by this news, but I am a better person for having experienced this with all of you.

    Posted by: Sheila at January 30, 2007 9:35 PM

    My Goodness,
    My back is so heavy for all of you FOB's...now lighten up and remember a while back.

    I am on a fluffy cloud high above you, looking down in my bathing trunks with apples on them. I am in my boing bouncy chair, legs crossed and drinking my favorite Carott,Pear,Apple Barbarotini in the Bistro and I am spinning wildly.hoops almost felt off the darn thingy.nicker nicker. I raise my glass to you my peoples and love you. Plezze smile for me so my heart will smile back at you. I am fine, I am good and Good looking too. Neigh, whinney
    I wuv you all.

    Posted by: Barbaro at January 30, 2007 9:36 PM

    Alex,
    Thank you for continuing your updates during this most difficult time for all of us.

    ####
    Linda's post at 5:24 should be immediately deleted. It is inexcusable...

    Posted by: Pam M at January 30, 2007 9:38 PM

    Oh Barbaro, if only I could know you were on that fluffy cloud. I love you!

    Posted by: DJoAnn at January 30, 2007 9:38 PM

    Thank you for the update from New Bolton. It helps as we grieve & try to come to terms with what happened. It just happened so fast, no updates telling us he was critical, no real warning that things had progressed to that point. It just seems like one day he was about to be moved & the next well, you know...

    I am profoundly sad...having a really hard time. The updates help tremendously as it makes me feel connected to everyone still, so thank you again. I hope you will continue the coverage/updates for a while because this is not going to be a fast process of healing. The depth of feelings are too deep.

    I love you Barbaro, my sweet baby B....

    Posted by: Debbie Singer at January 30, 2007 9:39 PM

    Peggy in Az...
    I grieve with you..I have been crying all day..just don't seem real.

    Posted by: Melissa,Pa at January 30, 2007 9:39 PM

    Hello Fobs....I've been away from computer most of the day. Catching up on all the posts, reading all the oneline articles, crying all over again.

    So many beautiful things written. I am still struck that right up to the end, Barbaro was eating and biting. I need help with this. Is it possible, even though he was in distress, Barbaro still had the will but his body totally failed him?

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at January 30, 2007 9:40 PM

    That's just like you Barbaro, to make us smile when we are sad. We love you so.

    Posted by: PJ in Indy at January 30, 2007 9:40 PM

    This is the most I have written ever to this site. Could you please include me in the Memorial Bench at NBC and whatever else you all are going to do? He was such a sweet boy and miss him so much. Please keep us all informed how to go about doing this. I for one will help if I have the information. Thanks to all the FOBs for being there. I am really sad.

    Posted by: Carol Richardson at January 30, 2007 9:40 PM

    Hi, FOB's!

    I see Maribel asked me if I'd help with any party arrangements at NBC...COUNT ME IN!!!! I'm there. Just let me know what needs to be done and I'll do it. I'll plant bulbs, clean ICU stalls...anything.

    So many people are coming up with wonderful ideas to remember Barbaro - and continue his legacy. Ernie, can you create a t-shirt that says something like "Welcome to the Barbaro Effect"? Just to blow people's minds.

    I went to NBC and to KF today (in that order). I thought I was OK until I got to the posters at the fences at NBC. The tears started all over again - but they are tears of love ("I will not say do not weep- for not all tears are an evil." - JRR Tolkien - one of my all-time favorite lines in Lord of the Rings) and they are washing away my grief - slowly and surely.

    There were two news vans there - Channel 10 and Fox 29. I went inside to the lobby - couldn't talk to anybody - didn't trust myself to stay moderately composed. Then I went to KF and talked to both Rachel and Alie - that was also very emotional and cleansing (there was a cameraman filming a documentary - my 15 minutes? Even if it ends up on the cutting room floor, that's OK...). Sent a plant to the Jackson's, one to Dr. R (am debating taking breakfast to NBC some morning very soon), a basket to the donor horses. Rachel will get back to me re where and what to send to Michael Matz/Peter Brette. It was hard to leave there.

    I go back up to the ranch tomorrow to be with the boys. Am so glad for all that beautiful horse energy.

    I'm seeing all the grief stages. I know many of you are angry - at God, at life. Please don't let that anger eat you alive. We need you. All of you. What we call death is a shedding of this frail body - the spirit is eternal, is loving. Some people feel death is also a form of healing - I happen to be one of them. Barbaro is already being felt by many people - myself included and the anger shuts him out. Please let him in. After helping Martha (the horse that collapsed at the ranch Friday morning) transition, I see how peaceful death truly is. Holding that horse was an honor and I know Barbaro was surrounded by the people he loved with all his heart. He knew he wasn't going to hurt anymore.

    I'm seeing so much healing coming out as well - slowly, one by one, we will come out of our grief and let the love guide us forward. Please do not apologize if you feel you are a bit incoherent. This is all part of the grieving process and you need to let yourself work thru it in your own way. This site is a beautiful vehicle for all of us to grieve and express ourselves. Holding it in will not help us.

    For the trolls: please respect our privacy and just remember one day you will wish you had such a place as this when you lose someone you love - whether that someone is animal or human.

    You are all so remarkable. All of you.

    Healing, Love, Peace,
    ONS,
    Lyn Gilbert

    Posted by: Lyn Gilbert at January 30, 2007 9:41 PM

    Thanks. Its not easy reading this stuff at work. Keep choking up and holding it in so people don't walk by and see me weeping.

    Dr. Richardson, if you're reading this, I think you're great. Thank you for all that you did. God took it out of your hands at the end.

    Posted by: Joe at January 30, 2007 9:41 PM

    That is not our Linda.

    Trolls are out of the garbage can again. WARNING

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 9:41 PM

    "I'm still having trouble dealing with it," said Richardson, the chief of surgery for the University of Pennsylvania's New Bolton Center, his voice cracking. "I don't really want to talk about it. It's still hard to deal with."

    Quote from Dr. Richardson this morning about Barbaro's outcome.

    Posted by: Broken Hearted FOB at January 30, 2007 9:41 PM

    ## Buckets of tears over the article about Dr. Dean's difficulty.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at January 30, 2007 9:42 PM

    Sandie-
    You'll like this too
    http://youtube.com/watch?v=kmgf-ocQFbc

    It has a little bit of his maiden race. Note how they pronounce Barbaro's name in the first 2 races

    Have more tissue ready

    Posted by: Ashley at January 30, 2007 9:42 PM

    ####

    I know that different things help different people with grief but I have gotten some relief today by paying extra attention to my kitties...Lola even consoled me by giving me a bath. Cecil loved the extra attention, and Monique didn't even seem to mind that I interrupted her watching The Shopping Channel (she especially likes to watch the jewelry).

    Barbaro would like it if we gave our furry children a little extra love today, after all the kitties, the cows, and all the creatures were his "frens".

    Posted by: Julie L at January 30, 2007 9:43 PM

    Joe,
    A man crying is nice to see. Don't hold back your tears. Real men do cry!

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 9:43 PM

    Barbaro, I still can't believe you are gone. I just want to make it all go away and have you and read ACN. I want it so badly it hurts. I guess that's the Denial part of grieving. I prayed that I would have some peace today, but it was a hard day at work. I broke down and cried on several people. Thank goodness they were very compassionate towards my loss, our loss. It's just going to take a long time before I feel happy again. I pray for the Jackson's and Dr. Richardson. I don't know how they are dealing with it. Seeing him and holding him. Well, I've got tears pouring down my cheeks. I better go try to do something. I just love you so much, Barbaro. I would've done anything that was asked of me to make you better. I love you so much, Barbaro! Hopefully, I will get into Heaven and see you again-running and eating buttercups!!!! I love you soooooo much it literally aches me.

    Posted by: Amie at January 30, 2007 9:44 PM

    Hello everyone,

    Margie earlier posted the five stages of grieving, which are:

    D = Denial
    A = Anger
    B = Bereavement
    D = Depression
    A = Acceptance

    I would like to add a sixth, and it is this: ACTION

    Let us all take our deep, profound sadness today and turn it into Action.

    By that I mean, call your representatives and ask for their support in the anti-slaughter bill, the Barbaro Bill as many of us now refer to it. If you can, donate to the laminitis fund at www.vet.upenn.edu. Either donate money, or time, at a horse rescue facility in your area.

    Let's continue, starting right now, the work that our dear one started. It's all about him, and for him.

    This is his legacy, and it's our responsibility to complete his tasks.

    Love to all, take care everyone.

    Posted by: Skyler at January 30, 2007 9:44 PM

    "I've been getting up before six every morning for the last eight months to look at the horse," said Richardson, pausing to collect his thoughts. "And he's not there. It's kind of tough."

    I'll stop now...can't type through the tears.

    Posted by: Broken Hearted FOB at January 30, 2007 9:45 PM

    The hard part for me, as someone mentioned above, is that it seemed to happen so fast. One minute he was "excellent" and almost ready to leave and then he was gone. There was no time in between. I knew when he deveolped the abscess it wasn't good, but even then there was only one day of "him being a little less comfortable". I keep asking "why". I know not to do that but I can't stop thinking. I loved him so.

    Posted by: Ashley at January 30, 2007 9:49 PM

    ###

    DEBBIE SINGER, I agree with you. When Alex posted that NBC would hold a press conference and he was going over there, a rush of blood went to my head. I called my husband and son and I knew then and started crying. I stopped functioning and left work. It came so very fast, but conditions with a horse change for the worse very quickly.

    You are not alone. This is going to take a great deal of time. The hurt will always be there, but it will get easier to handle. My husband is level headed about these things - he asked me to be happy there is no more procedures, no more pain, no more confinement. Let's be happy that Barbaro was very happy and well cared for the vast majority of time he was there. I wish you and all Peace.

    Posted by: Christine at January 30, 2007 9:50 PM

    ##Good Night Sweet Prince,

    Will be watching Larry King tonite to see your family and somehow be closer to you. I know that sounds silly doesn't it cause you're in my heart now and forever.

    I love you Barbaro,

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at January 30, 2007 9:52 PM

    ###
    Hey Sue

    Thank you so much for the invite. I would love to. Please email me at marky_spies@yahoo.com. Trolls be aware I report and prosecute electronic harassment.

    I just wanted to honor the many men who are part of the Barbaro nation. The critics seem to think that love is exclusively a female strength. what a desservice to men like Alex, Peter, Michael, Dr. R., Dr. Larry, Mr.Jackson, Chad, Tim, Edgar, Mike R, Mike C, Joe, Dave and the many men who are nameless but grieve the cahmp's loss quietly. Then there is my husband who presented me with a framed picture of Barbaro. It was for my upcoming birthday, alas the time has come to put Barbaro on my wall of honor. God bless all the FOB's. God bless Barbaro.

    Posted by: marky at January 30, 2007 9:52 PM

    Hello FOB's, Today was still a very hard day, it still seems surreal, impossible, that Barbaro is gone. I came here first thing this morning and was glad to see an update, even if it wasn't what I was wishing it would be, that yesterday had just been a bad dream........I am glad Alex is keeping on keeping on, although I know he is grieving as well. It is just hard for me to see those awful words at the top of the page, I cover them with my hand until I can get to comments.

    I just bet out boy was running and grazing in the sunshine today, totally healthy and beautiful! Only missing his Mom and Dad and Dr. R. I so wanted to be able to visit him someday and perhaps stroke his face, I guess I still will, it will just be a little further in the future. Keep your chins up everyone, every day will be a little easier.

    Posted by: Jane at January 30, 2007 9:53 PM

    Barbaro you were always there for me..you brought me happiness when there was no happiness..you brought me love when there was no love..I am lost for words..I know you aren't suffering anymore that's what you deserve..your a true legend of LOVE..your spirit will always live on..love you BARBARO.

    Posted by: Tears and more Tears at January 30, 2007 9:53 PM

    Sarah from NC

    When I listened to Mrs Jackson talk about his Biting that morning, I get the feeling that she meant that this was not the playful biting they had seen from him in the past. This was "I have had enough" type biting. "A completely different horse" as Dr R said. It was his way of telling them he was not willing to endure any further pain. When they got him relaxed with many doses of medication, they offered him his grass to calm him and make him comfortable.

    But , they knew.....they knew. He had told them already.

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at January 30, 2007 9:54 PM

    There is something that needs to be done.

    Thank you Dr.Morrison, for what you did for Barbaro, the time you took and the respect that you treated him with. Thank you for your kindness and explanations of what was happening.So we could understand more.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 9:54 PM

    Christine,
    That's what scared me the most.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 9:55 PM

    Laminitis is what happens so fast. No warning-just hell. Laminitis is what killed him- not his injury. Research must be done to cure this disease. His fracture didnt scare me - it was always the Laminitis. It has no mercy. Lets find a cure and prevention in his name. Lets move for safer racetracks in his name. 30 years from now people will know his name because of what is going to be accomplished because of him. And most of all, they will all say, People used to eat horses? I cant imagine. Then our job will be done. Jen

    Posted by: jen at January 30, 2007 9:56 PM

    Alex,

    What do you think about keeping the website alive and sharing your stories about your horses, especially lovely Hawty Creek, and keeping us posted on NBC, Dr. Dean and the Jacksons . . . as well as giving us the scoop on the developments of Barbaro's equine family -- his baby brother and the upcoming birth of the new foal?

    I know you are teaching in the Spring, but we would so love to stay a part of your world, and you teaching us more about your horses, still honoring and sharing about Barbaro and his extended families.

    What do you think?

    Posted by: Karen, PA at January 30, 2007 9:56 PM

    I have only posted here a couple times, but would head here as soon as I got home from work and several times a night. Thank you all for the wonderful thoughts of Barbaro. It would be hard to make it through without all of you because no one seems to understand the attachment I developed for Barbaro from the minute he won the Kentucky Derby.
    I read earlier about a possible memorial of some sort. If anyone finds out how to donate please post because I want to contribute. I am heading over to the New Bolton site to donate my $29.00. Great idea. God bless you all.
    p.s. Maybe this has been posted, but the Pittsburgh Post-Gazette has our boy front center page.

    Posted by: Debbie at January 30, 2007 9:56 PM

    jen,
    That is so important. I'm in.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 9:57 PM

    Posted by: Karen, PA at January 30, 2007 9:59 PM

    ***Barbaro would like it if we gave our furry children a little extra love today, after all the kitties, the cows, and all the creatures were his "frens".***

    Julie, I'm glad you said that. In addition to extra love for my little dog Brandy, I gave a donation to my Bichon Frise rescue group in Barbaro's memory this morning, as well as one to the laminitis research fund.

    Posted by: Barbara A. at January 30, 2007 9:59 PM

    jen-

    What kind of advancements have been made regarding laminitis since Secretariat was overcome by this horrible disease. Are we making progress?
    I donated to the Laminits Fund this morning.

    Posted by: Ashley at January 30, 2007 10:01 PM

    Has it been said where he will be buried or if he has been buried??? I was wondering if it was someplace special. Ruffian is buried at Belmont Park. I think Barbaro should be buried at Churchhill Downs. I just think that their should be a statue or a memorial built for him.
    Has there been any news on any of this??

    Posted by: Mary Langkamp at January 30, 2007 10:01 PM

    When I think about B, I start to cry. So I've attempted to NOT think about him. But that doesn't work. I'm too weak. I find myself stealing a glimpse of his picture, see his gorgeous face, and the happiness fills me again. Until I remember he's gone. And back to the unbearable pain that we must bear. His absence is huge.

    So I come back to this board and wallow in our shared love & grief for B. Like Spirit horse, I also feel tremendous anger that things did not work out for him. That his situation was made doubly worse by the laminitis, and when even that seemed under control, that we set off in this last downward spiral by complications from the laminitis doc's cast on the left leg. Always I wonder, was any of it avoidable? I don't know enough medically to really have an opinion.

    Sharing our joys and sorrow is helpful. Thank you Alex for your updates & information these past months when we all hungered for ANY snippet of information about our Beloved, Dr. Richardson, the Jacksons, anything. I hope you are doing okay with this huge VOID.

    Right now I feel like I have laminitis of the heart and there is no cure.

    I hope this group - FOB - will continue to function somehow, (although I haven't posted much I always felt a member). And as Mrs. Jackson suggested, each find our way, take some of the energy of our love for B, and find a path to help horses. I have donated to the Barbaro Fund and will donate to the Laminitis Fund, & have donated to many animal rescue funds.

    But I would like to find something more than just donating money. And more than just writing letters to my representatives about horse slaughter - although I will continue to do that. I don't know where I will find my niche yet, but something where I would feel I was helping to make a CHANGE, making a difference in making Life safer for them. After Ruffian I vowed never to get involved with horses, racing, etc, and then Barbaro came along. Mr. Irresistable! When my brain starts functioning again, I hope to come up with something.

    I cling to the words of Dr. Richardson, that B did have good times. I am so happy that during his recovery he had the joy of walking outside. That he felt the warmth of the sun on his back, the earth beneath his feet. Got to breathe in fresh air and scan the horizon of his beautiful surroundings at New Bolton while he munched on grass. That he got to be a regular horse again, just for a bit.

    love and healing to all.

    Posted by: Kate Sorenson at January 30, 2007 10:03 PM

    Leslie...Ok, thank you. I had read her quote, and I wasn't quite sure what she meant. That makes sense. Even if there had been signs that he was still willing, there was no way with four bad hooves. I read about Secretariat, and I thank God that the Jacksons and Dr. R had the wisdom and strength to let him go in peace and dignity.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at January 30, 2007 10:03 PM

    i miss barbaro

    Posted by: jumperallie at January 30, 2007 10:04 PM

    Now how can one post make me laugh and cry at the same time? ONLY BARBARO CAN:

    My Goodness,
    My back is so heavy for all of you FOB's...now lighten up and remember a while back.

    I am on a fluffy cloud high above you, looking down in my bathing trunks with apples on them. I am in my boing bouncy chair, legs crossed and drinking my favorite Carott,Pear,Apple Barbarotini in the Bistro and I am spinning wildly.hoops almost felt off the darn thingy.nicker nicker. I raise my glass to you my peoples and love you. Plezze smile for me so my heart will smile back at you. I am fine, I am good and Good looking too. Neigh, whinney
    I wuv you all.

    Posted by: Barbaro at January 30, 2007 9:36 PM
    ###############

    I LOVE YOU SWEET BOY, and now you truly "are" The Annointed One up there on your throne that is so befitting a KING... KING BARBARO ... has a nice ring to it, eh, Bobby?

    So you're finally free and happy and peaceful and content and you're feeling sorry for all of us "earthlings" who still have it so rough down here. I hear ya, believe me. This place here isn't our real "Home" or our real "Happiness" but you already know that, too.

    So, if we know that you're fine and happy and having so much fun, why are we all so unhappy and crying down here? Why? I know you're with Secretariat and Ruffian and Fog and Pine Island and Slew and the rest of "the field" ... and I know that you're romping and running in fields of clover with those yellow buttercups brushing your velvety nose and I know that you couldn't be in a better place ... so why am I still crying for you today? Why?

    Talk to me, Barbaro ... I need more of your words of wisdom and your self-confident manner. I really need to hear from you, Bobby ... we all do!!

    Love you SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!

    Posted by: Linnie at January 30, 2007 10:05 PM

    Mary L- There have been offers by Churchill to bury him there. There has been no statement by the Jacksons. Barbaro is no longer at NBC

    Posted by: Ashley at January 30, 2007 10:06 PM

    ####

    Hi Barbara A., I too gave a check to the laminitis fund and got blankets ready for the local animal shelter.

    It felt really good. I gave the blankets a squeeze when they came out of the dryer and thought about Laurie H's "tuck ins"...

    Posted by: Julie L at January 30, 2007 10:07 PM

    Mary Langkamp,
    Either at Churchill Downs near where he won or Home on Lael Farm.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 10:08 PM

    Speculating on Barbaro's resting place: Mrs. Jackson stated at the time of the Eclipse Awards that she hoped Barbaro would be remembered for his racing accomplishments. I wonder if Churchill Downs would be the Jacksons' choice after all?

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at January 30, 2007 10:08 PM

    ####
    I am with you all today. Somber and searching.. was hard to come to the site earlier..

    But This afternoon I heard about a special FOB mare that is now showing signs of labor. Rosie at MHR is due in mid Feb but is now showing signs that we all might have a new life to share.

    I started a thread on the forum (with a neat contest too!) to keep track of Rosies' upcoming delivery

    Rosies Foal Alert

    Posted by: Mary L Ohio at January 30, 2007 10:09 PM

    JUMPERALLIE-
    I MISS BARBARO TOO- MY EYES ARE SO SWOLLEN FROM CRYING.

    LAMINITIS FUND U PENN

    LOVE YOU BARBARO,
    CHERYL G

    Posted by: CHERYL G NO HORSE SLAUGHTER at January 30, 2007 10:09 PM

    I am a guy's guy. Love Nascar and the raiders and I loved Barbaro. Did not post much. Most men don't talk much about pain. Doesn't mean they don't feel it. I am happy that women talk more about this, it helps in dealing with the loss. I look forward to any memorial being planned and will watch Larry King with a case of beer and a bottle of Jagermeister. All you ladies rule.

    Posted by: Ray at January 30, 2007 10:11 PM

    Can't yall just picture Barbaro in heaven, nipping at the angels and ending up with a mouth full of wing feathers.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at January 30, 2007 10:11 PM

    ### Paul and everyone,

    I was thinking of the very same thing - a gathering of the FOBs to celebrate Barbaro's life and the soon-to-be-passed anti-slaughter bill. What about April 29th at Fair Hill?

    I have been trying to get through this day although the hole in my heart is no smaller than yesterday. While running errands I went to the grocery store and when I saw the baby carrots I just about lost it.

    You are everywhere Barbaro, in the sky, in the stars, in my beloved Molly's sad eyes. Every news station, every paper has a tribute to you. Without a single word you brought together thousands and thousands of people from many countries. We will not let you down, dear one, we will not.

    Posted by: Deborah Anderson/ CO at January 30, 2007 10:12 PM

    ####

    Ray thanks you made me smile...

    Posted by: Julie L at January 30, 2007 10:12 PM

    My Goodness,
    Linnie you have a swamp started. This girlie Rullilyin is a cutie wink wink. Secretariat wow he is a big red hoss. Man O'wAR, i DON'T see the war hez is in. Foggy has to change those glasses,Pine Island sips somthing and showz off,Slewwwwze wowwe, what a bunch here I'll teel ya. Now all of you stop the swamp gushers and rest you heartz. I know you willz cry again. Lovezzz You alllll. Night all. nicker nicker nicker

    Posted by: Barbaro at January 30, 2007 10:15 PM

    ALEX:
    Would be curious if you've had any word on how Michael, Peter, and Dr. Anderson are doing? Peter was quoted in several articles, and from his words at least, he seemed at peace that Barbaro had fought long enough. I hope they are all ok.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at January 30, 2007 10:15 PM

    There is a thread on the discussion board about possibly having a bench,garden etc.If New Bolton agrees to this,Barbaro is gonna get a beautiful memorial.

    Posted by: Steve at January 30, 2007 10:15 PM

    Marky,

    As I fight back the tears I want to thank you for placing me in with the names of people like Mr Jackson, Mr Matz, Mr Prado and DOC and such,, I don't deserve to be placed in the same breath as them,I am just a fan, an admirer...They were able to touch greatness and help..I'm just a admirer of greatness..But thank you..

    Posted by: mike c at January 30, 2007 10:17 PM

    Sarah,

    I first thought of Churchill Downs being a very appropriate choice for our boy's final resting place. That way, he could be adorned by his fans.

    But, my heart tells me he needs to be home with his mom and dad, resting under the grass his mom picked for him every day. I think he should go home to Lael. Gaelic for Loyal, and that he was till the end.

    Posted by: Therese at January 30, 2007 10:18 PM

    Along with all the other tributes, I hope Churchill Downs and other tracks come up with a wonderful stakes race called "The Barbaro".
    On his burial, I can respect either privately at the farm or at Churchill, but if it is private, there needs to be a memorial to him at Churchill so his many,many fans have a place to come and remember.

    Posted by: Jim F at January 30, 2007 10:19 PM

    I truly think he belongs at Churchhill Downs buried near the finish line just like Ruffian was buried by the finish line at Belmont Park. I am still crying my heart is still broken. I will watch and tape Larry King tonight.

    I just want to say how much I admire all of the people who are on this website and everything that all of you have done. You are all such loving, giving people.

    I have donated to the horses from the accident in Missouri before and I think that is where I will continue to do so in Barbaro's memory.

    I wore my Barbaro t-shirt to work today.

    It is just so hard to believe that he is gone.

    Posted by: Mary Langkamp at January 30, 2007 10:19 PM

    Deborah Anderson and all FOB'S

    I think that April 29th, BARBAROS Birthday would be a great day to meet at Fair Hill...

    I'M IN WITHOUT A DOUBT.

    Posted by: mike c at January 30, 2007 10:20 PM

    pluSss cudd sumbuDDy tell the Jacksun and Pirkins
    peeeeples thaaaat I ran fromm the roses cuz thEy
    steeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeenk?

    LinneeeeeeeeeeeE:;
    Can u beleeve it? SEkrEtarrriattTT iz letTing me use his BlaaaackBerrrryyyyyy. My hooffffssfsss are perfect now but the kkkeybooard is rrrridikyoulus. Sayy hi to evrybuddy.

    love,
    bArbaro

    Posted by: Friar Tuck at January 30, 2007 10:21 PM

    Good Night Dear Friends,
    Rest with the peace and love he has given us.

    Good night Sweet Spirit Barbaro,
    I love you and always will. Kisses on your brow.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 10:23 PM

    Mike C.. I LOVE that idea!!

    Posted by: Mary L Ohio at January 30, 2007 10:23 PM

    Good Evening Fellow FOB's,

    It is 5:00p.m. here in Georgia and ever since I woke up this morning my thoughts have not strayed to far away from our Barbaro. I have 2 tv's on and go between them for news updates. I just wanted to check in on everyone to see how ya'll are doing. I thought I was doing pretty well, until I started reading posts. I haven't felt this sad since I lost both my dogs and grandmother all in the span of about 6 months. Barbaro helped many of us through difficult times in our personal lives (me included) and brought forward all the things that need to be done for the horses and the animal kingdom in general.

    Thanks Barbaro for your courage, spirit, drive and just your very presence which has helped so many. We will push on and do has we have been asked by your "Mom". It may take alittle while, but I believe it will be accomplished.

    Okay FOB's have to tear myself away for now; I have movers coming in early tomorrow to pack our stuff for the great Northwest.

    Barbaro Forever!!!

    I have the "Barbaro Effect"

    Donna in GA


    Posted by: Donna at January 30, 2007 10:23 PM

    Alex,

    Thank you for the update regarding NBC; yes, such a difficult day for them and difficult in the days to come. What a loss, their dear Barbaro no longer there. They provided him with such loving care and the sight of his empty stall must be heart wrenching. When Dr. R. talked about (in an article) beginning his rounds and not having Barbaro there to visit, that went right to my heart.

    Alex, thank you for all you do for us. I'm glad you spent time with your friends, talking about Barbaro and horses in general.

    We love you, Barbaro and always will.
    Daphne

    Posted by: Daphne at January 30, 2007 10:24 PM

    Friar Tuck,
    ROFL I needed that. Thanks.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 10:24 PM

    Everyone keeps talking about finding a cure for laminitis and I agree that goal is a great aspiration. Laminitis affects all breeds of horses in all lines of work. However, please bear in mind that something needs to be done regarding these thoroughbreds breaking down so frequently in the first place. If professional basketball, baseball or even NASCAR suffered the equivalent percentages of losses of athletes each year (especially publicly and so horribly), don't you think there would be some astounding reforms? Whether it be changes in track surfaces, different breeding tactics or starting these horses a year or so later on the racetracks when they have matured more. The racing industry needs to "get on it". Personally after the Barbaro and Pine Island incidents of 2006 (so public and so horrible) I don't personally care to watch another horse race and unfortunately for the breed and the racing establishment other people feel this same way (look at Juli Thorson's article - former Horse & Rider editor - out on the net in this very same vein). The racing industry is in trouble (Pimlico is an example) and while this whole horrible incident may serve to keep some important issues upfront it has also served to reinforce a good number of people's opinions that Thoroughbred racing is truly a "bloodsport".
    As a side note, if Barbaro were mine, I would bring him home (Lael Farms) to bury him. Let them erect a monument to him at Churchill, Pimlico, or wherever, but I would want to finally bring him home and keep him close to me.

    Posted by: Catherine at January 30, 2007 10:25 PM

    Thanks Julie.I came home early today cause my wife is so down. She is having a bad time of it. I am looking for things to cheer her up. She does not want to get online and does not want to talk. Her mom died 4 months ago and Barbaro's loss has stunned her. It seems worse today. I think that if I tell her we will go to a reunion of you guys it might help.So if April 29th is a go I would like in.

    Posted by: Ray at January 30, 2007 10:25 PM

    I went in to work late today because I was so drained from crying all day yesterday. I feel very empty today...and lonely too. I feel like Barbaro was MY horse. At least we all know how each other is feeling.

    Barbaro is frolicking now with four good legs, the sunshine on his back, and fresh grass to eat all the time. He is our hero...and he knows it. I bet now he knows every single one of us by name. He knows that he is loved. And we are better people because of him. What a great gift our friend Barbaro is!!!

    Posted by: LR at January 30, 2007 10:27 PM

    I wanted to add:

    How great it is that Dr. R emailed Alex to thank him for everything he's done, especially when he is grieving himself?

    Just the best, Dr. R!! We grieve with you, Dr. Richardson.

    Daphne

    Posted by: Daphne at January 30, 2007 10:27 PM

    Renee Antaya - See! You are so thoughtful!

    Marky - I enjoyed and endorse your post. My husband cried with me...and he's a former Marine!

    Lyn Gilbert - You're right. Life is stirring again. It's weighted down by grief, the tears won't stop, but it's coming to the top. After all Barbaro taught us about perserverance, I know we will pick up the load again. He was an honest horse. I hope - and trust! - that we will be as honest in continuing to work.

    ************

    Barbaro - Thank you! I miss you - when I think of you, my eyes hurt, and I cry. I don't know why, because when all is said and done, just the knowledge that you existed made me so very happy. Thank you for thinking of us. We need you, darling boy.

    ***********************

    Laurie H - Please do the collection. They are simply wonderful...

    And Cheryl Jones - I would love a collection of the posts from bArbaro. Even yesterday, I smiled!

    Later -

    - Jean

    Posted by: Jean at January 30, 2007 10:27 PM

    Here is my "views" on Barbaro's final resting place.

    I want to see him with the Jacksons. why? They allowed us to be a part of his life, his struggles after his injury and I am so glad they allowed us to do so.

    But now, he is gone, his spirit will ALWAYS be with us from this point on.. but let his body be home with the Jacksons. NO fan fare, just them doing their own personal service.

    Maybe they and a race track can do a official Memorial for Barbaro. Let the fans come and remember him that way. But Let the Jacksons have Barbaro back and on their farm. That is what I would like to see.

    Posted by: Mary L Ohio at January 30, 2007 10:27 PM

    Barbaro, I don't like my BlackBerry either. Those keys are stoooopiiiiidddd!!!!!!!!

    Posted by: Julie L at January 30, 2007 10:28 PM

    Ray,
    I know how your wife feels, my father died 3 days before Xmas. Barbaro's passing stunned me too. Somehow times heals.
    Hugs,
    Jeannette in PA

    Posted by: Jeannette at January 30, 2007 10:29 PM

    Dear Dr. Richardson and the whole vet team:

    You treated Barbaro with respect, kindness and care.
    We know how hard it will be not to see Barbaro's shining face in the ICU. That perhaps is the toughest part ...
    Hopefully, you were able to say 'goodbyes'.
    When my beloved Dutch Warmblood Scoobie aka Poetic died from sudden colic, I never had the chance.
    So we grieve with you, but look to new doors opened up by Barbaro's journey. May he find Scoobie in Horse Heaven !!!!

    Warm personal wishes,

    Ann & Jordie (aka Jordini--my new horse)

    Posted by: Ann & Jordie at January 30, 2007 10:29 PM

    Good Night Sweet Prince. Peppermint Dreams and Carrot Wishes Forever and Ever.

    Alex, I cannot express my undying gratitude for everything you do for us. You've taught all of us so very much. I look forward to learning so much more.

    Good Night Barbaro Nation.

    Posted by: Kathy J. - Hilton Head Island, SC at January 30, 2007 10:31 PM

    ###

    Dear Mike

    You belong in their company. Many men have a hard time in a female dominated place like the nation. I know there are bunches of you out there. You were out in front with us all the time. Your quotes lightened my heart and you made me smile. they also made me obsessively watch the movie Seabiscuit!
    Thank you for what you contributed.

    Posted by: marky at January 30, 2007 10:32 PM

    Hay Barbaro,

    In case you havent noticed, there is a shy cutie peeking at you from behind a cloud...her name is Gallant Secret. Go say hi.. Mister


    Posted by: Leslie in MN at January 30, 2007 10:33 PM

    Watch Larry King tonight @ 9 PM...All about Barbaro's Life. Owners, Dr richardson & others.

    Posted by: Countfleet43 at January 30, 2007 10:34 PM

    Catherine -

    You are so right. The pat forde article on ESPN speaks to the changes that horse racing should consider.

    Posted by: Kate Sorenson at January 30, 2007 10:34 PM

    Ashley- I dont know if they have made much strides in the treatment. Probabley in how to treat it after it strikes but not much on prevention. It would be interesting to know what they have learned. I know too many great horses die from it. Read the Bloodhorse week to week- it always seems like some wonderful horse has died because of it. Jen

    P.s. It sure is great to belong to this great family.

    Posted by: jen at January 30, 2007 10:35 PM

    Well, I'm doing what I've done everyday after work for the last 8 months. Checking in at TWR. It's a hard habit to break and it's really hard knowing he's gone. He was so close to getting out of there, how I wish that would have happened.

    missing Barbaro,

    cindy a

    Posted by: cindy a at January 30, 2007 10:35 PM

    Jean
    Thanks so much for your kind words. I hope you get to see him, too!

    Posted by: Marilyn/CA at January 30, 2007 10:36 PM

    I'm in for the bench, garden, whatever is decided I'll be glad to donate. I am also taking up Linnie's challenge to donate $29 every month in honor of Barbaro.

    I am also a runner and I think a race in Barbaro's name is a wonderful idea. Maybe through the state park at Fair Hill?

    I am starting to smile a little remembering Barbaro's good days and the fun times on this site. I still giggle everytime I think of the carrot posse.

    Posted by: marie from atl at January 30, 2007 10:36 PM

    ####
    mike,
    I have to second Marky's post. You also gave me one terrific reading list that I have been working through. I have built up quite a "horsey" library
    And we always have in our hearts, "The Call"!
    Thanks to you!
    jan

    Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 10:37 PM

    included me on anything that is going to be done for the memory of BARBARO. E-Mail address: lleslie003@yahoo.com
    Love to all and God Bless each one of you.
    LOVE AND KISSES TO BARBARO!!!!!

    Posted by: LLESLIE at January 30, 2007 10:38 PM

    Catherine,
    Thanks for your honesty, I agree there do need to be reforms in racing. They are happening with the new track surfaces but like so many long standing institutions things move slowly. I had horses for about ten yrs. and one of the things I learned was you don't ride them too early. Someone was saying that in some countries they don't race them until they are around four yrs. That sounds better to me! I don't know if that would eliminate injuries but it might lessen them. I would love to get some time with the Jacksons and hear what their views are on all this. I can tell by what they said they also would like to see some changes.

    Barbaro's spirit has moved on, so I am not attached to where his body is buried. I hope the Jacksons get to choose and don't feel pressured by the public.

    All the best to you!

    Posted by: Bonnie MacRaith at January 30, 2007 10:39 PM

    Deborah

    I love your idea. You might get a lot of specific responses if you start a thread in the forum. It will give you an idea of how many FOB's would be interested. I would move heaven and earth to attend.

    God bless all who love Barbaro. God bless Barbaro.

    Posted by: marky at January 30, 2007 10:40 PM

    I feel so blessed that when I called KF this afternoon to send something to Mr. & Mrs. Jackson and Dr. Dean that Rachel ansered the phone.

    She was absoultely bereft and heartbroken. I heard it in her voice as she spoke. She was holding back the tears as I spoke, and I started tearing up and crying and immediately, we were both right there, at the same emotional place.

    They (everyone at KF) is taking this sooo hard. Rach and Allie are a mess. Rachel and I eventually walked through what I wanted to send...and along the way, chatted about Bobby, his progress, changes, and yesterday... we both shed tears, and stories of better times with the Big Boss Horse. Her love and admiration of Mrs. Jackson, Gretchen, is limitless. Gretchen called Allie right after the fact to inform them. How very, very kind.

    Rach was so touched that Mrs. Jackson, in her immediate grief would reach out to them personally..

    What an amazing family we are, eh?!

    Love, Peace and Comfort to all here,
    Pat


    Posted by: Pat in AZ at January 30, 2007 10:40 PM

    Barbaro is so missed, I feel like their is a huge empty void in my heart. When I went to the store today at the newstands was Barbaro's picture on the front of the newspaper, I got one out and stood in awe in the parking lot, I could feel the tears coming again and my grief, that he is really gone.. I will always love Barbaro forever.
    mary mi

    Posted by: mary at January 30, 2007 10:44 PM

    Hi Alex and FOB's

    Friar Tuck, you gave me a much needed chuckle..sooo like our Barbaro!

    Oh I wish I lived in the area of Fair Hills, I'd be at that birthday get together for our boy like a shot!

    I think Barbaro needs to be with his family...Mr.
    & Mrs. Jackson...their grandkids loved him too...and it would comfort everyone, I'm sure, to have him where they could visit whenever they felt down, like Mrs. Jackson did with Barbaro in his stall. A memorial at Churchill Downs would be lovely. While we are a part of his large family, I truly believe he should spend his eternal rest on Lael Farms.

    Run with the wind, babycakes!! Hugs and smoochies

    Posted by: Toby at January 30, 2007 10:48 PM

    I saw on the discussion board that Dr. R will also be on Larry King with the Jacksons. Anyone else heard this?

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at January 30, 2007 10:50 PM

    Just made my donation to the UPenn Laminitis Fund in memory of Barbaro. For me, it felt like the best way I could honor him. I feel a little better now. I feel like Barbaro just gave me a little nudge with his soft, velvet nose and said, "Thank you." Oh geez, here come the tears again.

    Posted by: Sandie at January 30, 2007 10:50 PM

    I decided to look through my Kentucky Derby 132 book featuring Barbaro. I was able to get to the end without a tear. It actually made me feel good. If anyone hasn't bought their book yet this is a definate MUST have for any Barbaro fan. For those that have the book, I suggest you take another look at our magnificent boy. He was spectacular!

    book at www.secretariat.com
    they donate to the Barbaro Fund

    Posted by: Ashley at January 30, 2007 10:51 PM

    FOR RAY AND ALL THE GUYS WHO ARE HERE ...

    I'm a Guy's Woman so scoot over and let's share the beer and the Jagermeister ... except that I might really get sick so I'll bring a bottle of Red Wine instead ...

    Posted by: Linnie at January 30, 2007 10:51 PM

    Wonderful ideas, Marcia! I think a booth at the Derby would be AWESOME! What a great way to honor our boy and build awareness. I know they let Alex's Lemonade Stand set up the year Afleet Alex won the Derby.

    Posted by: Dawn in Omaha at January 30, 2007 10:52 PM

    ###Loretta/Spirit Horse, I know nothing I can say will really help, but I know the kind of feelings you describe; you are not quite alone. I have had such a loss, that changed me profoundly.

    ###Jean, thank you so much for the information on where I can find those posts I was looking for.

    So very tired today. And so very sad.

    Posted by: Kathie in California at January 30, 2007 10:53 PM

    I had to come back here because the later the day became and the cloudier it got outside, the more broken my heart felt.

    This is the only place to come for comfort. Bless you all.

    Joe and Ray, welcome.

    Ashley, what a special gift you got from Michael. I wonder how he is doing? Someone wrote yesterday that it seems that for every up, there's been a down. He just had a birthday, and now he's lost Barbaro. It's SO unfair.

    Jean--ah, a touch of pink for the saddlecloth. Good idea. There's a shade of green nicotiana that is close to Lael green. Blue is my favorite color. I can't wait to make a tribute garden in my backyard.

    Leslie in MN, so we need to "look like we're normal" ? :) (love that line from Little Miss Sunshine....)

    I have to hand it to the Jacksons, I am so amazed and impressed that they have the composure to go on Larry King tonight. Larry is a big racing fan. I hope Mrs. J is able to get exposure for the anti-slaughter bill.

    You are all the best. I feel so heartbroken.

    Posted by: Jane in CT at January 30, 2007 10:54 PM

    April 29th is on a Sunday this year....long weekend at Fair Hill would be awesome. Do you think Alex would mind?

    Posted by: Therese at January 30, 2007 10:54 PM

    Graham's perspective on what Michael will always endure is very sad.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at January 30, 2007 10:55 PM

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    Friar Tuck: thanks for my first laugh in about 48 hours.

    marie form atl: a race in honor of Barbaro would be so touching. I could not not particpate: the only thing that get s me running is chocolate. I would stand on the sidelines cheering the runners on and crying.

    I too giggle when I remember our Posse. I bet the whole veggie garden is drowning in tears.

    God bless Barbaro.

    Posted by: marky at January 30, 2007 10:56 PM

    April 29th at Fair Hill, then to Kentucky for that first weekend in May.

    Sounds fabulous...might just be in my dreams, tho. Nursing school is pretty demanding. But I would definitely be there in spirit!!!!

    Posted by: Therese at January 30, 2007 10:56 PM

    I just could not get through this with out all of you. Thank you Alex from the bottom of my heart for not closing the site. It is so hard to lose Barbaro, but to lose all of you at the same time would just be too much.

    I still can't stop crying.

    ########
    Pat,

    Thanks for the post. I feel so bad for Rachel and Allie. They did every thing for us with such love for Barbaro.

    We do have an amazing family!

    Posted by: Mary at January 30, 2007 10:56 PM

    would someone please tell me the title of the thread about the bench?

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at January 30, 2007 10:59 PM

    Graham Motion unfortunately is so right. Poor Michael Matz, every good thought of the derby will only lead him to what happened..Thats so unfair...

    I remember a trainer, Tom Skiffington, he was an excellent grass horse trainer. He got a 5yr old South African mare named SPOOK EXPRESS..she was an explosive runner..she went to Hollywood Park one fall for the turf festival.THEY HAD TONS OF RAIN, they should have taken the races off the turf..they didnt''...Spook Express too a terrible fall, she died a real bad death..Mr Skiffington took it real bad, he was never the same..

    I pray Michael Matz can overcome this.

    Posted by: mike c at January 30, 2007 10:59 PM

    Hi Everyone - I promised Alex that I would continue to visit this wonderful site and I'm glad I did because I found the link to the Press Conference that was held yesterday. I cried when I saw Dr. Richardson and could tell that he was very emotional. It just shows that he is a normal human being. And Mr. & Mrs. Jackson - thank you for allowing us to be part of Barbaro's life - he will always be a part of my life. To Michael, Peter, Edgar, Eduardo, I know you will miss the Big Boss Horse - but thank you for everything you did for him, I know you will miss him.

    To all of the staff at NBC - you will miss him also and thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking such good care of him. Please continue to look after all of your animals with compassion.

    To Dr. Richardson, my heart knows how much you will miss being with him. You took excellent care of him and I know you will always have an animal's best interest at heart.

    It's so hard to say good-bye and as Mrs. Jackson said: Grief is theprice we pay for love - but how fortunate we all are to have loved Barbaro and all of our animals.

    Barbaro - as you run through the fields above, with all of the others, know how much you will be missed and how much we all loved you. Forever a Champion!

    Posted by: Sylvia & Cooper (Woof) at January 30, 2007 11:00 PM

    >>>>> Folks, IGNORE the trolls. Every time you make a comment or respond to their post, you feed them and encourage them because they know you are reading their posts. You have given them an audience. I know it's not easy but you have to ignore them. There are a lot of sick people in this world and unfortunately, something like this brings them out.


    vicki

    Posted by: vicki at January 30, 2007 11:01 PM

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    Marky you could walk. Most races allow people to walk the course if you want. I'll bring the chocolate :)

    Remember when Dr. R posted on the site last summer. We acted like a bunch of school girls.

    Posted by: marie from atl at January 30, 2007 11:01 PM

    For those who were wondering, the Jacksons are scheduled to be on Larry King tonight. It is on CNN at 9 p.m. EST.

    Beautiful words from Graham Motion in the article quoted above. How sad that Michael Matz will have to look back at his amazing feat of training a sensational undefeated Derby winner with bittersweet sorrow. What could have been...

    I'm glad he was able to enjoy Breeders' Cup Day. I saw him several times and the fans were going wild for him. He was the star of the day.

    Posted by: Kellye at January 30, 2007 11:02 PM

    you know, if we refuse to react to the trollish ones, then when Alex removes their posts, there will no longer be evidence they were even here.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at January 30, 2007 11:03 PM

    Oh, I wanted to thank Christian for the list of things we learned from Barbaro. I am tacking it to my refrigerator at home, and my workstation at work. Both my family AND my coworkers know I'm nuts, so there's no problem there!

    And Ray, we all hold your wife - and you - in our hearts.

    Friar Tuck - Good to hear from you!

    - Jean

    Posted by: Jean at January 30, 2007 11:04 PM

    OK break time. I remember a time Barbaro made me laugh so hard. It was on Good Morning America, I think and Dr. R tried to tell the newsperson not to get too close unless she had peppermints and Barbaro took a nipper at her. Dr. R laughed and said " I warned you." He sure knew his patient.

    Posted by: dannie at January 30, 2007 11:07 PM

    All,

    Please keep me in the loop for any an all things that are decided upon for honoring Barbaro. Whether it be the bench at NBC along with a tree, a permanent sign, whatever, please do not forget to e-mail me and let me know.

    I have finally stopped crying, but there are occasionally a few tears that sneak through. I will miss him terribly and I never even met him. How can that be?? I have to believe that those of us whose hearts he took a place in are very, very lucky and perhaps that was his mission here - to bring people together to continue what he helped us to start.

    Bless all of you. Barbaro will be with each of us forever in spirit.

    Posted by: TLC (Laura) at January 30, 2007 11:08 PM

    FOB's - I've read some wonderfully inspiring messages today, and although I still feel in shock and there's a deep void in my heart, just hearing from you has made it immeasurably better. I know the Jacksons and Dr. Dean feel that way, too, and Edgar and Michael and Kathy and Peter.

    It is a tremendous loss. But Barbaro is whole again, his legs perfect, and he's bounding with ever-reaching strides for the sheer joy of it. The sun on his back, the wind in his mane, knowing he is loved and prized.

    I don't care what anybody says - the eight months of extended life was mostly a joy for him. He was a bright, happy horse. He grazed outside, spending as much time or more than an average racehorse has in the fresh air. He knew he was king, and let everyone know it.

    There are don't know this situation who might blame the Jacksons and the doc and say they were torturing Barbaro. We here know that is not true. So we will stand with them and for them, because we know the truth.

    No blame here, for anyone. He went when he needed to go, and I am glad for him that he is free now.

    But I'm still crying.

    Posted by: J. Carson Black at January 30, 2007 11:10 PM

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    LOL Marie,

    YES I remember when the doc came in the nation: gone was my dignity. I remember thinking that our guys were probably just smiling and rolling their eyes. Thanks for that giggle. My eyes are so swollen that when I smile they shut completely.

    Mike Rea became a high ranking official in the Posse. does anyone know how Mike is doing?

    God bless Barbaro.

    Posted by: marky at January 30, 2007 11:15 PM

    http://www.sabinalouisepierce.com/Barbaro.htm

    The very last picture is of Sabina & Dr. Dean with Barbaro. I have never seen it before- IT'S WONDERFUL

    Posted by: Dale C. / Davis CA at January 30, 2007 11:16 PM

    All of your posts are so heartwarming and soothing. I feel as if everyone of you has their arms wrapped around me, to comfort me. And I thank you for this.
    But the best posts are from Barbaro himself. I am so happy to hear, straight from the horses mouth (excuse the pun) that you, Barbaro, are home...whole, happy, and free. Say hi to all your friends from us. We loved them, too, you see.
    I miss you terribly and love you soooo much.
    RIP...

    Posted by: Therese at January 30, 2007 11:17 PM

    Jake, still crying, too. And we have a meeting tonite in Glendale for the horse slaughter issue. Trying to get it together for Barbaro!

    Posted by: Barb AZ at January 30, 2007 11:20 PM

    Alex,
    Thanks for all you do...this is the first time I'm writing, although I've checked this site at least once a day since I found out about it in June.
    Part of the grieving process is separating from the daily checking on Barbaro at this site.....how good it was to see "another comfortable night"....."ate his grass" every morning. I knew the news was bad yesterday by the long delay.
    God this is hard. Wonder how many more daily lurkers there are/were like me.

    I remember you were a member of T.U.R.F.(Thoroughbred United Retirement Fund)....I adopted my beloved Key Spirit from them (and ReRun), who is now 21 and feisty.
    Thanks again,
    Patty

    Posted by: Patty Fleck at January 30, 2007 11:21 PM

    Jake--Thanks for posting again. We missed your voice here.

    Barbaro did know he was the king, didn't he! Like the magnificent ruler in a horse kingdom fairy tale. We just wanted so much for him to have the happy ending, too.

    Posted by: Mary in Iowa at January 30, 2007 11:22 PM

    Unfortunately,Edgar is going to share the same bitter sweet memories that Michael will.I hope they both are able to deal with it,and focus on the positive,someday.

    Posted by: BrendaRyder at January 30, 2007 11:25 PM

    Hi Alex,

    First thank you for all your efforts. I tuned in to your page every day looking for updates. Please pass along my sympathies to the Jacksons, Dr. D and the staff at NBC, all whose lives were touched by Barbaro. He was truely an extraordinary prescense in all our lives and will be missed by all.
    Is there any way that you could post pictures of the horses that you are currently riding?
    What is the name of Barbaro's brother? Any news on him? He has tough shoes to fill...

    Posted by: Anne at January 30, 2007 11:27 PM

    Dale...Oh gosh..that pix of Dr. Dean, Barbaro and Sabrina together is beautiful...taken on Dec. 31. Happier times.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at January 30, 2007 11:27 PM

    dannie, and others....

    I, too, remember several photo's (still have them on file) of Barbaro at Fair Hill, in his outdoor pen, just rolling and dashing around in there like a maniac.. His hoofs were all flayling around in the air, and he just looked like such a big goof ball... Having the time of his life at play. Yesterday, that image mad me cry. today, it brings a smile to my face and joy back into my heart. thank you Barbaro, for being such a goof. Love you.

    Posted by: Therese at January 30, 2007 11:28 PM

    That was a gorgeous photo. Both legs without casts. And he was bright and happy.

    Laminitis can happen any time to any horse. He was a well horse at the time, and clearly happy. As were Dr. R. and Sabina.

    Mary - I posted a little yesterday. But it was so hard to find words, so I read everyone else's beautiful words until I could finally voice my own. Barbaro is a lucky horse to have so much love with him. And we are lucky to have been touched by him.

    Posted by: J. Carson Black at January 30, 2007 11:31 PM

    dannie,

    It was Dr. Debbye Turner from CBS who got a taste of Barbaro's nipping! (at end of video)

    Sorry don't know how to bluelink.Go to video #13 on 2nd page.

    It is raining here in San Diego and I'm sure I heard Big B's thundering hooves up above . . .

    Carol
    San Diego

    Posted by: Carol at January 30, 2007 11:33 PM

    Thank you for all the wonderful words of love, gratitude and strength. We have all witnessed a phenomenal thing - a horse drawing together people of diverse and different backgrounds all united under the flag of love and kindness. I never would have imagined this happening.

    In the Buddhist religion they talk about the Bodisattva (sp?) a spiritual guide in training. Animals can be a bodisattva. Animal or human, they have taken on the role of being a guide, a bell-ringer of the truth, an evolved soul. I had a dog who I believe was a Bodisattva and I believe Barbaro was one. He did his job and now is on to his next one. Maybe on some level he even planned this lifetime experience or his owners we open to it in some way. Gretchen Jackson is a very spiritual person, I'm not surprised she ended up with Barbaro!

    Posted by: Bonnie MacRaith at January 30, 2007 11:35 PM

    I've gone back to view Barbara Livingston's photos. Oh gosh.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at January 30, 2007 11:35 PM

    Can someone tell me about the idea to send in donations in order to have a plaque made of Barbaro for the FOB's to send to New Bolton Center? I saw it on the discussion board last night and I can't find it today. I really would like to be included too. Please post this information if you would. Thank you so much for all your emails - I am so happy thatthis site is still continuing and hope that it does. This has really been heartbreaking and my heart goes out to everyone.

    Posted by: Nancy Bleile at January 30, 2007 11:37 PM

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    Anne,

    I believe Bobby's baby bro is named Man in Havana, and yes, he has some mighty big shoes to fill.

    Posted by: Therese at January 30, 2007 11:37 PM

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